Daydream

Emotion is not the so-called liking.After all, she always thought that she still liked Shenzong Ichiro, although she gradually stopped thinking about him.

But after that day's date, she knew that she liked this person who was always so proud but surprisingly gentle.

He is indeed a very nice person.Although arrogant, awkward, contradictory, and self-centered, he is still a kind person.When I was with him, I found that I felt particularly at ease, as if hiding behind him, nothing bad would happen, and what had happened would become good.

It is very capable of making people marry someone they trust and rely on, and staying by his side is happiness. Once this kind of happiness is felt, they will probably get used to it so much that they don't want to leave and are full of nostalgia.

She wants to stay behind him.But there are some things that cannot be solved by her escaping.

Just like the English in the course, she always felt that she couldn't learn it well, so no matter how hard she worked, she was always half-dead.

Atobe taught her another method.She also learned arrogance from him.

This is the way the world is.The more cautious you are, the more others will think you are easy to bully.She has been used to being bullied since she was a child, so she is used to compromise.The last time she left Kanagawa, the excuse she said was to exercise her self-reliance, but in fact it was to escape the verbal attacks of her half-sister, Kasuga Sakura.

But now, she no longer wants to do this.No matter what happens (probably every punishment she can imagine), she will accept it with pride.At least, she knew that the Kasuga family would not really let her die.

As long as there is life, there is always hope.

She thought of Ozawa Akemi.She didn't know what happened to her that day. Her thoughts were too messed up at that time, so she didn't have time to care.

I hope Atobe will be kind enough to investigate—for some reason, she always thinks Atobe will do it.Maybe she thinks too highly of herself.

Anyway, probably can't be with Atobe.Maybe because he likes his heart, he will do some things that even he will regret.But Chun thought that after she left without saying goodbye, he would probably be much more sober.It is impossible for Atobe to marry her, not only because both of them are younger and there are infinite possibilities in the future, but also because of his identity, it is impossible for him to abandon his identity and marry an illegitimate daughter.

As for his confession, which was not a confession, maybe it was because she was too pitiful at that time.Even so, she was quite happy.

In the future life, I will probably be arranged to do such things, such as studying, getting married, and having children.However, if she doesn't compromise, the Kasuga family has nothing to do.That's how it's spent.

Tsubaki Haruhi was like this, thought everything out in a self-righteous way.Non-violent non-cooperation, Gandhi's thought of struggle, can still be applied in practice.

She sighed, turned a corner at this intersection, and arrived at the door of the long-lost home.

It is not the small villa with a strong sense of modernity, but a house with a sense of age in the traditional Heshi structure.

Like other families, there is a sign nailed to the door, which reads: Spring Day.

Kasuga, in Kanagawa, can be regarded as a noble and famous existence. It is said that his ancestors have been in charge of the affairs of the shrine, but that should be a long time ago.After the Meiji Restoration, the owner of the house at that time was very far-sighted and invested assets in industrial construction.Because of this, the Kasuga family also kept their foundation and did not become one of the rapidly declining nobles of that era.

But the good luck given by God is there.After that, none of the heads of the Kasuga family was very talented.After several misjudgments and wrong investments, the Kasuga family gradually embarked on a dusty road.Although the family has been supported by income from real estate, it probably won't last long without reforms.

Tsubaki pushed the door open and took off her shoes.

"Who?" Someone heard the voice at the door and came out. It was Kasuga Sakura who was wearing a daily kimono.

When she saw Tsubaki Haruhi, she was a little stunned, but immediately smiled mockingly: "Just now we discussed it and decided to send someone to Tokyo to pick you up tomorrow morning. I didn't expect you to come back by yourself. You went to Tokyo, and you are really sensible." It’s quite a lot, so congratulations.”

Chun ignored her and only asked, "Where is grandpa?"

Sakura curled her lips, probably a little surprised by Tsubaki's actions, and also a little gloating: "You still dare to hit the gun? Then go, he is angry in the room, angry that the Kasuga family gave birth to such a scum. "

Chun put down his luggage, turned around and said, "That's really hard work for you, the sister who has been a scum for so long."

"You!" Sakura gave Tsubaki a hard look.Seeing Tsubaki walking towards Grandpa's room, she rolled her eyes, ready to call everyone else to watch a good show.

***

Chun knelt in the yard, facing the door of Grandpa's room.

Just now, the grey-haired old man glared at her and asked her: "Prostitute, a prostitute's daughter is a prostitute, a prostitute's daughter, she shouldn't have taken you back in the first place! I always thought you were obedient, but I didn't expect you Do some shady things in the dark and write some shady books! If Sakura hadn’t mentioned it to us, our family would have been kept in the dark by you! If you let others know about this, you will embarrass the Kasuga family Go! Go and delete that disgusting novel on the Internet for me, and then go back to my room and copy the book behind closed doors for three days, and reflect on my mistakes!"

If it wasn't for his virtuous daughter-in-law who was smooth and handy, he would probably have died long ago.

The daughter-in-law, that is, Ying's mother, chimed in and said, "That's right, hurry up and copy the books behind closed doors. It's really embarrassing for everyone here."

Chun stood there, looking at the silent middle-aged man standing next to the couple.

By blood, he is her father.Yet he hardly ever got into any responsibility.

"What are you looking at me for? If you heard what Grandpa said, hurry up!" The strange man also shouted.

Tsubaki replied slowly, as if he didn't hear, "Sorry, Grandpa, Dad, Mom—if I can call you that, those things are not disgusting to me at all, they are my little bit. I won’t delete what I wrote down. Also, behind closed doors, I will, but as for reflecting on my mistakes, I don’t know where I went wrong.”

"You! You still don't know what's wrong? Cough, cough, cough..." Grandpa Chunri was furious, but coughed instead.

"Grandpa, please take care of yourself." Tsubaki lowered his head with a trace of unbearable expression on his face.

"With you here, can I still take care of my health?!"

Chun's body trembled, and he raised his head: "Grandpa, if you don't like me and don't want me to stay in this house, you can take away my surname Haruhi and drive me out."

Grandpa Chunri blushed: "Kick you out? If it weren't for your grandma's last wish, I really want to kick you out!"

Qingzi, Ying's mother, said with a cold face: "Our Kasuga family has raised you for so many years, have you ever thought of repaying the kindness of raising you, and even wanted us to drive you out? Are we going to take the blame for this 'unkindness'? Say If you go out, what will happen to the reputation of the Kasuga family?"

Tsubaki clenched her fists.

Yes.Kasuga Sakura always wanted to drive her out of Kasuga's house. She had taken the money from the Birdson's family in the past two months, and she always wanted to leave Kasuga's house after saving a sum of money.But she also knew that if she was underage, it was unlikely.

One is Grandma Kasuga's last wish, and the other is the face of Kasuga's family.

These people in Kasuga's family never started from blood, and really regarded her as a member of the family.

"Yes, Mother Qingzi, you have raised me for many years. I will never forget the kindness that you locked me in the back room and starved me for three days, and I will never forget that you let me learn to sit upright Seriously, after all, I still have a scar on my head, every time I see it, I can always recall exactly how you grabbed my hair and hit the wall."

A burst of enthusiasm rushed into Tsubaki's mind, causing her to speak out what had been sealed in her heart for many years.

Qingzi's face suddenly changed, and her voice became sharp: "What are you spitting blood again? I raised you and Ying together since I was a child, and I never treated them differently. You are really wolf-hearted when you say that!"

It seems that Qingzi was so angry that she said words like "wolf-hearted and dog-lung" from the mouth of this former lady of the family and now a good wife and mother.

Grandpa Chunri glanced at Qingzi, and said angrily, "Chun, confess to Qingzi!"

"Grandpa, I won't." Chun's tone was cold, but he did not waver.

"Kneel down for me!!!" Grandpa Chunri was out of breath, unable to stand still while holding the cane.

Chun glanced at him, and finally knelt down slowly.

"You are too presumptuous today! Since you don't think you are at fault, then you kneel here! Kneel until you realize your fault!"

After saying this, Grandpa Chunri pushed Qingzi away, and Gu Zi walked in the door.

The rest of the people looked at Grandpa's closed door in dismay, looked at Chun half pitifully and half mockingly, and walked out of the yard.

Tsubaki knelt, didn't stand up, just looked up at the sky.Just like before, for some reason, this sky always seems to have a haze that can never be wiped clean.

She was able to enter this grandfather's yard very rarely when she was a child, and each time, she was full of fear.

She was a little surprised that she could still be so calm while kneeling here.

She quietly looked at the yard, every brick, every tile, and even the blue and green among the soft stones on the ground.