Reborn you idiot

When Zhang Weidong saw Andy, his first reaction was that he was stupid.

Really stupid, he stood on the side of the road, looking at Andy from a distance through the endless traffic.

He didn't think about anything, just stood like this, watching, as if the noisy street suddenly became quiet, everything in the world disappeared, and only Andy was left, only himself.

At the same time, Andy was watching him silently, motionless, with joy in his eyes.

They looked at each other, silently.

After a while, Zhang Weidong turned his eyes away first, squatted down slowly, and said to his aunt, "Come up, I'll carry you home."

Andy crossed the road, followed closely behind Zhang Weidong, followed him up the high stairs, entered the door with him, and went home with him.

During this process, Zhang Weidong didn't look back, and didn't say a word to Andy.

He is silent because he has low self-esteem.

He knew that he now looked poor and destitute, wearing a vest and shorts, with flip-flops between his toes, and the total cost of this set of street stalls was less than 30 yuan.And he hasn't shaved for several days, because he stays up late for a long time, his face is blue and yellow, and he despises himself when he looks in the mirror. How can he face Andy?

Andy didn't talk to Zhang Weidong either, because he was busy talking to his aunt.

My aunt knew that he was Zhang Weidong's friend, and she was very happy. She praised him for his good looks, and then asked questions.

Andy quickly found out that something was wrong. Although his aunt always mentioned Zhang Weidong, he didn't know that Zhang Weidong was in the house.After careful observation, he found that his aunt's thinking was jumping a lot, and every sentence sounded orderly, but they couldn't be coherent.

Zhang Weidong brought a basin of hot water, first helped his aunt wipe her face and hands clean, and then squatted down to help her aunt wash her feet.

Andy looked around, saw the ingredients on the table, and asked, "Brother Dong, you haven't eaten yet?"

Zhang Weidong hummed, not willing to speak.

"Then let me make it. When you make it, my stomach will be so hungry." Andy stood up and walked to the kitchen with vegetables and ribs: "Auntie, how do you like it? Is it lighter?"

Before Zhang Weidong could speak, his aunt had already yelled, "No, no, there are only customers who walk through the door."

Andy turned around and smiled at them: "Don't treat me like an outsider."

Seeing him enter the kitchen, my aunt bowed down and whispered to Zhang Weidong: "This kid is so handsome...but he is a little worse than my Dongzi, don't you believe it? I'll show you Dongzi's photo later." Hey, it's getting so dark, where is Dongzi?"

Zhang Weidong helped his aunt put on shoes and socks: "Dongzi is doing his homework at a classmate's house, and he will be back in a while."

After taking good care of his aunt, he came to the door of the kitchen, leaned against the door frame and asked, "How did you find me?"

Andy was busy washing the lettuce and didn't look back: "Brother Dong, you forgot? I added your QQ, and once you went online, the IP address showed that it was in Foshan. I have been looking for you for many days. "

Zhang Weidong thought for a while, it seemed that there was such a thing, he was too careless.

Fortunately, he himself doesn't use chat tools very much, and Xiao Jun doesn't use them at all, otherwise it's really hard to say who came to the door.

He wanted to ask Andy why he wanted to find him, but felt that this question was a bit redundant, so he had nothing to say.

"I'm going to cook, don't get in the way."

Because there was no range hood installed in the kitchen, Andy pushed Zhang Weidong away and slammed the door.

Zhang Weidong rubbed his nose, what does it mean to overwhelm the host?This is the role model.

One dish and one soup were prepared quickly, and when they were served on the table, just by looking at the appearance, one could tell that Andy was really talented.They were also fresh greens, but after Zhang Weidong's hands, they turned into yellowed flowers and willows, while Andy's greens were fresh and juicy, and the tender green was still shining with oil.

Zhang Weidong asked Andy to eat first, then mixed rice with soup and water, and fed it to his aunt in small bites.

Maybe it was because of Andy's company, my aunt's appetite was particularly good, and she ate half a bowl more than usual.

Seeing her eating happily, Zhang Weidong was also happy, the lines of his face softened, and he smiled from time to time.

Holding the bowl and chopsticks in his hands, Andy watched Zhang Weidong secretly from the corner of his eye, and saw that the other party seemed to have infinite patience, feeding, wiping his mouth, waiting for his aunt to swallow, doing the same thing over and over again, without being impatient.Sometimes my aunt forgets to chew her food and just watches the TV. Zhang Weidong picks her palms to draw her attention back. Andy sees this small movement, and really thinks it is just four words —— Tough man tenderness.

Zhang Weidong sent his aunt into the room and spent more than half an hour coaxing her to sleep before returning to the living room and starting to eat.

He still mixed the rice with soup, took a few mouthfuls of rice, and then picked up a piece of green vegetables. He must be hungry, so he ate in a hurry.

Andy felt sad. At first, he wanted to wait for the other party to finish eating, but he couldn't help it: "Brother Dong, come with me to Beijing, okay?"

Zhang Weidong didn't look at him, and smiled bitterly: "No, you know my current situation, it's the same everywhere."

"Of course it's different." Andy said loudly: "After you left, people began to follow me. Fortunately, I found out, and I came to Foshan after getting rid of them. I can find you, and Mr. Xiao can also find you." .Even if he can't find it, do you want to spend your whole life here?"

Hearing Mr. Xiao's story, Zhang Weidong's complexion suddenly became ugly, and he couldn't eat anymore.

Andy grabbed his hand tightly: "Brother Dong, come with me, we go to Beijing, I will try my best to treat you and my aunt well. Let the past things go, Let's start over, shall we?"

Andy squatted down, raised his face, and stared deeply at Zhang Weidong: "Brother Dong, I like you, please associate with me."

His expression is serious, his eyes are bright and soft, really like a pool of water full of spirit.

Zhang Weidong was a little distracted, he seemed to be trapped by water, submerged, and had nowhere to escape.

If Andy's attitude had been tougher, Zhang Weidong might have refused, but no, he just watched silently, waiting, without even urging him.It was precisely because of this that Zhang Weidong softened his gaze, and he could put it aside if he liked it or not. Andy gave him the most basic thing called respect.

Zhang Weidong closed his eyes and smiled wryly again: "You said you like me, do you know who I am? What's the past?"

Andy shook his head slightly: "I don't know, but everyone has a past, you can tell me about it."

So Zhang Weidong said.

He spoke very slowly and with great difficulty, and he had to pause from time to time, or bite his fingers and take a deep breath of cigarettes.He talked about how his uncle jumped off the building, about how his aunt became stupid, and about himself, after betrayal and setbacks, he doubted life more and more, and even planned to give up his dream...

It was a heavy story, more sad than happy, and he never intended to tell another person.

He didn't even want to recall it, but now he forced himself to speak out, just to repay Andy's respect. If the other party confessed sincerely, he had to give a clear answer, refuse, and also give the reason for the rejection.So he even said everything about the most difficult past and his aversion to sex, without any reservations.

"Do you understand? Andy, I can't give you anything, I can't even sleep with you, what do you like about me like this? You go, go to Beijing, cherish yourself, and find someone who cherishes you your people."

Andy laughed, squatting numbly, and simply lay on Zhang Weidong's lap: "Brother Dong, I only heard of people committing suicide for love, but I never knew that someone would commit suicide for sex. Brother Dong, I like you, because I like you This person doesn't have to do those things with you."

Seeing that Zhang Weidong didn't care at all, he was stunned instead.

I had to be stunned, because he planned to die alone, and never thought that someone would not mind his problems and would not force him.

Andy said again: "Brother Dong, I know that the person who cherishes me is you. You can give me a chance to cherish you, can you?"

Zhang Weidong looked at him stupidly, feeling his throat was sore and swollen, he opened his mouth, unable to speak for a long time.

Andy was still waiting quietly, just like listening to the story just now, earnestly, attentively, without interrupting a word.

Finally, Zhang Weidong nodded slightly.

It's just a click, and I missed it if I didn't look carefully, but Andy saw it, so he jumped up like a child.

Zhang Weidong still came to Beijing with Andy.

It doesn't matter where he is, but he can't delay the other party's future.

Beijing, the capital of China, is more prosperous and indifferent than Guangzhou.When Zhang Weidong first came here, he felt that the relationship between people here was very alienated. Everyone seemed indifferent, walking on the road in a hurry, as if everyone was very busy.

After the official relationship, Andy became more and more unscrupulous, and his true nature was revealed. He was really a big boy.

Always pestering Zhang Weidong enthusiastically, asking him to take him to play.

They live in the dormitory of the new company. The company has already equipped Andy with a broker and assistant, but because the contract problem has not been fully resolved, he has become an idler and has a lot of time to squander.

Although Zhang Weidong was not free, he tried his best to satisfy Andy, and handed over his aunt to the little girl's assistant to take care of him.

Because he knew that what an artist lacks the most is free time. When Andy starts working, it is not easy to have a good time.

They went to many places in Beijing and saw many places of interest. Andy rushed to the Great Wall in one breath, and climbed up the tower to learn from Qin Shihuang.As a result, extreme joy turned into sadness. He accidentally sprained his ankle, and his right ankle swelled up.

Zhang Weidong walked back with his back on his back, and said, "I think I'm more miserable than the workers who built the Great Wall."

"Why?" Andy tugged at the end of his hair.

"Do you think that you are as light as a swallow, a hundred catties, and being crushed to death by you is not considered a sacrifice for the country, do you think it is sad?"

Andy lay on his back and giggled: "The Qing family has worked hard. After you go down the mountain, I will reward you with a thousand taels of silver and a hundred acres of fertile land to comfort your heart."

Zhang Weidong was defeated, so he had to say: "Thank you, Your Majesty."

He suddenly remembered that he had carried another person in the same way.In order to fight against himself, that guy had to win the 5000-meter long-distance race, but because he didn't warm up, he fell to the ground with cramps halfway through the run.This incident happened at the sports meeting in the second grade of high school, a long time ago.

Zhang Weidong didn't know why he remembered it, but he really didn't have to, so he quickly put aside his distracting thoughts.

Focus on walking the path under your own feet.

The setting sun on the top of the mountain is just right, the green hills are continuous, the gray Great Wall is undulating along the curve of the mountain, and the breeze is just right, bringing a lot of snow and white fluff.All is well, it's just near dusk.

Andy sprained his foot, but still refused to live.

On Sunday night, he entangled Zhang Weidong again, insisting that the other party promise to go to Tian/Anmen Square to watch the flag raising together tomorrow.

Zhang Weidong would not agree to anything, the sprain can be big or small, if it is not handled well, it will become an old problem in the future.

But Andy insisted on going, he had to go to death, and if the negotiation failed, he looked at Zhang Weidong helplessly, his eyes were wet, as if dripping water.Zhang Weidong hardened his heart and did what he should do, but ignored him.

When Andy was stubborn, he stepped on the ground with one foot, followed his buttocks and went into the bathroom.

Zhang Weidong wanted to get into the tuba, and said angrily, "Get out, or you will be smoked to death."

Andy didn't go out, squatted in front of the toilet, raised his head, and continued to look at him eagerly.

The two sat and squatted, eye to eye, and stood deadlocked for 5 minutes.

Zhang Weidong was defeated again. He stood up abruptly, carried Andy out of the bathroom like a chicken, and said viciously: "Take a taxi tomorrow, and you are not allowed to go down by yourself, or you will be hanged on the flagpole to show the public. Did you hear that?" ?”

Andy cheered and jumped up on one foot, hanging on Zhang Weidong's neck.

Zhang Weidong has nothing to do with him, completely nothing to do.