I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

The kisses just now made him desire suddenly, the light in the ward was dim, he heard his own breathing intertwined with the other's voice, his mind and soul were burned by something.

But before the process was halfway through, he noticed that the person in his arms shrank suddenly.

"It hurts..." Terao Yashu covered his stomach with his hands.

Stomach hurts again.

The other party was lying on the pillow, with sweat on his forehead, looking at him with pitiful rabbit-like eyes, which made his heart twitch.

He suddenly realized what he was doing and stopped.

It was late at night, and there was no window on the door of the single ward, but there were always footsteps coming and going outside the door, so it was uncertain when a doctor or nurse would come in through the door.

It was like this every time, Terao Yashu took the initiative to seduce him every time, he thought "how can an adult do such a shameful thing", and then jumped into the trap voluntarily.

crazy.

He calmed down, slowly adjusted his breath, suppressed his chaotic thoughts, pulled up the other party's slipped clothes, put them on, and covered the other party with a blanket.

The person in his arms calmed down, then raised his head to kiss him again, tentatively reached out to unbutton his button, wanting to continue what he had just done.

It's crazy.

He pushed the other person back into his arms slightly roughly, then rang the bedside bell to call the nurse.

"Another move will kill you."

"..."

At this time, the nurse entered the ward, checked Terao Yasuke's temperature, asked him about the symptoms, brought some medicine, and told him to take it immediately.

Dazai looked at the instructions of those medicines, and asked, "Have you had dinner yet?"

The person in his arms nodded weakly: "Well, I ordered takeaway."

Dazai checks his phone and sees that there are no takeout orders at all.

"Just keep lying, you definitely haven't eaten breakfast or lunch."

"..."

"Heh, it's really unlucky for you to have that stomach growing on your body. If you don't want it, how about I ask the doctor to cut it off for you?"

He justified: "Eating is a waste of time."

"Is eating only a waste of time? Breathing is also a waste of time. You might as well stop breathing in the future and just keep your eyes open and study."

Terao Yashu was scolded by him, and he huddled in his arms, not daring to make a sound.

"Got it, I was wrong."

"Where is wrong?"

"I will eat well in the future, I promise, don't yell at me..."

Dazai felt that Terao Yashu was completely spoiled by that old man.

The old man would only pamper him and be gentle with him, but what's the use of being gentle?

Yashu Terao is very stubborn. It doesn't work if you gently lecture him, you have to yell at him a few words in strong words before he will obey, just like what he is doing now.

Dazai didn't bother to mock him anymore, he picked up the medicine bottle on the table, unscrewed it and handed it over, "Drink the medicine."

Although Terao Yasuke is not so clear-headed, he insists on his bottom line and resolutely refuses to take medicine.

"Drink it, don't scold me."

Seeing that Dazai had a serious face, he deliberately whispered: "Then feed me yourself."

"..."

Dazai was shocked at first, and then felt very painful. Terao Yashu's shameless behavior challenged his lower limit time and time again.

"You don't have to go too far."

"Then I won't drink it, take it away."

For the next ten minutes, Dazai tried every means to force him to take the medicine, using all kinds of coercion, temptation and intimidation. After a long toss, the other party finally opened his mouth reluctantly and swallowed the medicine and pills.

"bitter……"

Dazai pinched his jaw and forced him to look up, "Don't spit it out, swallow it."

"Swallowed."

"You have hidden the medicine under your tongue, don't play tricks on me, and swallow it honestly."

"..."

"Don't make me scold you."

Terao Yashu took the medicine and wanted to hit the wall in pain, but there was no wall, so he could only hit Dazai's chest with his head.

Dazai once again tasted the feeling of almost vomiting blood, wanted to scream but couldn't, wanted to curse but couldn't.

Really, he really, really hates Yao Terao.

It was already very late, and Xiaoyin sent urging messages one after another, reminding him that he should return to Mafia immediately to deal with work.

He planned to leave, so he thought of putting Terao Yashu to sleep quickly, but the effect of the anesthetic had not yet expired, and he was unconscious and kept making troubles.

He had no choice but to stroke the hair of the person in his arms over and over again, patiently comforting him over and over again. After a long time, the other person finally started to yawn.

He put the person in his arms on the bed, but the other person reluctantly got up and lay down in his arms again.

It's so annoying, why are you so clingy, I knew it would have made him die of pain in the library.

He tried his best not to get angry, "Can you go to sleep, so you don't feel sleepy after staying up all night?"

Terao Yasuke grabbed his sleeve, and said in an anxious tone, "Then...don't leave while I'm asleep."

"Okay, let's say we can't go."

"I was wrong... I shouldn't have driven you away...don't be mad at me."

"Yes, I see, go to sleep."

The person in his arms hugged him, held his hand, smelled the smell of his body, breathed gradually, and fell asleep.

Dazai watched him nervously, seeing that he had really fallen asleep, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, his buzzing brain finally calmed down.

This is love, and it's completely tormenting. He only felt his blood pressure soar, and he didn't experience any pleasure.

However, those kisses just now were——

Stop, stop thinking about it, some things get worse the more you think about it.

He wanted to leave, but he couldn't bear to leave Terao Yasu here alone.

After thinking about it, he could only call the old man.

He turned on Terao Yasuke's cell phone, and after unlocking it, countless missed calls and unread messages popped up, most of which were from the old man.

The moment the phone was connected, there was an exasperated roar from the other side, "Why did you turn off the phone?"

In order to monitor Terao Yasuke's whereabouts in real time, Buteizai installed a tracking device on the other party's mobile phone.

But Terao Yashu turned off his phone for a whole day, and he couldn't find the other party's trace, and he was about to die of panic.

The leader wanted to go outside to answer the phone, but Terao Yasuke held onto his sleeve tightly, so he had no choice but to give up, so he asked in a low voice, "The detective agency found out about the two of you?"

Wu Jingzai on the opposite side heard the voice, fell silent for a few seconds, and exploded: "Why are you together so late?"

Wu Jingzai wanted to swear, but he couldn't swear because of his self-cultivation.

The boss always poached in his absence, always.

Seeing that he was angry, the leader was in a very good mood: "I just want to express my condolences to you, why are you so excited?"

"shut up--"

"Just now I checked the surveillance cameras nearby, and saw that you were taken away by Oda Saku this morning...It's so miserable, I really can't help but feel sorry for you, but you asked for it."

"..."

"Tsk, doesn't it feel bad to have your important things taken away?"

This gloating tone made the other party's anger soar.

"Don't change the subject, I ask why you are with Mixiu, what are you doing so late?"

The leader replied lightly: "If you want to know, come and see for yourself."

"..."

"I advise you to come here quickly, before I eat him up."

After the leader finished speaking, he turned off the phone. The person in his arms seemed to be woken up by him, but he just turned over and fell asleep again.

He looked at the other person's peaceful sleeping face, and suddenly remembered what Ango Sakaguchi said before: "If you want him to like you, you have to treat him better."

Is he treating Terao Yashu well?

It should be, but it would be too superficial if Terao Yashu fell in love with him because of these little things he did.

Or, is love itself a very superficial thing?

I don't understand, people's hearts are too difficult to guess, and mafia's work is easier.

He broke away the opponent's hand, put it back on the bed, and helped the opponent tidy up the messy strands of hair on his forehead.

"Hey—you'd better not have another time." He said softly, "If there is one more time, I won't let you go."

Next time he will come for real.

After dawn, Terao Yashu woke up, the effect of the anesthetic had passed long ago, he slept all night, and his mind became much clearer.

He didn't quite remember what happened last night, but as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Dazai beside the bed, habitually reaching out to hug the lover in front of him, enjoying the other's gentle touch and kiss.

Dazai inspected him carefully, and found a few hickey marks, and the jacket was torn.But the clothes underneath were clean, as if there had been no further intrusion.

Simply jerk.

He had a strong desire to kill the leader, but unfortunately the leader had already left when he arrived.

He just took down one of Mafia's strongholds yesterday and killed a dozen of Mafia's minions, but even if he killed all of Mafia's people, he still couldn't calm down.

Terao Yashu saw that his expression was wrong, "What's wrong with you?"

"No." Dazai put away his gloomy expression, touched the other person's face, "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore, I've taken the medicine."

Dazai was shocked, "Really, you are willing to take medicine?"

Terao Yashu never took medicine, and asking him to take medicine was like murdering him.

"You forced me to take it last night. You told me last night that if I don't take the medicine, you will throw me downstairs."

"I wouldn't say such harsh words." Dazai thought to himself.

There was no one on the street in the early morning, so Dazai walked on the street with him on his back to take the tram.

Terao Yashu had never been carried by someone while awake, and felt very awkward, so he asked, "Am I heavy?"

"You are heavier? Newborn babies are heavier than you." The other party said with contempt, "Hold tight, I'm afraid a gust of wind will blow you away."

"Do you want to be so exaggerated?"

He has self-knowledge, he looks thin, but actually weighs over a hundred.

"I said Mr. Terao, I worked so hard to cook and take care of your fragile stomach every day, but you still toss it like this. Do you have any grudge against it?"

"Here it goes again. You have already scolded me in the hospital, and I said that I will eat well in the future."

"Really?" Dazai wondered, "Why are you so obedient all of a sudden, I tried every means to persuade you to eat and you didn't even eat."

"You told me last night that if I didn't eat properly you would break my legs."

"……I said?"

The leader is indeed fierce, but Terao Yasuke seems to like it very much. If the leader yells at him fiercely, he will become very obedient.

Dazai felt that he should also learn from the leader and be more aggressive towards Yashu Terao, so that Yashu Terao would listen to him.

It's a pity that he only has a gentle part of his character, he can't be fierce.

"By the way, Mr. Dazai, why do you treat me so fiercely when you put on the red scarf? Do you have a dual personality, do you have a split personality?"

Dazai didn't answer, just said: "Didn't I tell you that if you see me wearing a red scarf, don't give me a good look, and you can beat me and scold me as much as you want."

Dazai told him so, but he was not willing to hit him.

"Don't be reluctant, next time you see me wearing a red scarf, just slap it on me, remember?"

"Do not."

"Don't have any psychological burden, just play a game, it must be fun."

"No, I won't let you get hurt, and no one else will let you get hurt... If anyone hurts you again, I will definitely fight back, including the leader."

Dazai sighed secretly after hearing this.

The leader will not hurt him, but he will covet his favorite person.

Terao Yashu went home to recuperate for a few days, did not go to work or school, and was kept at home by the Dazai and fed medicine every day.

Dazai didn't return to the detective agency for several days, and he didn't say how the detective agency would handle their relationship. Every time Yashu Terao asked about it, the other party just brushed it off.

"You won't break with the detective agency because of me, will you?"

"That's not so."

"That--"

"Mr. Terao, don't think about those irrelevant things. Since there are some things that can't be solved, just put them on hold and don't think about them."

Terao Yasuke disagreed with this statement, he felt that some matters must be resolved quickly, and the more they were delayed, the more troublesome they would become.

So a few days later in the morning, Dazai was about to go downstairs to make breakfast when he was held down by Terao Yasuke and dragged back to bed.

"We won't have breakfast today."

Dazai heard this, and said earnestly: "Mr. Terao, please be considerate of me, you feed me with food, so that I can have the strength to feed you on the bed."

After saying this, he was beaten by Terao Yasuke.

"I mean let's go out to eat."

Terao Yasuke went downstairs to drive, Dazai wondered: "Why do you need to drive to the restaurant? The distance is not far."

Terao Yasuke didn't speak, and told the other party to fasten the seat belt, and then started the car.

After walking for a while, Dazai felt something was wrong, "This is not the route to the restaurant."

Yes, indeed not.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Dazai understood a bit, "This is the way to the detective agency, do you want to take me back to the detective agency?"

He grabbed the steering wheel, "Yeah."

Dazai was displeased, "What are you doing, we just got back together, and you want to send me back?"

"..."

Dazai said, "I don't want to go back, I hate work, it's so miserable that a weak person like me is overwhelmed by all kinds of documents every day, especially Kunikida-kun always yells at me, don't go back, don't, don't, don't..."

"Don't make trouble, I will accompany you back."

Dazai was quite depressed, with a sullen face all the way, "I don't understand, why are you doing this?"

"No way, I'll let you go back and talk to them, but since you can't agree with them, I can only talk to them myself."

"They hate you."

"I know."

When he was a killer, he also dealt with the detective agency. Although he didn't kill anyone from the detective agency, he also indirectly caused losses to the detective agency.

"Mr. Dazai, the people in the detective agency are your family members. Since I am in love with you, I should meet your family members in person."

Dazai didn't speak any more, put his hands behind his head, leaned on the seat, and looked at the rapidly passing scenery outside the window.

Really stubborn.

Terao Yashu is a person who is very stubborn and active in everything he does. Even if he knows it is impossible, he will try it, and he will continue even if his head is broken.

Occasionally, he would envy Terao Yashu's personality.

He has been staying by Terao Yaxiu's side all the time, trying to absorb the vitality of Terao Yaxiu, trying to add some meaning to his life, and persuade himself to live well in this world.

It was a difficult process, but he managed it.

For him, life is still meaningless, but Yasu Terao has meaning for him.

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a wonderful sense of relief and joy, so he leaned over to kiss Terao Yasuke.

The other party was concentrating on driving, and was startled by him, "You want to die? It's dangerous for you to distract me like this. What if there is a car accident?"

"What does it matter if there is a car accident, let's die together~"

"Who will die in love with you? I haven't lived enough yet."

"Tch, Mr. Terao is so annoying, just because you don't want to die in love with me, so I will always live with you."

"Just accept your fate. If I don't let you die, you can't die."

Yashu Terao thought a lot along the way, thinking about how to communicate with everyone in the detective agency, how to persuade those people to accept him, and how to dispel their hostility towards him.

He really doesn't like dealing with people. It's really tiring to calculate step by step like this.

He thought a lot of opening remarks for himself, thinking about how to introduce himself to everyone, but after entering the detective agency, he was stage frightened.

He couldn't say a word, he just bowed, and everyone was silent.

Kunikida wanted to yell at Dazai, "You bastard still dare to come back", but after seeing Terao Yasuke, he also fell silent.

Terao Yashu's appearance was different from what they had imagined.

They felt that for a shameless person like Dazai, he should be suppressed by a burly, domineering man, but it turned out to be such a short, thin and handsome man.

Dazai was dragged by Kunikida to talk, while Terao Yasuke was sitting on the sofa, holding a cup of coffee, accepting the attention of everyone in the detective agency, and looking at the furnishings of the entire detective agency by the way.

This place is so small.

The second floor of his house alone was bigger than the entire detective agency. He bought the villa at the time and spent a lot of money on furniture just to make the house look less empty.

Is his life too luxurious?

Seeing everyone like this, Dazai dissuaded him: "Don't scare Mixiu, don't keep staring at him, he is very emotional."

Kunikida: "You only consider his emotions, not ours? My blood vessels are about to explode."

Yu Xie Ye: "That's Mafia's number one killer, do you know how many people he killed?"

Dazai calmly argued: "But now he is a doctor just like you, and his job now is to save people."

"The ones he saved were all Mafia's people, and all the ones he saved were our enemies."

Kunikida poked Dazai's head wildly, "Idiot! How can you fall in love with someone from Mafia! Repent!"

Dazai thought to himself, what is so unusual about him falling in love with someone from Mafia? Another part of his personality is still the leader of Mafia.

Over there, Kunikida taught Dazai a lesson, and Yosano and others slapped around, but Dazai remained indifferent.

Tanizaki and Naomi didn't react too much, after all, the two of them have the meaning of "forbidden love", so they are more tolerant.

Akutagawa hated mafia's people, and had been standing in the corner staring at Terao Yasuke. If Oda hadn't stopped him, Rashomon would have activated long ago.

Only Ranpo was very interested in Yashu Terao, sitting opposite him, drinking soda and observing him.

After confirming that there was nothing murderous about him, Luanbu took the initiative to introduce himself: "I am the pillar of this detective agency. I am a world-renowned detective. You can worship me to your heart's content."

Terao Yasuke kept glancing at Dazai's movement, not paying attention to what the other party said at all, just perfunctory: "Really? You are amazing."

"I can solve a case in a second."

"Is it that great?"

"I have protected many people."

"Ah, you are really amazing."

Ranpo was very satisfied with his reaction, Kenji was relatively simple, and exclaimed: "Mr. Terao is very polite."

He is polite?

He is relatively indifferent to strangers and rarely takes the initiative to socialize. His personality should be unlikable, but people who have contacted him say that he is very friendly.

Where does his affinity come from?He's really not social and doesn't like socializing with other people.

After observing him for a long time, Luanbu suddenly showed a strange smile, and said to him: "You, be careful when you draw your gun later, and don't let go of it."

He couldn't understand, "What do you mean?"

Here, Dazai smiled perfunctorily at Kunikida, and finally Kunikida was enraged, and punched Dazai out of habit.

Kunikida often fights with Dazai like this, and the two are used to it.

But when Terao Yasuke saw Dazai being beaten, he was furious instantly, dropped the coffee cup and got up suddenly, took out the gun in his waist and pointed it at Kunikida: "What are you doing!"

The people in the detective agency had no time to be surprised. Seeing him take out the gun, they all got up and prepared to enter the fighting state, shouting words such as "put down the gun" and "don't move".

Akutagawa's Rashomon was about to attack, but was stopped by Oda again.

In just a few seconds, the relaxed atmosphere in the whole room disappeared instantly and became tense.

Dazai hurried forward: "Hey, hey, calm down. Mr. Terao, what are you doing with the gun?"

"He hit you, he hit you in front of me."

He knew that Dazai was afraid of pain, so he was careful not to use force when fighting. At most, he used his fist to beat Dazai symbolically, or hit him with a pillow, just to make Dazai feel that he was angry.

But when Kunikida hit Dazai just now, he heard a loud "boom", he lost his mind in an instant, and drew his gun.

When he was at home, Dazai would feel distressed for a long time if he occasionally knocked his knee.

"Terao-san, calm down—"

Dazai knew that he had a bad temper, but he had never seen him lose his temper like this before, and he was at a loss for a while: "I was just joking with Kunikida."

"He just punched you hard, I saw it with my own eyes."

Dazai comforted him with soft words, stepped forward to take the gun away from his hand, and hugged him in his arms to comfort him.

"No, it's not as serious as you think."

"……real?"

"Well, look, I don't even have bruises where I was beaten. We were really just joking around."

After a while, he calmed down, realized that he had overreacted, and started to feel embarrassed.

At this time, Oda also said, "Okay, it's a misunderstanding, Akutagawa put away your abilities, you have broken a lot of things this month."

Dazai was still comforting his boyfriend, and everyone in the detective agency felt indescribable when they saw the two of them showing affection.

Terao Yashu huddled in Dazai's arms, not daring to look up, and asked in a low voice: "...Why are they all looking at me, do they hate me? Did I embarrass you?"

It’s over.

Sure enough, he messed it up, and now the detective agency hates him even more.