I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

He rushed to the orphanage, and before he entered the door, he heard a burst of loud crying. After listening for a few minutes, he felt that his ears were going to be deaf.

How can such a small child have such a loud voice, yes, Dazai's voice is also quite loud when he is yelling.

Still the leader calms down a bit.

Seeing him coming, Mori Ogai complained in his tone: "Terao-kun, why haven't you come for so long? Do you think I didn't give you enough money?"

"There's never a time when money is too much."

He said that he was busy with work, but Mori Ogai didn't believe it, and instead taught him: "Terao-kun, since you have become the child's support, you can't abandon him. You are very irresponsible."

That's right.

But how would he deal with his younger boyfriend? Mother's love has gone bad, no, father's love has gone bad.

It is said that the child locked himself in the house all day, without eating or drinking, and cried for more than ten hours without sleep.

But no matter how he thought about it, he felt strange, since he was on a hunger strike, how could he still have the strength to cry so loudly?

He came to the child's room and knocked on the door for a long time, until he heard rustling footsteps, and someone came and opened the door.

The child opened the door a crack, saw him coming, cried louder, with tears in his eyes, and stretched out his arms to hug him.

Terao Yashu took a step back, standing in front of the door a little bit tangled.

To hug or not to hug?

Comforting a sad child and giving a few comforting hugs is just the most basic concern, not pedophilia.

He couldn't let the child cry to death.

So he walked over, stretched out his hand to hold the other party in his arms, and comforted him for a long time, until the other party's sobs subsided and turned into low sobs and intermittent panting.

He was a little sad, wiped away the tears on the other person's face with his fingers, and sighed: "Fool, why are you crying, I am not here."

The other party was obviously very happy, but his tone was cold: "I didn't ask you to come, and I don't need you to cry to death."

This arrogant and awkward character seemed familiar.

Terao Yashu observed him carefully and found that although he was crying, his eyes were not red and swollen at all, and his voice was not hoarse from crying for a long time.

It's not like crying all day.

He felt something was wrong, so he went around the house, and finally found a tape recorder under the bed.Turn on the play button of the recorder, and there is a pre-recorded cry inside.

His face darkened: "Is that how you cried all day?"

Rabbit, use a tape recorder to record the cry, and then secretly lock it in the room and play it continuously. The teachers in the orphanage thought he was crying all the time.

Seeing that his scheme had been seen through, the child lowered his head guiltyly, but he still argued: "I didn't, you can't slander me."

"Don't lie, if you lie, then I will never come to see you again in my life."

Children always tell such childish lies because their brains are not fully developed, and they think that all adults are as childish as they are.

The other party puffed up his face: "Well, even if it is false that I cried all day, it is true that I went on a hunger strike."

"Really, you are quite proud."

"Yes, I haven't eaten for a day, no matter how much you ask me, I won't eat, I decided to starve myself to death."

Terao Yasuke didn't say a word, walked to the bed and observed for a while, and finally lifted the blanket suddenly, and found several large bags of snacks hidden inside.

"Is that how you go on a hunger strike?"

The other party had nothing to say, and quickly got into the blanket, covering his head, not daring to look at him.

Osamu Dazai is always scheming, even the five or six-year-old Osamu Dazai is used to using intrigue.

But he was a little relieved, he would rather see the child cheat than see the child self-harm.

He couldn't bear to blame the other party, so he coaxed the other party out of the blanket, hugged him in his arms, patted his back with his hands, and tried to lull him to sleep.

But the other party didn't feel sleepy, and kept tugging on his collar, as if afraid that he would leave again.

Those dark, big and bright round eyes stared at him, as if suspicious: "Is it because you want to accompany your boyfriend, so you don't come to see me?"

"No."

"why?"

He couldn't explain it, the adult's world was too complicated and outrageous.

He could only perfunctory the past, urging the other party to go to bed quickly.

Speaking of which, which part of Osamu Dazai's personality is this child?

This child is neither gentle nor indifferent, neither childish nor coquettish, just cold, and feels very similar to the leader's personality.

After a long hour, the other party finally fell asleep, Terao Yashu quietly put him on the bed, opened the door and walked out of the room.

The crying that lingered all day finally stopped, Mori Ogai took off the earplugs on his ears, enjoyed the long-lost peace, and breathed a sigh of relief: "Sure enough, Terao-kun has a solution."

"With so many of you, you can't even coax a child well?"

"Then what can be done, since Terao-kun tamed the child, of course he has to take the responsibility of taking care of the child."

Mori Ogai said, looked at him a few times, and suddenly showed a strange smile: "Terao-kun, it seems that you have been getting along well with the leader recently."

"Huh?" He was startled, but pretended to be calm, "What leader? I don't understand what you're talking about."

He never revealed to the outside world what he had been with the leader, and even the people in mafia didn't know about it.

"Don't hide it. When you came here before, you wore the leader's red scarf around your neck. I recognized it at a glance."

"You can buy that kind of red scarf everywhere."

"There is the scent of the leader on it, I smell it."

He frowned, "Mr. Sen, you are so perverted, how could you smell my boyfriend?"

Seeing that he couldn't hide it, he could only confess it.Mori Ogai is his savior, and his behavior of associating with the leader is undoubtedly a betrayal of Mori Ogai.

"That's right, Terao-kun really has no conscience, to associate with the enemy who destroyed me."

Mori Ogai said this, but his tone was smiling, obviously joking.

After being taken away from the leadership position, Mr. Mori did not complain or get depressed. Instead, he became younger visibly with the naked eye. He interacted happily with a group of children every day and completely immersed himself in the role of the old father.

This is normal, it is much easier to be with children than to fight in mafia every day.

In fact, he has always had a lot of resentment towards Mori Ogai. Mori Ogai is now the head of the orphanage, picking up all the homeless children in Yokohama, providing them with food and clothing for free, and protecting them like a father.

But what about him?When Mori Ogai picked him up, he threw him into the pile of killers without hesitation, forced him to kill, and left his hands covered in blood.

Every time he thinks of this, he will be brooding. While he is grateful to Mr. Sen for taking him in, he also blames Mr. Sen for training him to be a killer.

"I said, Terao-kun, do you like the leader very much?"

Terao Yashu came back to his senses, nodded, "Yes, I like it very much, I can't live without him."

"If I stop you from being together, you should hate me."

"You have the right to stop me, but I also have the right not to listen to you."

Mori Ogai didn't say anything, just showed a regretful expression.

"Okay, Terao-kun, if you have time, you can ask your boyfriend to meet me."

Terao Yasuke became nervous: "What did you see him for, do you need him for something?"

"Terao-kun, don't be nervous, I'm fine, I just—"

When Mori Ogai said this, he suddenly hesitated to speak, and then sighed softly: "I just miss Dazai-kun a little bit, and just want to see him."

When Yashu Terao was about to leave, the child grabbed his clothes tightly and asked over and over again: "When will you come to see me again?"

"soon."

"How fast is soon?"

He looked at the other party's expectant eyes, and felt really distressed. He could only touch the other party's head, and promised to come every day in the future, and bring gifts every time.

In the end, he was just a child who didn't understand anything, but relied on him innocently, wanting to draw warmth from him.

He came home around seven o'clock, opened the door and entered, only to find Dazai sitting on the sofa with his arms crossed, as if he was angry.

There was food on the table, still hot.Dazai probably made the meal ahead of time, and then reheated the meal over and over again until he came back.

He was a little guilty, but felt that the house was inexplicably deserted, as if something was missing, so he asked, "The leader is gone?"

When Dazai saw that he was asking about the leader, he became even angrier, and muttered, "It's none of my business whether he goes or not, he should die."

"Do not say it that way."

"Ah, Mr. Terao really cares about him. If you think I'm superfluous, then I can leave. I won't bother you."

Seeing the other person's complexion gradually darken, he laughed out loud, walked over to hug him, and put his head in the other person's arms.

"Mr. Dazai really doesn't miss any chance to be jealous."

"..."

He held the other person's face, and said in a coaxing tone: "I only love you now, and I only eat the food you cook. No one can take me away. Even if I drive me away, I won't leave." oh."

Hearing him say this, the other party was satisfied, his expression relaxed, and he asked, "Kiss me."

He kissed each other quickly and asked, "Is it okay?"

Dazai was obviously dissatisfied, and deliberately put on a straight face: "No, you are not affectionate at all, Mr. Terao is so stupid, let me teach you."

After finishing speaking, she gave a gentle kiss.

It's really gentle, completely different from the leader's possessive kiss. The gentleness just wants him to close his eyes and enjoy.

He was pillowed in the opponent's arms, and noticed that the opponent had put his hand into his clothes, so he stopped him aloud: "Wait a minute, let me rest for a while."

The other party stopped the movement of his hand, took a deep breath, suppressed the desire in his mind, and tried to turn the previous aggressive action into a gentle touch.

"If Mr. Terao is sleepy, I can be Mr. Terao's pillow."

Terao Yasuke opened his eyes and jokingly said, "Then what kind of pillow are you?"

"Of course I'm a goose feather pillow or something, a very precious feather pillow, and I only sleep with Terao-san alone...Hey, what are you laughing at?"

"Mr. Dazai is a duck feather pillow at best, and it's that ugly gray duck feather."

"Hey--"

"Okay, okay, Mr. Dazai is a goose feather pillow, the kind you can't even afford for [-] million."

He is so naive, out of all Osamu Dazai he has seen so far, this is the most naive, this one should have inherited both gentleness and childishness.

Terao Yashu rested for a while, ate a still warm dinner, and planned to go upstairs to finish the rest of the exercises.

He went to get the textbooks from the bookcase in the living room and found that the bookcase had been turned over.

By the way, the leader has been sitting here reading all day, flipping through his books from cover to cover, and even marking some of them.

The leader suddenly became so studious, he was not used to it.

Seeing this, Dazai deliberately said: "No, the leader has been reading romance novels, and what he reads are just books that are not nutritious. Don't be fooled by him."

See, Osamu Dazai never misses an opportunity to belittle the other party.

So he said: "Anyway, it's always good to calm down and read books, even romance novels."

Because the leader doesn't know what "love" is, he has been studying, secretly reading various love novels without telling him, and learning those love behaviors clumsily.

Quite cute.

Hearing what he said, Dazai suddenly felt uneasy: "Mr. Terao, do you like people who read a lot?"

"Yes."

"So, just because the leader reads more books than me, do you like the leader more now?"

"I didn't say that."

"Sophistry, you just like him more, and you think about him when you are with me."

Dazai became angry again, sat on the sofa and muttered for a while, but after thinking about it, he calmed down.

"Then... well, since you like reading, Terao-san, I want to read too."

Terao Yashu put the book back to its original place, frowned, "Do you want to read?"

His expression of distrust annoyed Dazai, "What do you mean, I am not illiterate, do you look down on me?"

"You really don't have to do that."

"I don't care. If the leader reads ten books, I will read twenty. I must surpass him so that I won't lose to him."

This also needs to be rolled?

As Dazai said, he randomly picked a book from the shelf, sat down at the desk and began to read, and shouted: "Mr. Terao, don't worry, I will soon become a very learned person, I will not It's embarrassing for you."

Seeing his serious face, Yashu Terao could only let him go.

He planned to go upstairs to do his homework, and after walking a few steps, he bent down and watched Dazai secretly through the gap in the railing of the stairs.

Just sitting there with a book, it's so pretty.

The appearance of Dazai studying hard is particularly charming, making people want to pin him on the bed beyond description.

Terao Yasuke reviewed his homework alone in the room until late at night. After finishing the last question, he stretched his stiff arms and prepared to wash up and go to sleep.

In the past, he would study without sleep all night, but now Dazai is watching him and forbidding him to stay up and stay up all night.

"Mr. Terao, if you get dark circles under your eyes, then I will punish you on the bed."

This is not a joke, Dazai can torture him to death if he wants, like the one in the shower before.

He yawned, packed his books, and prepared to go downstairs to wash up.

When passing by the living room, he found that Dazai was still sitting at the dining table, just dozing off with his pillow on the book, and the book in his hand had only turned to the second page.

He knew it would be so.

A few hours ago, I vowed to read a book, but I fell asleep without even reading the prologue.

He patted Dazai on the shoulder, Dazai woke up instantly, sat up straight and shouted: "I'm not lazy, I'm reading, I'm already reading."

He laughed helplessly, "Stop pretending."

"I'm watching, I'm really watching."

Terao Yasuke took away the "Introduction to Modern Politics" in his hand, and dissuaded him: "Mr. Dazai, you really don't have to force yourself."

Dazai is a scheming person, and he doesn't need to read such complicated books at all.

Dazai argued: "However, I also want to become an excellent person, I want to become someone worthy of you... I don't want to be inferior to the leader."

Stupid, it is not that people who have read a lot are good, and those who have not read books are not necessarily bad.

Dazai kept saying "I want to be good for you", which is a bit funny, but it's hard not to move him.

Dazai is already very good, a person who is good enough to make him crazy.

Thinking of this, he gently pushed the other person's hand holding the book away, leaned closer to the other person's ear and said, "Okay, I have fully felt Mr. Dazai's intentions, and I decided to reward Mr. Dazai on the bed tonight, how about it?"

"...Tsk, it's really rare that Mr. Terao asked for sex."

"So are you going to sit here and read, or come with me?"

Before he finished speaking, the other party reached out and swept away the books and all the sundries on the table, easily put him down on the table, and reached out to tear his clothes.

It is estimated that it is too late to go to bed.

His consciousness was quickly captured completely, his body softened by the scorching temperature of the opponent's palm, and his barely conscious mind gradually melted into a puddle of water.

He grabbed a strand of the other's hair, and at the same time listened to the whispered voice in his ear: "Mr. Terao will ask for leave tomorrow and stay with me at home?"

Terao Yasuke was a little embarrassed, but still nodded: "Okay."

The leader doesn't want him to be alone with Dazai at home, so he will definitely not be given a vacation, but he can be absent from work.

Seeing that he was so obedient, Dazai continued to ask: "Let's go on a date at the beach tomorrow."

"it is good."

"Shall we go to the shower and do that now?"

He woke up in an instant and refused decisively: "No."

"Why, we did a good job in the shower before~"

What a ghost, he was exhausted, and his legs were weak for an hour after finishing.

Why he prefers to do it standing up, he doesn't understand.

"Don't talk about the shower again." He reached out and hammered the other person, "Don't even think about doing it standing up in this life."

"Mr. Terao~~~"

"It's useless to act coquettishly."

He is happy that Dazai is back, but he is a little worried when he thinks that the leader is alone in mafia.

Stop, don't think too much, people can't do two things at once.