always looking at you

The day Kise went to the camp happened to be my game day, so I naturally didn't see him off.Hmph, anyway, there are many girls who send him off, so I'm not bad for this one.

Before today's game, I met Beichuan-kun not far from the gate.However, Beichuan-kun seemed to be hesitant when he saw me. When I greeted him, he looked at me with complicated eyes. Some heavy.

"Beichuan-kun, what's the matter?" After hesitating for a while, I approached Beichuan-kun and asked with concern.

Bei Chuan stared at me for a while, then let out a sigh of relief: "Although it's impolite to say that directly, but you, Ehara... you really don't like Kise Ryota."

Bei Chuan's brows were solemn, and the brows were furrowed. He looked at me like a torch, with a burning fire burning in his eyes, he seemed a little strange.

"In the end what happened?

I was puzzled and wanted to ask what happened, but when I just uttered two words, the voice of the radio suddenly sounded: "Attention all contestants, the competition is about to start, please come to the competition committee quickly and get the number queue. preparing for the exam."

I had no choice but to swallow my question, and politely continued: "In short, let's go to the exam first, Beichuan-kun."

"..." Beichuan hesitated to speak, but finally nodded: "After the game, please listen to me."

Seeing Kitagawa-kun's serious expression, I also nodded seriously.Kitagawa-kun looks so serious, what do you want to say to me?It seems to be related to Kise.Why do you tell me not to like him?Did something happen between Kise and Kitagawa-kun?

It was quite difficult for me to pass this competition. It was originally the line drawing that I was least good at, and I was always a little uneasy because of what Beichuan-kun said before, and I always felt that the next words of Beichuan-kun would have a great impact on me.

Fortunately, I passed by the sidelines, and the number of people in the next competition has been shortened to five. I happened to be No.5 by the sidelines, and the difference between No.6 and No.[-] was not far away, which was quite thrilling.However, Mr. Beichuan is still far ahead, and his position as the champion is unshakable.

After passing the competition, Kitagawa-kun and I went to a steak restaurant.Seeing that Kitagawa-kun ordered the non-spicy T-bone steak, I knew that Kitagawa-kun really insisted that he could eat spicy food last time in order to compete with Kise.A young man who looks so calm, self-controlled, prudent and rigorous, can become so childish and more spicy than others... From this, it can be seen that Kise's destructive power is too strong, and he has infected me and Beichuan one after another. Jun.Beichuan-kun seems to be particularly serious.

After the two of us had our meal, we ordered two cups of coffee.I took small sips of coffee, waiting for Beichuan-kun to speak.Beichuan-kun, who had remained silent during the meal, seemed to have made up his mind, and said, "Ehara, what I will say next is what I have seen with my own eyes, and there is no falsehood."

I nod.Beichuan-kun doesn't seem like the kind of person who can lie, not to mention, he doesn't need to lie to me.

"Kose, he's still dating girls other than Ehara-chan." Bei Chuan glanced at me lightly, and then said slowly as if he had made up his mind: "I saw them kissing."

My hand holding the coffee cup tightened unnaturally.Yes, Kitagawa-kun doesn't need to lie to me.However, there is a voice inside that keeps saying, "This can't be true", "I don't believe it", "How is it possible".

At this moment, a bone-piercing cold suddenly surged in my heart. The chill climbed up my limbs and rolled down to the tip of my heart, almost freezing my blood.I don't know why, obviously I shouldn't have such a big reaction, but when I heard the word "kiss", I just felt the pictures in my head whizzing by like lanterns, and I could even feel the cold wind flowing in my chest In the veins, let me feel cold all over.

I don't know how to describe this feeling, I just feel that my head is in a mess.Until my line of sight touched Beichuan's eyes looking at me quietly, the gentle and calm eyes slightly calmed my chaotic mind, I felt uncomfortable and painful in my heart. , the brain was buzzing, and it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence to answer: "I... and Huang Lai, are not dating..." Yes, we are not dating, so he shouldn't be kissing others. related to me...

But, in fact, I really want to make a phone call and ask Kise if he's dating someone else.But when I thought that I was the one who said categorically not to date, I couldn't take any action.That's right, I was the one who obviously rejected him, so what right do I have, and what capacity do I have to question Kise.

I fell silent, gently put down the coffee cup in my hand, and clenched my hands on my knees. I couldn’t breathe because of the pain in my heart. I clenched my hands harder and harder. I thought, I was trying to use the pain in my body to ignore the suffering in my heart. .At this moment, my mobile phone in my trouser pocket suddenly rang, and I screamed inwardly. In such a public place, I actually forgot to turn off the sound of the mobile phone.I frantically covered my phone, covered my voice and took it out.

When I saw the person who sent the letter on the phone, my fingertips trembled and I hesitated for a while, but I couldn't help but click on the small envelope.

[Wuwuwuwu, Ehara-chan, the captain is super strict. I just wanted to take the opportunity to call Ehara-chan, but I was fined twice the amount of practice, which is super excessive!I haven't seen Ehara-chan all day today, and it's really lonely... It's ten o'clock after I finish training, is it convenient for Ehara-chan to answer the phone at that time, I really want to hear Ehara-chan's voice. ——FROM: Kise Ryota]

After seeing this email, miraculously, my mood suddenly brightened.The pain in my heart suddenly eased, and the chill subsided quietly.At this moment, I, who have always been insecure and overly sensitive, actually had... the feeling of wanting to believe in Kise.

Before I met him and asked him what happened, I really wanted to believe him... Of course, the most important thing is, can this extremely stupid creature really be able to step on two boats?

And...well, I'm not his ship!

I quickly typed a sentence: [From ten o'clock to ten o'clock twenty, I only give you 10 minutes. ——FROM: Eharana] wrote back to Kise.

I let go of my tightly clenched hands, and looked at Mr. Beichuan with a serious face: "Mr. Beichuan, can you tell me the specifics of what you saw?"

Hearing this, Beichuan was taken aback, and he gave me a deep look. I couldn't distinguish the specific emotion in his eyes, but I heard him sigh, could it be that he was depressed.

Bei Chuan lowered his head and looked at the coffee cup on the table, his voice was a little low and sounded a little hoarse: "You really believe him." He paused, raised his head and looked directly at me, his eyes fluctuated unusually : "Ehara, you don't know how much I envy Kise Ryota."

Bei Chuan's eyes staring at me earnestly, and the strange sad look on his face, made me blushed involuntarily.

At this moment, I suddenly and strongly felt the "like me" that Kitagawa-kun said.

"North... Beichuan-kun..."

"Yeah. I went shopping that day, and I saw Kise Ryota and another woman in the commercial street. The woman was holding his arm, talking and laughing happily with him. Soon, the woman tiptoed and kissed Kise face. I’m sure I’m not mistaken, it’s indeed Kise Ryota.”

"Really." I nodded, "I see, I will ask about this matter. Beichuan-kun, thank you for telling me these things."

"...No need." Beichuan-kun suddenly lost his eyes, I saw his eyes were dim, and he looked at me and slightly pursed his lips: "Ehara, why." He lowered his head and said this sentence abruptly.

I looked at Beichuan suspiciously: "Huh?"

I am no longer as confused and anxious as I was before, I think I should ask this matter clearly, and... tell Kise how I feel.I seem to...have never told Kise how I think about him, what kind of mood I am, even if I am always afraid, I should tell him that I have always liked him and been watching him.

"Why can't I. Ehara, although I'm not as handsome as Kise Ryota, I will definitely like you Ehara more than him."

"But..." I looked at Bei Chuan firmly, even with Bei Chuan's sad eyes, I couldn't bury this sentence in my heart, so I could only look at him regretfully and shook my head slightly: "I like it first He. Moreover, Kitagawa-kun is obviously much better than Kise." Not only is he good at drawing, he is also a genius, his personality is not as good as Kise's, and Kise is also so attractive-"It's not Kitagawa Jun, you are not good. It’s just that I fell in love with him first. Sorry.”

yes.Suddenly it dawned on me.Liking should be a matter between the two parties, why I just want to understand it now.I have been shrunk in a timid shell for a long time, because I want to focus on painting and reject Kise, because of Kise's tolerance all the time, I am acting like a baby and escaping.Let me forget that I have never expressed my feelings to Kise.

I like Kise Ryota, very much.

The author has something to say: Awow! !Our broken school! !Today, it was like playing with us three times with power outages and calls! ! !Fuck! ! ! !Can't understand! ! !Forget it...JJ even smoked the brush for a long time and couldn't get it out! !I thought I couldn't do the daily update and almost bleed all over my face! !Because only a girl gave me a long review yesterday! ! !I love you girl! !I'm so sorry for not updating her! !So I will climb up to update even if I die! !So I used catching chicken!I was in a bad mood yesterday, but girls, you guys are so cute! !They all left messages with me. I really love you guys! !Woohoo, seeing you, my mood instantly soared to the clouds! [Hey, the most dazzling national style seems to be sung wrong...] Awow!The long commentary on fried chicken is beautiful, I recommend everyone to watch it! !It's Airi X Rina from Lily Xiang, it made me bloody... I think Kiss' writing is much better than mine! !Beep beep.I love you all, you are all my favorite kisses! ! !Woo hoo! jj is so hot, I sent it with a claw machine, begging to forgive the branch symbol, please leave a message... Don't leave a message just because jj smokes, QAQ looks at me for being so hardworking...