I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

At this time, Dazai passed by the lounge, glanced inside, and suddenly saw Terao Yashu standing there in a daze, holding the red scarf in his hand.

He was taken aback, and hurried back to the office, grabbed Xiao Yin and asked, "What's the matter, didn't I tell you to put the scarf away?"

Every time Terao Yashu came to the office, he would change his clothes specially, hide the overcoat and scarf he was wearing before, and try his best to cover up the bandages on his body.

Xiaoyin tried to explain: "That scarf was stained with dust, I wanted to take it for them to clean, so I put it there temporarily..."

"Who asked you to mind your own business?"

Little Silver didn't know what he did wrong, but he still lowered his head.

"Do you know what consequences this will lead to? My secret will be leaked by you. Your actions will cause the world to become unstable, and the world may collapse."

Little Silver was stunned, "The world... is destroyed?"

Little Silver really couldn't understand, it was just a scarf, how could it lead to such serious consequences?

"Forget it, you don't understand after I say it...you go and do your work first, don't bother me."

He waved his hand, motioning for Little Silver to leave.

If Terao Yashu learned the truth, if he found out his true identity, or saw his true appearance, what would his reaction be?

Will you faint from fright, will you scream?

More importantly, seeing his face that is exactly the same as her boyfriend, will Terao Yashu also fall in love with him logically?

will you?

He's suddenly looking forward to it happening, but he can't, and it's going to set off a butterfly effect that he has to stop.

The moment Terao Yasu held the red scarf, a guess flashed in his mind: Could Dazai be the same person as the leader?

Because they are the same person, they have red scarves that smell the same.

This makes sense - Dazai doesn't have a split personality, it's just because he plays two people with different identities for a long time, so his personality will repeatedly jump between gentleness and indifference.

But this is a bit ridiculous. This is not a fictional world. How could such an outrageous thing happen?

But Dazai is really similar to the leader, sometimes when he looks at one, he can't help but think of the other.

He was suddenly curious, what does the leader look like?

The leader never lets him see his face, and always uses a voice changer, what is the leader trying to cover up?

He was a little confused, so he could only put the scarf back where it was, pretending that nothing happened.

There was a rustling sound of writing from the office next to it, and the leader was still working.

He walked slowly to the office door, peeped in through the crack of the door, and saw the leader sitting there with his back to him, carefully studying a document.

He took a peek and immediately ducked back behind the wall.

Even the back looks alike.

He wanted to continue peeking at the leader's face, but before poking his head out, he heard the other party say: "Mr. Terao, if you spy on me like this, I will suspect that you want to assassinate me."

"..."

"I warn you, if a person of your status sees my face, he will be executed."

"Well, I just—"

The other party saw him faltering, and chuckled: "You just found your boyfriend's red scarf, so you have doubts about me, right? You don't suspect that we are the same person, do you?"

Terao Yasuke didn't know what to say.

Everyone said that the leader was thoughtful, he could see into other people's hearts, but others couldn't pry into any of his thoughts.

So he bit the bullet and asked: "If you two are okay, why do you have my boyfriend's scarf?"

Here, the leader put down his pen, thought and thought, and suddenly had the idea of ​​playing a prank.

So he deliberately said: "Well, let me tell you the truth, the reason why I own your boyfriend's scarf is because we used to be lovers."

After saying this, he saw Terao Yasuke frowned, with a strange expression on his face, "Really?"

Terao Yashu is relatively simple, because he never lies, so it is difficult for him to distinguish the truth of lies.

Because he himself is very simple, he always looks at others with pure eyes.

By the way, he remembered that Dazai had said in person before that he had had an intimate relationship with the leader, and it was that kind of intimate relationship that connects hearts.

"Your leader and I are an interdependent community. We are the people who understand each other best in the world. We understand every part of each other, and we have a heart-to-heart connection. We are the meaning of each other's existence."

Dazai said so at the time.

He thought it was a joke, but it turned out to be true?

He felt a little uncomfortable, but he still suppressed the discomfort and asked, "Then, what have you guys done before?"

The leader put down the documents, leaned back on the chair, folded his hands, and put on an ambiguous tone: "We... have done everything, everything you have done, we have done."

Terao Yashu frowned, but finally said nothing, just nodded: "Okay, I understand."

"Ok?"

"Go to rest early, I will go back to the infirmary to be on duty first, thank you for the food."

The leader was stunned.

Terao Yasuke has a bad temper and never takes him seriously. He thought that the other party would be furious after hearing this, point a gun at him and scold him "you dare to steal my man" or something like that.

He was even ready to fight Terao Yasuke, and even planned to call Chuya over to protect him.

But, let’s forget it?

Seeing that Terao Yasuke was about to leave, he hurriedly called the other party, "Hello—"

"What's the matter, do you have any orders?"

He knocked on the table, very puzzled, "I said, Mr. Terao, your boyfriend used to be in a relationship with me, after you know this, won't you be angry?"

"Angry?" Terao Yasuke showed an inexplicable expression, "Angry with whom? Are you angry?"

"Yes, love should be pure, lovers should be loyal to each other, and should only have intimate relationships with each other, right?"

"Correct."

"Your boyfriend has been with other men before, which proves that his body is not pure, so you like him too?"

Terao Yashu thought about it, and said honestly: "I don't have that kind of cleanliness. In my opinion, it doesn't matter how many boyfriends I have dated. I only care about whether he really likes me now."

"..."

"He likes me very much, and I like him very much. He belongs to me now, and that's enough."

The leader couldn't understand Yashu Terao's brain circuit.

He hoped to see Terao Yasuke's panic-stricken look, hoped to see the other party's impotent rage.

But the other party just stood here calmly and said, "I don't care."

He felt that Yasuke Terao was simply a top-notch love brain, with nothing but love in his eyes, and a person like this had the kind of physique that could easily be cheated by scumbags for money and sex.

He was thinking about it, but Yashu Terao showed a pitiful look, "Master, instead of being angry, I sympathize with you."

"why?"

"My boyfriend, he looks so good-looking, you broke up with him, you must be out of your mind."

"..."

"Boss, you are so pitiful, Christmas is coming soon, but you are all alone, no one is dating you, and no one likes you—"

"..."

"Since no one likes you, then you should raise a dog, the dog will not dislike your bad temper, and hugging a fluffy dog ​​often can also soothe your lonely soul—"

The leader was rarely angry, "Shut up."

The leader originally wanted to use these words to attack Terao Yasu, but he was scolded by Terao Yasu instead.

He wanted the other person to be exasperated, but in the end it was himself who was exasperated.

"Stupid," he cursed.

"what?"

"I said you are an idiot. You worked so hard to pursue your boyfriend before, and you spent money to support him and provide him with food and clothing. In this relationship, you are the one who pays more, so you don't feel unhappy. Is it balanced?"

"..."

"You are willing to pay so much for the other party, but I think you are stupid."

Hearing this, Yasu Terao felt more sympathy for the leader.

A brat like the leader probably has never experienced what true love is in this life.

Thinking of this, his sympathy began to flood wildly, and he decided to seriously explain his understanding of love to the leader. He wanted to save this little kid who had never felt warmth.

"Boss, if you can't understand my feelings, then I'll give you a metaphor—have you ever heard of the legend about the evil dragon of the West?"

The leader was puzzled: "Dragon? Your previous code name?"

Terao Yasuke's previous killer code name was Evil Dragon.

Terao Yashu shook his head: "No, it's not my code name, I mean the evil dragon in Western mythology."

"……don't know."

"Haven't you seen Harry Potter? It's the kind of evil dragon with black wings that flies around in the sky, burns, kills, and loots."

I haven't read it. Dazai's favorite book is the complete xx manual. He feels that other literature is meaningless.

"Dragon is a vicious creature, but it is also very innocent. It likes shiny things very much. If it encounters a gemstone it likes, it will snatch it at all costs, and then secretly hide the gemstone in its own cave. "

"gem?"

"Well, many people say that dragon is stupid, because the gem is useless to it. But, it just likes the gem, and it guards the gem day and night, not allowing others to come closer. "

"..."

"So you get it? I'm the dragon, and my boyfriend is the gem I snatched back. You think I'm stupid, but I just like him, I just want to possess him, it's as simple as that, this It's love."

"..."

After Terao Yashu finished speaking, he was a little worried when he saw that the other party was motionless, as if he had fallen into a sluggish state.

"Boss, can you understand me when I say this?"

The leader listened to these words, thought for a long time, and finally came to his own conclusion: "Your behavior does not feel like love, it seems to be just a possessive desire."

Terao Yasuke suddenly smiled: "You are right, the essence of love is possessiveness."

"is it?"

"Well, love itself is just an obsession. It's just the desire to get someone. Only with possessiveness can you have the motivation to pursue the other party."

After Terao Yashu left, Dazai recalled his words: "The essence of love is possessiveness."

He kept thinking about it, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong.

He seems to have always had this kind of possessive desire for Yashu Terao - he always wants to possess the other party.

This desire lingered in his heart for a long time, breeding and spreading, and turned into an obsession.

If this possessive desire is love, then...his feeling for Terao Yashu is also love?

He was stunned, or rather frightened to death, at the thought.His fingers twitched, the pen between his fingers snapped, and he drew a crooked handwriting on the document.

Seeing the panicked look of the leader, Xiao Yin hurried over, but heard him yelling: "No, no love, I don't want to fall in love with others!"

The tone was full of grievances, like the childish tone of a picky eater in kindergarten shouting "I don't want carrots", full of resistance and rebellion.

There is also a trace of the fear before falling into the abyss.

Xiaoyin hurriedly stepped forward to comfort him, "Calm down, what's going on?"

"It doesn't count." The other party was still yelling, "Possessive desire doesn't count as love, it doesn't count, if I say it doesn't count, it doesn't count!"

She didn't understand what the other party was talking about at all, but she could only follow the other party's words: "Yes, possessiveness is not love. You are right...can you calm down a little first?"

The leader occasionally showed this panicked expression, because the leader is a child at heart, and needs to be coaxed when he is afraid.

Xiaoyin was very good at dealing with the situation where the leader went crazy, so he comforted him with ease, "How about I call Mr. Sakaguchi over and let him have a few glasses of wine with you?"

Dazai didn't answer, his lips moved as if trembling, as if he wanted to say something, but he suddenly calmed down, his expression returned to his usual indifference.

He stared out the window in silence for a long time, with a faint sense of powerlessness on his face, as if he was very lost.

After a long time, as if accepting his fate, he asked in a low voice, "I like him, don't I?"

Seeing that he finally realized this, Xiaoyin could only sigh in relief, "I'm afraid so."

"Tsk, you already saw it?"

Xiaoyin wanted to say, "Even the mentally retarded can see it", but couldn't bear it, so he just said: "You take a rest, I'll call Mr. Sakaguchi."

Dazai let out a long sigh, fell down on the table, put his forehead against the thick documents, and muttered to himself: "Unlucky, I still lost to him..."

Like, yes, he admitted.

But what's the point?

Terao Yashu doesn't like him, but only likes his shadow, the gentle and lively part of his shadow.

If he can't get Terao Yasuke, what's the point of him liking each other, what's the point of their meeting?

"It's really unfair." He muttered to himself, "I should be the one who met you first, and I should be the one you fell in love with at first sight."

Find a way to get Terao Yasuke, even if it is by means of robbery.

Just like a dragon snatching a gem, he got it and hid it in his lair, not allowing others to get close.