always looking at you

Early the next morning, I dragged my extremely tired body to school, and Airi ran over after class, staring at me in surprise: "Wow! What's the matter with your dark circles?"

"Insomnia." I feebly raised my eyelids and glanced at her, replied succinctly and then leaned back on the table.I really don't know where to begin to explain the insanely chaotic events of last night.Was it too frightening to be confessed and ran away?

Airi drove me away from the front seat very queenly, and after sitting down, she laid down on my seat carelessly, her face full of excitement: "Oh, what's the gossip?" I thought I could fool it in this way how naive i am...

Forget it, I also know that Airi will definitely not be able to hide it.

I looked around, leaned closer to Airi's ear, and lowered my voice: "Someone confessed to me last night." And there were two people like never before.

"Is it Kise Ryota?"

I couldn't help raising my voice: "How do you know?!!"

As soon as I said that, the whole class looked at me.I bowed my head in time within a second, buried my whole face in the crook of my arms, and said sullenly, "I'm sleepy."

"Wait." The black-bellied Airi never let go of my plan, she poked my arm, I lay down on the table and carefully raised my eyes, and only relaxed when I saw that no one was paying attention to my side anymore. Take a breath.

"It's Dana, your reaction is too obvious. You even told me that you don't like Kise. You should be exposed. Once he confesses, you will be in a state of confusion." Airi snorted coldly, and I choked for a long time. speechless.

"However, I would like to advise you to be careful, Kise Ryota is not a fuel-efficient lamp. He and Dana have different levels. When you date him, you are completely the one who is played around."

I widened my eyes: "What are you talking about. Who is going to date, this is not in my life plan."

"If your burnt-out brain can turn around now." Airi said softly, reaching out to caress my cheek: "I said Dana, people like Kise Ryota are beyond your control , don't fall into it."

"What nonsense are you talking about. Also, I said don't make me stay."

Hearing this, Airi narrowed her eyes slightly, the hand resting on my cheek became softer and softer, the corners of her lips curled up, and a strange look flashed across her eyes, making my hair stand on end.Suddenly, the expression on Airi's face became sad, and her voice was strangely soft: "Rina, why do you like someone else? Isn't it good to be by my side all the time? Or you can be with my brother, as long as you stay by my side That's good."

"..." I silently straightened my body and leaned back, staggering Airi's fingers by the way.Why does this sound so wrong...

Airi didn't let me go at all, grabbed my wrist with one hand, with a painful expression on her face: "Is it so important for men and women? Can't I?"

Frightened by Airi's voice and serious expression, goosebumps and cold sweat all over my body, I trembled and asked, "Ai Ai Ai...Airi, what are you talking about??"

"Say..." Airi dragged out her voice, and showed me an incomparably beautiful smile: "Say I like you, please date me."

"..." I feel like the world is really collapsing now.

"Pfft." Airi suddenly let go of my wrist and laughed out loud.I stared blankly at her laughing fast forward and backward, not knowing why.Airi rested her hands on the table, looking at me with a smile on her face: "You said you weren't stupid. Isn't that stupid~"

I still looked at her warily.

"Emma, ​​Dana, are you really serious?" Airi obviously couldn't help herself: "Oh, this is a line from the recently hit 'How to Break the Second Second Disease'. I acted too successfully?"

I:"……"

Airi returned to seriousness: "That's the joke. Of course, if you want to be with me, I can do it too." Airi winked at me.

"Get out of here." I turned cold to cover up the anger in my heart, and stretched out my hand to push Airi's arm away.

"However, Dana." Airi withdrew her dishonest expression and looked at me very seriously: "Don't agree to Kise easily."

"Who wants to agree!" Besides, he just confessed his love and I ran away!There is no mention of dating or anything, okay!

"That kind of sissy is probably gay." Airi made a decisive conclusion at the end, and I was dumbfounded.

"...What?" Just as I finished speaking, the class bell rang.Airi finally gave me a look similar to "you think about it", and returned to her seat gracefully.

It's over.Being made such a fuss by Airi, my mind is completely confused, help!

I've been in a trance all day.Fortunately, I still remember the set of magazines I drew illustrations before, and today I will send me a sample to read and issue.Fortunately, I had instructed in advance to pack tightly, otherwise it would not be good for people to see, after all, it is bl or h direction.

While everyone was still scrambling for food during lunch time, I unpacked it.I was taken aback when the cover was revealed.Huh... I obviously kept Kise's h picture at home and didn't send it out... No, the face of the one below is very similar to Kise, but the one above doesn't look like the other male protagonist in my picture, right? , I have absolutely no love for such dark-skinned characters.And... this is not my style...

The first article after the cover is the corresponding text novel about the couple on the cover.

【Aomine held down Kise's hand, pushed it above his head, bent down, leaned into his ear and chuckled, the warm breath sprayed on Kise's cheeks, making his cheeks blush.Qingfeng's voice was lazy, full of a different kind of lazy temptation: "Huise, I've already said, you can't beat me. Why, haven't you learned how to behave?" Fear, tears swirled in the eyes but did not fall: "Xiao Qingfeng, woo, don't be like this..."]

Damn... what is this thing? !Suddenly thinking of Kise's dejected face yesterday when he said "I have never won against Xiao Qingfeng", I was suddenly blessed.I think, last night I was either played by Kise, or I was used as a shield by him!It's not necessarily some kind of bloody substitute!

My face turns black at the thought of this possibility.As a result, I was so lethargic all day because of this matter that after school, I was still lying on the table unable to move, and I slowly got up and went home under the urging of Ryosuke and Airi.

Saying goodbye to Ryosuke and Airi at the train platform, I went home alone.Autumn is already deep, and the night is a bit chilly. I feel lost and walk slowly.I thought about it for a long time, and painfully found that what Airi said made sense.I've never been in a relationship before, so I can't seem to be a match for Kise who has experienced many battles.Perhaps, seeing each other soon is the best result.

I was walking down the stairs of my house. I stretched out my hand to push the door of the apartment, and suddenly a golden head popped out from behind the door: "Hi, good evening, Ehara-chan."

I was so frightened that I staggered and almost fell to the ground. I was relieved when I felt an arm stop my fall.When I regained my senses, I glared at Kise unceremoniously: "You idiot! Don't you know that people are scary, scaring to death?!" For a moment, I was so scared that I forgot my previous disappointment and never wanted to talk to Kise again. determination.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Kise supported me, and smiled softly, "Because I really want to see Ehara-chan no matter what, so I came here."

I stared at him for a while, then said coldly: "Your claw."

"Ah, I'm sorry, I forgot." Kise showed an embarrassed smile, helped me stand up and let go.The fluorescent lamp installed downstairs in the apartment reflected his smile pale, even his teeth were extremely white.Soon, I saw the glitter hanging under his left ear, it was an earring.

I heard that guys who only wear earrings in one ear are telling people, "I'm gay."

In other words, did I bump into it by myself... I was so annoyed that I didn't want to admit the fact that I was really stunned.

So, when my mind was not clear, I didn't choose what to say, and softly uttered a sentence that I was about to regret very much: "...It's obviously a gay." What did you say that you like me, what do you want to see me... It's too much ...

What's more, he actually used me as a shield for that black skin!Or... am I a substitute for that guy? !Damn it, how can I be so dark!

Just as I was gnashing my teeth, Kise's voice suddenly dropped, and there was a dangerous illusion in the low voice: "...Ehara-chan, what are you talking about?"

But I was so dazzled that I didn't realize it at all, and repeated: "I said you are obviously a g..." Before I finished the gay word, I couldn't continue.Because Kise suddenly grabbed my hand, pulled me in front of me and gagged me.

with his own mouth.

wait……! !I was flabbergasted by this development.Just as he was about to say something, Kise squeezed his tongue in.His tongue brushed the walls of my mouth, teasing my baby teeth and the tip of my tongue again.Woo!Tragically, I found that my eyes began to slack, and the scene suddenly became blurred.There was only numbness and pain left on the lips, and even the corner of the mouth was sucked, and the mouth was licked in a hurry. It made the whole body weak.

Just when my body was about to slide down, Kise seemed to sense something, hugged my waist tightly, and the kiss became lighter.

I suddenly thought vaguely... Airi is right, Kise is indeed someone I can't control, maybe Kitagawa is more suitable for me... No!I don't want to be in a relationship!

Reluctantly, I started to resist and pushed Kise away.No, Kise was easily pushed away by me. According to his strength, it should have been difficult, but he retreated lightly.

Before I could curse out, I met the sad eyes of the young man under the lamp.

...It wasn't you who was kissed by force!Why are you showing that expression!

"So you still think I'm gay?" Huang Lai's voice was very soft, and the words drifted away with the night wind as soon as he left his mouth.Kise...why is he looking at me like that?This kind of hopeless and sad eyes seemed to be abandoned the next moment...

I covered my lips and shook my head.

Kise rolled up a smile that was so light that it seemed that it would drift away at any time: "I'm sorry, I made such a rude move in a moment of brain fever, I'm sorry, Ehara-chan..." Kise frowned, and the sadness on his face was almost heart-wrenching broken.He curled his lips, but his smile was extremely forced: "Although I said so, Ehara-chan will not forgive me."

"Of course!..." I snatched the conversation out of righteous indignation, wanting to condemn Kise blatantly to ease the weird atmosphere, he... just forget about his rude behavior...

But before I could say anything, Kise grabbed my words: "Don't worry, Ehara-chan, I won't disturb Ehara-chan's life anymore, and I won't appear in front of Ehara-chan again. I'm sorry." He solemnly bowed ninety degrees to me and apologized, then turned to leave, his steps were staggering, but his back was straight.

I froze in place, dumbfounded.I... I didn't expect this kind of development? !

So, in a daze, I said again: "Idiot Kise! Aren't you going to take responsibility?!" As soon as the words came out, I immediately regretted it.What on earth am I trying to do, wouldn't it be best to just let him go? !I regret it at the beginning, I was so sad and angry that I almost beat my chest and stamped my feet.

Woooooo... Airi, come and save me! !Sure enough, I fell into the second crime as you said!

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to write a kiss that was brilliant and magnanimous, but the heroine didn’t live up to it. Look at this small sample... I couldn’t finish it because of a power outage last night, so I’ll make it up today -v- So Kise Fanwai may be the next chapter OR the next chapter=v=hehehehehe... I finally satisfied the kiss in the ten chapters, and the next goal is to roll the sheets in the twenty chapters [Quickly enough! ] Continue to ask for a message.Send a cute picture: column address, please accept the author:

☆, Kise Fanwai

Kise Fanwai

Before meeting Eharana, all the girls gave Kise the same impression.He sees girls as a group of beautiful, fragile and lonely creatures that need to be comforted and treated politely by a gentleman. — but it doesn't stop there.

Until I met Ehara Nai.For him, there was one girl who had always been the same without any difference, and suddenly had a different color in his heart.

It was the summer vacation of the third grade of middle school.Huang Lai had already received the admission of Haichang High School, and he wanted to visit the new school on a whim.It was also there that he saw Ehara Nai.

A girl with long black hair is sitting by the lake in the school, concentrating on scribbling on the drawing paper. The afternoon sun has coated her outline with a layer of gold, and even the down on her face seems to be dyed. Turned golden, the girl stared down at the painting in her hand intently, the sun fell on her slender eyelashes, and sprinkled fine silhouettes, as if light was beating on her cheeks.The most attractive thing is the girl's gentle eyes looking at the drawing paper, and her serious expression.

Can't tell why.When seeing this scene, Kise couldn't help holding his breath.At this moment, he suddenly wanted to be the object she was drawing in her hand, and it must feel good to be the model of her painting - being stared at so intently, he always felt that his heart would be moved.

The girl's painting seemed to be coming to an end, and before Kise made up her mind to interrupt, the girl had already packed her painting tools and was ready to leave.For the first time, I felt thirsty and overwhelmed.Watching the other person walk over helplessly, when Kise racked his brains thinking that he must say something to start a conversation——

The girl passed by Huang Lai directly, and walked away with the drawing board between her eyes without squinting.

Kise, who left half of her smile behind, stood there in embarrassment.

[Hey hey hey! !What's the matter? !How... what to do? !Gone! 】Kise, who has always believed in her own charm, missed a good opportunity due to momentary conceit.

Kise touched his nose helplessly, feeling a sense of loss for the first time in his heart.I don't know if we can meet again... If we can, we must talk to each other next time.

Sometimes, the object of love at first sight does not have to be a beauty, but just happens to be attracted by a certain demeanor of her.

How long does it take to fall in love with someone?Kise has never tried to really like anyone, probably because he has always been too popular.Although you can smile at anyone and be a gentleman, but there will always be a long distance.He only gets close to those whom he truly recognizes in his heart. This is not a kind of discrimination, but he has always been used to it.

For unfamiliar people, the appearance of gentleness and courtesy is based on the strict and good family education, while for familiar people, he will remove all masks and treat them with a tolerant heart because of Kise's natural gentle personality.However, gentleness does not mean drifting and cowardly.He is just used to hiding in the softest corner, giving the opponent a harsh blow at the right time.

This is especially true in pursuit.

Fall in love with someone just by meeting him.This was absolutely impossible for the former Kise.He has always been quite confident about his appearance, but it is precisely because of his appearance that there are too many girls who like him.Kise, who has always been adhering to the principle of gentleness towards women and a gentleman, feels a little superficial in his heart for liking only because of appearance.

What's more, he felt that he would not "like" someone just because of his appearance.Then...why is it, why did he feel so hard to calm down not long after seeing that girl?

Is it because of appearance?Probably not, he has seen more beautiful faces than girls, and it would not be entirely true to say that that face is particularly attractive.Probably... Probably the girl's serious expression.Before entering Teiko in the second year of junior high school, Kise had a lack of interest in everything, because he was too easy to succeed, whether it was appearance, modeling work, or even every kind of sports , for him, it is extremely easy to use.

It's too easy to lose interest.That's why, when you come into contact with an opponent that you can't surpass and imitate, you will be excited.After taking basketball seriously, I discovered the fun of basketball—but even this fun gradually disappeared in the day-to-day winning.

Until, seeing the girl's expression.Such a serious and dedicated expression touched his heart deeply.Since then, the word "like" is no longer a superficial code name.

What is her name, where is she from, where is she, is she from this school? ...can we meet again?Kise couldn't help but have various questions in his heart.The sudden pain in his heart at the thought of not being able to see him again made him unbelievable.

It was just a face-to-face meeting, how could I like it so much.

I didn't see her until the first day of school, or in other words, in the crowd, Kise saw her at a glance.On the day when we met again, Kise almost lost his grip on the basketball in his hand, his heart was beating like a drum, the sound was so loud that even he was startled.

I thought about going up to say hello.But... what?To her, she was just a stranger, or not even a stranger... Wouldn't she be considered a voyeur or a pervert if she went up so rashly... No, no!Never let her...

While Kise was thinking this, a girl not far away screamed softly——

"Yeah, it's Kise! The cover character of 'Premium Boy' last time!"

After the scream, the girls had already gathered towards him in a radial pattern, and after Kise raised his head among the girls surrounded by layers asking for their autographs, the girl he loved had already disappeared in the crowd up.Huang Lai's face suddenly collapsed in bitterness... So, that's what's wrong with public figures.

But I finally found out that the girl is from Haichang High School, just pay attention...

With this attention, Kise basically looked through the entire roster of the first grade, and finally saw the girl's photo on the roster of the seventh grade of the first grade.When he saw the one-inch photo above the name "Eharana", Kise couldn't help but slightly curled his lips.

It turned out that she had straight bangs when she was in junior high school, she looked so tender, wow, she basically had no expression on her face, and she didn't even smile, but she looked like a child in her junior high school uniform.If you catch up with her, walking together won't be regarded as an old cow eating tender grass... Kise touched his face, worriedly took out a small mirror and took a closer look——

Well, the skin is quite tender, and it doesn't look that old... Uwah, looking at the photo in his hand again, Kise shook his head secretly.No, as expected, I still need to take care of my skin from now on QAQ, so I don’t want him to be thought of as an old cow eating young grass or a lolicon!

...By the way, Kise-kun, are you thinking too far?

Regarding this, Kise smiled confidently.After his investigation, apart from the existence of his childhood sweetheart "Fujikawa Ryosuke" who has a certain risk of danger, Ehara has no other friends of the opposite sex.Therefore, as long as he finds an opportunity, he will definitely catch up with Ehara-chan.

——Although I said so, but because of the heavy workload of the basketball club every time, it has been a few days since I met Ehara-chan!Moreover, the few times I finally met, because of the existence of the Fujikawa brothers and sisters beside her, I couldn't get close at all...

Kise found himself thinking too optimistically.The Fujikawa brothers and sisters are guarding others like wolves.Not to mention that I and Ehara-chan are not in the same class at all, and what's more, if I want to find other time to meet Ehara-chan by chance, I won't be able to meet them.And every time he only needs to follow the three of them for a few steps, he will definitely be spotted by the younger sister Airi of the Fujikawa family, and then the eyes of death will stare at him—the eyes should roughly read "Stay away from our soft girl!" A little!" or something.

Kise was very bitter.Because of the heavy workload, the chance of meeting Ehara-chan is very low. As a result, all chances of encounters have been completely deprived now! "Totally inaccessible" was pressed on his head, making him almost out of breath.

How to get to know Ehara-chan naturally... This has become the most important and troublesome question for Kise every day.

Until that rainy day comes.

After confirming that it was raining outside, Kise secretly hid Ehara's umbrella in the shoe cabinet. Seeing that the other party simply thought that he had forgotten to bring an umbrella, Kise hid behind the shoe cabinet with his waist down and quietly relaxed. tone.This is really a godsend opportunity, you must know that the Fujikawa brothers and sisters are rarely by the girl's side!Huang Lai couldn't help showing a silly smile, and made a "V" sign.The first step to success!

As a result, just as Kise was giggling, Eharana rushed out in the rain.

=mouth=! ! !Huh! ! !Kise didn't know whether to laugh or cry.Ehara-chan, are you deciding too quickly!Although the rain is not heavy now, the weather forecast said that it will turn into a heavy rain within a few minutes! !The original idea of ​​looking at the rain curtain at the door and handing out the umbrella naturally, smiling and saying "Let's take the umbrella and go home together"...failure!

So... so sudden!Huang Lai had no time to hesitate, and rushed out holding an umbrella.The rain is slowly getting heavier.Where is Ehara-chan?Holding an umbrella, Huang Lai glanced around, until he saw the back of the struggling figure not far away, and then rushed over in a hurry.Girl, for her own drawing board, she almost turned her waist at 90 degrees!How important is this drawing board... Mingming Ehara-chan, you are soaking wet!Kise, who felt deeply guilty for hiding the girl's umbrella, sighed softly, and put the umbrella on the girl's head.

"Girls can't be exposed to the rain like this." She said with a smile and an absolute gentleman's attitude.very good!Kise, you did a great job!Kise couldn't help cheering himself up.

The girl holding the drawing board tightly raised her head, her face was slightly pale due to the rain, her wet black hair stuck to her cheeks, making her white skin even more contrasting, and her pair of black eyes were extraordinarily bright.

When meeting the other's eyes, Huang Lai's hand holding the umbrella tightened, and his legs almost went limp.The heart was beating very fast, as if it was beating in his throat, beating in his fingertips, beating in front of his eyes.The drizzle was drizzling, and a faint mist filled the air. Huang Lai swallowed unconsciously, and there was a strange silence between the two of them for a while.Bad, bad!He almost...almost lost his composure!

Kise scratched his head and tried his best to hold up a smile, so as not to look too stupid.

"I know about you, Ehara Nana-chan from the class next door. Our house is not far away, if it's convenient, can I take you for a ride?" Kise, you can!Absolutely, don't be afraid!Why do I feel my heartbeat is especially fast when I am watched by Ehara-chan, and... and I am so nervous!

This... was the first sentence he said to Uehara... Sure enough, he was so stupid... Kise was so bitter that tears streamed down his face.

The author has something to say: hide someone's umbrella or something... Are you a boy in the second stage of middle school!Huang·Se·Jun·!