Reborn you idiot

Zhang Weidong deliberately took half a day off and drove to the nursing home in the suburbs to visit his aunt.

He has not been to the nursing home for three months. Zhang Weidong has complicated feelings for his aunt. He loves her and hates her at the same time—love because his aunt is his only relative in the world and has raised him; hate It was because my aunt was a prostitute, and she brought different men home to hang out with her all day long, leaving an indelible shadow on him who was hiding under the bed.

To this day, he still clearly remembers the dark and cramped environment under the bed, which made him unable to straighten his waist. Whenever he heard a sound similar to "creak creak", his hairs would stand on end, and he unconsciously thought of the worn-out bed. Iron bed.

Of course, what Zhang Weidong couldn't forget was the foul language of those men.

Before he was ten years old, he had heard all kinds of obscene words in all kinds of accents and accents.

Zhang Weidong couldn't help his aunt, he couldn't stop those men, he couldn't help himself either, he even needed these men to support himself - what kind of feeling is this, people who haven't experienced it can't imagine and experience it at all.He went from grief to helplessness, then from helplessness to numbness, and finally despaired.

Therefore, Zhang Weidong has serious psychological barriers, not only repelling sexual behavior, but any close contact with others will make him get goose bumps, nausea, nausea, and cold sweats...

But he also knew that his aunt was not to blame for all of this, but her life was so hard that she married a gambler as his wife.In addition, he blamed his parents for their short life, the truck that ran out of control and killed his parents, and why he himself was born.

Hearing from the nurse that his aunt was sleeping, Zhang Weidong didn't enter the room, but just looked at her from a distance through the window.

My aunt seemed to have lost weight again, she was lying on the bed facing the wall, hunched over, covered with a thin white blanket, her back was bent.Zhang Weidong looked at it silently for a while, feeling sore in his heart, he took out all the cash in his wallet, stuffed it into the hands of the nurse, and told him to buy more nutrition for his aunt.

Zhang Weidong has hated two people in his life, one is Xiao Jungu, and the other is his own uncle.

These two people have nothing to do with each other, but they both had a great influence on him. Ten years ago, Xiao Jun ruined his life. Ten years later, his uncle lost everything and jumped off a building, which indirectly pushed him into fire pit.

When he learned that his uncle had jumped from the China World Trade Center, Zhang Weidong not only showed no mercy, but heaved a sigh of relief.

This kind of gambler who harms others and himself should have died a long time ago. This man has already driven his aunt crazy. If he doesn't die, even he will go crazy.

His uncle died unrestrainedly, but he left behind a large amount of gambling debts, including the principal with interest, the amount was as high as 200 million!

The people in the underground bank are not reasonable, they will do anything to get the money back.

The door of the house is often splashed with red paint, large characters are written, and the keyhole is blocked. Zhang Weidong's aunt was so frightened that she lost control on the spot.

At that time, Zhang Weidong was desperate, and after being beaten up again by the underworld, he managed to get two small bottles of cyanide—this stuff contained high-purity poison. drink a bottle.

Zhang Weidong made such a painful decision after careful consideration—the aunt is already stupid, and he can't leave her alone. If he dies, the debt collector will not let his aunt go. Instead of doing this, It would be better to die together.

Anyway, apart from music, he has no other dreams, and apart from music, he has no other regrets.

But Xiao Jungu appeared and rewrote his life.

At that time, Xiao Jungu had just returned to China, so he took the initiative to find him and extended a helping hand to him.

The other party was dressed casually, wearing a famous watch, and stepped on Nike limited-edition sneakers. Even his hairstyle was chic and refreshing. His temples were shaved to the point that only green roots remained, and his hair was broken and flamboyant.On the other hand, Zhang Weidong, not to mention his hairstyle, has almost no human figure, his head is wrapped in a bandage, and a broken arm hangs around his neck.

What a ridiculous thing this is, a person who once betrayed and insulted you, and caused you to die in agony, actually said to you like a good brother: "Dongzi, I just want to help you!" , let me help you."

Zhang Weidong immediately spit on his face: "I appreciate it, you're welcome."

What's even more ridiculous is that Xiao Jungu sighed while wiping his face: "You are always so proud, almost stupidly proud."

Next, Jun Xiao stopped playing the role of a good brother. He changed into another face, aggressive: "Of course, you don't have to die if you want to. Death can indeed solve all problems. But are you worthy of your aunt? She gave you People who feed you, give you clothes, and pay for your education. No matter how dirty the money is, it’s spent on you, but you can’t even live up to a prostitute, are you still human?”

"Shut up!" Zhang Weidong swung his fist and rushed forward to hit him: "You don't have to worry about my affairs!"

It was still the same as before, Xiao Jungu really knew him so well, he could always pinpoint his dead point and prescribe the right medicine.

Xiao Junso grabbed his fist with one hand, and smiled frivolously: "Dongzi, fuck/Your taste is really good, I have fucked so many asses in foreign countries, none of them can compare to you, how about we make a deal ?”

how?Zhang Weidong had no choice at all, he was unwilling to die, and he couldn't bear to let his aunt die—he was forced into a dead well by fate, no matter who threw the rope, no matter what price he had to pay, he could only Hold on to this rope.

With a human life on his shoulders, he has no right to be proud, let alone be willing to die.

So he sold himself, and sold it to the person he hated the most——Xiao Jungu.

During these five years, he not only had to endure another man's sexual assault, but also obeyed the other man's arrangement in everything, without any freedom at all.

After leaving the nursing home, Zhang Weidong drove directly to the set.

He still has one last scene today, and after filming, the TV series will officially wrap up.All the pre-shooting has been completed, and then there are only finishing, editing, dubbing, planning and other post-production work, which is mainly left to the behind-the-scenes personnel, and the artists who starred do not need to participate any more.

He filmed this TV series for two months, and was ostracized by the crew for a month and a half. He has become public enemy number one, and now he is finally coming to an end.Zhang Weidong worked hard to adjust his mentality, not to let himself be affected by other people's attitudes, and focused on making the show well.

He still doesn't like acting, or even hates acting, and he does it just to have a clear conscience.

When it was time to eat at noon, he had no appetite, so he hid in the toilet cubicle of the bathroom and smoked.

In order to protect his throat, he rarely smoked before. In the past two years, with the increasing mental pressure, his addiction to smoking has also increased.Zhang Weidong sat on the toilet seat, with his feet stretched out against the door, his back leaning against the water tank, and he breathed out every mouthful.

Halfway through the smoke, he heard the assistant director's voice from outside.

"Director, that Zhang Weidong is not suitable for acting at all, his emotions are not devoted enough, and his expression is also very blunt. Such an unnatural expression will affect the reputation of the whole play, really don't want to find a way to solve it?"

The director chuckled: "The backstage is so hard, I don't dare to delete his scenes, let's shoot according to the book first. Anyway, the company will not keep watching, delete everything that can be deleted during post-production, and wait until it is broadcast. In the future, even if he has the support of the Emperor and Lao Tzu, it will not help."

The assistant director also laughed: "Haha, Gao Ming! I really want to see his expression when the time comes, it must be wonderful."

"It's right, I thought that if I hooked up with my boss, I'd be so popular. I don't even think about where the entertainment industry is. With his quality and ability, I'm ashamed to come out and show my face..."

Hearing the footsteps of the two leaving, Zhang Weidong threw away the cigarette butt, lowered his head, and looked at his trembling hands.

Suddenly, he clenched his fist and hit the tile.

The thing he can't stand the most is being looked down upon by others, but because of Xiao Jun, he even looks down on himself.

Zhang Weidong grinned and thought to himself, "So I've been busy for so long."

In any case, this TV series is about to wrap up, Zhang Weidong doesn't want to make trouble at this time - so he finished the remaining two shots, and when the director called cut, he walked out of the set without looking back, and everyone cheered behind him .

In the afternoon, Zhang Weidong moved to a newly opened shopping mall and served as an event guest.

Besides him, there were two other well-known celebrities on the scene. The audience was very enthusiastic, and the scene fell into chaos for a while.

Under the host's arrangement, he played two small games and took photos with lucky fans. Zhang Weidong didn't quite remember what he did. His face was almost stiff.

After finally surviving the activity, he jumped into the nanny's car as if fleeing, and heaved a long sigh of relief.

Before Zhang Weidong could sit still, Xiao Ba put the phone to his ear again, making him hear the sound he didn't want to hear the most.

"Dongzi, on Friday and Saturday, that is, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, you can accompany me to the resort. I've asked Zhou Li to arrange it. There will be a driver to pick you up then."

Zhang Weidong was so angry that his eyes were red, and he yelled at the phone: "I want to accompany you on Saturday? Can you give me some fucking credit?"

Xiao Jun smiled on the other end of the phone: "Dongzi, have you ever seen a job that doesn't require overtime? Even I have to work overtime often. Compared with it, your treatment is already very good."

"No..." Before Zhang Weidong finished speaking, the person over there said to see you later, and hung up the call.

Zhang Weidong bit his fingers habitually, knocked his head on the car window, and had a splitting headache.

At this moment, he doesn't want to live anymore!He has no doubt that he will be forced to death by Xiao Jun sooner or later, this day is too difficult!At times like this, the violence that was suppressed deep in his heart would come out, and Zhang Weidong began to think about how to kill himself, or Xiao Junso—because there was no freedom, no space, and no time for himself. , he was about to collapse!

"Brother Dong, Brother Dong... calm down." Xiao Ba cried out when he saw that his mouth was covered with blood.

Zhang Weidong couldn't listen, and kept banging his head on the glass window, making a "dong dong dong" sound.

Xiao Ba couldn't stop him by himself, even the driver rushed forward, and the two of them worked together to push Zhang Weidong into the seat, but he still bit his finger and refused to let go, almost biting off a piece of his own flesh.Later, the driver drove the nanny's car directly to the hospital. Zhang Weidong had [-] stitches on his right index finger.