I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

After Dazai escaped, he returned to the office and calmed down.

Why panic?He did nothing wrong.

He just supported Terao Yashu's head with his hand, just stood beside the sofa for a while, this kind of behavior doesn't mean anything.

He tried to convince himself to forget about it, but at this moment, he found another envelope on his desk.

This time it was not a photo, but a USB flash drive, and a video was copied into it. The title of the video was "My daily vlog with Mr. Terao".

"It's getting more and more excessive." Dazai muttered, this time it won't be some crazy little movie, right?

He didn't want to watch it, he really didn't want to watch it, but something in the dark manipulated his hand, forcing him to quickly copy the video to the computer and click to play.

The video started, and the screen shook for a while. After the shooting angle was fixed, he saw Terao Yasushi sitting on a bed, with his head down, reading a book in his hand.

The other party was barefoot, with wet hair, and it was obvious that he had just bathed.

Dazai repeatedly observed the bedroom scene in the video, and found it familiar.

Wait a minute, isn't this room the chief's office?

This is the living room next to the chief's office. When was it converted into a bedroom?

Then, a man who looked exactly like him appeared in the camera and shouted cheerfully: "Mr. Terao~"

He saw that person climbed onto the bed, brushed up Terao Yashu's sideburn hair, sniffed it fascinatedly, and then kissed each other's cheeks.

Opening lightning strike.

Dazai paused the video, got up and walked around the office a few times to calm down the nausea and panic in his stomach.

It's true, he's really dating Terao Yasuke.

He didn't want to watch it, he really didn't want to watch it, but he still clicked to continue playing.

"Terao-san, look at me~"

"Don't make trouble, I'm reciting."

"Don't hold your textbook all night, okay? Just take a look at me. Am I not attractive to you? We've only been married for two months, and you're tired of me?"

Terao Yasuke was itchy all over from his kiss, but he could only reluctantly push him away, "No, let me recite this chapter first."

"No."

"Mr. Dazai, I have an exam tomorrow. If I write a wrong question now, I may kill a patient in the future."

The two of them flirted for a while, after which, Terao Yasuke suddenly found the camera in the corner, wondering: "What are you filming?"

Dazai bit his neck with an affectionate kiss, "Take pictures of us, because every minute and every second I spend with Terao-san is precious, so I want to take pictures of them all~"

This love story is very sweet, but Terao Yashu still has doubts: "You don't want to make some kind of perverted video, do you?"

"Cough, how is it possible."

"You are, otherwise why would you point the camera at the bed? Do you want to record the video of us having sex and store it in the device to watch it repeatedly?"

"It's a good idea, Mr. Terao's charming appearance on the bed can only be stored in my brain, and no one is qualified to watch it except me."

"That--"

"I, I made this video just to advise the person in front of the screen, I advise the other person not to be entangled anymore, and not to struggle to death."

As the other party spoke, he looked at the screen with a smile that was not a smile, as if he was watching Dazai outside the screen through the screen.

"Sir, did you hear that? You just have to accept your fate obediently. Osamu Dazai's fate is to be with Mr. Terao."

fate?

After Dazai heard this, his restless heart suddenly calmed down and fell into deep thought.

Fate never favored him, and he never believed in fate.

After a long time, he seemed to be talking to himself, and asked, "What should I do?"

At this time, the person in the video seemed to have heard his words, and suddenly looked up into his eyes with a gentle smile on his face.

"Boss, you don't have to do anything. You just need to stand obediently, and Mr. Terao will jump into your arms."

One day a month later, Terao Yasu was blindfolded, his hands were tied like a prisoner, and he was escorted to the chief's office.

It was the first day Mr Mori stepped down and the new leader took office.

This is normal. When the new leader comes to power, he will immediately get rid of the old leader's confidant, that is, him.

He had expected that such a day would come to him a long time ago, so there was no disturbance in his heart, and he let a group of subordinates drag him around and escort him to his destination roughly.

Soon, he was escorted to the new leader, and the people on the left and right forced him to kneel down, but he stubbornly stood there, motionless.

He never knelt down to anyone, including Mr. Mori.

Immediately, a young voice floated leisurely: "No need, you go down, let me and Mr. Terao be alone for a while."

Yasuhiro Terao was blindfolded and couldn't see, but he could hear the voice of the new leader.

So young, so arrogant, so poised.

"Mr. Terao, you are as stubborn as the rumors say."

He didn't want to waste his time, and said indifferently: "If you want to kill me, please do it, I won't resist."

"Hey, that's not okay. Before Mr. Mori left, he desperately begged me not to hurt you. He said you were an obedient child. Could it be that he lied to me?"

"..."

"Well, I don't want to be an executioner either, but you are Mr. Mori's confidant after all, if I spare your life, it will appear that I have no courage."

Terao Yasuke remained silent, his hands were tied behind his back, and he was trying to quietly break free from the rope.

Although he can't see, he can identify the other party's position through the sound.

Given him three seconds, he was confident enough to kill the new leader with one blow.

The leader seemed not aware of his thoughts, and asked directly: "So, Mr. Terao, will you listen to me?"

He spit out two words simply and neatly: "No."

"Oh, the answer is really decisive... A brat like you who is rude and doesn't know what to do is the most annoying."

Each other, each other hates him, and he also hates each other.

"I will only be loyal to Chief Sen. I will not work for you, nor will I become your person. A sinister villain like you who seeks power and usurps the throne, you should go to hell."

Seeing what he said, the other party laughed lightly, walked over unhurriedly, reached out and pulled off his blindfold.

Terao Yashu blinked slowly, trying to adapt to the sunlight outside, when he saw the smiling face in front of him clearly, he suddenly suffocated.

This face—

As if someone had punched him hard, he was dizzy and dazed. He stared at the face of the new leader so hard that he forgot to breathe or blink.

Only at this moment did he suddenly realize that he likes men.

No wonder, when a girl confessed to him before, he didn't feel the slightest bit.

His eyes were dull, causing the other party to smile: "Mr. Terao, what's the matter, why are you in a daze?"

"..."

"Hey, it's so strange, you scolded me just now, didn't you scold me very vigorously, why don't you talk now?"

Yashu Terao was not afraid of death, nor was he afraid of being punished. He originally wanted to give the new leader a slap in the face, and wanted to ridicule him.

But now facing this astonished face, he couldn't say a word.

Immediately, he felt a hot stream slowly flowing to his face, reached out to wipe it, and found that he had a nosebleed.

This, can't it?

How embarrassing to see a man see a nosebleed——

He was flustered for a moment, not knowing whether to pinch his nose with his hands, or get up and run away, but at this moment, the opponent's hand held his chin.

He was forced to raise his head and look directly at the other party's half-smiling eyes.

Are you laughing at him?

"Mr. Terao, tell me, what should I do with you?"

"..."

"If I kill you, it will appear that I am too cruel, but if I don't kill you, you will be a hidden danger in my heart."

Terao Yasu felt that he was ashamed of his current appearance, but the leader didn't care, he gently held his face with his hands, wiped his lips with his thumb, and wiped the blood stains on his cheeks.

The setting sun outside the window was as red as blood, projecting into the other party's pupils, instead making those sharp eyes hazy and soft.

"Mr. Terao, if you are willing to surrender to me, then I will give you everything you want. Freedom, studies, money, you can have everything."

Yashu Terao felt that this proposal was very dangerous. He should be loyal to Mr. Mori, he should pull out his gun and kill the person in front of him, and he should help Mr. Mori regain his position as the leader.

However, something sucked all the strength out of his body, and he felt powerless in his limbs, as if he had been poisoned.

In the end, he nodded involuntarily and said softly, "Okay."

"Ok?"

"Okay, I will surrender to you, and I will listen to you."

In just one sentence, it seemed that he had made some kind of sacred oath.

Hearing this, the leader tightened his grip on his chin. In a trance, Terao Yashu seemed to be aware of the other party's nervousness and bewilderment.

"Say it again."

"...I will, I will surrender to you, I will dedicate everything to you, my life, my dignity, and—"

and his heart.

After that, Terao Yashu had a secret - he had a crush on the leader of mafia.

He can't share this secret with anyone, he enjoys the bitter fruit of secret love alone, enjoys this torment alone.

Why is it the leader?

He clearly knew that he was delusional, but this idea was crazily breeding in his heart, tormenting him day and night, making it difficult to sleep or eat.

He was full of guilt towards Mr. Sen. He should have spurned and rebelled against the new leader, but when the words came to his lips, they turned into "I will dedicate everything for you".

What is he?

Since that conversation, he has been assigned to the leader and has become the leader's direct subordinate.

Originally, he was full of joy and thought that he could have close contact with the leader, but since then, the leader has never summoned him again, and he has not even seen the leader's shadow.

Whenever people around him talked about the word "leader", he couldn't help pricking up his ears, listening nervously to what they were talking about about the leader.

The leader is really busy, busy with those endless business and entertainment.

After a few days, his joy turned into anxious waiting, and then he gradually became numb.

But then again, even if you meet the leader, so what?

Although he has never been in love, he feels that being in love must be a very painful thing, because just being in love secretly is so bitter, so bitter that it makes him lose his mind.

After the new leader came to power, he redecorated the inside and outside of the office. The floor, wall coverings, windows, and curtains were all replaced. Even the living room next to it was demolished and converted into a large bedroom.

On this day, Yashu Terao was finally recruited by the leader and came to the leader's room alone.

But the leader was not in the office, and his full of expectations fell through again, and his anxious heart became more and more uneasy.

"Is the leader busy with other things?"

"Yes, the leader has ordered, please wait here temporarily."

There was no one around, and he had nothing to do, so he wandered around in the chief's room, and walked to the door of the bedroom without knowing it.

Why do you need such a big bedroom for the chief's office?

He lightly twisted the handle, pushed the door open, and a faint, aroma-like smell came.

The scent of the leader.

Just standing in front of the door for just a few seconds, he was immersed in the breath of the other party, unable to extricate himself.

Different from the gloomy decoration style outside, the tone of this bedroom is very soft, and the curtains are pure white, which are raised and lowered by the wind, lightly interspersed with the sunlight.

He originally wanted to leave, but as if he couldn't control his feet, he walked to the bedside.

He sat on the bed, stretched out his fingers, and gently stroked the white sheets.

The sheets the leader slept on... with the smell of the leader.

That's very impolite--

But he just wanted to catch a little breath about the leader, he just wanted to be closer to the leader... Even if it was impolite, even if he would be executed, he still wanted to do so.

He bent down, pressed his face against the bed sheet, and sniffed the scents up close. His pale fingers tightly grasped the corner of the bed sheet, and then loosened powerlessly.

Why is it the leader——

It's so unfair. For the first time in his life, he was tempted to give it to someone he couldn't get at all.

He was feeling sad when he suddenly felt a gloomy aura coming towards him, hanging over his head like a sword.

He realized something was wrong, and got up quickly, and sure enough, he saw the leader standing a short distance away from him, which scared him out of his wits.

"What are you doing?"

Terao Yasuke looked embarrassed, and said: "I just took a look."

Is he crazy? He broke into the boss's office majestically, and——

I'd rather die.

The leader stood in front of the door, staring at him quietly. He didn't know if it was an illusion. He vaguely felt that the leader had eyes like a hungry wolf, as if he was ready to pounce on him at any time and bite his throat.

But in the end, the other party didn't say anything, just looked back indifferently, walked aside, took off his coat, and threw it on the wardrobe.

Terao Yashu didn't know whether he should leave or stay, so he could only step aside, lowered his head in fear, and waited for the other party's order.

"Did I let you stay here to hang around?"

He lowered his head, showing a mistaken expression: "I'm sorry——"

"What about today's homework?"

"Homework?" He raised his head, puzzled, "What homework?"

"Have you finished reading the books I asked them to bring to you yesterday?"

By the way, yesterday a subordinate sent him a box full of books. The box was full of high school textbooks and exercise sets for various subjects.

He didn't know what use these books were, so he threw them aside.

"Stupid, that's an exam book."

"What test?"

"Gaokao. I know you want to go to school, but college is not just for you. To be fair, you have to take the gaokao like everyone else."

"but--"

"No, but, read those books as soon as possible, and take the college entrance examination in two months. If you can be admitted to any school, you can go to school."

"Really?"

"I'm not Mr. Sen. I always keep my word."

Hearing this, Terao Yashu was suddenly full of gratitude to the leader, so he bent down and bowed: "Thank you very much."

He just stood there for a long time with his body bent and his head bowed.

In the end, he felt that his waist was about to break, and the leader didn't ask him to get up.

"By the way, Terao-san, why were you lying on my bed just now?"

He froze for a moment, then panicked instantly: "No, I didn't—"

The other party tore off his tie and threw it on the bed, glanced at him, and said two words softly: "Lie."

"..."

"Just lying on my bed like this, touching the sheets I've slept on, what do you want to do?"

"No, it's not—"

"Not what?"

He wanted to escape, but his face was pinched by the opponent again, and he was cornered by the opponent at the same time.

He panicked and couldn't retreat, he could only be forced to look up at the other party, with a strange red color on his cheeks.

"Say, what isn't it?"

There was a strange smile in the eyes of the other party, as if he was enduring something, but he teased him unscrupulously, coaxing him to jump into the trap.

"Please let go, don't do this..."

Sure enough.

He didn't have to do anything, even if he stood still, Terao Yashu would take the initiative to throw himself into his arms.