The mirage only taught me one thing—never delay the words you want to say in your heart to the so-called "later", because this "later" may be far away, and there may be no "later".
——Shen Huaiyun
Chu Mie didn't know what to say anymore.
Could it be that telling Shen Huaiyun that "I like it" is just a stopgap measure to keep him in Building A?
Now being heard by Shen Huaiyun, according to his temperament, he probably wanted to clarify these things, so how should Chu Mie refuse?
After the refusal, will Shen Huaiyun stop contacting him because of embarrassment?
Chu Mi felt a headache.
Shen Huaiyun went straight to Chu Mie's bedside, sat down on his bedside, looked at Dr. Liang with a smile and said, "Can the doctor help me stay in Building A?"
"Do you know what this means? Don't forget why No. 014 entered the nursing home." Dr. Liang's eyes fell on the shackles on Chu Mie's wrists: "Do you dare to say that because you are also gay?"
Shen Huaiyun nodded directly and said, "I am indeed gay."
Dr. Liang was dumbfounded for a while, and sighed: "You are quite courageous. But if I want to report you, you can only make love with him."
"Dr. Liang, you have said it all, so what else is there to be afraid of?" Shen Huaiyun and Chu Mie looked at each other, saw Chu Mie quietly look away, smiled, and continued to talk to Dr. Liang: "It seems that Liang Doctors don't hate gays!"
"Just don't hate it, I—"
Chu Mie suddenly said, "Is it because of Jiang Yuan?"
Dr. Liang's smile faded a bit: "Yes, but not."
"Will Dr. Liang be willing to help?"
"It depends on the answer you give me."
Dr. Liang's eyes moved back and forth between the two of them: "You like him, I can tell; but whether No. 014 likes you... I can't tell."
Chu Mie and Shen Huaiyun's expressions flashed a little unnatural.
Chu Mie did not have any emotion for Shen Huaiyun beyond love, and Shen Huaiyun was because Dr. Liang directly pointed out the reason why he had not confessed his love before.
But after all, it was Chu Mie who told the lie, and he had to lie even when he was kneeling.
"Doctor Liang is just an outsider, how can I tell if I like him?" Chu Mie leaned towards Shen Huaiyun, deliberately leaning close to him.
"You're just talking about it verbally." Dr. Liang didn't buy Chu Mie's account, "You don't like him in your eyes."
Chu Mi frowned slightly, and finally said helplessly, "Is Dr. Liang willing to help?"
"I will help, but the premise is that you have to prove that you are sincere to him." Dr. Liang pointed at Shen Huaiyun, "What if you take advantage of his sincerity?"
Shen Huaiyun said directly: "If he wants to use me, I'm happy."
Chu Mie: "..."
You're still climbing up the pole!
Dr. Liang looked at them with a half-smile, "Since you think you like each other, then kissing, it won't make things difficult for you?"
No, this is actually quite embarrassing!
Chu Mie: "..."
Shen Huaiyun: "..."
Are you knocking on CP?Such a strange request!
Shen Huaiyun saw that Chu Mie was frowning all the time, looking very embarrassed, and knew that he probably didn't mean much to him.Although I know it well, it is inevitable that I will still feel a little lost.
Chu Mie frowned and looked at Dr. Liang who had been smiling all the time, then cast a hesitant glance at Shen Huaiyun, and asked doubtfully, "If you do, will you really help?"
"Of course." Dr. Liang rubbed his sleeves: "You let me watch such a good show, so naturally I have to pay for it."
The two people who starred in this "drama": "..."
Chu Mie sighed with a headache, thinking about what he was going to do, felt his heartbeat getting stronger, coughed awkwardly: "Shen Huaiyun, turn your head around."
"Well?"
Shen Huaiyun subconsciously turned his head according to his instructions.
It was a familiar sigh.
Immediately afterwards, the rustling of clothes and the sound of metal clashing sounded in the quiet ward.
With slightly cool fingers gently supporting Shen Huaiyun's chin, the warm breath was getting closer and closer to him, and the light breath fell between his nostrils—almost close at hand.
The moment the soft touch touched his lips, it was as if his lips had been ignited, scorching his whole body to freeze, and he was forced to maintain an uncomfortable position.
Shen Huaiyun looked at Chu Miao's Haoruoxingchen's eyes in astonishment, those eyes reflected a small self, when the owner of the eyes looked at him, it was as if he had been scalded by his hot eyes, and the eyelashes trembled slightly It slowly fell down, covering those bright eyes.
Chu Mie just kissed him lightly, and immediately left his lips.
That kiss was like a feather falling on the lips, the feeling of gently brushing, arousing desire but not satisfying at the same time.
Then Chu Mi lowered her voice to his ear, and said in a gentle and apologetic tone, "I'm sorry."
These words were like a little hook, tickling his heart.
After Chu Mie finished speaking, he let go of the hand holding his chin, and sat back in his seat.There was no expression on his face, but a blush covered his face at some point.
It's deadly!
Shen Huaiyun looked at Chu Mie, thinking uncontrollably in his heart.
Chu Mie raised his eyes inadvertently, and saw Shen Huaiyun reaching out to caress his lips repeatedly, the smile on the corner of his mouth widened, and he licked his lips as if reminiscing.
Upon noticing his gaze, Shen Huaiyun smiled and said, "Did you eat candy before?"
In other words - pretty sweet.
Chu Mie: "..."
Suddenly there was a little internal fire.
Chu Mie adhered to the concept of "the heart is pure when out of sight", and turned his face away expressionlessly: "We have already done so, so Dr. Liang should be able to fulfill the agreement!"
Dr. Liang's face still looked like he was watching the show, and he returned to his original seriousness under Chu Mie's stare: "I will do what I say. But he will be transferred back here, I am afraid it will be in the afternoon."
"Speaking of which," Dr. Liang changed the subject, "Shouldn't you be working in Building B now? Why are you here?"
Shen Huaiyun's smile disappeared suddenly, and he froze in embarrassment.
"Did you run here secretly? So proficient... It seems that you have done this kind of thing a lot!"
Shen Huaiyun: "..."
After seeing the embarrassment on his face maliciously, Dr. Liang waved his hands with a smile and said, "I have already notified what I want to notify. Let's get ready for treatment on the 014th!"
With that said, he turned and left the ward.
Chu Mie and Shen Huaiyun looked at each other awkwardly.
Chu Mie straightened his neck, and said without emotion as if reading from a script: "I just kissed you, it was... just..."
"Isn't it impromptu?"
Shen Huaiyun directly followed what he couldn't say, and suddenly reached out to put his hand on his collarbone, rubbed his fingers repeatedly on his collarbone, and pressed it lightly, which immediately aroused goosebumps all over Chu Mie's body.
"What are you doing?" Chu Mie said angrily, brushing away Shen Huaiyun's hand, protecting his collarbone.
"In such a scene, what is said does not count."
Shen Huaiyun suddenly looked at him with a full smile, but this smile made Chu Mie's heart beat a little faster for no reason.
"Chu Mie," this is the second time Shen Huaiyun called his name seriously: "I like you very much, the kind of liking that I want to be a part of your future."
Chu Mi was dumbfounded.
"but I……"
Not necessarily a future.
"I know I will be rejected by you." Shen Huaiyun intercepted what he was going to say, "I just think that since I have made my mind clear, I should tell you directly."
Chu Mie said silently, "But this is not the right time, is it?"
It's not just the inappropriate location... it's the inappropriate person.
"Do you have to wait until the right time to express your liking for someone?"
Shen Huaiyun looked at him seriously: "I once thought that if I meet someone I like - I will carefully prepare the surprise before confession, I will confess my confession under the congratulations of everyone, and I want to announce to everyone that that person is mine……"
Chu Mie was puzzled, "Then why now..."
"Because I have already realized that some things cannot be delayed." Shen Huaiyun looked at him deeply, and said the words in a more forceful manner: "Chu Mie, I really like it." you."
"It's not nasty. After all, sometimes, not all partings have time to say goodbye. So I think... at least don't leave regrets for yourself, and don't leave regrets for others."
It was as if something had gripped Chu Mie's heart, making his heart filled with sour emotions, these words pierced his heart, and summed up the reasons for how many regrets it caused.
It's as if he himself has missed the opportunity to express his emotions because of the so-called "shy" and "still have a chance".
But what was missed... I don't know if it was an opportunity or a person.
"I won't force you."
Shen Huaiyun said: "I just want to convey what I want to say immediately. You can tell me... what do you think?"
Chu Mie pursed his lips and remained silent for a moment, feeling in his heart that since Shen Huaiyun made it clear, he had better give Shen Huaiyun a clear answer:
"My feelings for you are different from your feelings for me."
It's actually [I don't like you].
Shen Huaiyun nodded not unexpectedly, he had already noticed Chu Mie's attitude, so he smiled kindly and said, "I see."
Chu Mie looked up at him, lowered his eyes pretending to be inadvertent, rubbed the corner of the quilt and said, "You... don't feel too bad, maybe you will meet someone better."
After hearing this, Shen Huaiyun shifted his eyes to the corner of the quilt that was crumpled by Chu Mie, and teased with a strange smile: "Comfort me?"
Chu Mie paused for rubbing against the corner of the quilt, quickly withdrew his hand, and gave a soft "hmm".
So soft and gentle...
Shen Huaiyun held his chin and looked at Chu Mie thoughtfully, feeling that he really loves Chu Mie so much, and that Chu Mie will probably fall into his own hands sooner or later because of this.
But it may not be easy to break the bend now...
So he has to live longer.
Shen Huaiyun laughed lowly, after all - the longer he was around, the more important he was in Chu Mie's heart, so it was only a matter of time before Chu Mie fell in love with him.
"It's getting late." Chu Mie couldn't bear Shen Huaiyun's ambiguous eyes, and said depressedly, "Should you go?"
Shen Huaiyun smiled and raised his hands in surrender: "Yes, yes, I'm leaving now!"
Seeing that he was going to leave, Chu Mie stopped urging him so much, but just concealed his worry and said, "Be careful yourself."
Nursing homes with strict rules, black shadows of unknown circumstances, patients who suddenly attack medical staff, and possible black hands behind the scenes... These are all obvious or hidden crises in nursing homes, which are hard to guard against.
Shen Huaiyun understood what Chu Mie was worried about, sighed helplessly, and looked at the shackles on Chu Mie's wrist: "I'm fine, but you have suffered a lot of injuries. I should tell you this!"
Chu Mie retracted his hands, turned his face and said calmly, "I'm fine."
Shen Huaiyun looked at him and frowned, trying to say something, but in the end he just sighed heavily, left the ward with a sentence of "Let's go first".
Until the end, he didn't say the phrase "I hope you can take better care of yourself". After all, with Chu Mie's temperament, he probably wouldn't listen to it.
That being the case, after all, it is useless to talk too much.
The author says:
Let us congratulate Meaaa and Shen Huaiyun for losing their first kiss~(′`)**
Shen Huaiyun is a straight-ball type, so he confessed decisively when the time came.However, this is his first confession, and it won't be his last.
Baa Baa refused because he felt that he only had a good impression of Shen Huaiyun, not a liking, and he was not sure that they could stay together forever due to their different identities, so he subconsciously regarded Shen Huaiyun as an important friend, not a lover.
——Shen Huaiyun
Chu Mie didn't know what to say anymore.
Could it be that telling Shen Huaiyun that "I like it" is just a stopgap measure to keep him in Building A?
Now being heard by Shen Huaiyun, according to his temperament, he probably wanted to clarify these things, so how should Chu Mie refuse?
After the refusal, will Shen Huaiyun stop contacting him because of embarrassment?
Chu Mi felt a headache.
Shen Huaiyun went straight to Chu Mie's bedside, sat down on his bedside, looked at Dr. Liang with a smile and said, "Can the doctor help me stay in Building A?"
"Do you know what this means? Don't forget why No. 014 entered the nursing home." Dr. Liang's eyes fell on the shackles on Chu Mie's wrists: "Do you dare to say that because you are also gay?"
Shen Huaiyun nodded directly and said, "I am indeed gay."
Dr. Liang was dumbfounded for a while, and sighed: "You are quite courageous. But if I want to report you, you can only make love with him."
"Dr. Liang, you have said it all, so what else is there to be afraid of?" Shen Huaiyun and Chu Mie looked at each other, saw Chu Mie quietly look away, smiled, and continued to talk to Dr. Liang: "It seems that Liang Doctors don't hate gays!"
"Just don't hate it, I—"
Chu Mie suddenly said, "Is it because of Jiang Yuan?"
Dr. Liang's smile faded a bit: "Yes, but not."
"Will Dr. Liang be willing to help?"
"It depends on the answer you give me."
Dr. Liang's eyes moved back and forth between the two of them: "You like him, I can tell; but whether No. 014 likes you... I can't tell."
Chu Mie and Shen Huaiyun's expressions flashed a little unnatural.
Chu Mie did not have any emotion for Shen Huaiyun beyond love, and Shen Huaiyun was because Dr. Liang directly pointed out the reason why he had not confessed his love before.
But after all, it was Chu Mie who told the lie, and he had to lie even when he was kneeling.
"Doctor Liang is just an outsider, how can I tell if I like him?" Chu Mie leaned towards Shen Huaiyun, deliberately leaning close to him.
"You're just talking about it verbally." Dr. Liang didn't buy Chu Mie's account, "You don't like him in your eyes."
Chu Mi frowned slightly, and finally said helplessly, "Is Dr. Liang willing to help?"
"I will help, but the premise is that you have to prove that you are sincere to him." Dr. Liang pointed at Shen Huaiyun, "What if you take advantage of his sincerity?"
Shen Huaiyun said directly: "If he wants to use me, I'm happy."
Chu Mie: "..."
You're still climbing up the pole!
Dr. Liang looked at them with a half-smile, "Since you think you like each other, then kissing, it won't make things difficult for you?"
No, this is actually quite embarrassing!
Chu Mie: "..."
Shen Huaiyun: "..."
Are you knocking on CP?Such a strange request!
Shen Huaiyun saw that Chu Mie was frowning all the time, looking very embarrassed, and knew that he probably didn't mean much to him.Although I know it well, it is inevitable that I will still feel a little lost.
Chu Mie frowned and looked at Dr. Liang who had been smiling all the time, then cast a hesitant glance at Shen Huaiyun, and asked doubtfully, "If you do, will you really help?"
"Of course." Dr. Liang rubbed his sleeves: "You let me watch such a good show, so naturally I have to pay for it."
The two people who starred in this "drama": "..."
Chu Mie sighed with a headache, thinking about what he was going to do, felt his heartbeat getting stronger, coughed awkwardly: "Shen Huaiyun, turn your head around."
"Well?"
Shen Huaiyun subconsciously turned his head according to his instructions.
It was a familiar sigh.
Immediately afterwards, the rustling of clothes and the sound of metal clashing sounded in the quiet ward.
With slightly cool fingers gently supporting Shen Huaiyun's chin, the warm breath was getting closer and closer to him, and the light breath fell between his nostrils—almost close at hand.
The moment the soft touch touched his lips, it was as if his lips had been ignited, scorching his whole body to freeze, and he was forced to maintain an uncomfortable position.
Shen Huaiyun looked at Chu Miao's Haoruoxingchen's eyes in astonishment, those eyes reflected a small self, when the owner of the eyes looked at him, it was as if he had been scalded by his hot eyes, and the eyelashes trembled slightly It slowly fell down, covering those bright eyes.
Chu Mie just kissed him lightly, and immediately left his lips.
That kiss was like a feather falling on the lips, the feeling of gently brushing, arousing desire but not satisfying at the same time.
Then Chu Mi lowered her voice to his ear, and said in a gentle and apologetic tone, "I'm sorry."
These words were like a little hook, tickling his heart.
After Chu Mie finished speaking, he let go of the hand holding his chin, and sat back in his seat.There was no expression on his face, but a blush covered his face at some point.
It's deadly!
Shen Huaiyun looked at Chu Mie, thinking uncontrollably in his heart.
Chu Mie raised his eyes inadvertently, and saw Shen Huaiyun reaching out to caress his lips repeatedly, the smile on the corner of his mouth widened, and he licked his lips as if reminiscing.
Upon noticing his gaze, Shen Huaiyun smiled and said, "Did you eat candy before?"
In other words - pretty sweet.
Chu Mie: "..."
Suddenly there was a little internal fire.
Chu Mie adhered to the concept of "the heart is pure when out of sight", and turned his face away expressionlessly: "We have already done so, so Dr. Liang should be able to fulfill the agreement!"
Dr. Liang's face still looked like he was watching the show, and he returned to his original seriousness under Chu Mie's stare: "I will do what I say. But he will be transferred back here, I am afraid it will be in the afternoon."
"Speaking of which," Dr. Liang changed the subject, "Shouldn't you be working in Building B now? Why are you here?"
Shen Huaiyun's smile disappeared suddenly, and he froze in embarrassment.
"Did you run here secretly? So proficient... It seems that you have done this kind of thing a lot!"
Shen Huaiyun: "..."
After seeing the embarrassment on his face maliciously, Dr. Liang waved his hands with a smile and said, "I have already notified what I want to notify. Let's get ready for treatment on the 014th!"
With that said, he turned and left the ward.
Chu Mie and Shen Huaiyun looked at each other awkwardly.
Chu Mie straightened his neck, and said without emotion as if reading from a script: "I just kissed you, it was... just..."
"Isn't it impromptu?"
Shen Huaiyun directly followed what he couldn't say, and suddenly reached out to put his hand on his collarbone, rubbed his fingers repeatedly on his collarbone, and pressed it lightly, which immediately aroused goosebumps all over Chu Mie's body.
"What are you doing?" Chu Mie said angrily, brushing away Shen Huaiyun's hand, protecting his collarbone.
"In such a scene, what is said does not count."
Shen Huaiyun suddenly looked at him with a full smile, but this smile made Chu Mie's heart beat a little faster for no reason.
"Chu Mie," this is the second time Shen Huaiyun called his name seriously: "I like you very much, the kind of liking that I want to be a part of your future."
Chu Mi was dumbfounded.
"but I……"
Not necessarily a future.
"I know I will be rejected by you." Shen Huaiyun intercepted what he was going to say, "I just think that since I have made my mind clear, I should tell you directly."
Chu Mie said silently, "But this is not the right time, is it?"
It's not just the inappropriate location... it's the inappropriate person.
"Do you have to wait until the right time to express your liking for someone?"
Shen Huaiyun looked at him seriously: "I once thought that if I meet someone I like - I will carefully prepare the surprise before confession, I will confess my confession under the congratulations of everyone, and I want to announce to everyone that that person is mine……"
Chu Mie was puzzled, "Then why now..."
"Because I have already realized that some things cannot be delayed." Shen Huaiyun looked at him deeply, and said the words in a more forceful manner: "Chu Mie, I really like it." you."
"It's not nasty. After all, sometimes, not all partings have time to say goodbye. So I think... at least don't leave regrets for yourself, and don't leave regrets for others."
It was as if something had gripped Chu Mie's heart, making his heart filled with sour emotions, these words pierced his heart, and summed up the reasons for how many regrets it caused.
It's as if he himself has missed the opportunity to express his emotions because of the so-called "shy" and "still have a chance".
But what was missed... I don't know if it was an opportunity or a person.
"I won't force you."
Shen Huaiyun said: "I just want to convey what I want to say immediately. You can tell me... what do you think?"
Chu Mie pursed his lips and remained silent for a moment, feeling in his heart that since Shen Huaiyun made it clear, he had better give Shen Huaiyun a clear answer:
"My feelings for you are different from your feelings for me."
It's actually [I don't like you].
Shen Huaiyun nodded not unexpectedly, he had already noticed Chu Mie's attitude, so he smiled kindly and said, "I see."
Chu Mie looked up at him, lowered his eyes pretending to be inadvertent, rubbed the corner of the quilt and said, "You... don't feel too bad, maybe you will meet someone better."
After hearing this, Shen Huaiyun shifted his eyes to the corner of the quilt that was crumpled by Chu Mie, and teased with a strange smile: "Comfort me?"
Chu Mie paused for rubbing against the corner of the quilt, quickly withdrew his hand, and gave a soft "hmm".
So soft and gentle...
Shen Huaiyun held his chin and looked at Chu Mie thoughtfully, feeling that he really loves Chu Mie so much, and that Chu Mie will probably fall into his own hands sooner or later because of this.
But it may not be easy to break the bend now...
So he has to live longer.
Shen Huaiyun laughed lowly, after all - the longer he was around, the more important he was in Chu Mie's heart, so it was only a matter of time before Chu Mie fell in love with him.
"It's getting late." Chu Mie couldn't bear Shen Huaiyun's ambiguous eyes, and said depressedly, "Should you go?"
Shen Huaiyun smiled and raised his hands in surrender: "Yes, yes, I'm leaving now!"
Seeing that he was going to leave, Chu Mie stopped urging him so much, but just concealed his worry and said, "Be careful yourself."
Nursing homes with strict rules, black shadows of unknown circumstances, patients who suddenly attack medical staff, and possible black hands behind the scenes... These are all obvious or hidden crises in nursing homes, which are hard to guard against.
Shen Huaiyun understood what Chu Mie was worried about, sighed helplessly, and looked at the shackles on Chu Mie's wrist: "I'm fine, but you have suffered a lot of injuries. I should tell you this!"
Chu Mie retracted his hands, turned his face and said calmly, "I'm fine."
Shen Huaiyun looked at him and frowned, trying to say something, but in the end he just sighed heavily, left the ward with a sentence of "Let's go first".
Until the end, he didn't say the phrase "I hope you can take better care of yourself". After all, with Chu Mie's temperament, he probably wouldn't listen to it.
That being the case, after all, it is useless to talk too much.
The author says:
Let us congratulate Meaaa and Shen Huaiyun for losing their first kiss~(′`)**
Shen Huaiyun is a straight-ball type, so he confessed decisively when the time came.However, this is his first confession, and it won't be his last.
Baa Baa refused because he felt that he only had a good impression of Shen Huaiyun, not a liking, and he was not sure that they could stay together forever due to their different identities, so he subconsciously regarded Shen Huaiyun as an important friend, not a lover.
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