He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

91 [1];

For this ring, Tan Zheng asked the police who went to the scene at that time, asked people to look for it, pulled away behind him, and went to the parking lot to search carefully twice, but he couldn't find it.

Tan Zheng didn't know if others searched carefully or not, but every time he went by himself, he didn't miss a single inch.

Either the ring fell on a hard-to-find corner and only happened to be seen by Ren Zhaoyuan, or Ren Zhaoyuan left earlier than him.

But when Ren Zhaoyuan came home, the two stayed together, and they didn't go out the next day. After Ren Zhaoyuan went to the design park on the third day, he changed direction and went to the parking lot on the way to Anyu.

"When did you find it?"

"After sending Clear back that day."

Tan Zheng didn't expect it to be so early.

Obviously at that time Ren Zhaoyuan was unwilling to give him a look, and he was so angry that he booked a ticket to fly abroad.

Tan Zheng embraced Ren Zhaoyuan and buried his face sideways on his neck, his voice muffled: "You didn't tell me."

"I was angry."

"Well," Tan Zheng pressed the person into his arms again, "I went back to look for the ring when I was angry."

Ren Zhaoyuan raised his hand to stroke his back and said, "I'm just angry."

No matter how angry he was, he never thought about not wanting this relationship.

After sending Clear back, he saw the rings on Tongzhou and Xingyi's hands, and asked them to send him to the parking lot.

The living ring represents a preciousness, love and tolerance. Ren Zhaoyuan has always valued it since the moment he got it, and there is no way to let it go unknown.

Once, on a night when a star fell and a bonfire was lit, Ren Zhaoyuan said to Tan Zheng, don't worry.

Now he said it to Tan Zheng again.

"It's inevitable that two people will have disputes when they are together, just get used to it slowly. I said that I won't want to separate easily, don't worry."

Tan Zheng remembered what Ren Zhaoyuan said.

He remembered every word Ren Zhaoyuan had said seriously to himself.

But it is because I remember that I am afraid and flustered.

Because he also clearly remembered every promise he had made to Ren Zhaoyuan.

At that time, Ren Zhaoyuan said that he would not want to separate easily, and he did.

But at that time Tan Zheng also said that he would not deceive, design, or force.

He broke his promise.

"sorry."

"Why are you still apologizing?" Ren Zhaoyuan turned his head to look at Tan Zheng, but couldn't see it, so he could only raise his hand and rubbed the back of his neck, "This matter is over, okay?"

"You told me clearly what you can't accept, and I promised many times, but I didn't do it."

They didn't really have a good chat last night.

Ren Zhaoyuan was hugged, and also hugged Tan Zheng back, listening to him quietly.

"I know you don't blame me anymore, but I still want to apologize to you. I feel guilty and guilty when I think about what I have promised you, and I am worried that you will feel that other promises are not credible, and even I am not reliable."

"If you are willing to trust me again, I will do it. I will use the next few decades to prove that I will put your wishes first. When unexpected situations arise, I will seriously consider what you care about and need the most. .”

"You are not a weak person who needs my protection, nor is it my property. You have your own considerations and thoughts, and I should respect your thoughts. Even if there is a bad result, I will bear it with you. good."

"Last night you said a lot, and the focus was on me. You were afraid that something would happen to me, and that I would not put my safety first. Tell me what the consequences would be if something happened to me, so I just promise you that I will Live well."

"I will, but it's not enough."

"At first I thought you were angry at what I did, so I kept apologizing for what I did, but that's not what you care about."

"Almost having an accident made you put all your thoughts on my safety, and what makes you most angry is that I put my own safety at the bottom."

"I understand what you care about most, and I promise you that I will value my own safety in the future."

"But what you don't like is also important, and it's also hateful for me to use a method you don't like or accept."

"So I want to make up for what I missed last night."

"I will consider my own safety when I encounter things in the future, and I will live a good life. I will not abandon you, and I will never violate any of the words I promised you."

"sorry."

"I will love you the way you want."

At first, Ren Zhaoyuan patted Tan Zheng's back to comfort him, but after listening to Tan Zheng's words, he stopped his movements unconsciously, even breathing lightly.

He felt that it was unimportant in comparison, but Tan Zheng cared more than him.

"Tan Zheng."

"Ah."

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't push him, but patted his waist: "Let me see you."

Tan Zheng let go of the strength surrounding Ren Zhaoyuan and retreated a little so that the two could face each other.

"You are fine," Ren Zhaoyuan looked into his eyes and said, "You have been fine."

"You respect me very much, respect my past, privacy, personality, likes and dislikes, and you have always respected my decisions and wishes. This has been the case since we were together until now."

"One thing doesn't break all."

"What happened this time will not affect my trust in you. If I don't believe you, what else can I promise you to do?"

"Before you really figured it out, you didn't use casual words to coax me, so I believe every promise you made in the end about the future."

"This matter is over, and I accept your apology. Don't blame yourself anymore, and don't feel guilty when you think about it. I punished you, and you have calmed me down, haven't you?"

When Tan Zheng heard this sentence, he faintly guessed that maybe Ren Zhaoyuan settled accounts with him and punished him not just to vent his anger.

Just like Ren Zhaoyuan ignored him at first, not just because he didn't want to.

He didn't realize until now what the other reason was.

"Besides, I also made mistakes."

Tan Zheng immediately retorted "no".

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled: "Everyone makes mistakes, and mistakes are mistakes, it's nothing."

"I didn't tell you about the side effects of the injection, and I used cold words and behaviors to keep you sleeping and working normally. I didn't consider your feelings at these times, and I just made decisions based on my own thoughts."

"Refusal to communicate is never the solution to the problem. There is a better and faster way. I shouldn't keep you cold."

Tan Zheng didn't know what to say: "Don't... hey, I made you angry, you should do whatever you want. Even if you really have something you shouldn't, compared to me, it's just like this study and a piece of paper. The gap is the same, if you say these things, I have no place to put my face."

"Let me see." Ren Zhaoyuan squeezed Tan Zheng's face, and kissed it close, "If there is a place, it would be nice to put it here, so handsome."

Tan Zheng couldn't help laughing, then took his hand and squeezed it lightly: "You are not a dummy, don't always demand so much of yourself. If you are angry, ignore what I should, and I will do it myself. , I have a long memory so there will be no next time."

Ren Zhaoyuan responded with a smile, looked down at him pinching his hand, and suddenly thought of Tan Zheng's analysis just now.

——"Almost having an accident made you put all your thoughts on my safety, and what makes you most angry is that I put my own safety at the bottom."

Indeed it is.

Obviously those things were unacceptable to him next to betrayal, but when it really happened, he didn't care that much.

All he cared about was Tan Zheng.

Never thought of it before.

Even if the current self goes back to the past and tells him that in the future, someone will lie to you and design you to force you to do something you don't want, but you only care about that person almost having an accident, and he will not believe it.

Tan Zheng often likes to play with his hands, kneading his palms and pinching his fingers, playing back and forth from the fingertips to the joints.

He especially likes to rub the ring on his finger.

It used to be the middle finger, now it is the ring finger.

Ren Zhaoyuan looked at it quietly for a while, and asked him, "Did you also look for the ring?"

"Well, I thought I couldn't find it."

Tan Zheng turned his gaze to the lost and recovered ring, and couldn't help but hug Ren Zhaoyuan into his arms.

He couldn't imagine that on that day and at that time, Ren Zhaoyuan was afraid, angry, and had a headache. Even his tongue and throat were still soaked with blood. What was the reason why he could go back to find a ring given by the instigator.

Sometimes I even feel that I can't understand how there is such a good person as Ren Zhaoyuan in the world, who is the best passerby, the best collaborator, and the best friend.

Still the best lover.

Tan Zheng kissed the hole in his left ear, thinking about choosing a pair of stud earrings for him when he went out.

"The bracelet grandma left for you is broken. I picked up some beads, but only a small part, not less than half."

Ren Zhaoyuan turned to look at him, the surprise on his face was obvious: "Half?"

When Ren Zhaoyuan was looking for the ring, he also picked up the sandalwood beads scattered on the ground, and picked up all the ones he could see, thinking that those were all he could find.

Even if he missed something due to lack of energy, Tan Zheng saw it, probably only a few, not half as many.

But Tan Zheng really picked up nearly half of it.

On the bright side, Ren Zhaoyuan picked them up, but he couldn't figure out how long it took Tan Zheng to find these small wooden beads from some inconspicuous corners.

Two sets of sandalwood beads with similar numbers were mixed together, Ren Zhaoyuan counted them one by one, only two were missing.

"Is it not enough?" Tan Zheng asked, "How much worse?"

"Two."

After such a long time, the bead is dark in color and small in size, I'm afraid I won't be able to get it back no matter what.

It was only two away, maybe I could find it if I searched carefully and a few more times at that time.But as soon as this idea popped into Tan Zheng's mind, it was interrupted.

Ren Zhaoyuan pressed his fingers on the center of Tan Zheng's eyebrows to loosen the slight marks, and then kissed again: "It's already very good, I didn't expect to get back so much."

"Well," Tan Zheng squeezed his hand, "Maybe I will see it suddenly when I go someday."

"Don't look for it, don't worry about it, you can wear it with two jade beads."

"okay."

"The two I lost," Ren Zhaoyuan looked at Tan Zheng and smiled, "Maybe grandma is protecting us both."

91 [2];

The meeting with my uncle's house was scheduled for this weekend, and Tan Zheng added some more things. Ren Zhaoyuan looked at the full trunk and forced Tan Zheng to stop before continuing.

The night before, it was rare that Tan Zheng didn't bother to do anything, the two of them fell asleep chatting, and got up early the next day.

As usual, Tan Zheng dresses up Ren Zhaoyuan from head to toe. Whenever time permits, he always likes to do this, as if he can get unparalleled satisfaction in the process of choosing what to wear for Ren Zhaoyuan.

When wearing the earrings at the end, Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and said that he looked like he was decorating a Christmas tree.

"There is no such beautiful Christmas tree as you."

Ren Zhaoyuan gave him a look with a smile, and urged him to change clothes.

"Help me choose." Tan Zheng pulled Ren Zhaoyuan into the cloakroom, "I don't know what to wear."

It was so interesting to hear Tan Zheng say so seriously that he didn't know what to wear.

Like a kid with no idea.

Ren Zhaoyuan laughed for a long time before stopping: "Just wear what you usually wear."

Tan Zheng looked at the row of dark formal suits hanging: "Would it look like a meeting, not friendly."

"Everyday?"

"It's not polite to meet for the first time."

"Leisure Suit."

"It doesn't seem formal enough."

Ren Zhaoyuan turned his head and was about to leave: "Then you cast lots."

"Hey——" Tan Zheng pulled him back, "Don't go, Teacher Ren will help you."

In the end, he chose the dark formal suit he usually wears, and Ren Zhaoyuan gave him a light diamond tie.

In fact, from Ren Zhaoyuan’s point of view, the more important the occasion, the more you should choose what you are familiar with. It is not necessary to wear something new or different from the usual ones. Choosing what you are used to in the appropriate category is the most likely to reduce tension. and uncomfortable.

Of course, Tan Zheng's clothes should not affect his performance.

When the psychological quality is strong enough, the additional conditions can be equivalent to non-existence.

Tan Zheng bought a bit too much, and the four hands of the two big men were so full that they almost couldn't finish it all at once.

When I was leaving, I heard Gu sent a message and asked him, so I told him by the way, but I didn't expect my uncle and aunt to wait downstairs.

Wen Gu took a few steps to greet him and took the things in Ren Zhaoyuan's hand: "My parents kept talking after breakfast and went for a walk to digest. I have never seen them have to digest after breakfast."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled, and said to the two behind Wen Gu, "Uncle, Aunt, this is Tan Zheng."

Tan Zheng didn't even overdo his uncles and aunts, so he just followed Ren Zhaoyuan and shouted.

"Hello uncle, hello aunt, I'm Tan Zheng."

"Wen Gu, you don't know how to take what Tan Zheng is holding first," the uncle and aunt said while stepping up to pick it up, "Why is this kid taking so many things?"

Tan Zhengyun gave them a few gentle words: "Not much, just a little heart."

Several people went upstairs chatting, and even Tan Zheng could tell at a glance that the house had been specially cleaned up.

There are always some traces in the places of daily life. On the basis of cleanliness, objects tend to be placed in a habitual way, but there are only fruit paper towels on the tea table in my uncle's house, and even the most convenient places such as countertops are clean and empty.

I remember that Ren Zhaoyuan mentioned that my uncle's family is not used to housekeeping, and they only hire one day for cleaning.

"Brother, what happened to your hand?"

The place where the stitches were removed on Ren Zhaoyuan's hand has grown, and the gauze has been removed, but the scars are so obvious that they can be seen easily.

"Accidentally rowed a few days ago, it's okay."

Wen Gu looked up and down Ren Zhaoyuan's hands: "Is this still stitching? Both hands are the same. How can you draw like this?"

Tan Zheng knew that Ren Zhaoyuan hadn't told his uncle and the others that it was the same, and he and Tan Xuqing hadn't mentioned it to his family either, so there was no need to worry for nothing.

But there still needs to be an explanation.

The two of them hadn't discussed it in advance, so Tan Zheng quickly came up with an explanation, and stopped when he was about to speak.

Ren Zhaoyuan can always cover up the past, he said something different from Ren Zhaoyuan is causing trouble.

"The long glass tube containing the specimen accidentally hit the wall and broke in his hand," Ren Zhaoyuan answered Wen Gu's question, and said to his uncle and aunt, "It's okay, it's ready."

My aunt stretched her head worriedly: "Why is it so serious? You should stop holding those dangerous things in the future. It's not a trivial matter if you hurt your tendons."

"Is it because the quality of the pipe is not good?" Uncle frowned and said next to him, "It's usually fine to hit a good-quality explosion-proof glass."

"Yes, it is ordinary glass. This time it was an accident. I will pay more attention to it in the future."

"Be careful," my aunt couldn't help worrying when she saw the messy scars, "did you touch the water after the injury?"

"No, with Tan Zheng here, I don't have to do anything, just keep it."

Several people's attention was drawn to Tan Zheng. The uncle said that he was too busy talking and forgot to ask Tan Zheng to sit down, and the aunt hurriedly asked Tan Zheng to drink tea and eat fruit.

Ren Zhaoyuan glanced at Wen Gu in a relaxed tone, Wen Gu Wuwu widened his eyes and blinked twice, and made a zipper movement on his mouth.

"Are your parents in good health?"

Tan Zheng nodded and said, "Everything is fine, I went to climb a mountain two days ago."

"It's good to be in good health. When you are in good health, you don't have to worry about anything."

"That's right, they should be about the same age as you and your aunt."

My aunt asked about Tan's father and Tan's mother's age, and there was indeed not much difference. Tan's father was one year older than his uncle, and Tan's mother was two years younger than his aunt.

"You are the same age as Wen Gu, so logically there shouldn't be too much difference. Three or two years old isn't too bad. After all, it's a matter of time before you get married and have children."

"Yes, Wen Gu and I have still been together for a month."

"I thought it was a coincidence when I heard Gu said that you are also alone in your family?"

"There is also a younger sister who is nineteen this year."

My aunt did the math: "Seven years younger than you if you don't count your birthday? Same as you and Zhaoyuan."

"Yes," Tan Zheng smiled, "also seven years old."

"As an older brother, no wonder he knows how to take care of others." My aunt remembered that Ren Zhaoyuan had just said that Tan Zheng took care of his hand injury, and based on the first impression, her impression was a little better. "It sounds like there is a big difference in age, but You don't look young, you are much more mature than Wen Gu."

Wen Gu voiced his dissatisfaction from the side: "Mom, your behavior is called pulling and stepping. If you praise it, please praise me. What do you do with me?"

"Did I say something wrong? They are all the same size, and you still look like a half-sized kid."

"I heard that Gu was studying in graduate school, and he has a bookish air," Tan Zheng said, "I graduated early and entered the society, so it seems inevitable that I will be a little old."

Uncle took a sip of tea: "It's a good thing for a man to practice early."

Several people chatted around the coffee table, and Wen Gu grabbed Ren Zhaoyuan beside him.

With the lessons learned from the past, he kept quiet this time, whispered to Ren Zhaoyuan, and showed him the photos in his mobile phone.

It's Tan Xuqing.

"I only heard a chat with a friend who played cars once before. At that time, I saw the photos and thought he didn't take it seriously. Just now he said that he has a younger sister who is [-] years old. I didn't remember it, and I just saw her surnamed Tan. Is that her?"

"Well, it's her."

Wen Gu's eyes widened, and his voice was even lower: "They said there was a big commotion, and they wished they could send out half the city to find someone. Did they get kidnapped?"

"Yes, I found it the next day, and he's fine."

"Oh oh oh, as long as people have nothing to do."

From Wen Gu's point of view, the kidnapping of Zuo was just for money, and it's normal for someone to be distracted by Tan Zheng's wealth. He didn't think about other things, only remembered that Ren Zhaoyuan said he wanted to go abroad and didn't go.

"You said that you didn't go abroad because of something temporary?"

In fact, it's not wrong to say so, Ren Zhaoyuan agreed.

Parents were still sitting not far away, and Wen Gu was afraid that they would ask more questions, so he just complained, "Don't tell me such a big thing" and didn't talk any more.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't talk too much, and didn't bother to smooth things over for Tan Zheng.

Tan Zheng probably has more experience in dealing with all kinds of people than he does. He has been chatting warmly with his uncle and the others without cold cuts, so he doesn't need his help.

At noon, I went to the hotel box that my uncle had booked in advance. Tan Zheng poured wine for his uncle on the table, talked about homework with his aunt, and chatted with Wen Gu about supercars. eat dishes.

Wen Gu drank red wine with his aunt, Tan Zheng drank white wine with his uncle, and Ren Zhaoyuan drank water alone.

Not long after the stitches were removed, the doctor suggested not to drink alcohol for a short time.

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't have any addiction to alcohol, and he didn't drink unless he was allowed to drink. In fact, he got used to having a bad stomach earlier and being controlled.

My aunt looked at Tan Zheng taking care of Ren Zhaoyuan and felt at ease. Today, seeing with her own eyes that Tan Zheng is a mature and steady man, and her speech is sincere and down-to-earth, she just feels that the previous worries are unnecessary.

Not to mention the uncle, he changed his name to "Xiao Tan" after a few drinks.

Wen Gu supported his head, and quietly gave Tan Zheng a thumbs up.

Uncle hadn't had such a good time drinking so much, and my aunt had drunk a lot after persuading him not to drink more. She patted Tan Zheng on the back and talked, and Tan Zheng just listened and answered a few words now and then.

When I went back, my uncle kept chatting with Tan Zheng, and Tan Zheng took a car with his uncle, and Wen Gu told the hotel driver to come and sit in Ren Zhaoyuan's co-driver, and said to Ren Zhaoyuan, "Tan Zheng is really good. "

Wen Gu thought of his parents, and added another sentence: "Be obedient."

Ren Zhaoyuan started the car and glanced at him: "Is this how it's used?"

"Anyway, that's what it means," Wen Gu sighed with his hands behind his head, "It's too awesome."

This time I didn’t stay at my uncle’s house for too long. My aunt made sober tea. After a few people chatted for a while, Ren Zhaoyuan and Ren Zhaoyuan got up and said goodbye. Did not let them send it downstairs.

As soon as the elevator door was closed, Tan Zheng's hand was wrapped around Ren Zhaoyuan's: "Call for a substitute driver."

Ren Zhaoyuan followed him and called a substitute driver, and Tan Zheng leaned on his shoulder as soon as the two sat in the back row.

Ren Zhaoyuan touched his face: "Did you drink too much?"

"No," Tan Zheng said with a clear tone, and moved closer to him, "I can only look at you but not touch them for such a long time in a day, and I want to put a sticker on you."

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled lightly, and said "hmm": "Just squint for a while when you're sleepy."

"I'm not sleepy, I just want to rely on you."

Ren Zhaoyuan let him rely on him all the way.

After returning home, they hugged each other and took a nap in the afternoon. Ren Zhaoyuan was not too asleep or sleepy, and mainly wanted Tan Zheng to rest.

Even if you are not drunk, you can easily get sleepy after drinking, not to mention socializing is tiring.

No matter how handy Tan Zheng can be, it will always take effort.

Later, realizing that Tan Zheng was sound asleep, Ren Zhaoyuan got up to do his own business. After editing a few manuscripts, he wanted to play for a while, so he went upstairs with his mobile phone to change into his swimming trunks.

After sending the message, the phone deliberately turned up the ring volume and placed it by the pool, so that Tan Zheng would not be able to find him when he woke up.

It's been a while since I went swimming.

Ren Zhaoyuan did a simple warm-up, and after entering the water, he swam for a while, and his muscles and bones felt much looser.

During the second back and forth, Tan Zheng came up from downstairs, and the two of them looked at each other without saying a word. Ren Zhaoyuan continued to swim this back and forth, and Tan Zheng walked around half of the swimming pool to the destination that Ren Zhaoyuan was going to reach.

Ren Zhaoyuan supported the shore with one hand and moved his lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something, Tan Zheng squatted down and lowered his head to listen, and was splashed all over by surprise.

"Okay, sneak attack me."

Tan Zheng stretched out his hand to grab it, but Ren Zhaoyuan swam away briskly, and then waved a cup of water to Tan Zheng from a distance: "Just woke up, to help you wake up."

"Bully me for not changing my clothes?"

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and said nothing, and Tan Zheng jumped off the next second.

"Hey!"

"You wet me, you are responsible."

"I didn't let you down."

"It's all wet."

"Well.."

Alcohol rarely makes Tan Zheng lose his clarity, but it can always catalyze desire.

Rain is coming.

The instinctive refusal hand touched Tan Zheng's drenched home clothes, and the boxy thing wrapped in tin foil was in his pocket.

"you.."

The buoyancy of the water made everything easier. Ren Zhaoyuan was pushed against the edge of the pool, feeling the hard wall of the pool and the waves with nowhere to rely on, and enduring the powerful attack and the melting eagerness.

Water entered his body.

It was Tan Zheng who drank, but it was Ren Zhaoyuan who lost his ability to think.

The mouth and nose are obviously in the air, but they seem to be submerged in the bottom of the water.

Breathing freely was no longer his right.

"Tan Zheng..."

"Well, I'm here."

The pink nails were neatly trimmed by Tan Zheng, leaving deep and shallow marks on Tan Zheng's body.

Later, Tan Zheng sat on the steps and hugged him. The two of them were half on the water and half in the water.

Ren Zhaoyuan was suffused with laziness, leaning limply on Tan Zheng, his tone of speech was slightly drawn out, and the sound at the end was somewhat unconsciously vague.

"The water is dirty."

Like a baby.

What was done in the huge swimming pool not long ago has long been diluted and disappeared. The water in the pool is clear, only reflecting the light blue of the tiles.

Tan Zheng hugged the man, and rubbed his ankle with the other hand: "Blame me."

a little itchy.

Ren Zhaoyuan flinched and couldn't get away, so he didn't bother to make any more effort: "Wait a while, I'm tired."

Tan Zheng laughed lightly, but the vibration against Ren Zhaoyuan's chest was heavier than his voice.

"I have something for you."

Ren Zhaoyuan raised his eyelashes: "Huh?"

Tan Zheng raised his hand and took down a thin silver chain that wasn't too long from the shore.

Don't know when it was put there.

Ren Zhaoyuan took it, and the water drops soaked the chain: "Bracelet?"

"No."

The ankle recalled the itch of being rubbed just now, and then Tan Zheng's hand covered it again.

It is an anklet.

Ren Zhaoyuan slowly wound the chain around his fingers a few times: "You want to tie me up?"

"think."

"Just use this?"

"No," Tan Zheng's voice was very deep, probably because he drank alcohol and made food again, "Use me."

Ren Zhaoyuan took a close look at the net-shaped hollow chain, and it took a while to see the lines on it.

It was densely packed, all of them were Tan Zheng.

Ren Zhaoyuan moved his ankle, and Tan Zheng let go, looking at him deeply with bottomless eyes: "Is it okay?"

Feet were lifted up by buoyancy to float on the water, Ren Zhaoyuan compared the thin chain in his hand to his ankle, and lazily put it back in Tan Zheng's hand.

"Buy everything."

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