Strong woman, show mercy

A semester passed in a flash, and Kazumi accepted the old lady's review with her transcript.To her surprise, the old lady didn't say much about the club's change from tennis to go, but looked at Hemei with a little more complicated look.He Meixin wondered if her father did ideological work for the old lady.But when Azuma said that he was going to study at the Royal Academy of Music, Kazumi knew that it was the old lady who took a step back.Hemei's impression of the old lady went up to a new level in an instant. Although she was stubborn and had a good face, she was definitely not a real tyrant.

When Azuma boarded the plane to the UK, Hemei also went to see her off, and when she was waiting at the airport, Hemei looked at each other enviously: "Third cousin, I'm so jealous of you."

Zima asked, "Why?"

He Mei said: "You can clearly know what you will do in the future."

Azuma laughed: "Don't you know Kazumi?"

Hemei shook her head, and told all the thoughts in her heart: "I always feel that I like to do something for the rest of my life, and I can't dislike it a little bit. I haven't found such a thing yet."

"Hemei, your idea is too platonic. If you look for it like this, you will never find it in your life." Zima laughed, "But you don't need to think about it now, it's too early."

Hemei was a little confused: "Is it too early?"

"Yes." Zima nodded, "It's too early." Seeing Hemei's confused face, Zima explained: "You are still so young, you have seen too few things, and many things have never been touched, even now If you wait a few years to look back at something you really like, you may not like it at all.”

"But..." Hemei felt that this was not quite right, "When I was a college student, some people were younger than me, but they were very determined to become professional chess players. Everyone worked hard and was very persistent towards Going forward on the path of a professional chess player."

"That's a special case." Zima bent down and said to her very seriously, "Hemei, if you always compare yourself with others in your life, you will live a very hard life. Is it because others made a lifetime decision at such a young age? So I have to force myself to make a lifelong decision? Waiting for several years or even more than ten years to find that I have not achieved anything, and even the original liking has been exhausted, and then start again? Is this not true? It is foolish to repent of the prodigal son's return."

Hemei was taken aback: "But...but if I come back after going around and find that I like what I thought I didn't like, wouldn't that be a waste of time?"

"How can you say it's a waste?" Zima laughed. "If you don't have the time to search, how can you know that you actually like it? Only when you like it will you invest in it. If you don't like it, even if it's easy Bored and tired, there will be various excuses to pick and complain. Wouldn’t it be a good deal if you can exchange a few years for a lifetime of dedication? I think that for a career, as long as you like it relatively and are willing to work hard for it, it’s fine .Because nothing is perfect in this world. Of course, except in dreams.”

Hemei seems to have realized something.

When Hemei came out of the airport in a daze, the driver asked where she was going, and then she gave the name of the place casually. When the driver said it, Hemei found out that she had actually come to the Go Club.Looking at the familiar signboard, Kazumi hesitated for a moment and was about to leave and go home. After all, although the chance of Taya being here is not high, what if he encounters it?She thought she had thought clearly, but when she was shocked by Zima's words, she felt confused again.Is my own thinking really too naive?

Unexpectedly, just as she was about to leave, she ran into Miss Shihe: "Yumu, I haven't seen you for a long time, why don't you come here, many people miss you. Someone even asked you like Xiao Liang, but Xiao Liang He was actually very angry and said he didn’t know. Several months have passed, are you still in a cold war? Although it’s normal for children to quarrel, have you been arguing for too long?”

Hemei was a little embarrassed: "We should, it's not a quarrel, it's just a disagreement on certain things."

"It doesn't matter, we adults don't want to interfere with your children's affairs." Miss Shihe asked, "Do you want to come in and play chess?"

"Is Taya there?"

"Not here, it seems to be going to the chess academy." Shi He said, "Since becoming a professional chess player, Xiao Liang seldom comes here."

"That's right." Kazumi breathed a sigh of relief, but she was still not ready to face Taya, "Then let me play a few games, and I haven't played for a long time."

It is true that she has played less chess recently. Specifically, there should be fewer high-level opponents. However, she still finds time every week to play chess with Zuo Wei, and occasionally practice chess online. people, and then lost to defeat.According to Hemei's feeling, this Yiliu should also be a professional chess player. Although his level is not as good as Zuowei's, he is not far behind.Kazumi told Shinto the information about this person, and if there is a chance, he hopes to have Sawei and Ichiyanagi play against each other. Although the match will not be as authentic as the game, but the opponent's level is there, at least it will be more enjoyable.

As a result of the lack of opponents, Kazumi finds herself growing further and further away from Taya.She has seen the game records of Taya's game. Although she is very sad, she has to admit that Taya is indeed running towards the high ground, and at a galloping speed, but she is still standing still, perhaps because of the practice time Regression and reduction.

Although her original determination gradually wavered again, Hemei knew that if her knot in her heart was not resolved, she would not be able to pursue her career path.Or you can walk, but you can only wander at the low level forever, and you can't reach the legendary place.If you want to go to the top in Go, the most important thing is a pure heart.

Hemei stabilized her mood and picked up the chess pieces.

He is a frequent visitor to the Go Club where he played against Hemei, and he is considered a relatively high-level uncle. He Hemei has also played more than a dozen games, usually handicap, with two or three pieces, he can be evenly matched.Hemei played slowly, and after not seeing him for a while, the uncle's chess strength has also improved, and Hemei can handle it with ease, but sometimes he still finds it tricky.Usually playing chess with Zuo Wei is bound to lose, so she hasn't had a particularly deep feeling, but now that she does this, the gap can be felt, a feeling similar to the rust of the brain.

No matter how good the talent is, it cannot stand the passing of time.

Unexpectedly, such a sentence came to mind, and Hemei's heart suddenly felt heavy.

This chess game barely won, and Kazumi said thank you for your advice.

The uncle smiled and said: "I didn't expect to be able to play like this with you, Yumu. I really didn't play in vain during this time."

Kazumi smiled, and pointed out a few places: "When you are here, it is better to use the hanging horn than Xiaofei, and the attack will be more violent. Then this move, [-] out of [-], your purpose may be to encircle I am here, but there is no way out for this place, so it is equivalent to a wasteful step."

The uncle looked carefully: "It's really like this."

The two were about to clean up the chessboard when a voice suddenly came from the side: "It's not that there is no way out."

This flat but confident tone is Taya!Hemei's hand holding chess couldn't help but froze.The uncle on the opposite side didn't notice her reaction, and greeted with a smile, "When did Teacher Xiaoliang come?"

"I just came here not long ago." Taya smiled, then bent slightly, took out the pieces and put them up: "If you play like this first, then White will respond in this way. Black only needs to take a few steps like this, and White will Tired of coping, although the black chess here is not worth living, but if the white chess wants to take this piece, it needs to carefully examine the school."

Hemei was stunned for a moment, and then said with some difficulty: "That's right, I didn't see it."

The people next to him didn't know when they had dispersed. Everyone knew that there were some problems between Xiaoliang and Hemei. Although they thought that the quarrel between children should be resolved immediately, the two actually quarreled a few times. The moon is not reconciled.Everyone is an old man in the Go clubhouse. It can be said that they watched Xiao Liang grow up. Teacher Xiao Liang grew up among adults since he was a child. It has never been a problem to communicate with adults. He is polite, humble and sincere; but this A set that matches girls of the same age may not work.Could it be that now that the two have a chance to reconcile, everyone is still willing to make room for the two.After all, it is too difficult to meet the opponent and meet the good talent.It would be a pity if it was because of a small problem that they would not communicate with each other forever.

Taya sat opposite Kazumi: "Shall we play the next game?"

Hemei shook her head: "No, let's do it next time." Playing chess requires carefulness, and now her mind is very confused, even if she plays reluctantly, it is a waste of time.

Taya asked: "Then, have you thought it through now?"

He Mei said: "I don't know."

Taya was a little disappointed, Kazumi was the first person he met who was as talented in chess as him: "I understand." His goal is to become a strong enemy of his father and Ogata, although he feels a little sorry for Kazumi, but he does not Will stay for that.After a moment of silence, he said, "Youmu, your heart is not firm enough. You are right to quit the academy." For Go, talent is not the most important thing.What is important is a heart that always loves Go and the perseverance to persevere regardless of the cold or heat.He will always remember these two points.

Kazumi didn't expect the meeting with Taya to be like this. Although she felt a little faint, she still found it difficult to accept that they really met.If she doesn't play Go anymore, to be precise, if she doesn't take a career path, her friendship with Taya will probably stop here.Maybe we can chat for a few words when we meet, but if we talk in depth, we won't be able to.For him, Go should be as important as his family, or more important than his family.

Hemei sat on the long corridor chair, weeping silently.This is the second time she has cried since she came here.She couldn't tell why, but she knew it wasn't because of Taya.Perhaps, it has something to do with Taya, after all, she has never been hit like this before.At the beginning, she quit the hospital with a moment of enthusiasm, but she quit as soon as she quit. She didn't feel regretful, and she was even a little happy when Taya came to her, with something like "Look, who made you want to I said such a heavy word, do you regret it now?" mentality.Although she was seriously thinking about whether to pursue a career, it didn't prevent her from having such thoughts in her heart. After all, it was Taya who accompanied her to go through the formalities of being a college student.

However, at this moment, she suddenly understood that Go is one person's Go.Even if he gave up Go by himself, no one would say anything, at most he would only sigh a pity because of his talent.But in the past, how did she learn Go.

"Xiao Hemei, after finishing this game of life and death today, grandpa will ask your grandma to make you your favorite pea yellow."

"Xiao Hemei, you finished studying so quickly, grandpa is so proud of you."

Yes, maybe it was forced at first, but then it was practiced amidst praise.She likes others to praise herself, and she likes grandpa to carry her out and proudly say to others: "This is my little granddaughter, she plays Go very well." She likes that beard from the bottom of her heart.

It turns out that for her, Go is a way to make others like her?

It seems that I always say "Oh, I just learned casually, and then I learned this point" very modestly. In fact, isn't such modesty a kind of pride?As long as she learns casually, she can do this. How strong is her superiority?

Hemei's face turned pale, the thought was really terrifying.

However, as soon as this idea popped up, she couldn't stop it anymore, as if everything she had experienced could prove it all.

Taya’s motivation to learn Go is pure—because of love; Shinto’s motivation to learn Go is also pure—because love was inspired in the process of chasing Taya; They all have almost similar reasons, only her——no wonder, Taya would say, you are right to quit the academy.

At this moment, Kazumi was at a loss.She never thought that there would be such a dark side in her heart, is this really herself?

From a distance, Liu saw a girl sitting on a bench beside the street in a daze. This figure looked familiar, but when she got closer, she realized it was actually teak.She is crying?Tears fell one by one, her clothes were already wet a lot, but she was still crying, weeping silently, looking very pitiful.

Liu had never seen teak like this before.He didn't have much contact with teak, but after a few contacts, it was hard to imagine that this girl would sit on the street and cry.The first time we met was to help her control her strength. Although the final outcome was not ideal, she did execute her password meticulously. Although she gave up in the end because she was afraid of becoming a muscular girl, Liu felt that it was harmless. Girls, it is natural to love beauty.Then, he received the dim sum from Bilushi. He was quite surprised to receive this thank you gift. Of course, the most surprising thing was that such a beautiful girl can actually have good cooking skills.

He is not good at commenting on Chinese food because of the taste, but seeing Kirihara and Wenta eating happily, he also knows that the taste is good, but the taste of this dim sum really caught his eye.It has a very light taste and the coolness of mint, which will not make people feel greasy, but it can indeed satisfy the appetite.And then there was the good voice in the KTV, who was noisy with Kirihara and looked very festive, not at all the coquettishness that beautiful girls are used to.When wrestling with Takahashi and the others, the provocation was super serious, and even he was a little surprised by the performance at the Kaihara Festival.In his memory, Yumu was a hearty, cheerful girl with a unique aura, which really made it difficult for him to practice her with the crying girl in front of him who was almost choked up.After hesitating for a while, Liu still handed over a tissue.

Seeing the tissue that suddenly appeared in front of him, Hemei was taken aback.

"Don't worry, it's clean."

Hearing this, Kazumi suddenly wanted to cry even more.Forget it, just cry, anyway, she has been crying for so long, it's okay to cry a little longer.Who made her feel uncomfortable, unspeakably uncomfortable.

Thus, Liu found out in embarrassment that after Hemei took the tissue from him, the other party actually cried even harder.Liu suddenly wanted to leave, but it's not his personality to only do half of things, and this person in front of him is Bi Lushi's god-sister, and to a certain extent, she has given great help to the tennis club Those glances and whispers around——

"Hey, hey, that girl is crying so much."

"I had a fight with my boyfriend."

"This girl is crying so sadly, but this boy has such a cold expression."

"This boy must have cheated!"

"I hate this kind of heartless guy the most. He looks like a talented person, with a human face and a beast's heart!"

What's going on with this kind of divine expansion?

It's fine with her boyfriend, but she still thinks he's a heartbreaker.

This is clearly a line that should belong to Nioh.

It must be the wrong time for him to go out today.

But if he leaves now, won't his reputation as a heartbreaker be confirmed?

Thinking of this, Liu silently sat next to Hemei and started handing out tissues.

The author has something to say: The little girl Hemei has reached a dead end~~~

Liu, this should be regarded as a hero saving the beauty?