He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

"Why did you choose me?"

Planning to wait for Ren Zhaoyuan to pick up people after the dinner party, Tan Zheng and Tan Shu didn't go home directly after they came out of the planetarium. They had dinner nearby and drove to the observatory.

The weather is good, there are many stars, bright and dark are hanging all over the sky.

Tan Shu looked at the stars through the astronomical telescope that was specially moved outside. Tan Zheng stood by the observatory and took a photo with his mobile phone.

To Ren Zhaoyuan.

miss him.

【Where did you go to play? 】

There was a bit of a smile on Tan Zheng's face: [At the star observatory];

【The stars are good tonight】

【Missing you】

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't return for a while, so Tan Zheng held his mobile phone to look at the stars, and when there was a vibration in his palm, he picked it up to look at it, and Ren Zhaoyuan took a photo of him - a honey-colored silk hibiscus flower was placed on a white porcelain plate, which seemed to be made of An inner core carved from an apple.

There is a small round candy next to it, it should be eaten.

Ren Zhaoyuan is very willing to eat some sweet dishes, but he doesn't really like sweet food. Basically, he only tastes two bites of pure sweet dishes like this, and if there are more, he will get tired.

Tan Zheng guessed that he didn't want to eat the remaining flower, but didn't guess the next sentence that followed.

【Mr. Tan is much sweeter than flowers when coaxing people】

Tan Zheng lowered his eyes and typed: [Teacher Ren taught well];

"father!"

Tan Zheng diverted his attention to Tan Shu, and followed his gaze to the ground on the other side.

"I want glow-in-the-dark balloons."

The observatory is far away from the place where Ren Zhaoyuan had dinner. This team often cooperates with AL. Ren Zhaoyuan has had dinner with them several times, and it usually ends in about two and a half hours.Let's go over there now, just wait for ten minutes.

"Go, after shopping, I will pick you up as your father and go home."

"it is good!"

Coming down from the other side, I found that there are many people selling fluorescent sticks and balloons here. It is on the side of the road leading to the parking lot in District [-]. It is very popular with children. As soon as Tan Shu came over, he went straight to the big head he liked. Altman goes.

"Buy one for your father too."

Tan Shu was in trouble. He looked up for a while and didn't know what to buy. Tan Zheng got a phone call and said to Tan Shu: "I'll answer the phone, let's pick a lamb."

Tan Zheng took a few steps away to answer the call in a relatively quiet place, but he never took his eyes off Tan Shu.

Tan Shu himself has pocket money, and the electronic watch can pay for it. He picked out a round sheep with a round horn for a while, thinking about buying another one for Tan Zheng, but he couldn't find a tiger after circling the balloon.

The aunt who sold the balloon saw that he was good-looking and good-looking, and asked him what he wanted with a smile. Knowing that he was looking for a little tiger, she pointed to him on the opposite side: "There are tigers for sale over there."

Tan Shu wanted to give Tan Zheng a little surprise by buying it before he finished making the phone call, and ran away after paying the money, and when he heard the harsh whistle honking in the middle of the road, he froze in place, his head went blank.

At night, the dazzling headlights, the continuous sound of horns, and the sound of brakes sharply rubbing against the ground.

It was spinning again.

But this time there was no pain.

Tan Shu finally returned to his soul in the rush of talking, only to realize that Tan Zheng was tightly pressed under his body.

Familiar fear swept Tan Shu's brain in an instant: "Dad—"

The person who got out of the car and asked about the situation stopped abruptly. Tan Zheng couldn't get off the large pendant with the stereo on his body, so he had to stand up with Tan Shu first.

The driver braked in time, and the front of the car at the last stop almost missed the place where Tan Shu stopped just now.

It was his fault that he didn't take good care of the child, and he should apologize to the other party first, but Tan Shu hugged him and cried uncontrollably, and there was nothing to talk about.

Tan Zheng said "I'm sorry", and a couple who got out of the car repeatedly confirmed that Tan Shu was not injured, but they were just scared, and then they kept saying "It's fine", got in the car and left.

A kind passerby helped Tan Zheng pick up the phone and sent it to Tan Shu without stopping.

Ren Zhaoyuan tried the back pats he usually used to coax the children, but Tan Shu didn't seem to ease up at all.

Tan Zheng gave him a headache from crying.

"I didn't have an accident, ancestor, can you stop crying?" Tan Zheng attracted a lot of attention as he walked towards the parking spot, and seeing Ren Zhaoyuan's call notification was like seeing a savior, "Xiao Shu, your father Ren is calling. .”

Tan Shu finally let go of Tan Zheng's neck, sobbing, and wanted to get his cell phone while crying, Tan Zheng sighed: "Don't cry, your father should be worried if you cry like this."

"Um..uh..uh.."

Seeing that he couldn't stop for a while, afraid that Ren Zhaoyuan would be in a hurry, Tan Zheng connected the phone first, and sure enough Ren Zhaoyuan's first sentence was to ask, "What's wrong with Xiao Shu?"

"A car almost hit him on the road just now. He fell and was frightened. He said there was no pain. I checked that he was not injured, but just to be on the safe side, I still took him to the hospital for an examination. It's okay, don't worry."

"You fell too?"

Tan Zheng felt that there were no omissions in what he said just now, and he didn't know how Ren Zhaoyuan could have guessed it, so he had to answer lightly.

"Don't drive, call a driver or let the driver go, we will meet at the hospital."

"Okay, I don't drive, you can let the driver drive too, don't worry, it's really fine."

After a short chat, Tan Shu hung up the phone, crying so hard that he stared at Tan Zheng's cell phone eagerly.

"Dad will call back after calling a surrogate driver. Wait a while and be obedient."

Before Tan Zheng could place an order here, Tan Shu's phone and watch rang. Tan Zheng watched helplessly that the person who couldn't be coaxed at all eased his emotions under Ren Zhaoyuan's comfort. Ren Zhaoyuan said, "Dad, don't worry."

It's good for anyone, it finally stopped.

At that time, Tan Zheng was anxious when he rushed over to take Tan Shu away, but Tan Shu didn't bump into him in the process.After the full-body examination, everything was fine, except that Tan Zheng had a piece of skin scratched on his elbow, which needed to be disinfected and bandaged.

Tan Shu stopped crying, but except for Ren Zhaoyuan calling "Dad" when he arrived at the hospital, he didn't take the initiative to speak anymore, his head drooped.

Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng knew that he was in the car when Tan Shu's parents were in a car accident. They guessed that Tan Shu was afraid of what happened before, so they didn't let Tan Shu go back to their room at night, and slept between them in the master bedroom.

"He was crying like that, I almost thought something happened to me."

Ren Zhaoyuan patted Tan Shu's back with an extended hand and slapped Tan Zheng's body, and said to him softly, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Ah," Tan Zheng cried out in pain softly, "I am a wounded patient."

Not to mention the wound, Ren Zhaoyuan didn't even touch his arm.

But the injured person has the capital to play tricks, Ren Zhaoyuan gently touched his arm: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, sleep carefully, don't press it."

"I can't, I won't sleep outside when you're here."

"Well, rest at home tomorrow, I'll ask Sister Shen to come and stay all day."

"Don't you have an event tomorrow?"

"Privately organized salons are not important, and you can't talk to the person in charge."

"Alright, I just want to stay at home with you and not go anywhere."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled softly, and when he noticed Tan Shu moving, he immediately comforted him through the quilt, and after a while, he heard Tan Shu talking vaguely in his sleep.

Tan Zheng listened for a while: "Say what?"

Ren Zhaoyuan shook his head: "I didn't hear clearly."

"Never mind, go to sleep," Tan Zheng habitually reached out to hug Ren Zhaoyuan, but was caught and released halfway, "Huh?"

"The elbow is still hurt, don't move around."

Tan Zheng's arms were empty, and he felt uncomfortable.Ren Zhaoyuan moved closer to Tan Shu, put his arm around Tan Shu's body, and took Tan Zheng's hand: "Do this first, and when it's done, it's up to you."

"All with me?"

If this is the case, then Tan Zheng can make a lot of money.

Tan Shu will probably recover tomorrow, and he can go back to his room to sleep by himself, with no one standing in the way, so he doesn't have to wait for the injury to heal.

It would be easier if Ren Zhaoyuan was worried about touching the wound, and he didn't have to try every means to coax Ren Zhaoyuan to take the initiative.

The ready-made reasons are here, and they must lead Ren Zhaoyuan to do something.

When his tone turned around, Ren Zhaoyuan knew what was going on in his mind, and pinched the heel of his palm: "Sleep with you."

"Ok, go to sleep, good night."

Ren Zhaoyuan curled his hands in Tan Zheng's palm, and replied softly, "Good night."

The little ones and the big ones were all fast asleep, breathing evenly and smoothly. Tan Zheng stood up and passed Tan Shu in the middle, and pressed a kiss on Ren Zhaoyuan's profile.

Tan Shu was still sleeping when he got up in the morning, neither of them stayed in bed for long, nor did they wake up Tan Shu, the kitchen was warming Tan Shu's portion, and the two of them sat together for breakfast first.

Yesterday when Ren Zhaoyuan looked at Tan Zheng's bruised shoulders and fleshy elbows, Tan Zheng kept saying that he was fine, just a little bit of skin.It's different today, I can't even hold a spoon and fork, so I have to feed him by Ren Zhaoyuan.

At first, Ren Zhaoyuan fed him spoon by spoonful, but after a while he only fed half a bowl. Ren Zhaoyuan put the soup in front of Tan Zheng: "I'll put something else for you, it's much faster to drink it with your left hand."

"Then I won't drink the soup."

Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't laugh or cry: "You are not naive."

Saying this in his mouth, he took another spoonful of soup in his hand and brought it to Tan Zheng's mouth: "Xiao Shu doesn't even need to be fed."

Tan Zheng didn't blush and his heart didn't beat, and he replied confidently in Ren Zhaoyuan's words: "I'm naive."

When Tan Shu went downstairs, the two of them had just finished their extraordinarily long breakfast. Ren Zhaoyuan stepped forward to pat Tan Shu's head, and asked him if he had washed and if he slept well. Tan Shu nodded twice.

I don't know what's going on in my little head, I'm worried.

After dinner, Ren Zhaoyuan asked him if he was frightened by that car at the observatory. Tan Shu nodded and shook his head, hesitant to speak, and Ren Zhaoyuan asked again, looking like he was about to cry.

Tan Shu usually stayed with them, but today he went back to his room with his books and stationery, and didn't show up all morning.

He finally came out at lunch, but he stopped eating after a few mouthfuls, sat at the table for a while and then left. Ren Zhaoyuan followed him upstairs into Tan Shu's room.

"Xiao Shu, let's talk."

Tan Zheng and Ren Zhaoyuan came up one after the other, and they were standing at the door right now, blocking the half-open door tightly with their bodies.

"Dad has always told you that you can tell us anything that happens. Dad will not ask you to be happy if you are unhappy. Dad will not force you to accept things you are afraid of. It doesn't matter if you don't want to eat or eat less, but you have to Let us know why."

Tan Shu lowered his head and said nothing, Ren Zhaoyuan sighed softly: "Is Dad very untrustworthy with you?"

"No, I..."

There was only one beginning of the conversation, and Tan Shu stopped talking later.

"You don't have to tell us if you don't want to tell us, but Xiaoshu, you are so abnormally hiding it, Dad is very sad."

Tan Shu's tears "swipe" out and flow all over his face: "Dad, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it... oh sorry..."

Tan Zheng's eyes fell on a piece of paper on the ground not far away, and he walked over and bent down to pick it up. There were three characters written on the top line of the matt.

"Farewell letter," Tan Zheng read out the words on the paper that had obviously been erased several times, and threw it into the trash can full of waste paper with one hand. "Don't like this family, don't you want us?"

Tan Shu collapsed on the spot.

Crying with tears and snot, and wailing almost out of breath, Ren Zhaoyuan hurriedly comforted him with a gentle tone, neither asked nor said anything, just hugged him and coaxed him softly.

"I'm not.. I like Daddy.. Woo I'm scared.. You guys send me away.."

What Tan Shu cried and said was incoherent, Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng listened for a long time before they understood it.

In the past, they asked people to learn about the situation of Tan Shu's original family.Tan Shu's mother was originally pregnant with twins, but only Tan Shu survived.Tan Shu's original grandparents were superstitious, and they asked someone to figure it out, saying that Tan Shu's life was haunted by evil spirits, and that he was against his relatives. They also took Tan Shu's parents who died in a car accident later, and Tan Shu survived because he was wrapped in a quilt, as an ironclad proof that he was a disaster star.

They understand Tan Shu's original family and just want to know what Tan Shu has experienced. At the same time, they also want to prevent future complications. , didn't take it to heart at all.

But Tan Shu was scolded and read like this since he was a child.

An unfounded thing has been repeated countless times, and people who listen to it for a long time will wonder if it is true.

Especially after his parents passed away, his blood relatives avoided him, and after arriving in the orphanage, there were always people who were unwilling to adopt him because of the car accident.

"I don't want to be in the orphanage... the old director is gone, I just, I just want to... woo... sorry..."

Tan Shu always thought that they didn't know that his parents died in a car accident at the same time, that they didn't know that he had relatives alive but didn't want him.

The new dean said at the time that Tan Shu was not close to people. Tan Zheng saw that he took the initiative to get close to Ren Zhaoyuan, and took it for granted that it was because Ren Zhaoyuan was kind to him, and the two hit it off.

It is only now that I realize that being close is just one of the reasons. Another reason is that Tan Shu thinks that the new dean may not understand many things just after taking office, and may not explain in such detail. He wants to bet that the new dean will not tell Tan Zheng and the others.

Tan Shu also took the initiative to show it when he first arrived at the orphanage. Many people smiled at him, said they liked him and wanted to adopt him, but they all disappeared in the end.

Later, when someone wanted to adopt him, he eavesdropped on the conversation between the old dean and that person. The person who said he would definitely take him home heard the words "car accident", "restraint" and "fate", and shook his head and said, no wonder he still Some relatives were sent to orphanages. It's a pity that the children look good.

Tan Shu never saw that person again, nor did he take the initiative to talk to the person who went to adopt him.

Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng took him away. Tan Shu always thought that he was lucky, seized the opportunity, and made the right bet.

The worry of being found out and being retired faded away in the day-to-day relationship, but last night when the car lights came on and the horn sounded, the scene that I dare not recall overlapped with the present moment. Tan Zheng was injured in order to save him——

"Born is not a good thing."

"He is a disaster star with evil in his life!"

"Your brother beats your parents! Whoever gets close to you will be unlucky!"

"The fortune teller was right. I should have sent him away long ago. My son can still save his life..."

Maybe he really has a ghost in his life.

What if he is really the scourge of celibacy, who is close to someone and who has an accident?

Tan Shu was afraid.

When he asked Ren Zhaoyuan if he could adopt him, he only wanted to leave the orphanage.

But later he really had a very good family, a very good father, and what he wanted the most was not important anymore.

He was more afraid of them having an accident than he was.

Adults are easy to get into trouble, not to mention children who are most likely to go straight and fail to turn.

Silly and heart-wrenching, Ren Zhaoyuan turned his head, his face was held in wide palms, and he wiped away the wetness from the corners of his eyes.

"Xiao Shu."

Tan Shu cried so hard that he couldn't help retching, Tan Zheng held the back of his neck with his big hand and rubbed it up and down, squatted halfway in front of him and called him again: "Xiao Shu."

"Umm..ummm.."

"We have known for a long time what you said. Retirement will cause secondary harm to the adopted person. In order to reduce this situation, the dean will tell us all the information about you as comprehensively as possible."

"The dean told us about the car accident before adopting you. We also know what your former grandparents and other relatives said about what you did."

Tan Yu stared blankly at Tan Zheng, and after a while he sobbed uncontrollably.

Ren Zhaoyuan hugged him into his arms: "Okay, okay, it's okay, those words are all lies, we don't believe it, Xiao Shu is the best child."

Tan Shu cried again.

Later, both eyes swelled into single eyelids, my voice became hoarse from crying, and tears could still be seen on my face after washing.

"What if it's true..."

"Not in case."

"But my dad said that since I was born, bad things have always happened at home..."

Tan Zheng asked, "When did I say that?"

"It's my former father, grandparents, and fortune tellers..."

"You only have two fathers, right in front of you, your grandparents just sent you toys and new clothes a few days ago. Those are irrelevant people, do you believe them or us?"

Tan Shu looked at Tan Zheng, and said after a while, "I believe you."

Tan Zheng rubbed his head: "Well, be good."

"Xiao Shu," Ren Zhaoyuan walked to Tan Shu's track model and called him, "Come here."

This set of track models is complicated, and the three of them have been building for a long time.

Ren Zhaoyuan took a train and put it on the track, and said to Tan Shu: "The former Xiaojiu grew up slowly after he was born, and walked along this road, but something happened in the middle. When you arrive at the orphanage, it is equivalent to walking On another road."

The little train turned a corner at the fork and continued along the second road.

"Xiaojiu met us on this road in the orphanage." Ren Zhaoyuan took a piece of a larger train and hooked it to the original small train. "We took Xiaojiu home and went to another road."

"On this road, Xiaojiu becomes Xiaoshu, walking forward happily along the wide road, and the original road will never go again."

Ren Zhaoyuan put Tan Shu's hand on the small train and reached the destination together: "We don't believe in those unrealistic things, but even if they are true, you are no longer the original you. In the beginning of the road, what happened in the previous track will not happen."

"The change of one thing will affect the development of many things in the future. You must understand this truth after you have seen the animation of the butterfly effect and the explanation of the cotangent sequence. Everything will change after you come home with us. Tan Shu just Tan Shu, those nonsense words have nothing to do with you anymore."

Tan Shu was dazed looking at the intertwined and complicated orbits, and heard Ren Zhaoyuan say: "Also, everyone will encounter bad things. It may be big or small, it may be more or less, but it will definitely happen. You can't be around everyone. There's a bane, isn't there?"

Originally, Tan Shu was ready to be given up.

He thought that as long as they knew the truth they wouldn't want him again.

He wrote a letter and hid it in the drawer, hoping that the two fathers would not blame him. He was very afraid that the two fathers felt that he was deliberately harming them.

But nothing.

It's like the tornado that came before the eyes suddenly disappeared, and turned into blue sky, white clouds, sunshine and breeze in a blink of an eye. Fortunately, it was more misty and unreal.

This unreality continued throughout the afternoon and into the evening.

After talking a lot in the afternoon, Tan Zheng and Ren Zhaoyuan didn't continue that topic, and everything was as usual.

Tan Shu stuck behind the two of them like a little tail, and followed them all afternoon, neither reading nor playing, just staying near them in a daze.

It's the same now, Tan Shu is holding the baby and looking at the two people on the other side of the sofa, while Tan Zheng is cutting Ren Zhaoyuan's nails.

"dad."

Ren Zhaoyuan turned to look at him: "Huh?"

"Why did you choose me?"

Ren Zhaoyuan put one hand on Tan Zheng's side, put the other on his bent knee, and said slowly: "Let me think about it, because I feel very different when I see you, because you will give the best little tomato to me. Me, because you wanted to have a family when you asked me, and because..."

Tan Shu watched eagerly, Ren Zhaoyuan smiled, and stepped on the side of Tan Zheng's leg with his bare feet: "Why? Father Tan, tell me quickly."

Tan Zheng wiped Ren Zhaoyuan off the dust left by polishing the edge of his nails with a wet towel: "I forgot, it might be because it looks good."

Tan Shu was stunned: "Huh?"

"I like good-looking people. Look at your father, isn't he the most beautiful person in the world?"

Ren Zhaoyuan kicked him with a smile, Tan Zheng casually grabbed Ren Zhaoyuan's ankle, slid down the heel to hold the sole of the foot, and changed the toenail scissors.

Tan Shu nodded vigorously: "Father Ren is the prettiest!"

Unknowingly, the stuffy emotions dissipated. Tan Shu still slept in the master bedroom tonight, but his appearance was very different from last night when he slept quietly without saying a word.

"If I knew my grandparents when I was in the orphanage, and my grandparents didn't want me, would they still adopt me?"

Ren Zhaoyuan put one hand on him: "We knew you had relatives at the time, and your file contains this information."

"Then, if you knew why they didn't want me and what they said about me, would you have adopted me?"

"Will do."

"Even if you know that they all say that I am a disaster star?"

"Yes, we don't believe such words."

"If my birthday wasn't the day my fathers met, would they still choose me?"

"Will do."

"What if no one snatches my little tomato that day? I can't give my dad the best little tomato, will he choose me?"

"Will do."

"What if I'm not good-looking, will you choose me if I'm not good-looking?"

"Will do."

"If I hadn't been in the yard and hadn't met the dads..."

Tan Zheng listened to similar questions and answers over and over again all night, Ren Zhaoyuan answered tirelessly over and over again, and Tan Zheng got tired of listening first.

You Qi was still on the bed, between him and Ren Zhaoyuan.

Tan Zheng ran out of patience, and directly covered Tan Shu's mouth with his hand: "If I don't meet you, why would I want you, shut up and go to sleep."

Tan Shu was forced to silence his voice and smiled, with his feet on Tan Zheng's lap, his arms around Ren Zhaoyuan, and sleeping on his side until dawn.

The breakfast on the dining table is full of favorites. The two fathers sent him to school together and picked him up after school in the afternoon. The two balloons that flew away last night turned into three and returned to his hand. The boss tied the rope holding the balloons to his wrist , Tan Shu raised his hands to show the two fathers, but when he turned around, he saw Tan Zheng lowering his head and tying a bow on Ren Zhaoyuan's wrist.

The black and yellow tiger, the white-haired and brown-horned sheep, and the brightly colored Ultraman floated in the air and bumped into the wind after a while, and followed the three of them back home.

Tan Shu soaked in the honeypot all day, and ran to the master bedroom early in the evening with his little pillow in his arms.

Tan Zheng grabbed him by the collar: "What are you doing?"

"I want to sleep with Daddy!"

"Sleep by yourself."

Tan Shu gathered his momentum and kicked a few steps to stay where he was, and finally realized that he was not an opponent, and pitifully asked for help: "Father Ren——"

Ren Zhaoyuan was holding a mobile phone to record the scene like an eagle catching a chicken.

I bought a few cameras at home, but when it comes to daily recording, I still use unprofessional mobile phones the most.

It's not easy to continue to watch the excitement after being called by name, Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and coughed, and just as Tan Shu was about to say something, he hung in the air.

Tan Zheng threw the person and the pillow back.

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!