[HP]Aluet

I trust my instincts.

……

I was tasked with visiting some pure-blood families - Blake offered to join me, and I agreed.

Except for the master, no one is close to me - I have to admit that the master doesn't pay attention to me anymore, especially after leaving the werewolf, he didn't even look for me alone, let alone restrain the werewolf from transforming Things—he may have forgotten what he promised me long ago.

Black transfigured both masks because we couldn't reveal our identities.

But what is fatal is that the things he used casually were made of silver.

I found out early on that I couldn't touch things made of silver, they made my skin so painful that I couldn't even touch them, and I couldn't imagine what would happen if they were exposed for a long time.

I stared at Blake wide-eyed, puzzled by my reaction.

I can't let him know I'm a werewolf.

I thought so.

It's strange, when this thought came to my mind, it wasn't that the master told me not to reveal my identity as a werewolf, but that I really didn't want him to know.

So I put on that mask.

The pain like a pinprick instantly spread through the skin and spread all over my body. My head was about to explode. I staggered and rubbed my swollen temples.It hurts a lot more than I imagined, but compared to the full moon night, it's barely acceptable.

I overestimated my capacity.

I almost managed to complete today's task. I couldn't hear what they said at all. Everything was said by Black for me.He was aware of my physical discomfort.

Come back quickly, I thought.

As soon as I stepped out of the door, the severe pain pierced into my brain like a knife, and my limbs couldn't control them, and they became limp.

Blake was beside me holding me up like a puddle of mud.

Wave after wave of pain hit my nerves, I wanted to take off the mask immediately, but I was worried that he would suspect something because of this, so I didn't do it.But I was horrified to find that I couldn't stand up at all, I didn't dare to say a word, and I had a splitting headache.

He hesitated anxiously for a while, and then hugged me horizontally. I have no energy to take care of this, and I am a little unconscious.

It's embarrassing, but it's true - I passed out from the pain.

I thought I would see Blake when I opened my eyes, but when I turned my head, I saw the pale blonde curls.

It was Ashley, sitting by the window, staring out of the window, thinking.And my mask is on the table, in front of her.

"Where's Blake?" I asked her.

"I let him go first."

I sat up from the bed with a dark face, stood up, shook a bit, and walked straight out the door.

"Don't be so vigilant, Irina. Apart from your master, I may be the only person here who knows your secret." She said lightly.

"What do you mean?" My heart skipped a beat.

"If I'm not mistaken, you're a werewolf, aren't you?"

My heart was pounding and I was in total shock—she's shocked me quite a few times.

"What are you talking about?" I lowered my voice.

"Don't be stupid. I have doubted your identity for a long time, probably since..." She narrowed her eyes, "Last year, when you sneaked into my room to search for things."

My mind buzzed and went blank.I stared at her stubbornly, feeling a little ashamed of being exposed.

"At that time, I didn't know anyone who was interested in my things, except Tom Riddle, and you were the only character. Unfortunately, Riddle came to see me once that night, and I found him Didn't know what was in my closet.

I put some fluorescent powder on the cabinet handle and guess what?It's funny, I've seen the most phosphor marks on one of my herbal books - in particular, page No. 30.I read from the catalogue, that page is the description of aconitum—and the main function of aconitum is anesthesia and pain relief. "

"So what?" My eyelids twitched involuntarily.

"This really doesn't explain anything." She sighed, "You are looking through my things, you are definitely not looking for some herbs to introduce, it is nothing more than worrying about me, or jealousy-you like Riddle, don't you?"

Tom Riddle?Is that his name?

Why does she know so much, as if they have known each other for a long time.

"How dare you call the master's name directly, you—"

"Come on, come on." She interrupted me impatiently, "And your identity, except for Riddle, other Death Eaters don't know it, just like today, you want to hide it from Alphard, but it's a pity that the silver mask is long When time touches your skin, you really can't bear the pain, so you pass out - I've read books about werewolves, and werewolves hate all silver objects from birth.

As for the Scottish werewolf, Riddle sent us all away, but you were the only one left, because you, as a werewolf, were more convenient to communicate with—all these gave me a clear answer in the end. "

My lips trembled, and I finally squeezed out a word between my teeth: "So, what do you want?"

"I don't want to do anything. I just boldly guessed why you turned to Riddle in the first place... It was because you couldn't suppress the pain of turning into a werewolf on August [-]th, and Riddle told you that he has a way to get you out of it, right? …Unfortunately, as far as I know, he doesn't seem to want to help you, and he has never found a way for you to curb this pain. I really feel sorry for you, and you were coaxed around by him."

I yelled at her angrily: "What do you know? You just want to sow discord, crazy woman! I will definitely reveal your true face in front of the master!"

"Do you know why he doesn't want your identity to be known by the Death Eaters?" She presses every step of the way, "Because in the eyes of those people, werewolves are bastards who can't stand on the stage-then you guess Riddle What do you think? Of course he thinks so too, otherwise he wouldn't have concealed your identity."

"You shut up—" Anger was about to burst through my head, but I was really thinking about every word she said, because I suddenly realized something.

What she said might be true.

Because I know very well that the master never cares about me.

"Don't worry. It's almost August [-]th, why don't you ask him when the method he promised you will be developed, and see how he will prevaricate?" She said with a smile, "If you want me to say, He is so smart, if he really wanted to help you, he would have found a way in the past few years." She came to me, put her hand on my shoulder, and I avoided it in repulsion.

"Please, let's make a bet, Irina. You have nothing to lose by trying it out." She whispered in my ear, "How about I go with you?"

I hesitated for a long time.

I really wanted to find out.So I agree with her.She turned into a white bird under my nose and landed in my palm.

"This...is your Animagus?" I asked, but she didn't answer me.

I mustered up the courage to take the initiative to find the master, and asked about suppressing werewolf transformation.

But he glanced at me indifferently, with a little impatience in his attitude.

He said he would help me, it was just difficult and I should understand him.

I could see that he didn't want to talk to me too much.He wants me to leave immediately.

With trembling hands, I bent down and performed the usual etiquette as usual.I kissed the hem of his robe reverently—perhaps this time, it wasn't reverent.

I am shaken.

August [-]th will come soon, and I know I can't count on him this time.Fear kept me awake at night, and on the evening of August [-]th, instead of consciously going to the basement to lock myself in a cage, I secretly went to Ashley.

I'm struggling.

I asked her if she could really help me - but the truth is, I don't want to trust anyone anymore.Even the master I have been following without reservation will disappoint me, not to mention this woman of unknown origin.Besides, our relationship is not good.

She said she would help me, but this time I had to endure it.

An extremely violent emotion welled up in my heart.

Ah, this sentence——

I've heard it too many times.Exactly the same rhetoric.

They are all lies, and there is no good thing.

I hated this woman to the core. Her appearance ruined everything for me—my position in the heart of the master, my hope.

It's cheating again, and taking advantage of it again.She wouldn't really think that I couldn't see it, that she was trying so hard to sow discord, trying to keep me away from the master, so she could take advantage of it!

That time—she should have been drowned in the water.How could she be so lucky - she didn't deserve to be saved.

I hate her hypocritical, good-natured face—how can such a person live so peacefully in this terrible, gloomy world?

damn it!She should have died long ago!

I grabbed her neck, and I saw my sharp claws shining coldly under the black hair, they sank deeply into Ashley's flesh, she was so weak in my eyes, I could easily bite her off neck.

But something haunted me.I struggled and breathed hard, but she took the opportunity to escape, I wanted to tear the thing off my body, but I couldn't reach it, my limbs were tightly entangled, and I even hurt myself less than.

I twisted my body in pain, the smell of blood in the air kept stimulating me, and the feeling of ants eating my heart began to eat away at my spirit again.

I gradually exhausted my strength and collapsed on the ground, I stared at Ashley, I wished I could rush up and kill her, but I couldn't, I was imprisoned here and couldn't escape.

She opened my mouth and poured several bottles of liquid into it.

A feeling of groggy began to sweep through my brain, paralyzing my nerves, and I could hardly feel pain, and of course, I couldn't feel anything else except pain.

I woke up from a coma, the room was empty, and I returned to the form of a normal person. The thing wrapped around me was gone, and Ashley was gone.

When I regained my sanity, I suddenly felt a strange sense of shame.I quickly put it behind me.

I'm out of here.

After some mental struggle, I went to the backyard and sat there waiting for her.

After she came out, I stopped her, and I saw the terrible wound on her collarbone that I had scratched out.

"Yesterday—it was a special situation." I looked away unnaturally.

"On the night of the full moon, I lost my mind. You didn't want to kill me on purpose. I understand." She shrugged.

I hate the way she looks so self righteous.

"I really want to kill you." I glanced at her viciously, "Don't think that I will be grateful to you."

I raised my head and walked past her without looking sideways.

I didn't bother her any more.

Except, when we broke the protective spell together, I saw her standing far behind.

I'm not very happy.

"What are you doing standing so far away? Don't you want to make a move?" I deliberately drew everyone's attention to her.

As expected, she gritted her teeth and gave me a gouged look, and I pretended I didn't see anything.

……

Lestrange held a wedding, and he invited many people, including his classmates and many Death Eaters.

Even including me.

I stood in the crowd of strangers, looked at the position next to the master, and finally stayed away from there.I sat next to Blake.

My eyes are always on Ashley's side.

She seemed to be paying attention to who was in the corner all the time. I followed her gaze and saw Ranbusi who didn't know what she was doing there.And at the same moment she stood up and pushed through the crowd in the direction of Ranbusi, passing right behind us.

Blake said hello to her, and she said she was going to get some air.

She followed Ranbusi far away to the stairs and disappeared.I didn't care about her anymore, but she went for a long time and didn't come back.

I told Blake I was going out and went up the stairs.

I heard some broken movement upstairs, and the voice of someone talking.

Sounds like Ashley.

I walked up quickly and saw Castiel pointing his wand at her, trying to cast a spell.I was the first to remove his weapon.

She said she had just come up and saw Castiel sneaking around.

I snorted coldly in my heart, most likely she caused some trouble by herself, I know Castiel, I think Castiel is much more loyal to her master than she is.

I brought them to the master.I still want to take credit.

The master asked Castiel to explain, but before he could speak, Ashley took all responsibility and put all the blame on Castiel.

The master was asking Castiel, how dare she speak first?

She was too daring.

Besides, I won't believe her nonsense, and the master certainly won't either.

However, unexpectedly, he actually asked me.

He asked me if that was what I saw.

I didn't have time to answer because a panicked Castiel interrupted me.

"No! She was lying, she was going to steal the master's diadem—"

I heard the indifferent Cruciating sentence spit out from the master's mouth.

He curled up on the ground screaming in pain, the Death Eater mark on his forearm was exposed, writhing ferociously, with bulging veins.

"I haven't asked you to speak yet, Castiel."

The master stood up from the chair, I was sure he was using Legilimency on Ashley, I was too familiar with that look.

With a muffled grunt, she knelt down on one knee, but her eyes stared directly at her master.

"I'm not lying," she said.

As soon as she finished speaking, the master withdrew his Legilimency and looked away.

I stared at him, I don't understand why he stopped for a word.

"Master, I think something is wrong." I blurted out, "Why don't you take a look at Castiel's memory, I think if he is innocent, he will be willing to let you investigate."

He gave me a cold look, and I felt chills all over.But he listened to me.Castiel is very cooperative, and I can almost conclude that this matter has absolutely nothing to do with Ashley.

At this critical moment, the window was suddenly shattered by something. I reacted quickly and used the Iron Armor Curse, but the tiger's mouth was still cut open.I licked the piece of glass, and this injury is nothing to me.But I feel very irritable.I don't know who is making trouble.

When the master walked up to Castiel again, his expression changed completely.

Fear, panic.

With tears streaming down his face, he looked at his master in horror and kept apologizing, saying that he would never dare to betray his master again.

I turned to Ashley who was silent beside me.There are many marks on her body from being injured by glass shards-her reaction is really slow enough.

The master didn't give Castiel a chance, and ended him with the Killing Curse.

But I still feel strange.

The whole thing is weird.

The master shouldn't believe her, the master is so wise, how could he trust her, I really don't understand.

why?

Is she that important?

what about me?I am still afraid of the matter that he promised me to help me solve.

Impulsively, I went to the master, and I brought up the full moon night to him again.I can't take it anymore, I don't want to take it any more, not for a moment, not for a second.

It was the same answer—he was trying to figure out a way, but it was difficult and it would take time.

But he has said so many times!This year, next year, and the year after, how many more "onces" will I have to endure?

I was probably in a daze, and dared to question him.

He was really angry.

This was the first time I knew what it was like to have the Cruciatus spell cast on me.It was almost as painful as the one I suffered on a full moon night—more excruciating than that, but short-lived.I gritted my teeth, all the muscles in my body were twitching, and even my internal organs were trembling weakly.My tears flowed down with sweat.

I was locked in a dark basement by him.This cage was originally used to hold the boa constrictor he bought from Albania.

He looked at me condescendingly, without any warmth in his eyes.

He said, let me calm down and let me out after the full moon night.He left without looking back, and I lay down on the cold ground, leaning against the cage—those iron railings pinched my bones.

My tears dripped down from my eyes without stopping for a moment.

He doesn't care about me at all.

I should have known.

My heart is as cold as this prison.

Out of the corner of my eye, I suddenly caught a glimpse of the light of the Luminescent Charm coming from a distance, and a little flame rekindled in my heart——

What I saw was Ashley, with the boa constrictor beside her.

I clearly remember that when she saw the snake for the first time, her face turned pale with fright.

But I don't have time to pay attention to these, I just feel ashamed.

"What are you doing here? Get out, I don't want to see you."

"Why, you really don't believe that I will help you at all?" She squatted down and looked at me in a panic.I simply closed my eyes and turned away.

"You are really stupid if you say you are stupid." She sneered, "You lose control of your emotions in front of Riddle, how dare you ask him to do something?"

"Get out!" I covered my ears and yelled, tears fell like broken pearls, and dripped on the ground, forming a small puddle.

I knelt down on the ground, supported by my arms, my head was lowered, and my shoulders kept rising and falling.Sadness surrounded me, and all my senses could only feel this one emotion.

"Tell me, what did he do?" she asked softly. "Crucio? Or what?"

I don't want to respond.

"If you just came to see my joke, you've seen it by now." I forcefully squeezed out a sentence.

"Hey," she knocked on the iron railing, "look up."

"Don't go too far—" I raised my head angrily, and my eyes froze instantly after seeing the bottle she handed over.

"What is this?" I stared at her warily.

"What do you think? It might be a suppressant—maybe it's a poison, after all, I hate you so much, so be careful. If you don't need it, I'll take it away."

She gestured to withdraw her hand, and I snatched the bottle away.

Rather than going through that pain, it doesn't matter if it's poison.

"Tsk, there are less than two weeks until August [-]th. This medicine may not be very effective, so I have to take it every day, and it will accumulate until August [-]th-of course, I don't know much about it, but it will definitely be useful." There will be," she said.

My eyes followed her up, and I was surprised that she said these words seriously.I snorted coldly and downed the potion without hesitation.

"...so disgusting." Like old tree bark stained with bird droppings.

"Of course." She smiled smugly, and I suspected that she was deliberately teasing and retaliating against me, "You still have to enjoy it for more than a week, come on."

"If I find out that you lied to me, I will never let you go." I gritted my teeth and swallowed the last bite.

……

I didn't expect her potion to really work.Although I was still deformed, I was still sane and felt almost no pain, except for a little sleepiness.

But I don't like to see her look of winning.

I rushed towards her through the iron cage, and she was really frightened by me.

I find it hilarious and satisfying.I retracted into the cage, lay down on the ground, closed my eyes, and ignored her.

The next day, I lingered under her window for a long time, she finally woke up, came out of the house, and looked at me with a sleepy face.

"Irina. I thought it would be successful." She spread her hands helplessly, "I tried it, and the effect is very obvious, but I don't know why it doesn't work on you. However, judging from yesterday's situation, except Shapeshifting is actually pretty good, isn't it?"

I froze for a moment, the dislike for her all this time disappeared like melting in an instant, I couldn't control myself, "Have you tried medicine?"

that nasty smell...

"A little bit. It worked when I tried it, I swear."

I took a deep look at her, raised my chin, and opened my mouth. I felt embarrassed, but I still said "thank you" awkwardly.

"What?" she asked suspiciously.

I instantly felt ashamed: "I won't say it a second time."

I turned around and strode away.

I realized my prejudice against Ashley was dissipating little by little.I didn't want it at all, but when I forced myself to regain my old dislike and hatred for her, I found that I couldn't do it.

It never occurred to me that such a person existed in the world.

I obviously run on her everywhere, wishing for her to die, but she will actually help me.

What is her purpose?I don't know, but I know she must be asking for something from me.

Sure enough, she finally mentioned this matter when she gave me the medicine.

She wants me to help her find the master's Horcrux and pay attention to the forces under the master's command.

I'd guessed it a long time ago, but I was still shocked when she actually said it - I can't count the number of times.

She is really brave.I smacked my tongue secretly.

I suspect she has no idea what that means.

It means betrayal and confrontation with him—maybe one day, the master will discover her tricks...

She didn't know what method the master would use at all.There are too many ways he tortures people, and it's not like I haven't seen them before.

although--

He never seemed to use anything on her.He didn't even complete the ordinary Legilimency.

I suddenly became curious.

Curious about their relationship, their acquaintance, their experiences, and what kind of emotion the master has for her.

As for her master, there seems to be only that kind of unconcealed hatred-I don't know what the master has done to her.

When she was alone, I always found her expression very sad.She seemed, not as she looked, a blank slate with no experience in the world.She seemed to have a lot of stories, but she buried them deep.

When she looked at her master, there was really murderous intent in her eyes.

I don't believe the master can't feel it at all, but he still keeps her by his side.

……

I caught a piece of information from the conversation between Ranbusi and Avery-the master gave Ranbusi a Horcrux and asked him to hide and set up protection.He probably wanted to give Ranbusi another chance to do his job well.

I listened calmly, then turned around and told Ashley.

I wonder how she will react when she finds out about the Horcrux's movements.But she was surprisingly calm.

She asked me if I knew how to destroy a Horcrux.

I uttered the most common shattering spell.

She shook her head and said no.She said that ordinary magic cannot destroy a Horcrux.

I thought about it for a while, and thought that only black magic could do this—after all, the master has so much knowledge in black magic, how could an ordinary spell destroy his Horcrux?

I asked her what she wanted to do, if she wanted to focus on what Ranbusi was doing, but she said she couldn't do anything.

She said there was nothing she could do.

I saw that her originally clear and bright blue eyes were full of exhaustion and bewilderment, and there were obvious bloodshot eyes, with some redness around the eyes.

My heart twitched violently, and I asked her if she didn't need me to check for her any more, and she said yes, no more.

When I was stunned, she walked away with her hands in her pockets.

My world went dark again, and I felt like she was leaving with my hopes.

I hesitated whether to go to her, she probably won't help me get that potion anymore.But I still went to find her, probably because I didn't want the last hope to be completely shattered——

She actually made the potion as usual.

I can't believe it.

So, even though she said she didn't need it, I told her about Ranbusi's movements to try to fill up some of the guilt I felt.

She really is an angel, I think.

How can such a person live so peacefully in this terrible and gloomy world?

When this idea came up again, I lost the resentment I had before, only amazed emotion—really emotional.

However, she changed—she said she would not do anything, but she actually decided to do nothing.Her stubborn edges were gone, and I don't know what smoothed them out—it wasn't supposed to, I thought.

She should have carried the betrayal to the end with full determination—judging from the intense hatred and killing intent she had unwittingly displayed earlier, she should have.

I'm so curious.

I wanted to know what was going on in her head, I wanted to know why she had decided to go against her master - oh no, against Voldemort, and I wanted to know what had forced her to give up the idea.

So I asked her.

She said that if he killed someone important to me one day, I would be like her—maybe I could imagine Blake.

"Perhaps you can imagine Alphard." Her words and my thoughts popped out at the same time.

I was startled.

I don't even know how I came up with the idea.Although my relationship with Blake...has been fine.

"What does it have to do with him?" I gulped down the potion unnaturally, and an unbearable strange smell spread in my mouth, "When will these days end."

"When I die one day, it will be over." She smiled at me easily, as thin as a fallen leaf in late autumn.

My movements stopped involuntarily. She wanted to pat me on the shoulder, but I turned around and avoided her.

……

"I've been stalking Ranbusi for a few days, I'm pretty sure he put the Horcruxes in the Ministry of Magic, he's really brave, but also, the most dangerous place is the safest, no one knows about the Horcruxes except us .” As always, I disclosed to her the information I had learned, and I chose to ignore what she said earlier, “No need”.

She didn't pay attention to what I said until I waved my hand in front of her eyes.

"What are you doing?" I asked, "Are you listening?"

"Listening," she said.

"Then do you still want to do something? You won't really give up?" I looked at her suspiciously.

"As I said, I can't do anything—it's not that I don't want to. You don't need to worry, even if I don't need you to do anything, I won't stop your potion."

I snorted coldly.

I do worry about my potions, I tell myself.But in fact, I know that even if I do nothing, she will still help me.

She propped her face on the book and buried her red eyes in the crook of her arms.

She looked miserable.

"Hey, let me say, what's the matter with you?" I pushed her shoulder. I wanted to comfort her, but the words on my lips turned into sarcasm, "What's wrong with you again? Didn't you Very arrogant?"

She straightened up a little irritably and stood up from her seat, which startled me.

"Go away, and don't come to me except for the August [-]th."

She quickly left my sight without waiting for me to react.

I stood there for a long time.

What she said seemed to be true.It's not that she doesn't want to, she really can't do anything.

What is holding her back?

I thought about her abilities.

Is it black magic?She shouldn't know black magic.

But I will.My Dark Arts are all - taught to me by Voldemort.I should go and give her a try.

I observed and followed Ranbusi for a long time until I was blocked by Black once.

Fortunately, it was him and not someone else.

I didn't want to tell him that, but he kept asking me—he seemed eager.

I told him that I wanted to see if black magic had any effect on Horcruxes.He didn't believe that I would think of doing this on my own, maybe I was too loyal.

I'm sure he wouldn't tell anyone, but even so, I didn't say a word about Ashley.But he guessed it.

Ashley is still inexperienced - her rebelliousness is too obvious, isn't it?

I didn't say much.

Blake didn't want me to do that, he asked me if I thought about what would happen if I was found out.

To be honest, if he hadn't mentioned it, I really wouldn't have thought about it.But even thinking about it now, I still don't feel scared.

"I don't think I'm that unlucky." I smiled at him.There was a strange sadness in his eyes, and I dared not look at him.He didn't stop me anymore, even if he stopped me, I had already made up my mind.

……

I found the Horcrux, a gold cup, hidden in the ground behind the Ministry of Magic's Department of Mysteries.Normally, if I hadn't followed him, I would never have thought that there would be a magic circle here.

Ranbusi is tough, I thought.He used black magic to set up a protective barrier near the golden cup, and when he walked in, he found that the golden cup was standing on a very high platform, and that platform was covered with sharp knives of different lengths. Climbing up, but those blades are so sharp, I'm sure someone wouldn't be able to get up even if they found out.

The one who wants to come here today is Ashley, I don't know how she will go up.

It occurred to me that she could turn into a bird.

She could fly up directly, very easily.It's a pity that she doesn't know black magic, and it's useless if she comes.

However, this is fine for me.

This level of pain is bearable.As long as it is a skin trauma, it can be tolerated.

There are only two kinds of pain in this world that can scare me.

Night of the full moon, and Cruciatus.

……

In the end, I still couldn't try out any way to damage the Horcrux.I tried several kinds of black magic, all to no avail.

I thought of the most difficult to control——

For example, calendar fire.But I dare not use it.

I was discovered by Ranbusi.

Unlucky.

I didn't expect to be so unlucky.He mercilessly brought me before Voldemort, and I looked at that cold and indifferent face, and I finally realized—this kind of bad luck really happened to me.

What can I do?

I thought in despair.I still miss that Horcrux - I have worked hard for so long, but I haven't even tried a way to destroy it, but Ashley is willing to help this useless piece of trash like me survive in this world.

I avoid his gaze.

He was probably disappointed, but that's just my guess—it's more reasonable that he stood in front of me without any expression, waiting for me to give him an explanation.

I can't be bothered to talk to him.

What he promised to me, Ashley has fulfilled for him for so many years.

Seeing that it is almost the fifteenth of August.

He wasn't in a hurry to do Legilimency on me or torture me with some jinx.He was in no rush, he wanted me to have another full moon night.

For the first time, I felt that August [-]th is such an important day, so important that I secretly rejoice.

No need to drink that disgusting potion again.

Ashley will not die, and my suffering is over.

I feel that the blood in my whole body is boiling, and every cell is jumping with joy.I was so looking forward to it, so looking forward to this day, I was almost moved to tears.

I finally had the opportunity to use my own strength to escape the misery that had been haunting me, instead of pinning my hopes on others-thankfully, I pinned them on the right people, but obviously it didn't matter anymore.

I vented all my violence on this iron cage. I tried my best to bite, and the hard cage broke my fangs.

This has reduced the number of injuries on my body much less than before.

I tossed and tossed the whole night, and I collapsed on the ground exhausted, and there were bursts of severe pain in my teeth that ran through my whole body.

I remembered the broken tusk.

I picked it up and stabbed it in the neck without hesitation.

At that moment, all the blurred things in my memory were opened one by one like pages of a book. I tried to open my eyes, trying to see my sinful life clearly.

And... that beam of light.