[Comprehensive Martial Arts] Sword and Beauty Record

Guo Xiang was apprehensive, she didn't know why Qin Ge became like this.He has become a stranger, but she is still the same, is it because they are farther apart?

She still doesn't know what she wants, and is still hesitating.But at this time, Guo Xiang felt that she should stop thinking about those things she shouldn't think about. She wanted to know why Qin Ge had changed so much.

It was night, the moon and stars were sparse, the hustle and bustle of the day dispersed, and the smoke from the battlefield many days ago also disappeared, leaving only peace and harmony.

They sat in the garden, just sitting quietly, they could hear the wind blowing in their ears and the chirping of some insects and birds, and it seemed that the night was more and more quiet.

In such an atmosphere, even if you sit and don't speak, you will feel extraordinarily comfortable, it is a feeling of relaxation.

Qin Ge was like this now, but Guo Xiang was not as calm as she appeared on the surface. She hesitated several times and wanted to speak, but she didn't know how to speak.

In the end, it was Qin Ge who broke the peaceful but awkward atmosphere between them.

Qin Ge looked at the sky in the distance, his eyes were far away, but his face was very gentle, and even his voice was a little different from before, sincere and calm, "You have a lot of things you want to ask me, right?"

Guo Xiang nodded, and said softly, "Yes."

"I just don't want to live in such a muddle as before. The experience of these days has made me understand that if I really continue like that, I'm afraid that when I die, I won't be able to rest in peace."

"Then why were you unwilling to change in the past?"

"People say that Qin Ge, the hero of Huqiu, is not afraid of anything. Even if Lord Yan tells him to die at the third watch, he can drag it until the fifth watch. This joke is really funny. How can a person change his own life and death? It is not allowed when the heavens will strike a catastrophe, and my life should go to hell.

It's not that I didn't understand this truth before, it's just that I was praised too much by people and lost the heart of the past.So, I started to be afraid, afraid of losing what I had gained.

But now that I think about it, what did I get?Just that illusory fame?

In fact, I have never gained anything, so why lose it?

Everyone likes Qin Ge, the hero of Huqiu. He is always dressed in black, wearing a red silk scarf, has the most chivalrous heart in the world, and has the courage to go forward without fear. He will never reject any girl. tenderness and warmth.

But those are all fake, but I lost myself in the flowers and applause and couldn't extricate myself.Only now did I realize that I was so superficial, and I really shouldn't have given up on myself because of such a trivial matter. "

This is the longest and most sincere speech Guo Xiang has heard from Qin Ge since she met him.It was different from those rhetoric and half-truths in the past, as if Qin Ge had really realized it.

Obviously it was a situation that she had been looking forward to for a long time, but when this picture appeared, Guo Xiang could feel that she was not as happy as she had imagined at the beginning.

She didn't understand what the reason was, and she even panicked for no reason.

In fact, many women have always had a person in their hearts, no matter whether this person is good or bad, even if he is full of flaws and degenerated into sins.

But even if people in the world think that they should be hopeless, they still hope to save their souls.Moreover, they will think that apart from themselves, there will never be such a person who can help the other party change.

And Guo Xiang may not have this kind of mentality in her heart. She expects herself to be the one who changes Qin Ge, making him a real hero, and hopes that they can give each other warmth.

However, Qin Ge changed suddenly, such a sudden change made Guo Xiang helpless for a while.

No one will always wait for the redemption of others. Only when people in this world learn to save themselves can they truly gain the peace of their souls.

"Then... are you planning to leave Xiangyang?"

Guo Xiang was silent, and after a while she asked in a daze.

Qin Ge had also thought about this question.However, now he thinks that Xiangyang is a good place, and all his changes come from here.

"I think, if there are no accidents, I will stay here for a few more days. As for how long, I don't know now. Maybe, after wandering in the rivers and lakes for a long time, people want to settle down temporarily." Qin Ge sighed road.

Qin Ge didn't intend to leave at this moment, which was good news for Guo Xiang, but at this moment, her mind was extremely chaotic.For a while it was the old Qin Ge, for a while it was the changed Qin Ge, and for a while it was her parents and relatives.

A girl who grew up pampered should not be so sensitive, but Guo Xiang is so, she even wants to leave home regardless and wander outside.

Right now, Qin Ge, who has already tasted all the flavors of the world in the rivers and lakes, hopes for stability and longs for the warmth of his family.Guo Xiang, who has been growing in the greenhouse, hopes to grow freely and vigorously in the scorching sun and rain.

Qin Ge took the initiative to speak out what was on his mind, and although Guo Xiang was unwilling to tell the truth, he still couldn't escape his inquiry.

In fact, he is not a sensitive person, but in front of him, Guo Xiang can only cover up clumsily, not as clever and dexterous as she shows.

Guo Xiang originally wanted to test Qin Ge tonight, and even prepared his favorite drink on weekdays.The wine is placed on the table, and the mellow wine smell faintly floats in the air, which is a great temptation for those who like to drink.

However, now Qin Ge is sitting upright, not even taking a second look at the wine jar.After careful calculation, it is only a few days since he really stopped drinking, but his perseverance is so amazing, it seems that all temptations are useless in front of him.

Qin Ge was a persevering person from the beginning, as long as it was something he was determined to do, he would definitely do it.Just like when he suffered so many knives back then, when he was in a state of embarrassment and lingering on his last breath, because he didn't have the desire for revenge, even if he only took a breath, he would not give up easily.

While Guo Xiang sighed, she also felt a little lost, but at this moment, Qin Ge picked up the wine jar and poured a glass of wine into the bowl she prepared, and the smell of wine diffused in the air.

However, Qin Ge didn't drink the bowl of wine, but just put it in front of him. Guo Xiang didn't understand the meaning of his action for a moment.

"Let's talk. It is because of your help that I can see through the shackles of the past. I have heard so many things in my heart, Xiang'er, and you can also talk to me. Maybe I can't help you, but at least I can help you." I can help you share some. Even if I want to thank you for your help, how about it?"

Qin Ge's temperament was a bit free and unrestrained, so he was able to calmly reveal a little of his true self in front of Guo Xiang, whom he had known not long ago.Moreover, he understands that it is better to be straightforward when talking to a smart person, otherwise it is not good to always fall into some inevitable circles.

Guo Xiang didn't expect Qin Ge to say that. In her impression, Qin Ge had a feeling that he had nothing to do with himself behind others, and his chivalrous heart was often indifferent.But at this moment he asked this question...

"I didn't help you, and I didn't have anything to say. I just wanted to ask you to drink."

"Drinking, not testing? Xiang'er, tell me, do you want to go to the battlefield or leave Xiangyang?"

Guo Xiang's feigned smile froze on her face, Qin Ge was too straightforward, and being so aggressive did not leave her any room.With such a sharp edge, he is not at all like the gentle and alienated him in the past.

"Actually, I haven't changed, it's just that you look at me differently."

She was silent, maybe it was true, but she couldn't tell what was going on in her heart, and she didn't know what decision she should make now.

"Stay here, if there is another war in Xiangyang in the future, let's go to the battlefield together!"

Guo Xiang was moved by Qin Ge's proposal, but she said, "My parents won't let me go to the battlefield."

The words were flat, but revealed a bit of resentment, as if he was just a child who needed protection and could do nothing.

"If you want, you can talk to them."

"But they won't agree!"

"Why?"

"They always think it's for my own good, so they decide what they want me to do, but they don't think about whether I want to do it or not." Qin Ge looked over, his tolerant eyes seemed to be watching An ignorant child immediately blew up Guo Xiang who was already very angry.

"Don't look at me like that, I'm not young, I know what I'm doing, I don't want to be the one to be protected all the time, I can go to the battlefield to kill enemies, and I can protect others. "

"I know that you have grown up and don't need protection anymore. However, the love of parents and relatives is worry and concern. Even when you are seventy or eighty years old and your hair is gray, they still hope that you will be well.

I was born as an orphan, I had no parents, and no one cared about me.Until I met my younger sister later, but she only accompanied me for a few short years.

Xiang'er, you should tell them well, things won't go as you think. "

In order to comfort Guo Xiang, Qin Ge even exposed his scars. His words were plain but true, like a trickling stream. Slowly, Guo Xiang calmed down and remembered what he had done just now. He really wanted to cry without tears.

However, I have to say that it feels so good to tell everything, and it really feels like a relief.

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