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Zhang Weidong left just like that, fast and anxious.

Because Andy bumped into someone, he failed to catch up with the other party, and he couldn't find anyone until he chased out of the club door.

He had no choice but to go back to the private room silently, a little angry and a little frustrated.He probably knew why Zhang Weidong was upset, but after all, they were also lovers, and it would be too rude to leave his other half behind without saying a word.

After a while, Andy called Zhang Weidong's cell phone, but no one answered twice, so he gave up.

Suddenly, his shoulders became heavy, and another arm was added, and Andy was held by someone.

"What's the matter, just laying here alone in a daze, where's your friend?" It was the protagonist of tonight who was resting on his shoulder.

Andy smiled and said, "He still has something to do, so let's go first."

Kang Tsai was drunk a lot tonight, and he spoke a little presumptuously: "Great talent, I heard that you are about to release a new album, I am optimistic about you! You can release an album just after joining the company, unlike me , it took two years to make my first movie, and it took four years to win my first supporting actor award."

Andy said modestly: "Don't say that, you are a senior, I am a newcomer, and there will be many places to rely on you in the future."

Kang Zi laughed, picked up the wine glass and stuffed it into his hand, then picked up another wine glass and touched it: "You are welcome, who didn't come from a newcomer? You write and sing your own songs. The starting point is higher than many newcomers. But for an old man like me, I can only hope for the stars and the moon for a good script, and no one knows when. I feel that it is difficult for me to break through in acting, so I want to transform and try more while I am young. Can you write a song for me?"

As soon as Andy heard this, he knew it was not good, so he quickly declined: "My two sons, I don't have the nerve to make a fool of myself."

Kang Tsai turned his head and said loudly: "Andy said he only has two skills, let's comment. I heard the music director praise him, saying that this guy has a bright future. I have never seen that black widow." Who has she admired!"

The people in the private room all responded and surrounded them one after another.

They all joked about Andy, and someone said: "In the future, you need to support us a lot. Let's not talk about it, it's not bad to ask me to be the heroine of the MV. If you come to sing in the future, you will be able to see yourself on the screen." .”

"You really have no ambitions, Andy, help me write a song too, just one song, come out to play later, I can sing my own song."

"Yeah, everyone who sees has a share, one song per person, you can't run away, Andy." Some people also echoed.

Hearing that they were joking, Andy heaved a sigh of relief, and said repeatedly: "Okay, old lady, you can do whatever you want."

Andy has never put on airs, is eloquent and easy to mingle with his colleagues.

There was a commotion in the private room, and everyone started arguing over who should Andy write a song for first. In the end, they unanimously decided to fight for the winner.

Andy naturally became the referee, watching them make a fuss, he couldn't help but feel a little proud.

He is very fortunate that he made the right choice back then.

He is very clear that what he has now cannot be bought with money.

No matter how great a boss he hooked up with, others would be envious and jealous, but he still scolded him for being shameless in private.Therefore, if everything can be done all over again, he will still do it, and insist on choosing Zhang Weidong!What's more, Zhang Weidong is a reliable person, and he is sincere to him, these are better than anything else.

Andy is looking forward to his new album more and more - being recognized and admired by others is addictive.

He had been looking for a shortcut to success, and now he finally found it!

It has been a week since the last time the two broke up.

Zhang Weidong returned home from the supermarket with a large bag of daily necessities in his hand. As soon as he entered the door, he heard the sound of water splashing.

He put down his things, went to the bathroom to check, and there were white foam all over the floor.

Andy was squatting on the ground with a basin beside him, scrubbing and washing clothes vigorously.

"You're back." Andy looked up and smiled: "Auntie opened the door for me. I also brought cherries and strawberries, which have been washed and put in the kitchen. Go and eat them. You don't even have a refrigerator at home. Forget it, why don’t you even have a washing machine, I said, let’s go to Gome to buy it later.”

Zhang Weidong didn't say a word, turned around and walked into the kitchen to cook.It's noon, and my aunt must be hungry.

Whether he stays up late or not, he has to cook and feed his aunt on time for three meals a day.

My aunt is so thin, and the food is not as good as before. He is afraid that if my aunt loses weight again, she will lose even her bones.

He was washing rice when his aunt came in in the wheelchair and asked in a low voice, "Andy hasn't been here for a long time, and he just does this and that when he comes. What's the matter with you? Did you quarrel with him?"

Zhang Weidong replied in a muffled voice, "No."

Aunt smiled: "You have the same temper as Dongzi, stinky and awkward. I said you, you are tall and big, why are you so stingy? Andy is a good boy, don't bully others, Did you hear that?"

"...I said no."

Zhang Weidong muttered, turned around and saw Andy was still washing clothes.

Summer is coming, and there is no air conditioner in the house. Andy lowered his head to wash his clothes, his temples were wet with sweat, he raised his hand, wiped his forehead with his sleeve, and continued to work again.

Zhang Weidong watched and couldn't help sighing.Andy is also a star, he doesn't need to wash his own clothes, but he came here to wash socks and underwear for him and his aunt, how could he be angry?

"Don't wash it, just leave it there, I'll come later." Zhang Weidong said loudly.

"You don't mind me, I'm going to wash, I'm hungry, you cook for me quickly." Andy replied loudly.

"Food." Zhang Weidong cursed, and smiled sweetly in his heart.

One of them stood in the kitchen, the other squatted in the bathroom, each busy in their own way, and the rest of the aunt had nothing to do, so she closed her eyes and hummed a song.

"The moonlight shines on the paradise, Xiaozi, you are obediently trained to get out of bed...Xiaozi, you will grow up soon..."

What my aunt hummed was a Cantonese nursery rhyme handed down from generation to generation, which is familiar to all Guangzhou natives.

Hearing that she seemed to have forgotten the words, Zhang Weidong continued to sing: "The moonlight shines on the heaven, the betel nuts are picked on the third night of the new year, and the grain harvest is full of grains. Hurry up and close your eyes, shrimp boy, when you sleep until the sky is bright... ..."

The hut is filled with singing, accompanied by the sound of water and cooking, these are all the sounds of life.

After dinner, Zhang Weidong carried his aunt to the bed and coaxed her to take a nap.

Then, with a cigarette in his mouth, he came to the small west-facing balcony, held hands, and hung the clothes with Andy.

"Brother Dong, it's all my fault, don't be angry." Andy said.

Zhang Weidong stopped being angry a long time ago, but he said: "You know it's wrong and you still do this? Are you an outsider? Don't you know the rules?"

"I know..." Andy shook his washed clothes, bowed his head and said, "Even if you just change a word in the lyrics, you have to get the consent of the lyricist, so I was really wrong. But Brother Dong, listen to me Explain, when I was recording, I couldn't sing well no matter what, the producer deleted the parts that were difficult to control. I objected, but... I knew it was wrong at that time, because I was afraid that you would get angry, so I didn't dare to say it come out."

"Then do you think you can hide it from me forever?"

"I...I just dare not say, I'm sorry..." Andy whispered more and more.

Seeing that he was about to cry, Zhang Weidong was silent for a moment, then shook his head and sighed: "Andy, you can't go on like this."

He thought to himself, if Andy hadn't evaded, but faced up to the difficulties, maybe he would be able to control this song.

Everyone can sing, but there are not many people who can sing with characteristics and styles. Why?Because singing is not based on talent, if you want to become an excellent singer, you must constantly challenge yourself to hone yourself, develop your own voice, and find your own style in order to have a place in the field of performing arts.

Zhang Weidong wanted to teach Andy to sing. Although he had no professional training, he at least had singing experience.

But he was only in the middle of the sentence when he was interrupted when Andy's cell phone rang.

"Brother Dong, I have to go." After Andy answered the phone, he looked at him helplessly: "I have to record in the afternoon and be on the show, time flies so fast. Brother Dong, don't be angry with me again Lah, I'll see you and Auntie again tonight."

"Small sample, what's wrong with you." Zhang Weidong rubbed his hair and pushed him again: "Don't come at night, I don't have time to talk to you."

Andy made an aggrieved look, blinking his eyes.

Zhang Weidong saw that he pursed his lips, as if he was about to pounce on a tiger, so he quickly tore off the towel and waved it: "Go, go!"

Half a month later, Andy's new album was released.

In order to match the style of the song, even the cover is black, completely black, with only a few blood-red petals.

The sales of the album were not as good as expected, but they were not bad either. After all, it was not mainstream music, and the style was different, but the reviews were surprisingly good.Foreign countries have already had heavy metal and dark records, but in China, no one has ever dared to take such a risk and put all the heart-piercing songs in one album.

Andy has his own song, his own album, and in a sense, he is truly a singer.

And this album is written and sung by him himself. The soundtrack of the songs may be noisy or beautiful, but all of them are inseparable from heaviness and sadness, without any love or love. It just tells about life and denounces society.

Many people are curious about this, a sunny boy, why is there such a depressing thing in his heart?

And these things are not deliberately shaped, not suppressed for the sake of depression, but the grief and anger that can burst out from the bottom of my heart after many traumas and setbacks-because it is real, it is so touching.

The company decided to hold a personal concert for Andy in a gymnasium in Beijing.

Andy already has a fan club, and many fans have left messages on Weibo, saying that they will definitely form a group to support him.

He was very happy, and immediately called Zhang Weidong to announce the good news: "Brother Dong, I'm going to hold a concert, my own concert!"

Zhang Weidong was taken aback, then smiled and said, "Congratulations, big singer."

Andy kept talking excitedly: "The agent also said that if this continues, I will release one or two more albums, and then I may hold a solo concert! At that time, many people will come for me and cheer for me. Call, wave the light stick in your hand for me! Brother Dong, I think I'm going to lose sleep tonight."

Zhang Weidong was also very happy when he thought of such a picture, happy for Andy.

It is false to say that you are not jealous, but what is the use of being jealous?He knew very well that he had no such opportunity.

Zhang Weidong asked: "Excuse me, big singer, is there a seat dedicated to me?"

"Must have! You must be in the audience, where I can see at a glance! Your support is more important than anyone else!"

In order to prepare for the concert, Andy was even more busy. He was often busy until the early hours of the morning before he had time to call to say good night.

Zhang Weidong is also busy, but he does repetitive things every day, always busy.

Both of them cared about each other, especially Andy, who felt that only in Zhang Weidong's hut could he truly relax.

So whenever he was free, he fled to Zhang Weidong's house as if fleeing from disaster.

That night, Andy insisted on staying at home for the night, and refused to leave even if he slept on the sofa.

Zhang Weidong had no choice but to let him go, moved the computer desk to the side, he sat on the left side of the sofa to surf the Internet, and Andy used his thigh as a pillow.

The lights in the room were dimmed, soft piano music was playing, and the atmosphere was very warm.

Zhang Weidong took a sip of beer, put his hand on Andy's face, and covered his swaying eyes: "Have you seen enough? I don't know which guy has been arguing to sleep just now."

"Look at you." Andy grabbed his hand and scraped the hard callus with his nails: "Brother Dong, has anyone ever told you that you are manly?"

Zhang Weidong was amused: "Does this need to be said? Everyone on earth knows."

"Nani? You discovered my biggest secret, well, I can only kidnap you back to Mars."

Zhang Weidong shook his head: "It's still noisy, I'm going to sleep soon."

Andy stopped making trouble, but he refused to sleep, so he put on a serious expression and called, "Brother Dong..."

"what happened?"

"Because of the concert...can you write two more songs for me?"

Zhang Weidong didn't speak, just lowered his head and looked at him silently.

Andy was so guilty, he avoided the other party's sight, and explained hesitantly: "I don't want to trouble you, because the concert will last for more than an hour, I have already thought of other ways to delay the time, and even invited guests for two One, but...but it still doesn't work, there's still 10 minutes to go..."

Zhang Weidong shook his head: "Andy, you have to rely on yourself. I can teach you, but I won't write songs for you."

"Brother Dong, I can't..."

Zhang Weidong's face darkened: "I haven't even tried it, how do you know it won't work?"

Seeing his unhappy face, Andy bit his lip and dared not say anything.

Zhang Weidong's attitude was very firm, and he didn't want to look at Andy's aggrieved expression.

He helped Andy write songs, which was equivalent to helping him cheat in disguise. For a long time, there were so many professional musicians in the circle, and it was difficult to guarantee that they would not be seen through by others when recording and arranging.In the end, it hurt Andy instead.

After a while, Andy tugged at his clothes and asked tentatively, "Brother Dong, did I make you angry again?"

Zhang Weidong ignored him and was busy logging into the game.

Andy got up, knelt on the sofa and shook his arm: "Don't be angry, okay? I'm really not this material. Even if I start learning now, when will I be able to reach your level? Brother Dong , you can help me one more time."

Zhang Weidong got up, put the beer on hand, and continued to surf the Internet.

Let Andy talk whatever he wants, but he ignores it.

Andy had no choice but to lose his temper at Zhang Weidong, the more he thought about it, the more he felt wronged.It wouldn't do much for Zhang Weidong to help him, it's just a waste of time, if he can do it, why bother to beg for help?

He snatched the beer from Zhang Weidong's hand, raised his head and took a few big gulps, and asked sadly, "Why are you ignoring me?"

Zhang Weidong still ignored him, not even looking at him.

"You scoundrel, big scoundrel!" Andy hiccupped and slumped on Zhang Weidong's back, "I like you so much, it's too much for you to treat me like this, I thought I finally met a good guy, thought You are different from them."

Zhang Weidong scolded in a low voice: "Don't disturb Auntie, if you don't sleep, go back."

Andy fell on his shoulder and shed tears: "Are you driving me away?"

Zhang Weidong felt powerless from the bottom of his heart.

"Why do I never meet good people? Am I too naive?" Andy said while crying: "I fell in love with the teacher when I was 17, but he finally asked the principal to fire me. I just entered the circle, I just knew a director, he said he would take care of me, I believed it, but I didn’t expect him to give me to someone else when he got tired of playing. What did I do wrong?”

"I don't dare to find other people anymore. Men and women can still get a certificate, men and men? It's fine if you have played, who will take me seriously? Brother Dong, it's not the first day you entered the entertainment industry, you Do you know how nasty and perverted those bosses are? It’s not that if you say you don’t want to play, others will let you go. Do you know? Those scumbags are superior and of better quality, so they just talk sweet words and treat you as a pet. If it's not good, I'll treat you like a rabbit master, as if I'm playing with you or I'm giving you face, it's disgusting!"

Zhang Weidong was dumbfounded, he knew many things in the circle, but only knew it.

So he couldn't imagine that he had to switch between different men, and he couldn't stand Xiao Jungu alone.

Andy hugged Zhang Weidong's neck and closed his eyes: "I also want to rely on myself. I didn't steal or rob. Who am I sorry? I just don't want to be played by others for nothing, so I plan for my future. I know I have no skills, but how many people in the circle became popular through hype? They have skills? They are not just playthings!"

Zhang Weidong asked: "You are not sorry for others, but are you sorry for yourself?"

Andy started to cry again, and buried his face into the back of Zhang Weidong's neck: "Brother Dong, Brother Dong...do you even look down on me?"

Zhang Weidong said, "I haven't."

"Don't look down on me, okay? Okay...you promise me, okay..."

Andy muttered to himself, his voice became smaller and smaller, and finally, he fell asleep on Zhang Weidong's back.

Zhang Weidong raised his head and let out a long breath.

He knew that he was going to soften his heart again.

He gently got Andy down, brought a hot towel, and wiped the other's face carefully.The sofa bed was very wide, and Andy was lying on it alone, curled up, it seemed that the whole person was smaller, and he was extremely weak and pitiful.

"You guy is really my nemesis." Zhang Weidong couldn't help muttering.

Zhang Weidong still decided to help Andy write songs, no matter why, at least let the other party believe that life is long and you will always meet the right person.

It's a pity that that person should not be me, because the relationship between him and Andy won't last long.

As the gap between the two grows wider, there will always be a day of imbalance.

So he tried his best to treat Andy as well as possible.

The concert was imminent, Zhang Weidong wanted to write the song as soon as possible, so he pushed himself even harder.

But creation can never be forced. He overestimated himself, thinking that he would be able to complete the task if he cheered up.

But not to mention two songs, he couldn't write even half of them. He scribbled and corrected, and crumpled sheets of blank paper one after another, until he was exhausted in the end.Zhang Weidong drained all his energy.

After staying up for another night, he had a splitting headache and the scene in front of his eyes turned red, he knew something was wrong!

Zhang Weidong stumbled into the bathroom, knelt down on the ground, gritted his teeth and managed to dial Andy's phone.

Andy arrived in a hurry and was taken aback.

He saw that Zhang Weidong was soaked all over, bent over, his head was soaked in the washbasin, and his whole body was shaking.

Andy quickly hugged Zhang Weidong's waist and dragged him back, asking him what's wrong.

Zhang Weidong didn't move at all just now, but now he was struggling hard, like a drowning person, the two fell to the floor tiles.

He grabbed his hair, kicked the wall violently, and said breathlessly: "Go...get the rope, tie me up...quick!"

The fall was so heavy just now that Andy hit the ground on the back of his head first, and tears came out from the pain.But when he saw Zhang Weidong's ferocious face, his whole body was full of mania and jjj, he immediately ignored himself, got up and rushed out of the bathroom.

Andy couldn't find the rope, so he wandered around the house in a hurry, and finally saw the computer, and with an idea, he unplugged all the cables.

It took him a lot of effort and several punches before he tied up Zhang Weidong's hands and feet.

Zhang Weidong fell to the ground, panting heavily, gritted his teeth to restrain himself, and struggled frantically.

Andy was terrified, held his face and asked, "Brother Dong, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me, talk!"

Zhang Weidong looked at him with red eyes, bit the tip of his tongue, swallowed the blood and said, "I'm sick, buy medicine... go buy medicine for me, don't disturb my aunt, she will be afraid..."

Andy quickly asked: "I'll go right away, what medicine?"

What medicine?What medicine?Zhang Weidong couldn't answer, he only knew it was a sedative drug.

The effect is very strong, many times stronger than sleeping pills, and can make him fall into a coma quickly, but this kind of medicine is not easy to buy.

Zhang Weidong yelled: "Drugs! Go and help me buy drugs!"

Andy was dumbfounded, and knelt down on the ground in a daze.

Zhang Weidong straightened up and bumped him hard: "Damn it! Go!"

Andy woke up suddenly, got up, ran out of the bathroom in a panic, and locked the door behind him.

"Auntie, auntie." Andy almost threw himself in front of the wheelchair, and said to his aunt, "Where is the key? I'll go out for a while, and I'll be back soon. Don't wander around, okay?"

My aunt didn't understand what happened, but she nodded when she saw his flustered expression.

Andy grabbed the key and ran out the door. He ran all the way, calling his assistant and telling him to come to Zhang Weidong's house immediately.Then he called Kangzi again, and asked Kangzi for the phone number of another colleague. He had heard that that person had the habit of abusing drugs.

After several twists and turns, Andy followed the address to Chaoyang District, and finally found the drug dealer.

As soon as he stepped into this small bungalow built in violation of regulations, Andy's hair stood on end. He bravely reported the name of his colleague.

The drug dealer was a woman with sunken eye sockets. She looked at Andy and asked, "What do you want?"

Andy was stunned. When he was with those big bosses, he also took drugs and took drugs several times, so he knew a little bit.

But what kind does Zhang Weidong need?He doesn't know anymore.

Suddenly, he remembered that Zhang Weidong said a few days ago that this is the last time, and he will never write songs for himself again.

Andy swallowed his saliva, his throat tightened, and he replied in a ghostly way: "Heroin..."