He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

Ren Zhaoyuan has been studying the major he chose seriously when he was in college in China, but because of his interest, he still spends most of his free time on jewelry design. If the courses do not conflict, he often goes to the classroom of gem material technology major.

At that time, Mr. Sun's art design principles had the lowest overlap rate with his schedule. It didn't take long for Mr. Sun to remember him, and he often pronounced his name when asking questions in class.

Gradually getting to know Ren Zhaoyuan's situation, and after discovering his talent and ability, Teacher Sun has always treated him with higher standards than professional students, and introduced him to famous teachers more than once. Every "world face" is due to Mr. Sun.

At the end of the snow at the end of his college, after a short meeting with his parents, in the endless confusion and self-doubt, he was led home by Teacher Sun like a child, and drank a bowl of hot sweet Soup, I ate the most homely meal on the small foldable dining table printed with a chessboard.

Later, Teacher Sun patted him on the shoulder and said to him: "Parents, relatives, friends, lovers, children, you can't force fate. To live a lifetime, you must first be worthy of yourself."

"You have to know what you want and keep it in mind."

"Treasure what you have now, and pursue your dreams."

"You don't need anyone to judge, you are your own meaning."

"Go, go the way you really want to go."

"What are you afraid of?"

Hospitals are always full of people.

Ren Zhaoyuan brought a bouquet of carnations and went upstairs in the faint smell of disinfectant.

Voices could be faintly heard from the ward. Ren Zhaoyuan heard the teacher say that the sun is good today, and then he stopped when he heard the next sentence, "but the wind is very strong".

There was no need to look at it, Ren Zhaoyuan knew that Zhao Yuanqing was inside just by hearing the vague voice.

Business cannot be delayed.

Ren Zhaoyuan went to the door and knocked on the door. When he entered, he first called "teacher" and "teacher's wife", put the flowers on the bedside and nodded to Zhao Yuanqing, saying "you are here", and then said with a smile, "teacher is in such a good spirit today."

"Yeah, everything is fine. I still want to go out for a walk. Both your teacher's wife and Yuan Qing say it's windy, so they won't let you go."

The teacher's bed was facing the window, about one meter away from the window, and the teacher's wife was sitting there.Zhao Yuanqing was sitting on the side near the door, and Ren Zhaoyuan could only put flowers on the bedside table on Zhao Yuanqing's side after entering the door.

Zhao Yuanqing stood up when Ren Zhaoyuan just entered the door. He didn't expect that Ren Zhaoyuan would take the initiative to greet him, but he didn't have time to reply.At this moment when the teacher mentioned himself, Zhao Yuanqing immediately pointed to the seat he had just vacated and said, "Zhaoyuan, sit down."

"no need."

The teacher's wife got up and took out a stool from the end of the bed, put it on her side, and said, "Yuanqing, sit down, there is still space here. Zhaoyuan, come and sit down, just to help me stretch my wool."

"Okay," Ren Zhaoyuan agreed to go around the bed, and continued the previous topic, "It's really windy today. According to the weather forecast, it will be light tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. It has been sunny recently, so don't worry."

The teacher smiled and nodded: "I listen to you, I am the one who has the least right to speak now."

Ren Zhaoyuan said: "How is it possible? My teacher told me two days ago that you have always been the head of the house, and she couldn't find where the battery was when she went back."

"She doesn't know this, her whole life is almost over, and she still doesn't know whether to pour oil or salt first when cooking."

"There is a specialization in surgery," the teacher's wife retorted with a smile while trimming the wool, "Let me tell you, your life is almost over and you still don't know how to hook a needle with a glove."

"Yes, yes, I can't say no to you."

"That's because what I said makes sense, Zhaoyuan, don't you think so?"

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and shook his head: "I won't talk about housework for upright officials."

The teacher also laughed, pointed at Ren Zhaoyuan's outstretched hand and said, "You are the hand that uses a pen to design, and you really support her with wool?"

"I ate egg rolls in the morning and my hands are still covered with oil, but you don't know it after washing it off."

The teacher couldn't help laughing again, and said, "If we don't support her, her arms will be sore after a while."

"Well, well, don't let your precious student be troubled."

"Don't be too busy, take a break," the teacher reached out to touch her, "Look at the picture Zhaoyuan brought?"

The teacher's wife scolded: "If you want to see it, just say it directly, beat around the bush..."

Ren Zhaoyuan brought a computer and color-printed drawings, and showed them the newly designed gold-thread hollowed-out phoenix crown and beaded step shaker.

In addition, the painting comb, drop pistil earrings, and stalk bracelets have all started to be produced, and the finished products will be available tomorrow, but these two items are still pending.

The teacher has never been engaged in the jewelry design industry, and is not familiar with the current technological development.If it is made according to the original idea and design of the teacher, the phoenix crown alone will take three months to complete at the fastest.

When Ren Zhaoyuan put the design back into the pen, he focused on labor consumption. If the same effect can be produced, try not to use pure hand-made design. All materials and related processes are used. Existing, not rare, as long as short-term high-quality quality.

"You're right, the times have developed, so you can't be stubborn. Good, good, better than my previous design..." The teacher stretched out his hand and swipe slowly on the screen, carefully zooming in on every detail to show to his wife next to him. "Do you like it? I promise you, Golden Wedding."

When he was young, he married a beautiful wife, and the gold and silver gifts he had promised to Fengguanxia disappeared because of a sudden change overnight, and only one side covered his head with a red silk led into the house.

In this life of teaching and educating people, I have done my best, and I am worthy of my students, but I only feel that I am indebted to my lover.

But day by day, year after year, when the days are good, you need to provide for your children, and the children grow up and have children. It seems that there are always more important people and things to take care of.

Until now, he finally took out his savings and the blueprints he had revised many times, and fulfilled the promise made decades ago to the closest person next to his pillow.

The teacher's wife couldn't help turning her head away, and after a while she turned back with red eyes and said, "You are stubborn, haven't you bought too little jewelry over the years? I don't know how many hands and ears I have..."

Ren Zhaoyuan remained silent for a long time, waiting for the teacher to say "let the children read a joke" before answering, softly reassuring.

In the end, I modified a few places. The nine-character ring used for the vertical beads was replaced, and the gold wings were changed from a single layer to a multi-layer. Ren Zhaoyuan marked down one by one, and agreed with the teacher to send the renderings in the evening, and the production can start tomorrow.

"Zhaoyuan!"

Ren Zhaoyuan stopped and turned to look at Zhao Yuanqing who was chasing him.

"The doctor said that the earlier the teacher's condition is, the lower the risk of surgery. I have contacted him. As long as the family members sign it, they can arrange an expert surgery tomorrow morning."

"The teacher wants to see a full set of jewelry made into re-operation."

Zhao Yuanqing frowned and said, "The teacher is old and stubborn, so you can't figure it out. Do you follow him? What if the teacher's condition worsens while waiting for the jewelry to be finished? Who will take responsibility?"

"This is the teacher's decision, and both teachers and mothers respect and agree, and no one else has the right to interfere."

After Ren Zhaoyuan finished speaking, he wanted to leave, but Zhao Yuanqing grabbed his arm violently.

Ren Zhaoyuan broke away with his backhand: "Zhao Yuanqing, if you are really worried about the teacher's health, you shouldn't waste my time here now."

"Talking to me is a waste of time? Why are you not afraid of wasting time when you and Tan Zheng are inseparable at the gate of the design park?"

Ren Zhaoyuan frowned, and when Zhao Yuanqing was about to come over again, he said coldly: "If you do this again, I will do it."

Zhao Yuanqing was stung by Ren Zhaoyuan's disgusted expression, and his raised hand fell back, his questioning tone and posture also weakened, and he asked softly, "He spent the night in the design garden last night?...you together?"

He knew he shouldn't have said the words about spending the night with other people out of his own mouth, but he just couldn't hold back.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't care about this and didn't answer.

"Surveillance and stalking are illegal. If you continue, I guarantee that the next meeting will be either the court or the police station."

"Do you have to talk to me with this attitude?" Zhao Yuanqing's previous confidence has been getting weaker and weaker since then. He used to be sure that Ren Zhaoyuan would not like others and that he would come back sooner or later, but now he dare not.

Tan Zheng is not an old friend who has always been by Ren Zhaoyuan's side. He has ulterior motives for Ren Zhaoyuan, but Ren Zhaoyuan just didn't turn him away.

Ren Zhaoyuan has never smiled at any suitor.

This is what makes him flustered the most.

"Zhaoyuan," Zhao Yuanqing called his name in a low voice, "Yesterday my parents asked me how you are and whether you will go home during the Chinese New Year. Last year you were so angry that you still remembered to give them New Year's greetings. This year, don't be left behind. They Always miss you."

Ren Zhaoyuan closed his eyes.

He lived with the man in front of him for ten years, not ten days and ten months.

Zhao Yuanqing knew exactly what he cared about.

At a time when homosexuality was not legal or even considered unreasonable by many people, Zhao Yuanqing's parents accepted him with the most tolerant attitude even though it was difficult to accept, and never spoke ill of him.

After that, as time went by and getting along with each other for a long time, he sincerely regarded them as his parents.

Too bad it's not anymore.

Ren Zhaoyuan felt tired.

He had talked with Zhao Yuanqing many times, questioning, doubting, fierce, collapsing, calm, and indifferent, but no matter how long the time was, he still felt tired.

When it comes to cheating in marriage, their most essential views run counter to each other.

Zhao Yuanqing admits that he has made mistakes but does not feel that the crime is unforgivable. He believes that mistakes can be corrected and feelings can be redeemed. He believes that the biggest crux is that he has not yet won Ren Zhaoyuan's forgiveness.

But in Ren Zhaoyuan's case, Zhao Yuanqing shot into the heart of their marriage by doing such a thing.

dead, how to save?

But Zhao Yuanqing didn't believe it, even if his heart stopped beating, his breathing dispersed and his body became cold, he still didn't believe it, and he would break his ribs one by one with force, asking why he didn't get up.

Ren Zhaoyuan thought that he had done everything he could do, even the divorce had to be achieved by collecting evidence and prosecuting, but he couldn't change Zhao Yuanqing.

He also gave up long ago.

The reluctance is gone, the pain is gone.

Even the fact that the person he once loved with all his heart wiped away all the love with his own hands, the desolation it brought him is gone.

Just feel tired.

"They belong to your parents, not mine," Ren Zhaoyuan felt dizzy, only to realize that he forgot to take his medicine after eating in the morning, "I don't want to make things too ugly, there is indeed part of their reason... Zhao Yuanqing, you always play the emotional card with me."

Anyone who is familiar with Ren Zhaoyuan knows that he values ​​feelings.

Zhao Yuanqing knew better after getting along with him for many years.

Just talking about Teacher Sun, Ren Zhaoyuan will definitely visit him every time he comes back from abroad for several years, and he has never missed every New Year's Eve after returning to China.And because I have been carefully taught and helped, whenever I meet someone who really wants to learn jewelry design, no matter what the identity of the other party is, I will always help if I can.

It was because of this that Zhao Yuanqing took this point as the entry point to restore Ren Zhaoyuan. He was sure that those ten years were his unique bargaining chips.

Ren Zhaoyuan seemed to see his thoughts clearly, but was also puzzled by his thoughts, and after a moment of silence, he continued.

"But you never seem to understand that I will never turn back, just because I have had many good relationships."

Probably because I just met my teacher and teacher's wife, and witnessed what he has always envied and wanted, the intimacy and dependence of hand in hand until the old age, and the trust and respect of fully delivering mutual understanding.

And Zhao Yuanqing was once the object of his emotional expectations.

So no matter how tired he was, even though Ren Zhaoyuan had been disappointed countless times, he still couldn't help but want to try again.

the last time.

"If you really think the past between us is precious, let it go."

"Stop entanglement."

"Zhao Yuanqing."

"I really don't want to..."

"One day thinking those years weren't worth it."

The author says:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!