He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

Tan Zheng had seen the ring in Ren Zhaoyuan's ring finger on Ren Zhaoyuan's ring finger for five years.

Five full years.

Ren Zhaoyuan always wears it at any time and on any occasion.

After the divorce, there is still an indelible mark on the root of the ring finger.

It turned out that the imprint was not only left on the root of the ring finger, but also in Ren Zhaoyuan's heart.

Having been divorced for so long, and they've been together for so long, the ring has been sitting somewhere.

After he let Ren Zhaoyuan down, after Ren Zhaoyuan met Zhao Yuanqing, he was taken out and held in his hand to look at and miss.

Tan Zheng walked up to Ren Zhaoyuan step by step, panic and jealousy were catalyzed by alcohol, which almost took away his ability to think rationally.

All he could see and think of was one thing - Ren Zhaoyuan held his and Zhao Yuanqing's wedding ring in his hand.

The strong smell of alcohol came to his face, and his already throbbing pain and dizzy mind became more noisy. Ren Zhaoyuan instinctively frowned and took half a step back, trying to ease the discomfort.

But in Tan Zheng's eyes, these expressions and movements only represented disgust and boredom.

The impatience and conflict that would normally make him flustered only fueled the jealousy that robbed him of his sanity.

Tan Zheng raised his hand to pin the back of Ren Zhaoyuan's head to prevent him from retreating, fixed his eyes and slowly approached: "Who are you thinking about?"

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't like such a tough stance.

In particular, the heavy alcohol smell on Tan Zheng's body made his forehead throb even more violently, and he couldn't even think about what Tan Zheng misunderstood.

Ren Zhaoyuan bypassed Tan Zheng and wanted to go to the kitchen, but he was pushed back vigorously as soon as he took a step.

Tan Zheng's strength in his hands was a little weak at the moment, and Ren Zhaoyuan himself was not in good condition, so he took two steps back and fell directly on the sofa.

The ring took off and rolled to the bottom of the tea table.

Ren Zhaoyuan became more and more dizzy from this sudden shake, and his eyebrows frowned even more heavily: "Why are you crazy about alcohol?"

"Is it so important to you?" Tan Zheng knelt on the sofa beside Ren Zhaoyuan, his eyes were already red, "I let you down, you regret it, don't you?"

Ren Zhaoyuan took a deep breath and tried his best to find some clarity from the discomfort in his head, and raised his hand to push Tan Zheng's shoulder: "I can't communicate with you now, please sit down for a while, I will get it for you... um... "

Tan Zheng didn't give him a chance to finish speaking.

He didn't want to hear more words of rejection or embarrassment, he didn't want to see Ren Zhaoyuan's impatience and resistance, and he didn't want to accept the indifference and distance thrown by Ren Zhaoyuan.

Every bit of rejection Ren Zhaoyuan showed would only make the already strong kiss even stronger.

The more flustered the more you want to hug, the more you can't touch the more you miss possession.

It is not enough for Tan Zheng to suppress his body and plunder his air—Ren Zhaoyuan's emotions are not always so easy.

The lack of oxygen made Ren Zhaoyuan's reaction ability more sluggish, and when he realized that he wanted to stop, he had already fallen into Tan Zheng's hands.

He was grasped and pushed by Tan Zheng, and the names he said were all scattered by kisses: "Tan...don't..."

Rejection will only get worse.

The kiss that almost engulfed him took away the last oxygen, and in the blank space, the kiss gradually moved downward, taking over the hand.

Then it's out of control.

Tan Zheng has never done this before.

All his experience came from Ren Zhaoyuan, and Ren Zhaoyuan never let him do this.

But when it is actually done, there is no need to learn at all.

Every subtle reaction given by Ren Zhaoyuan's body is the best guide.

The touch of the jaws made him flinch and he retracted, and the squeeze of his throat made him tremble before he swallowed.

He wanted Ren Zhaoyuan's response, emotion, and loss of control.

As long as it is not silent indifference, he wants more.

The smell of alcohol around him entered his body with his breath, and the lights in his vision flickered out. Ren Zhaoyuan lost his strength in a blank trance, and after a long time pulled away from his trance, he realized Tan Zheng's further movement.

The heavy and hot breath hit the side of the ear, and he couldn't resist just now, and he couldn't resist anything now.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't move, didn't resist anymore, just opened his eyes in a blur: "Tan Zheng...you dare."

Tan Zheng froze suddenly.

The impulse fueled by alcohol and jealousy finally cooled down, he withdrew his hands from behind Ren Zhaoyuan, propped himself up, and just as the words of apology came to his lips, Ren Zhaoyuan had already closed his eyes and turned his face sideways.

He pushed Ren Zhaoyuan farther and farther.

This fact almost made Tan Zheng gasp in pain.

"I can not.."

He stubbornly looked at Ren Zhaoyuan's side face, his voice was low and hoarse, and he didn't move.

"sorry."

"I thought I wouldn't make you unhappy, I thought I could be whatever you like, I thought I wouldn't let you down, I thought I wouldn't regret it for the rest of my life."

The quicksand could not change the sense of fate and panic that passed away in the palm of Tan Zheng completely.

"You regret choosing me, don't you?"

Ren Zhaoyuan frowned and turned his face away, he was stunned when he was about to say something, his face was blank for a moment.

Two drops of liquid fell into his eyes, blurring his vision for a moment, and then flowed out along the end of his eyes one after another as he blinked slowly.

Tan Zheng cried.

Those two tears made Ren Zhaoyuan's heart ache.

"No," Ren Zhaoyuan sighed softly, raised his hand to touch his side face, and touched his eyelashes with the pulp of his thumb, "I have never regretted it."

Tan Zheng was speechless for a while because of Ren Zhaoyuan's sudden soft and intimate movements, and after a while he heard Ren Zhaoyuan ask: "Why do you think so, because am I angry these days?"

"I saw you and Zhao Yuanqing together today..."

"He's going to take his mother abroad for recuperation, and wants to meet before leaving. Sorry, I didn't tell you in advance."

Tan Zheng shook his head immediately: "No, you don't need to apologize, you don't need to apologize to me."

Ren Zhaoyuan's brows and eyes were slightly tired, but his eyes were patient and gentle that he had never seen these days: "There are other reasons."

"When I come back you..." Tan Zheng paused slightly, looked sideways to the ground, and the ring was no longer visible.

Ren Zhaoyuan finally understood what Tan Zheng had misunderstood.

"That's Zhao Yuanqing's ring. On the day I went to see Wang Yue, he came to see me. I logged into the system and opened the door for him. After he came in, he contacted Tongzhou for me." Ren Zhaoyuan paused for a while, easing the pain in his mouth. Painful, "The middle ring fell here, and it was found on the coffee table when the housekeeper was cleaning."

Tan Zheng stared at him blankly, his voice trembling: "Really?"

"Really, when you came in, I just saw that the housekeeping left a note, it should be on the ground."

"It's not that I don't believe you, I..."

Unexpectedly, and all the emotions of the past few days were entangled and stirred, Tan Zheng's voice choked up, and he hugged Ren Zhaoyuan like a deaf ear, and moved his face into his neck.

"I'm afraid..I've let you down. I'm afraid you feel that you chose the wrong person and believed in the wrong person. I saw you smiling at Zhao Yuanqing and thought you were looking at the previous ring..I made you unhappy and hurt you , to annoy you..I'm afraid you don't want me anymore.."

Ren Zhaoyuan tilted his head, touched Tan Zheng's stiff hair from the side, and sighed softly, raised his hand and rubbed it on the back of his neck.

The pampering and gentleness in this gesture is self-evident, almost making Tan Zheng's hairs stand on end. He hugged Ren Zhaoyuan even tighter, and said in a muffled voice: "I know you are angry, I was wrong...can you call me?" Give me a meal, can you give me a meal?"

It was impossible for Ren Zhaoyuan to beat him, and the problems between them could not be resolved with a single blow.

"I know we have different views, and I know the problem is not resolved," Tan Zheng had a rare chance to get close to him, wishing he could rub him into his body, "Can you punish me first to calm down? Don't ignore me... I'm really scared.."

Ren Zhaoyuan's eyebrows gradually creased again, and he patted him lightly on the back in fear: "Tan Zheng, let's meet another day..."

The mobile phone vibrates next to each other, and it is pressed under him.

Tan Zheng got up from Ren Zhaoyuan, his eyes froze on Ren Zhaoyuan, then he got off the sofa and knelt beside him, tidying up his messy and half-faded clothes little by little.

When Ren Zhaoyuan sat up, the call on his cell phone was cut off, Tan Zheng helped him get it, and the second call just happened to ring.

"It's Tongzhou."

Ren Zhaoyuan just said the most words in the past few days, and he didn't want to say more: "Go ahead."

Tan Zheng turned on the external release, and Tong Zhou hit him directly.

"Didn't you say that the needle is fine? Why are you hiding it from me? Ah?"

Ren Zhaoyuan realized that it was too late to take the phone, but Tan Zheng heard something wrong, so he raised his hand and avoided it.

"If I hadn't gone to the hospital to see someone and stopped in his office to look through your medical records for a while, you wouldn't have planned to tell me? My brother, my doctor, teamed up to hide it from me. What kind of villain am I? I just thought I don't understand, what can I do to you?"

"Brother Tongzhou, I'm Tan Zheng, what needle did you just say?"

Tongzhou paused there and understood.

There is really no need for Ren Zhaoyuan to hide it from him, because it is not him who really wants to hide it.

The reason why the doctor used the name of the patient's privacy to keep the doctor from telling others was because he knew Tong Zhou and Tan Zheng too well.

Just like now, when Tongzhou knew that Tan Zheng was being kept from him, he didn't even think about it, and said everything.

"At that time, in order to wake up quickly, he asked the doctor to give an injection with side effects. He would have a headache. If it was at least two or three days, if it was more than half a month, he could not take any medicine for a month. He carried it by himself, and the pain was over."

"Also, he didn't take the newly opened gargle today and said that he would send it to the design park. I changed the address to my home, so what are you doing now..."

Tongzhou was not happy at first, and his tone of speech was not very good. Tan Zheng listened carefully, asked a few questions in the middle, and finally thanked him solemnly for hanging up the phone, and remained silent for a while.

Ren Zhaoyuan was already suppressing his discomfort, but now Tongzhou and Tan Zheng ignored his thoughts, one said everything, and the other avoided letting him touch the phone, and they couldn't help feeling irritable.

Squeezing his eyebrows, he got up and wanted to leave but was pulled, Ren Zhaoyuan had to sit back on the sofa.

Tan Zheng put down the phone, sat beside Ren Zhaoyuan, took his hand and gently squeezed his fingertips: "Can you open your mouth and show me?"

Ren Zhaoyuan looked at him for a few seconds, then opened his mouth.

His tongue was swollen, with uneven edges, the most conspicuous being the almost continuous white ulcers on the tip and sides of the tongue, and several bruises on the tongue surface.

There are no sporadic good places at all.

"Did you bite it? In order to keep you from falling asleep, you bit it yourself, didn't you?"

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't speak.

Tan Zheng slapped himself.

"Tan Zheng!" Ren Zhaoyuan pressed his wrist, frowning even more heavily, "If you dare to move yourself again, I will ignore you this year."

"I..." Tan Zheng's eyes turned red, "Why didn't I notice it...it's so obvious, why didn't I notice it..."

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't eat two mouthfuls of food these days, so he just thought he was angry.

Not only did she not notice, but she even kissed him forcefully. Even though he resisted, she still kissed him so hard.

"I'm sorry," Tan Zheng hugged him gently almost at a loss, "I'm sorry, you should ignore me, I deserve it."

"almost done."

"Stop talking, stop talking," Tan Zheng raised his hand to touch the center of his frowning brows, tentatively rubbing his temples and forehead, "Can I massage for you? Will it make you feel better?"

Ren Zhaoyuan let him press for a while, and said, "I want to take a bath."

Tan Zheng paused.

He almost forgot that he just pressed Ren Zhaoyuan and went berserk, and there was something on his clothes, so he must be uncomfortable.

"Okay, then go upstairs and I'll get you clothes."

Ren Zhaoyuan responded, and said casually: "You help me."

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