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Chapter 89 The first confession

We share each other's truths in this realm of death.

——Chu Mie & Shen Huaiyun

Shen Huaiyun pressed on Chu Mie's body and did not move.

He didn't seem to have recovered yet, he just stared blankly at Chu Mie's familiar expression, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Chu Mie raised his hand and pushed Shen Huaiyun, and smiled helplessly: "Shen Huaiyun, you are too heavy, get off me quickly."

These words seemed to remind Shen Huaiyun.

Shen Huaiyun retreated from him in a hurry, knelt and sat beside him obediently, and said with an uneasy expression as if he had made a mistake:

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you..."

Chu Mie shook his head lightly, supported himself on the bed and sat up, leaned against the bed and looked at Shen Huaiyun quietly, and sighed contentedly for a while:

"I can finally see you."

After hearing this, Shen Huaiyun's eyes lit up.Chu Mie could almost "see" the protruding tail behind him.

He approached with a smile, and began to lose his tune again: "Hey, don't you miss me so much?"

Chu Mie immediately put away his joyful expression, and said with a sullen face on purpose: "No, we just haven't seen each other for a day."

"Oh——" Shen Huaiyun elongated his voice, showing a hurt expression, and said in a low tone: "I'm very worried about you, I'm really afraid that you will disappear. So you don't want to see me that much..."

Seeing him like this, Chu Mie showed hesitation, and said in his heart: "Do you want to tell him——I not only want to see you immediately, but also always follow you because I am worried about your safety?"

But it always feels a bit too ambiguous to say this.

Shen Huaiyun had already expressed his intention clearly before, since he didn't intend to accept Shen Huaiyun, it's better not to say anything that would cause misunderstanding.

Chu Mie made up his mind, but worried that Shen Huaiyun would be hurt unintentionally, so he could only emphasize: "We are friends, it's okay if we can't see each other for a while."

The tone seemed to forget how lost he was when Shen Huaiyun couldn't see him before.

Shen Huaiyun can be said to be the person who can understand Chu Mie the most in the mirror.

Yo, it seems that my heart has softened again!

Shen Huaiyun rested one hand on his chin, and put the other hand calmly on the wall against which Chu Mie was leaning, watching Chu Mie's reaction.

Chu Mie felt that Shen Huaiyun was a little too close to him, so he moved to the side uncomfortably.

After enlightenment, it is indeed more sensitive than before.

Shen Huaiyun raised his eyebrows, a little amused in his heart: But that's fine, if Chu Mie is completely indifferent, he is really useless.

But there is still a little pity.

After all, when he didn’t make a formal confession before, he would answer honestly when he asked Chu Mie something: words like “worry” and “care” can be coaxed out, so straightforward and cute.

Right now—oh, no matter how coaxed I am, I refuse to talk about it.

Shen Huaiyun sighed regretfully in his heart, withdrew the hand supporting him, sat upright and said, "Are you A She?"

The suddenly serious Shen Huaiyun made Chu Mie look at him with some discomfort, and said, "I'm not A She, I just accidentally possessed A She by accident."

"Then where were you before?"

"I was just a ghost before."

"Ghost?" Shen Huaiyun was stunned, "So you have been in this dungeon before, but I didn't see you because you are a ghost?"

Chu Mi nodded.

"Then is there any way I can keep seeing you?"

"I'm not sure if it will work or not." Chu Mi said hesitantly, "Before you used the method Ju Yi said to attack the ghost hand, I wondered if blood could make the ghost have a body."

"Then when will you be here? We can try to see if this method works."

Chu Mie realized something, and deliberately coughed desperately to cover it up: "I've been—ahem!"

I almost said that I have been by his side all the time!

"What?" Shen Huaiyun raised an eyebrow.

Chu Mi shifted his gaze to the right, and said expressionlessly, "I'm not always here either."

"Oh..." Shen Huaiyun deliberately asked sincerely, "Then when will my dear be here?"

"You can just call me by my name." Chu Mie suddenly noticed the phrase "dear", and corrected seriously: "Don't call me dear, I'm very straight."

Shen Huaiyun spread his hands maliciously, pretending to be innocent: "You look at Renji with your own rotten eyes, and I didn't say anything!"

Chu Mie who was beaten up: "..."

Forget it, it's just cheap talk.

"By the way, there is one more thing you should pay attention to."

"what?"

"I saw a tombstone named 'Xu Ming' at the back of the house. That Xu Ming should be A She's brother. He died young, maybe you can find out about his existence."

"It seems that there is a brother? And it was a young boy who died young - this is indeed a very important clue." Shen Huaiyun thought about this information, and smiled: "Oh, without us, this dungeon clue is really difficult Untie it!"

Chu Mie rolled his eyes at him, and thought: You can save yourself!Don't think that I already deduced that A She has brothers when I didn't know you were in the attic!

Shen Huaiyun held her chin with a smile and turned her head to look at him.

Chu Mie seemed to feel something, his back was straightened, and his face was slightly stiff.

Shen Huaiyun watched Chu Mie get up from the bed: "Are you leaving?"

"Correct."

"Pyridine—"

A string of shining metal objects was thrown at Shen Huaiyun.

Shen Huaiyun: "What is this?"

"The key." Chu Mie explained, "A She has the keys to each of your rooms."

Chu Mie took back the dagger stuck in the pillow, turned his head to look at Shen Huaiyun, put away his playfulness, and reminded, "Be careful, Ah She, I'm afraid he still has a spare key in his hand. Be careful at night!"

"Will you still be attached to A She?"

"Probably there won't be such an opportunity again." Chu Mie could feel that this body was not completely under his control, and this sense of loss of control was getting stronger and stronger. I am afraid that Ah She's consciousness is about to wake up.

If he doesn't leave now, if Ah She wakes up later, it will be difficult to end.

Shen Huaiyun just watched Chu Mie go to the door and open the door with a little disappointment, and suddenly asked:

"Chu Mie, what was your original appearance?"

original?Does he have the original?

Chu Mie began to recall what the first instance he was in looked like.However, not to mention his real appearance, even the background of the original copy he was in was blurred, as if the past had been covered with a layer of white mist, and he couldn't see clearly.

Of course, except that "Chu Mie" was the name given by the original copy, he has almost no memory of the original copy.

His memory is fuzzy, and his appearance, name, and identity are constantly changing. He can no longer tell what "original" is.

His existence is like a collection of all falsehoods.

Now ask him "what was his original appearance", how should he answer?

"What?"

Seemingly aware of Chu Mie's unhappy mood, Shen Huaiyun asked cautiously, "If you don't want to tell, I don't have to ask."

"There is nothing original or original." Chu Mie opened the door: "My identity and name...everything is fake."

"But you standing in front of me are real."

Chu Mi was silent.

Shen Huaiyun stared at Chu Mie's back and thought, "Baabaa is too insecure."

He could only sigh: "Perhaps in your opinion, once the name and identity change, all the memories and connections related to it will collapse."

"But you have never thought that your name and identity are just code names. No matter what your appearance and identity are in other people's memory, it is you who remember you."

Chu Mie stood in front of the opened door without moving.

The reason why Chu Mie cares about Shen Huaiyun so much is because Shen Huaiyun has always given him a fixed title and attitude, making him feel that he still has a connection with this world, at least some people know about his special existence.

Although it was ridiculous, the reason why Chu Mie cared about Shen Huaiyun was as simple as that.

From the beginning it was not about love, that's all.

But Chu Mie suddenly became a little scared again.

He was afraid that the initial simple concern would change, in case he really thought about Shen Huaiyun - it's not like he hasn't seen a player who lost his lover before and went crazy in pain.

There can be fetters, but he will not give up his heart.

Shen Huaiyun continued: "In the mirage, only I know you, only I can call you 'baa-baa', only I know your truth."

"咚咚-"

Chu Mie didn't look at him, and quietly raised his hand to cover his heart, feeling a different heartbeat than usual.

【do not talk. 】

"We share the truth of each other - not only do you have your own true existence, you also have the most authentic side of me."

"Why is he so good at it?" Chu Mie thought.

Shen Huaiyun said again: "As long as you are willing to answer, I can offer you all your sincerity."

"..."

Chu Mi was dumbfounded.

This is the second confession.

But the time, the occasion, the person...all of these are still inappropriate.

Chu Mie turned his head to look at Shen Huaiyun and said, "Shen Huaiyun, since you also said that we share the truth with each other, then you should know my true attitude towards you."

"I don't want to like you."

Shen Huaiyun looked at him, listening silently and forbearance to what he said next.

"Our relationship—let's stop there!"

Chu Mie stepped up and wanted to leave, when Shen Huaiyun said with a firm and youthful tone in his tone:

"Chu Mie, I have had many brothers and sisters since I was a child, and I have to grab many things by myself. To this day, I still follow this rule."

Chu Mie didn't understand what he meant by saying this: "So?"

"I don't need you to come to me—you just have to stay where you are."

Shen Huaiyun showed her small canine teeth, and smiled recklessly:

"Because I will come to you personally."

"..."

The turbulent emotions in his chest were originally restricted by an invisible gate, but because of Shen Huaiyun's words, a gap was opened, and only a little leaked out, which almost made Chu Mi lose his composure.

"Baa, would you like to wait for me where I am?"

The voice was real and affectionate, as if tempting him to open the floodgate.

【——It’s really terrible. 】

Chu Mie opened his mouth involuntarily, and Shen Huaiyun almost coaxed him to say the word "good".

Pinching himself as if waking up from a dream, he concealed his emotions behind Shen Huaiyun's back and said: "The night is already deep."

Chu Mie did not answer Shen Huaiyun with words, but closed the door instead of answering.

The gap in the gate of the heart was closed again by Chu Mie.

Strictly fit.

Shen Huaiyun looked at the closed door, folded his hands behind his head and let out a long sigh: It seems that the confession failed again!

…………

It's just that no one knew that the moment Chu Mie closed the door, he leaned against the wall in despair, took a deep breath, and concealed the emotions in his heart to prevent himself from being shaken by Shen Huaiyun's words.

In my mind is Shen Huaiyun's firm and affectionate eyes.

"Forget it!" Chu Mie repeatedly warned himself in his heart: "Your status and being friends with Shen Huaiyun is the limit, and asking for more is a sin."

"The mirage is always watching. Chu Mie, sooner or later your specialness will be discovered by the mirage. If the mirage decides to kill you—if you don't want to drag Shen Huaiyun along with you, you must absolutely guard this line."

Mirage will definitely attack him, this is not unfounded worry.

"At least, when you disappear, Shen Huaiyun may still be able to bear it."

He didn't dare to let go.

He was afraid that once he let go, all his poured emotions would be irretrievably lost.

If both parties invest a lot of emotion, then the death of one party will be a death-like pain to the other party who is alive.

So he can't like it, and can only refuse it over and over again.

…………

Chu Mie had already come to the first floor from the second floor, and when he was about to return to Ah Wu's room, his steps stopped suddenly.

"咚咚-"

The originally bright eyes became gloomy.

He glanced gloomyly at the knife in his hand, and touched his pocket—the bunch of keys that were originally in it were all gone.

"Ah."

A few seconds later, his pace became quicker, and his target changed to the bathroom on the first floor.

"boom--"

He rudely pushed open the bathroom door, put his hands on both sides of the sink, and stared at his face in the mirror with a gloomy expression.

The person in the mirror stared at him with the same cold and sinister eyes.

He slowly raised the corners of his lips, but there was no trace of a smile in his eyes, but full of malice.

"It's been so long, and you're still lingering there!"

He picked up the things on the sink and smashed them at the mirror.

"Bang-"

The mirror made a loud noise.

"Whoosh-"

He panted a few times like a trapped animal, touched his face in the mirror, and said with a weird smile: "Why don't you learn your lesson? Didn't you die because you meddled in your own business?"

"My dear little Ming..."

"—You have been dead for so long, why are you still pestering your brother?"

This person was not Chu Mie at all, but A She.

A She kicked the corner of the wall in bewilderment, turned and left the bathroom, and went to his and A Wu's bedroom.

When he was about to reach Ah Wu's room, Ah She suddenly looked in the direction of the stairs.

"Ok?"

No one is empty.

"Squeak-"

A She squinted his eyes, deliberately opened the door, took two steps in place, and then closed the door, making the illusion that he had already entered the room, waiting patiently for the prey to show his feet in panic.

Come on, let me see if there is a little thing listening to the corner.

He stood there quietly, grinning silently as he looked in the direction of the stairs.

He believes that a good hunter must be patient and cunning.

He thought he knew it well.

…………

In the shadow of the stairs, Dou Tongtong covered his mouth and nose tremblingly, not daring to make a sound, and pressed his body against the wall, for fear of being caught by A She's dark and gloomy eyes.

How to do?

Has A She left?

Under such circumstances, she feels that every minute and every second is living like a year.

"Squeak-"

This is the sound of the door being opened!

Does this mean that A She is leaving soon? !

"Bang-"

The sound of the door being closed resounded in the quiet space.

But Dou Tongtong seemed to have taken a dose of reassurance.

It seems to be all right.

Only then did she put down the hand that was covering her mouth tightly, and poked her head out cautiously towards the downstairs...

The author says:

Shen Huaiyun's view of love is initiative and respect.

As long as he thinks the time is right, he dares to show love boldly, just as he said in the article-as long as Baba is willing to respond, he can offer his sincerity.

But he actually respects Baa Baa.He will not be persecuted and harassed in every possible way just because he confessed, nor will he be alienated because he is rejected.

On the contrary, he gave Baa a feeling that even if Baa rejected him, he would not change his intimacy and position as a friend, so that Baa could face his feelings frankly instead of avoiding embarrassment.

Here is an analysis of Shen Huaiyun's view on love, which is actually Qizi's favorite concept (but I can't be as bold as him). Later, at the end of their next meeting, Chu Mie's view on love will be attached.

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