[Spell Back to Battle] Asuka

"I'll say it again... Even if you hug me and rub around like this, I don't have pheromones to comfort you."

The blond Beta's forehead was slightly wet with sweat, and his jaw was tightened, pretending to be calm.

"So can you get off me, Miss Consul?"

"No." I buried my face in his neck, took a deep breath, and said sullenly, "I think it's useful...Senior Qihai...has a...scent."

"It's just an ordinary men's perfume." He felt Omega's warm breath spraying on his neck, sighed, and corrected, "It doesn't have that effect...go on."

"No," I insisted. "I can't help it—or I'll be injected with inhibitors."

"No." Qihai said decisively, "You can't inject inhibitors, at least not now."

"Then I'll go find someone else." I made a proposal that he would never agree to.

"...No." Sure enough, he just hesitated for a moment, and still rejected the proposal, "Also, don't say such things again. I told you before, right? You should keep a safe distance from Alpha in normal times and be in heat. It's even more impossible to-"

I guessed his answer, and continued to lean on him complacently: "Then let me stay like this."

And Qihai couldn't think of any better solution for a while, so she just hugged me and sat on the sofa, her body tensed.

The estrus problem, which could be solved with two injections of inhibitors, suddenly became complicated when I put forward the initiative of "liberating Omega sexual shame and stopping the abuse of inhibitors".

Here's the thing.

Now that Omega has gradually gained more right to speak, many Omegas share their experiences in forums, and most of them mentioned their cognition about sex.

Sexual shame is also a part of suppressing Omega's personality. Inhibitors were originally used to prevent Omegas from estrus at work and affect normal life, but they are used by protection associations in many places to suppress Omega's normal sex on a daily basis.While urging the Omegas to get married and have children, the elders' house made them feel that having sex was unbearable and dirty, and controlled them with inhibitors.

Even now, when we talk about Omega liberation, there are still many Omegas who talk about sexual discoloration, reject and accept everything about themselves, abuse inhibitors, and even harm the body.

This part is my knowledge blind spot. After all, I was almost put on the experimental table at that time, and there was no such concept as "sexual shame".But there are indeed many Omegas who have experienced humiliation from their husbands or other Alphas for various reasons, such as being humiliated as seductive because of their bold clothes, or the situation where the husband in heat loses face and insults the Omega as "slutty" .

Under the prejudice of the public, even many Omegas themselves feel that sex is dirty.Many of them not only use inhibitors to suppress themselves, but also join the ranks of verbally harming other people of the same sex, turning from victims to perpetrators.

I realize that I also have a tendency to abuse inhibitors to suppress sex—after all, I don't intend to let myself be too dependent on a certain Alpha, and the out-of-control pheromone intercourse makes me feel very insecure.

But I don't intend to let myself go on like this, it's really not good for health, it will lead to endocrine disorders.Other Omegas can't change their genes on their own like I can, and their physical condition is more of a problem.

Therefore, as a consul, I stopped using the inhibitor first, and began to try to study how to get through the estrus smoothly, and researched a substitute for Alpha pheromone to replace Alpha's role in Omega's estrus.

But obviously, such research cannot be completed in a short period of time, and I ushered in the estrus period before I developed a substitute.

Before this estrus, I had experienced estrus without inhibitors for a long time, and I was quite unaccustomed to it for a while.Because my situation is more complicated, I am always used to carrying inhibitors with me, giving myself an injection whenever there is a sign, basically I don’t even feel heat, it’s no different from usual.

Only this time, I was forced to revisit what it was like to be in real heat.Omegas in estrus are sensitive, anxious and fragile. Apart from sex, what I feel is more spiritual thirst.

Longing for intimacy, longing to tell, insecure, longing for companionship.

I didn't sleep well the first night. Fortunately, I haven't been too busy at work recently, so it doesn't matter if my efficiency is a little low.

What really bothers me are the dreams I have.

I had a chaotic dream all night, dreaming about the prison star, dreaming about someone hugging me and kissing me, the moist and hot touch from the lips down to the heart.This feeling is obviously very strange, but I don't feel afraid or resist - as if it doesn't matter if it's him, no matter what he does.I just feel satisfied, satisfied with this almost zero distance, and even want to get closer to him, a little closer.

But the temperature on that person's body gradually disappeared, and finally he fell to the ground under my panicked eyes.That's when I opened my eyes, and I saw that half-burned face that always appeared in my nightmares.

I woke up from the dream with cold sweat all over my forehead.

That's why I'm clinging to Senior Qihai and not letting go.

Beta does not have pheromones, and cannot soothe the restless body of Omega during estrus by injecting pheromones.But his presence and the warmth of his body reassured me—at least my anxiety did ease a little.

And Qihai probably sensed the source of my strangeness.He frowned slightly, and finally put his hand on my back and patted me comfortingly.

"Even if you let go, I won't disappear." The warmth of his palm passed through the fabric of the uniform, sticking to my back, "So you don't have to be so... anxious."

Omega tightened his grip on the hem of his clothes, but remained silent.

The blond Beta, who is not very good at speaking soft words, hesitated and hugged the Omega in his arms, frowning, not knowing what else to say to comfort him.

But in fact... Nanami didn't know what position she should use to say those words of comfort.He knew that the best way to comfort her was to make promises, but once some promises were spoken, it was like crossing a line that shouldn't be crossed.

"Intimate relationship", they are indeed close friends and companions, but there are some words that no matter how close a friend is, they will not say it.That should be said by someone closer...

Jianren Qihai is no longer a child. He knows that adults need to have a sense of boundaries in their communication, and they need to meet the definition of this relationship.For example, he defines Polygonum cuspidatum as a junior, so he will take good care of the other party, try his best to play the role of the senior, and will not do things like interfering in the other party's love relationship that exceed the limit.

In the handling of this kind of interpersonal communication, he has always been able to do a job with ease and never made a mistake, appearing mature, reliable and well-versed in the world.But there was only one person where he made a mistake, went beyond the range where he should stay, crossed the boundary that he shouldn't cross.

And he didn't even correct his mistakes, it's not that he didn't want to, but he couldn't do it - just like his rationality told him that he should forcefully push away the Omega in his arms, but he remained motionless.

"...Why are you so anxious?" He wanted to ask, "You know that I can't leave you."

But it was irrational, immature, and he couldn't let himself say it.

He could only slowly comfort the Omega along the back of the Omega in his arms, and swallowed the words he didn't want to say: "It's really hard to rest early, I'll take you back."

"...don't." I pursed my lips and said sullenly, "I'm not uncomfortable, I'm just a little..."

I don't even know how to describe how I feel right now.In normal times, if I have such a nightmare, I can feel at ease just by seeing him.Hugging him now should also give me peace of mind, but for some reason, while I am at peace, I feel a little...empty and unsatisfied.

It's just not enough.

I think.

Reason tells me that this kind of acting like a baby is a bit too capricious, and it will make senior Qihai worry about me.But at this time, I don't want to let go at all, I just want to hang myself on him.

There is no way to satisfy... Omega in estrus thought anxiously.Without pheromones being pumped into my glands, I'm doomed to never be satisfied with such a hug.

"What's wrong?" Qihai's voice came from my ear.

This close-up sound pleases me and gives me a subtle sense of satisfaction.

No, maybe not because of the body at all, my dissatisfaction comes from...

I fell into confusion, buried my face in his shoulder again, and said vaguely: "It's okay."

But Qihai is obviously more worried about my physical condition because of my avoidance.

He picked me up firmly, not letting me bury my head like an ostrich anymore, but facing his face.

Looking at it this way, the wrinkles between his brows became more and more obvious: Omega's face was flushed sickly, and his beautiful eyes were also covered with a layer of chaotic watery light. Far.

Even though he and I have known each other for so long, it was the first time he saw me showing such an expression. For a while, he felt more and more that I might be really uncomfortable. He frowned and reached out to touch my forehead.

As expected, the hand was a little hot, much higher than normal body temperature, obviously a fever.

"...I'm fine..." After being pressed like a cat by him, I finally regained a little bit of shame, tilted my head, and tried to avoid his hand, "It's normal to have a higher body temperature during estrus , I am not uncomfortable..."

"If you hadn't been on me all the time, pretending to be mature like usual, I might still pretend to believe what you say." Qihai mercilessly exposed me, and cruelly exposed the way he usually indulged me. The truth, "It shouldn't be just because of the estrus period. You are really sick, have a fever, and your face is very red."

And the illness is still not serious, and the fever has reached the point where my brain is a little confused-at least I don’t talk to him like this usually, and I expose my dependence so clearly... Yes, although people with eyes usually see it. It can be seen that I am very dependent on him, but I have at least pretended to allow everyone to cooperate with my performance and politely think that I am not dependent on him.

"...I'm not sick, I take care of my body." I muttered and retorted, "It's all the fault of Nanami-senpai...it's your fault...you get hot when you get close to senior...my head is also...a mess..."

Nanami's hand paused slightly, and she was even more convinced that the Omega in her arms was probably burned so badly that she couldn't even speak clearly.

"Stop talking if you feel uncomfortable." He put one hand on my waist, stood up, and hugged me in his arms, "I'll send you back to rest first, you..."

I buried my face in his chest and grabbed the hem of his clothes, feeling the heat spread all the way from the place where my body was touched, expanding to the whole body, getting hotter and hotter.His palm is steady and strong, holding my waist, obviously close to me, but it makes me feel that he is extremely restrained.

...not at all.

I let out a breath and grabbed his coat tightly: "It's so hot..."

Qihai felt that she was probably infected.

Omega's white and slender fingers grabbed his clothes and sank into the fabric.In the heat from his chest, he felt that the boundary became more and more blurred, and even his own body became hotter along with it.

He lowered his eyes and looked away, only to see that Omega's soft black hair was slightly disheveled, revealing a section of slightly red neck.The slightly protruding glands rubbed against the collar, and the latter stretched out his hand unconsciously, and pressed the glands himself.

He suddenly speeded up, opened his coat to cover the Omega in his arms, and stopped looking at this scene.

And Omega was lying on his chest, rubbing the back of his neck, and murmured indistinctly: "Senior... help me..."

...This is obviously completely beyond the boundaries that "friends" should have.

When Nanami Kento brought home the estrous Omega, his golden forehead hair was completely soaked in sweat and stuck to his forehead awkwardly.

And this Omega still hugged him tightly without contentment, talking in a daze.

"I want to get closer to my senior... all the time..."

"Senior is my favorite...Senior Qihai..."

"I don't know why... I can't be satisfied with the current distance at all... I want to get closer..."

Jianren Qihai told himself that this was just Omega's sleepy talk when he had a fever, and felt his heart beating faster and faster.

"...You still have no defense against the opposite sex at all..." He put me on the sofa, frowned and said, "I have taught you so many times before, but you still haven't listened."

I lay my pillow on his lap and muttered, "Because I'm a senior... so I don't need to be on guard... It's better to say that I'm expecting something from my senior... touching the glands... just like last time... "

Nanami felt her sanity crumbling.

He put his hand on Omega's neck, and the Omega on his lap still didn't notice his mood, and said some nonsense: "I want to be with Senior forever... If I marry Senior, will Senior not leave?" Me? I don’t feel any sense of security if I’m just a senior and a senior... It’d be great if I was an Alpha, and I can use pheromones to stun seniors..."

"Senior doesn't have a girlfriend anyway, why don't you think about me?" Looking at those sharp green eyes, I propped myself up, pressed against the bridge of his nose, and asked with a smile between his lips, "Senior's first kiss has already It’s mine now, and for the first time, I can also... um.”

No matter how calm Qihai is, in front of the Omega in front of him, his reason is always vulnerable.

He pressed the back of Omega's neck and kissed it, and blocked all those provocative nonsense between each other's lips.

I was pressed on the sofa, and I stared at the face of the blond Beta who was close at hand in a daze.His face was also covered with a faint blush, and my face was reflected in his pupils.

As I wished, Beta's slender and strong fingers pinched the back of my neck, which greatly relieved the itching.But I was still not satisfied, hugging him tightly, urging him to give me more.In front of him, I am always so greedy and willful, as if I will never be satisfied.

And he is always willing to grant all my wishes.

His hot breath sprayed on my lips, and his voice was a little hoarse compared to the past: "I don't know if you will regret it after you wake up... But people are always responsible for what they say. Regarding this, I will Teach you well."

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Everything is completely out of control.

The gland is swollen from being bitten, and there will be a slight pain when touched.I leaned in his arms and looked up at his profile in a daze.

My body has been unable to fully satisfy without the intervention of alpha pheromones.He patiently soothed my body with lips and tongue and caress over and over again until I was satisfied.

Nanami's blond hair was stuck to her forehead, and she rarely looked tired and perhaps ashamed.

"Let's take a shower first." Noticing my gaze, he coughed slightly and helped me up, "I need to wash..."

"Let's go together." I rubbed his shoulders and hugged his waist without letting go.

"...No." He frowned slightly, a little blush appeared on his face, "Going together will only... waste the rest of the time in it. You should rest early."

"...then wait for me outside." I reluctantly gave in and made the best choice, "It's right at the door, don't leave."

Blonde Beta pressed the center of her eyebrows: "Are you still a child?"

"This is an order." I don't mind using power for personal gain at this time, "Anyway, don't leave!"

"Understood, go quickly." He pushed me into the bathroom by pressing my shoulder, closed the door, and leaned against the door himself, "I won't go."

After the door closed, I didn't hear his footsteps leaving, so I relaxed a little and started to take a bath.

Jianren Qihai leaned against the wall, sighing half helplessly and half indulgently.

The Omega in heat was more childish than he imagined... He was almost overwhelmed.

But... that's fine too.

He heard the sound of cloth rubbing in the bathroom, and then the sound of his feet on the ground.After the shower head was turned on, the sound of water drowned out these small sounds.

Half an hour later, the bathroom door was pushed open, and that Omega jumped down the steps wrapped in a towel, and threw himself into his arms with hot and humid steam, rubbing all the water from his hair on his shirt.

But this time, he didn't have to think about the boundary anymore, but skillfully caught the body that was rushing towards him, as always, just like every time in the past, he caught her falling.

"How many times have I said, at least dry your hair first, and change your pajamas, it's easy to catch cold." He sighed softly, "Forget it, you can't remember anyway-sit down, I'll wipe it for you .”

I nestled in his arms, hugged his neck, and showed probably the silliest smile I've ever seen in my life.

——After the estrus period, I looked at the high-definition photos taken by the surveillance, calmly deleted my black history, and expelled me from Jiuchuan Asuka for that 1 minute.