He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

"You are not allowed to hit Dad—"

【1】

Both Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng made adequate preparations for adopting a child.

Needless to say, the material aspect, the psychological preparation is also sufficient.

For example, the child kept crying, couldn't adapt to the new environment, had physical problems and got sick, etc. Both of them thought about it. After adopting Tan Shu and returning, they considered many other things according to his situation.

Taking up time and energy, and changing part of their previous work and living habits are all within their mental preparation, but they didn't expect Tan Shu to be so worry-free.

It can even be said that it is too sensible.

Ren Zhaoyuan took him to the design park during the day, and Tan Shu took the initiative to call everyone uncle and aunt.When Ren Zhaoyuan is busy, he sits in the seat assigned to him and reads storybooks, quietly and quietly, eats biscuits and catches the crumbs with paper towels, slides down from the chair to fetch water when he is thirsty, and goes around to Ren Zhaoyuan’s place Get him a cup at the table too.

A small child holds a water glass in both hands and puts it on the table, leaning on the edge of the table on tiptoe to touch the button.The water glass is opaque, you can’t see how much water is in the glass, you can only wait for a while to turn it off, and when you take it off, you are afraid that the water will spill out, holding your breath and frowning, using it with extreme care, as if holding a dynamite bag in your hand .

Ren Zhaoyuan watched him complete a series of movements successfully before turning his gaze away, and stopped him when Tan Shu wanted to quietly put down the water glass and leave.

Tan Shu's eyes are big, and children's eyes are extraordinarily clean, like black agate, which softens the heart.

"I just want to drink water, thank you Xiaoshu."

Tan Shu laughed, and said embarrassedly, "You're welcome."

Ren Zhaoyuan took two sips and put down, stretched his arms and dragged a chair closer: "Come and sit."

Tan Shu is tall enough to sit on the edge of a chair. Usually, when sitting on a chair, he needs to sit for a little while and then move back a few times with his hands.

But this time without going through this process, Ren Zhaoyuan directly carried him up.

"So light," said Tan Shu, who had no flesh. Ren Zhaoyuan put his hands under his armpits and put him on the chair. She can cook anything for you, and you can tell her what you don’t like.”

"I eat both vegetables and meat, so I'm not picky."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled, and raised his hand to rub his hair: "Everyone has food they like and food they don't like, so it's not picky eaters."

These words are different from what Tan Shu learned from his teacher before: "Then what is picky eating?"

"If you only want to eat one kind of food you like and don't want to eat others, you are a picky eater. If you only like one or two of them or don't like one or two of them, but you are willing to eat the others, it will not affect the normal nutritional intake. It's a picky eater."

Tan Shu thought for a while, then whispered, "I don't like carrots."

"Okay, then you don't have to eat carrots in the future."

Tan Shu's eyes lit up in a "bass": "Really?"

Ren Zhaoyuan had a slight smile on his face: "Of course it's true."

Tan Shu laughed so hard that his eyes narrowed, and then he thought of something: "But the teacher said that carrots are nutritious, and eating carrots will prevent your eyes from getting sick."

"Carrots are very nutritious. Eating carrots can supplement vitamin A, which is good for the eyes. However, if you don't eat it, your eyes won't get sick. There are many vegetables rich in vitamin A that can replace it."

Ren Zhaoyuan spoke at a moderate pace, he didn't deliberately use the tone of treating children, and he didn't bring anything because he was worried that Tan Shu wouldn't understand.

Tan Shu listened half-understood, blinked for a while, thought for a few seconds and suddenly realized "Oh", and pointed to a bunch of flowers next to him and said: "Yellow flowers are fragrant, and white flowers are also fragrant." Yes, if you don't like yellow flowers, white flowers will also be fragrant."

His ability to infer other things from one instance is very similar to that of Tan Zheng, Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and praised: "That's right, you can think of flowers from carrots, Xiaoshu is very good."

Tan Shu was so excited that his face turned red, and he asked Ren Zhaoyuan what vitamins were, and Ren Zhaoyuan told him little by little.

When the door knocked, Tan Shu was lying on Ren Zhaoyuan's table looking at a moonstone inlaid on an antique pendant. He blocked the light with his hand and then took it away, because the gradual blue and bright white in it opened his mouth in novelty.

"Enter."

Tan Shu carefully put the pendant back on the table, sat down and looked towards the door.

The half-closed door was pushed open, and a woman with short hair bleached and dyed in dark blue came in, calling Ren Zhaoyuan "Brother Ren".

She is not the same as the aunt Tan Shu met today, wearing a black slim top and a pair of loose black trousers, her lips are not as red as other aunts, her clothes are not as beautiful as other aunts, she did not smile when she greeted her, but very nice.

No matter what, Tan Shu obediently said "Hello, Auntie".

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and patted him on the back: "I want to call you aunt, the one in the video yesterday was little aunt, this is big aunt."

Tan Shu couldn't distinguish the difference for a while, but he said again following Ren Zhaoyuan's words: "Hello, Auntie."

"You can call me whatever you want," Clear said before bowing his head back to him, "Hello."

Seeing that Ren Zhaoyuan was busy, Tan Shu slid down from the chair and went to his place to continue reading.

Clear followed his figure and looked over, then turned back and put the paper box in his hand aside: "I brought the present that Tan Qing bought for him, by the way."

She is now in charge of AL's studio in City B, and she came to City S to attend a seminar at the Design Park.

Tan Xuqing applied for a one-year exchange study, and now he is abroad. In the video yesterday, he told Ren Zhaoyuan that it would be great if AL had a studio there.

What is the reason for this? No need to say too much, you can understand it when you hear it.

After listening to Ren Zhaoyuan's words, Clear bent his lips, and there was a difference on his always indifferent face: "I'll go to see her next month."

"City B is already on the right track, with achievements and popularity, so don't keep an eye on it. If you want, I can transfer someone from the Design Park to help you for a while."

Ren Zhaoyuan's intentions were obvious and thoughtful.

Although many designers in the design park are capable of being independent, they have a strong bond with the design park. Few of them are willing to leave the design park to develop elsewhere, even if it seems that they have changed from working under Ren Zhaoyuan to "being the master of the house". ".

The resources brought to them by the Design Park are rich and generous, and a good team is rare, and the inspiration of people who are well-matched and credible together is incomparable.

Clear's willingness to leave the design park to take charge of the studio in City B was considered a special case.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't say that the deputy of City B's studio would take over Clear's management for the time being, but went to great lengths to propose transferring someone from the design park, all for Clear's sake.

Going to find Tan Xuqing means leaving the country for nearly a year. If the deputy of the studio is replaced for a long time, it is inevitable that he will want to replace him. Even if he is willing to return to the position of deputy, the people in the studio have formed a habit of obeying the command of the deputy within a year. Clear needs to work hard again. Establish prestige and power, and the two are likely to "sit on an equal footing" in the future.

After transferring people from the design park and then transferring them back, AL will only need to provide corresponding subsidies. Clear is still the sole person in charge of the studio, and the studio in City B is still hers.

This is Ren Zhaoyuan's effort to protect her.

"Thank you, Brother Ren," Clear understood Ren Zhaoyuan's good intentions, and told him truthfully what was in his heart, "I thought about going out with her, but she is at the age of groping and growing up, and she needs to have her own time and Space, learn to make friends, see a world I have never seen, and maybe do some small bad things in private. If I go to her and spend all my free time on me, the effectiveness of going abroad for a year of exchange will be half. "

In addition to the advantages and disadvantages of going abroad for exchange, University A has a strong learning atmosphere, and it is inevitable to spend more energy to make up for the one-year vacancy. If you want to get the same credits and grade points, you can only work harder.Tan Xuqing has paid a lot for exchange and study, which cannot be wasted.

"The people told by Brother Tan are there to take care of me. I don't have to worry about my personal safety and daily life. I fly once a month is enough."

"And," Clear smiled rarely, "distance creates beauty. Although the saying is clichéd, it makes sense. A proper separation for a few days is conducive to enhancing the relationship."

Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't help laughing when he heard this.

In the afternoon, Ren Zhaoyuan took Tan Shu and Clear to dinner. Tan Zheng had a reception, and it was already late when he got home.

As soon as he entered the door, he embraced Ren Zhaoyuan and kissed him.

They tacitly paid attention to not being too intimate in front of Tan Shu in the past few days. Tan Shu insisted on refusing to go to bed early and wanted to wait for Tan Zheng to come back with Ren Zhaoyuan. They just followed downstairs, and now they are not far away.

Ren Zhaoyuan pushed Tan Zheng away a bit: "Don't..."

After Tan Zheng drank, his need for Ren Zhaoyuan was higher than usual. He didn't see another person when he entered the door, and he didn't even have enough kisses, let alone being rejected very rarely.

The eyebrows were raised unhappily, and the arms around Ren Zhaoyuan's waist became tighter.

Every time after drinking, whether he was drunk or not, he was extremely clingy, Ren Zhaoyuan looked amused, and secretly patted him on the waist: "Xiao Shu is here."

It was only then that Tan Zheng noticed that there was another Tan Shu.

He drank a lot, but he was sober and far from drunk. When he saw Tan Shu, he didn't do anything else, let go of Ren Zhaoyuan and said hello to Tan Shu, and went to change his clothes first.

After going upstairs, Tan Zheng went to serve the warm hangover tea, Ren Zhaoyuan patted Tan Shu's head: "I saw you were sleepy at that moment, go to sleep quickly."

Tan Shu turned his head to look at the tea room, and Ren Zhaoyuan also looked back: "We'll pack up and go to sleep later."

"Hmm..." Tan Shu seemed a little worried. Seeing Tan Zheng coming out, he looked at Ren Zhaoyuan again, and said to the two, "Good night, Dad."

"Good night."

The voices of the two collided, and Ren Zhaoyuan turned his head to meet Tan Zheng's gaze and smiled slightly.

As soon as the door of Tan Shu's room was closed, Tan Zheng stuck behind Ren Zhaoyuan.

"I was still thinking that he was so sensible that it wouldn't affect my welfare."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and patted his arm around his waist: "Be honest and go back to the room after drinking, Xiao Shu can see it when he comes out."

In the future, I will always tell Tan Shu about this matter, but it must be done step by step as he grows older, and there is no rush.

Tan Zheng asked for a kiss, and after drinking, he went to wash and dry the water glass, and when he came out, he immediately carried the person away.

Unprepared, Ren Zhaoyuan suddenly hangs in the air, screams in a low voice, glances at Tan Shu's room, and slaps Tan Zheng on the back with his hand.

It didn't hurt or itch, Tan Zheng felt comfortable, and carried him back to the room to go to the bathroom.

There are more processes in the middle than usual, and it is locked.

Although Tan Shu is not a child who will enter a room without knocking, the bedroom is no better than other places, so we still have to be just in case.

After doing a scene in the bathroom with the sound of water, Tan Zheng pressed down on the bed again.

It wasn't the first time when one was afraid to have fun and one was worried that the other party was not enough. Ren Zhaoyuan hadn't slowed down yet, and pressed against his chest and refused.

Tan Zheng held Ren Zhaoyuan's wrist with one hand and moved it away, and with the other hand, he went to untie the belt around the waist of the nightgown.

"Will you have a minute to put it on?" Ren Zhaoyuan hid with a smile, "Why do you want to bother me to put it on for a long time?"

"I like to dress you."

"Mr. Tan's hobbies are really special."

"Well," Tan Zheng took the next sentence as a matter of course, "I prefer to take it off for you."

Ren Zhaoyuan refused to give it, and held the tie to prevent him from taking it off: "Do you know what Clear said this afternoon?"

Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng mentioned Clear's coming over on the phone, but they didn't say anything specific.

With his hand still on Ren Zhaoyuan's belt, Tan Zheng followed the words and asked, "What did you say?"

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled tensely, and briefly mentioned the previous content, only emphasizing on the two sentences of "distance produces beauty" and "proper separation for a few days is conducive to enhancing the relationship" to him.

"What nonsense." Tan Zheng obviously didn't agree with a word, and leaned on the back of Ren Zhaoyuan's neck and kissed him.

"Hmm..." After kissing for a long time, Ren Zhaoyuan still didn't forget to tease him during the separation, "Some people say that a little farewell is better than a newlywed, and if words can be passed on word of mouth, there is always something good, otherwise, let's experiment and see. .Ah..wait a minute..”

"We haven't seen each other for twelve hours from morning to night today," Tan Zheng directly gave up the tie and lifted the hem of the nightgown. "It's a small farewell. According to what you said, it's better than a newlywed."

Ren Zhaoyuan obeyed for two seconds, took advantage of Tan Zheng's loose hand to scratch him, and was pushed back when he was about to gain the upper hand. This time, both wrists and other parts fell into Tan Zheng's hands, so he had to calm down.

But Ren Zhaoyuan stopped and Tan Zheng started to tease him again, pressing the ticklish area of ​​his waist to make trouble: "Have you got a new trick to deal with me?"

"Haha...you stop..." Ren Zhaoyuan was exhausted by him, and now he couldn't fight or hide, so he hurriedly raised the white flag, "I was wrong, I was wrong..."

Seeing his appearance, Tan Zheng liked him so much, kissed him again and again, and finally held his side and threatened: "Is there still beauty in the distance?"

A man can bend and stretch, Ren Zhaoyuan changed his words decisively: "It's not beautiful, it's all fallacy."

Tan Zheng couldn't help tilting his head and laughing, and was attacked by the pillow in the next second.

This attack power is not enough, Tan Zheng raised his hand and threw it out: "Okay, still—"

An exceptionally loud sound at the bedside interrupted their laughter at night. Ren Zhaoyuan turned his head to look at the sacrificed glazed table lamp and intact pillows on the ground, and then turned back to look at the "culprit", with accusing eyes as if he had completely forgotten Who picked up the pillow first.

Tan Zheng also acted as if he didn't remember that the pillow originally came from Ren Zhaoyuan: "My fault, my fault, I will buy the same one tomorrow and buy a better one."

Ren Zhaoyuan still looked at him silently, Tan Zheng looked at the ground and then at Ren Zhaoyuan pretending to be distressed, with a very serious tone: "How about I apologize to it?"

"Ah-"

As soon as Ren Zhaoyuan's laughter burst out, Tan Zheng couldn't hold back any longer, and laughed muffledly together on the bed.

A man in his late thirties and a man in his thirties looked like three-year-old children together. Tan Shulai had never been in trouble at home, and the two of them quarreled and dropped the lamp.

Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't stop laughing for a long time: "Xiao Shu hasn't dropped anything yet."

"Hey," Tan Zheng felt that the muscles on his face were sore from laughing, "Let him be the parent."

Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't stop laughing and couldn't help it: "Don't make me laugh again, my stomach hurts."

"I'll rub it for you..."

【2】

It was said who would come, and there were several knocks on the door, and Tan Shu knocked on the door of the room outside and called "Dad".

He never came to knock on the door at night, Ren Zhaoyuan was afraid that something might happen to him, so he hurriedly answered and got out of bed.

Still wearing the nightgown, Ren Zhaoyuan walked outside while tidying up, and Tan Zheng also put on a nightgown to follow.

Tan Shu didn't know if it was a nightmare or something, his complexion was not good, his hands were behind his back, his expression looked scared and nervous, it was better when he saw Ren Zhaoyuan opened the door, but his eyes still showed panic, and his lips were tightly pursed.

Ren Zhaoyuan knelt down and touched his shoulder: "What's wrong? Are you dreaming or are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Just as Tan Shu was about to speak, Tan Zheng, who came out immediately, closed his mouth again, blinked and stretched out a hand to carefully hold Ren Zhaoyuan: "Dad, can you accompany me to the room?"

"Of course." Ren Zhaoyuan looked back at Tan Zheng and signaled that he would go with Tan Shu, and Tan Zheng nodded slightly.

"Let's go," Ren Zhaoyuan took Tan Shu's little hand and stood up, "Father will accompany you back to the room."

Tan Shu glanced at Tan Zheng briefly and then retracted it. The other hand, which had been behind his back all the time, turned and hid to his side, revealing a slight cold light.

Chaos is fleeting.

Tan Zheng caught a glimpse of the unhidden reflection behind Tan Shu and instinctively stepped forward to pull Ren Zhaoyuan back. The tense Tan Shu swung the weapon in his hand while Tan Zheng was moving. .

In just a few seconds, the thing fell to the ground and was kicked more than ten meters by Tan Zheng. It was a fruit knife in the tea room.

Tan Zheng's expression was horrifying, and Ren Zhaoyuan's expression was also ugly, but before he could ask questions, Tan Shu stretched out his arms to block Ren Zhaoyuan.

As far as Tan Shu was concerned, Tan Zheng was not as easy to get close to as Ren Zhaoyuan, but now his sullen face was so overwhelming that he could hardly breathe.

Tan Shu's chest rose and fell, and his instinctive fear made him tremble. Ren Zhaoyuan saw that something was wrong, and just about to comfort him, he heard Tan Shu crying and shouting at Tan Zheng: "You are not allowed to hit Dad—"

He was thin and thin, but his ear-shattering voice almost resounded through the entire building.

-

The smell of wine has never brought good memories to Tan Shu.

A person who usually swears and gives a slap at most, drinks like a ghost from hell, trying to kill him and his mother.

My mother's forehead was swollen, and her body was bleeding. The things placed outside the house were smashed and smashed in the beatings, and the clothes hangers, belts and slippers were pulled everywhere.

He ran to the police, and the police came to collect evidence, asked a lot of questions, and severely criticized education.

That was the worst time he and his mother were beaten.

His throat was hot, his breath was fishy, ​​his whole body hurt, and he dared not move, as if he would die at any moment.

Then his mother ran away with him.

They hid in a small room without sunlight and dared not go out, but those were the most comfortable days for Tan Shu.

Sleeping will not be woken up, no need to be afraid of getting up late, no alcohol, no cigarettes, only mother.

The redness and swelling disappeared, the bruising became lighter, and the pain was gone, but a ghost-like person came here.

It was night, and there was no time to put on clothes, so I was wrapped in a quilt and carried into the car.

run.

The car that sneaked out to take him away once ran at the fastest speed again, his heartbeat became more and more rapid, the sweat in the palm of his hand soaked the quilt he was holding tightly, and the lights and horns behind him pierced so that no one could see or hear him.

It was dark.

The world is turned upside down.

He has no mother.

He has no mother and can't live without a new father.

Familiar with the smell of alcohol, dare not speak, dare not sleep, hear a soft breath and return to endless peace, toss and turn for a long time, finally couldn't help but come out of the room.

Stiffly approaching step by step, he vaguely heard a small sound, like an inaudible low cry, but the sound insulation was too good, he was not sure, and when he tentatively approached the door, he was greeted with a sudden, clear, piercing, The familiar sound of smashing things.

Then there was an eerie silence.

Even if he is already asleep, he should not be unresponsive to such a loud sound.

Cold sweat broke out from the hair roots.

I ran back to the room and picked up the phone and put it down again. I couldn't call the police.

Seeing the water cup by the bed, he ran to the tea room, stepped on the stool, and took down a knife that he could hold firmly.

-

Tan Shu trembled violently, his mouth was closed tightly, and the unstoppable crying sounded in his throat, but he still opened his arms in front of Ren Zhaoyuan, staring at Tan Zheng.

Until she was hugged gently and fell into an extremely generous and reliable arms.

"Don't be afraid, Xiaoshu is not afraid..."

"The dads didn't fight, they just accidentally broke the lamp."

"Papa Tan is very good, he won't hit anyone."

"Hey, no one in this family will beat anyone, it's okay..."

Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng didn't need Tan Shu to say anything, they could guess seven or eight points just by looking at his reaction.

Tan Zheng's expression was still ugly, but he didn't go over, just watching from the sidelines.

Seeing Tan Shu's movements soften, his eyes changed from resolute hostility to hesitation to bewilderment, and finally threw himself into Ren Zhaoyuan's arms crying out of breath.

All the grievances and fears from the past were firmly accepted in this gentle embrace. Ren Zhaoyuan comforted him for a long time, either in a soft voice or just patted silently. When Tan Shu finally calmed down, Ren Zhaoyuan's nightgown was stained with tears. wet.

Leading him to wash his face, Tan Shu was encouraged by Ren Zhaoyuan to timidly walk towards Tan Zheng, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you, Dad."

As soon as Tan Zheng raised his hand, Tan Shu retracted his shoulders reflexively and closed his eyes.

"Open your eyes."

Tan Shu slowly opened it.

Tan Zheng raised his finger to the fruit knife on the floor far away: "When you are not capable enough, don't use this kind of thing to deal with others."

Tan Shu was stunned.

"If I'm really beating someone, you'll be finished if I take the knife, understand?"

Tan Shu looked at the knife in the distance and nodded.

"It's right to protect Father Ren."

Tan Shu didn't expect Tan Zheng to say that, and his eyes suddenly widened a lot.

"It's not wrong to want to take Father Ren to a relatively safe place first."

"Do you know what's wrong?"

Tan Shu swallowed, and said, "You shouldn't be holding a knife."

"and also."

Tan Shu raised his head, not knowing anymore.

Tan Zheng raised his chin towards his room: "Go to sleep, tell me if you want to come out tomorrow."

Tan Shu turned to look at Ren Zhaoyuan, Ren Zhaoyuan smiled softly: "Go, can you sleep by yourself? Will you be afraid?"

"Yes," Tan Shu said, "don't be afraid."

"Okay, go to sleep, good night."

"Good night, Dad." Tan Shu turned around and said to Tan Zheng again, "Good night, Dad."

After watching him return to the room, Tan Zheng went to pick up the fruit knife on the ground, and the two went to the tea room together.

The tea room was far away from Tan Shu's bedroom. After entering, Ren Zhaoyuan said to Tan Zheng, "What are you doing so seriously just now? Let's talk about the rest tomorrow."

"If I didn't see him protecting you, I would have thrown him downstairs."

Tan Zheng put away the cleaned fruit knife, and when he thought that the knife almost hurt Ren Zhaoyuan, he was afraid: "You too, when you saw the knife, you grabbed it with your hands."

Caught off guard, Ren Zhaoyuan blinked, seeing that his eyebrows were still calm, leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips: "Okay, don't be unhappy, blame me, okay?"

"I don't blame you." He was afraid, and Ren Zhaoyuan was also afraid, and even panicked more than him when he saw the knife.

Tan Zheng has never forgotten the nightmares Ren Zhaoyuan had because of him a few years ago.

Tan Zheng hugged Ren Zhaoyuan, kissed his ears and hair: "It's not your fault, I was in a hurry just now, and my tone was bad, sorry."

"What are you sorry for?" Ren Zhaoyuan hugged him back, patted his upper waist with his hand, and said, "I know."

He knew Tan Zheng's worry, and he also knew that Tan Zheng understood his fear.

All accidents, panic, worries and fears are properly settled in this silent and long hug.

After being separated for a long time, Tan Zheng held Ren Zhaoyuan's hand to look, and suddenly noticed a bright red spot, and immediately frowned, "Why didn't you tell me if you were hurt?"

Ren Zhaoyuan said indifferently, "It's okay."

It's really all right.

The edge of the palm was rubbed by the knife edge, the small opening less than one centimeter, the drop of blood that flowed out was wiped away by Ren Zhaoyuan casually, and it didn't flow anymore, it has dried up now.

But Tan Zheng insisted on getting disinfected cotton swabs and band-aids, Ren Zhaoyuan had no choice but to follow his wishes and come out together, sitting at the table and waiting.

In the distance, the door of Tan Shu's room opened an inconspicuous crack.

Tan Shu was sitting leaning against the wall on the carpet by the door, holding a big Ultraman doll in his arms.

He can't sleep.

After knowing the truth, he was at a loss, and now that the tension had dissipated, he was only annoyed. Even if no one scolded him, he couldn't help but blame himself.

It is obvious that the relationship between the two fathers is very good, and it is obvious that the two fathers are very good people, but because of what happened before, they still want to doubt them and take the knife.

It was a knife. If there was an accident at that time, the consequences would be unimaginable.

He shouldn't distrust the two fathers, shouldn't take a knife, and shouldn't...

I feel that I have done a lot of mistakes, but no matter how many, I can't think of specific ones.

At that moment, Tan Shu wanted to open the door and go out to find Ren Zhaoyuan, but it was very late and he couldn't disturb their rest.In the end, he didn’t go out or go back to bed, so he sat cross-legged by the door, trying to reflect hard, and try to tell Tan Zheng the answer of “there is still” in the morning.

Until he heard the conversation outside, Tan Shu came back to his senses, saw Ren Zhaoyuan sitting at the long table through the crack of the door, Tan Zheng put something back in the cabinet, sat next to Ren Zhaoyuan and held his hand preciously.

Watching them talking together, Tan Shu suddenly thought, if he had told Ren Zhaoyuan before he returned to the room, told him what he was afraid of or asked him what he was worried about, he would not have misunderstood him later, let alone do it. wrong.

I don't know if Tan Zheng's "and" is this, but Tan Shu was distracted by a more serious point when he thought about it—what he just did did not meet the standard of a good boy, it was simply terrible.

It's still half a year away, and if you don't want him, you can retire.

Tan Shu felt as if he was being scratched by something in his heart, knowing that something was wrong, he couldn't help but lightly opened the door wide, and listened with his ears sideways.

"If you find out that such a small place will grow back later," Ren Zhaoyuan rubbed the center of Tan Zheng's eyebrows with his fingertips, "Aren't you happy?"

"No."

"Really? Smile and show me."

Tan Zheng couldn't laugh.

What Tan Shu did just now reminded him of himself.

He was the one who actually cut through Ren Zhaoyuan's knife.

Ren Zhaoyuan's indelible scars were all given by him.

"Where did you think of?"

Tan Zheng raised his eyes to look at him when he heard the words, Ren Zhaoyuan pinched his chin and shook it: "What are you thinking about?"

"No random thinking."

"Well," Ren Zhaoyuan nodded, "I really believe it."

Tan Zheng couldn't help but chuckled, there was nothing he could hide from Ren Zhaoyuan.

He hugged and kissed the person gently and softly for a long time, and the pad of his thumb repeatedly rubbed against the edge of the band-aid.

"This kid is really..."

Tan Shu just couldn't hear the voice for a while, so he turned his head to look, and when he saw what the two were doing, he immediately covered his eyes, and was about to close the door solemnly. Hearing this half sentence, his heart suddenly hung high, and he held his breath and closed his ears again. Close to the crack of the door, I heard the second half of the sentence more clearly——

"Why don't you order as good as I ordered?"

Tan Shu was taken aback, and after a while, he gently closed the door, grinning and shaking the Ultraman in his arms "creaking", afraid of being discovered, he stopped quickly, only the smile on his face could not stop live.

like me.

Tan Shu only heard this from his neighbor's uncle when he was younger. Every time someone praised his child, he would smile proudly and say "like me".

It doesn't matter whether he is good or bad in a sentence, only the important two words were taken out by Tan Shu, and they were hidden in his heart and thought about them countless times.

Lying down in the soft and fluffy quilt with a smile, the sun is shining brightly in the dream, the house is cake, and the flowers are candy.

The two fathers picked one for him.

Well, it's so sweet.

The author says:

That- I would like to apologize for being late because of the large number of words [beautiful];

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!