[Spell Back to Battle] Asuka

51.

I've been in the bathroom for half an hour.

For the sake of protection and convenience, the military department provided me with a new residence. After the test, General Ai Li solemnly sent me to the residence in person and arranged heavy guards.

And Shier is the last guard she prepared for me and beside me, which also has the role of surveillance.

At this time, Fu Heisher was leaning against the door with a cigarette in his mouth, his eyes drifting into the distance, recalling the impressive battle just now.

As General Ally said, it's beautiful, powerful, awesome, an aesthetic of power that fascinates all warriors.The GY-3675 gene from the ancient dragon beast was completed from fragments, showing shocking power.

Shi Er, who also relies on a strong gun, will naturally be attracted by this pure power and beauty, and eager to win.

But now he was unexpectedly not in the mood to think about this, but was smoking a cigarette, scratching his hair a little irritably.

Alpha's keen senses allowed him to easily hear all the sounds in the bathroom, the sound of water from the faucet, Omega's panting and retching, and the sound of scrubbing something poured into his ears, like a faint call for help.

Ke Shier never opened the bathroom door.

He just leaned against the wall, gritted his teeth in boredom or impatiently, and lit another cigarette.

He knew that Omega... maybe he didn't know anything about her preferences and living habits, but he did understand her character.He knew very well that with that guy's self-esteem, she would definitely not want him to appear in front of her at this time.

"...Actually, you don't need to force yourself to do what you don't want to do." After lighting a cigarette, he said, "Did I tell you before? You are not suitable and don't need to play such a role—you His moral sense is too strong, and choosing this bloody and thorny road is undoubtedly asking for trouble."

The Omega in the bathroom didn't answer, wondering if he didn't hear it.

Shir heard the faucet turned up, and the water washed the tiles of the sink.

I actually heard Shir's words, but I didn't have the energy to answer: my entire emotions were occupied by a very negative feeling, and I was exhausted physically and mentally.

He was right—I realized it all too clearly.

Not only do I have a strong sense of morality, but in terms of my own requirements, I even have some moral cleanliness.

And because of that, I'm sick of everything that just happened.

【"What a beautiful and powerful gene...!"】

Nausea, nausea, nauseating.

I lay prone on the sink, retching violently.

Most of the crimson scales faded away under my control, leaving only a small piece sticking stubbornly on my shoulder, fluctuating violently with my emotional fluctuations.

What did I do...how could I turn a blind eye to all that, how could I not rescue those "experiments" who were locked in the laboratory?

Ignoring and sacrificing those suffering for the sake of the overall situation... what is the difference between me and General Ellie?

The me in the past couldn't save Sato, and the me now still can't save that girl like Sato.Ah, since I was a child, I really haven't made any progress...

No matter how much I tell myself I've done my best, I've tried to reduce the number of victims, I still can't let it go.

The most painful and disgusting thing for me is the scales on my body-this piece of gene that makes me stronger is so ugly, like maggots wriggling on human corpses to absorb nutrients.

"Mutation", "breeding", two disgusting words when used here, piled up the bones of countless people, including Lixiang's corpse.

Just thinking about it makes me sick.

I pinched the tip of the scale with trembling fingers, and tried hard with my fingertips, trying to pull the red scale off my body.

But I didn't do it in the end, realizing that such masochism was futile self-soothing.Instead of wasting time here, I might as well think about what I can do to change this as quickly as possible.

"If you stay in the bathroom any longer, I can only consider rushing in to see if you are still alive." Shier knocked on the door, with a rare seriousness in his usual cynical tone, "This is not like you, in the past You are not a self-pitying, sharp-minded lunatic who wants to die with the enemy."

"Ha...Maybe..." I let out a breath, trying to calm my voice: "I thought you would at least give me some words of encouragement and comfort, or praise me for doing a good job like Xia Youjie did."

"As I said, that's a different price. But Xia Youjie, did he praise you?" He let out an interested and pretended admiration through the door, "Then he really doesn't know you at all."

"It's as if you know me very well." I sneered, "He is so similar to me that he claims to be another me in the world. What do you know about me? Shir?"

"I know you're masturbating yourself now." Shi'er sneered, "People like you are always very cruel to yourself—he and you are indeed similar in a certain way, but you two paranoid people are tied together. Together we will only hasten each other's demise."

"Maybe..." My breathing calmed down, and I wiped off the water on my body, "You are different, you are always open-minded, as if you don't care about anything except money, you focus on a certain thing, and you don't care about anything. bothered by those things..."

"Aren't you also very focused and planning to go all the way to the dark?" His voice came from outside the door, a little erratic, "It was the same in the past, and it is still the same now. It seems that no one can change your mind. Even now I feel You're simply killing yourself, and you're not going to change for it."

I pushed open the door and looked him straight in the eye.

"Senior Nanami once said to me," I said, "don't think too much, stick to your own ideas, do what you think is right, and live unwaveringly, that's enough. I will do what he said In that way, do not interfere with external objects, and do what I think is right—no matter what my own ending will be, in this process, my existence and mood are the most irrelevant.”

"Come on, idiot." Shi'er let out a disdainful sigh, bent down, and pinched my cheek, "You don't think this is right at all..."

The cheeks that had just been washed in cold water were cold and pale, which made the man's hands extra warm.He didn't go on, just frowned slightly and looked into my eyes that were close at hand.

If it was normal, I would definitely stare at him with a puffy face, tell him to let go, and say that he is a fool.

But maybe his hands are too warm, but now I don't have the idea of ​​being angry with him at all, and even feel the cold and disgusting feeling in my stomach fade a little bit, and a warm feeling rises little by little.

"So you want to interfere with me?" I asked softly, "Maybe I am indeed a fool who has made a wrong choice and never repented, but in my opinion, I really have no choice—do you want to interfere with my decision?" ?”

Shier stared at me, and twitched the corners of his lips emotionlessly.

"Why should I interfere with you?" He asked back, "I'm just your bodyguard now, and I don't want to anger my employer for this kind of thing. What's more, even if I do this, you won't be affected by me arrive."

We were silent for a while at the same time.

"That's right." I smiled, "That's what you would say... Shier? What's the matter?"

Shi'er covered my eyes with his hands, and my eyes were suddenly dark.

"... Tsk." I couldn't see his expression clearly at this moment, I could only feel that he was very close to me at this moment, and his tone was impatient, "You can do whatever you want, right or wrong, if you want to It doesn't matter if you burn yourself to ashes... I will never interfere with you."

He wrote lightly: "But before you settle the money, you must not even think about dying. Even if you die, I will fish you out of hell; if you want to burn yourself to death, I will stand in the fire Set fire with you, pour gasoline on the ruins while waiting for you to pay in cash—don’t try to trick me with bank card numbers, I only accept cash, and I won’t leave without giving money.”

I didn't point out that the person who hired him and paid the money was actually General Ellie. After a moment of silence, I sneered: "Just cash? Are you an old bastard who doesn't know how to change things? Be careful and you won't get the last penny."

"Don't underestimate creditors. Debt collectors are the craziest group. They will chase debtors to the ends of the earth and never let go." Shi Er let go of me, walked away with a cigarette in his mouth, and stopped looking at me. "You have to be mentally prepared."

"Understood, I will fire you immediately." I put on a cold face and said indifferently, "I will save you from being hunted down when I can."

"You don't need to pay the bill so early, you can use the lunch credit temporarily." Although he is a bodyguard, Shi Er's attitude in this house is much more natural than mine.

He walked out of the room, pushed the other guards outside very naturally, and raised his chin at me: "Can you cook? I just saw that there is beef in the refrigerator in the kitchen, just fry a steak."

"Should it be possible? I saw senior Qihai do it before, it seems quite simple." I thought for a moment, and replied, "I can try it, but the taste is not guaranteed."

"It's not too difficult. Omega should be quite talented in this area." Shier pushed me into the kitchen, "Hurry up, I'm starved to death, but no one will help you deal with General Ellie."

"You are biased. Cooking skills are not engraved on the sex chromosomes of Omega." I fastened my apron jerky and accused me, "Besides, I am your employer, so you should be the one who cooks for me. Bar?"

"I dare to do it, you dare to eat it?" He leaned against the door and looked at me carelessly, shrugging his shoulders, "I can only guarantee that the food is cooked, but I can't guarantee that your spoiled Omega will have diarrhea after eating it."

I really didn't dare, so I could only find a recipe on the star network and try to make it.

Half an hour later, Shir and I were face to face, looking at the black, sinister-smelling coke on the white porcelain plate on the table, and fell silent at the same time.

"Excuse me, Miss Hisakawa, I was entrusted by General Eri to deliver the list of soldiers who volunteered to receive special training..."

"Thank you, just put it aside." I said.

Naturally, Shier and I both know that the so-called "special training" is simply a "euphemism" for body modification, and we are not interested in paying attention to it.

"The most important thing now is how to fill your stomach." Shi Er glanced at the plate on the table and frowned, "After eating this, I'm afraid I'll be absent from work forever—you kind of guy is too weak to be an Omega If you can make this kind of thing, you should serve in the chemical strike force, where talents like you are needed."

"It's not that scary, at most you'll be absent for a few days." I corrected, "It just shows that you Alphas are too useless to even do such trivial things."

In the weird atmosphere, the young guard who came to deliver the documents looked at the unknown object on the table, hesitated for a while, and carefully suggested: "Well... Actually, there should be nutrient solution in the lower layer of the refrigerator..."

After he finished speaking, he left as if running away, leaving Shi Er and I staring at each other.

"I'm going to see what flavor the nutrient solution has." I stood up and broke the silence first.

"Help me a can of black pepper steak." Shir said, pushing the plate aside.

We reached a consensus, finished absorbing the nutrient solution face to face, threw the bag of nutrient solution and the unidentified objects on the plate into the trash can, and put it on the list that was just delivered.

After doing all this, Shir shook the ashes on the trash can: "Isn't this a very good job—what you think is the right thing to do."

"...Indeed." The corners of my lips curled up slightly, "Let's continue working, Mr. Incompetent Bodyguard."

"My pleasure, silly lady." He replied with a low laugh.

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