He had a crush on him for 12 years and divorced

Ren Zhaoyuan will not only send Mid-Autumn Festival to his uncle's house.

Ren Zhaoyuan would visit Teacher Sun before the Spring Festival and Mid-Autumn Festival, which are important festivals for the elders.

He used to come here by himself, but this year Tan Zheng accompanied him as soon as he heard it.

At Mr. Sun's house, Tan Zheng always called Ren Zhaoyuan senior brother, but Ren Zhaoyuan didn't take it seriously, and it's not like he never called him before.

Unexpectedly, Tan Zheng didn't seem to be able to yell enough. He yelled on the way home, yelled at home, and kept yelling at night when he was most private.

At those times, this title was even worse than Tan Zheng's deliberate calling him "Teacher Ren".

Ren Zhaoyuan was hot and curled up, but he was trapped in Tan Zheng's world and couldn't escape, so he could only bear it.

"Are you awake, brother?"

Before Ren Zhaoyuan opened his eyes, he reached out to cover Tan Zheng's mouth.

The voice announcement that the plane was about to land had sounded for a while, but Ren Zhaoyuan didn't hear it.

Someone arranged by Tan Zheng picked them up at the airport, and someone picked up the checked luggage and gifts. Ren Zhaoyuan and Tan Zheng went to the bathroom first.

The voyage was not long, but he slept all the way and needed to get dressed.

"It's not chaotic, it's perfect," Tan Zheng stood behind and looked at Ren Zhaoyuan in the mirror, "If you're sleepy, get in the car and sleep for a while."

Ren Zhaoyuan replied angrily: "Who is to blame?"

Tan Zheng immediately admitted his mistake: "Blame me, blame me."

Going home today, Tan Zheng didn't want to do anything the night before, but the way Ren Zhaoyuan covered his ears and hid when he heard him calling "Brother" on the bed was really attractive.

At the beginning, I wanted to try it out, but after I started, I didn't have the ability to control it.

"Help me take off the earrings."

"Ok?"

"Parents' generation may not be used to it." Ren Zhaoyuan let Tan Zheng clean up for him when he went out in the morning, and only noticed now.

Tan Zheng didn't think about it: "It's okay, you can just show them the most ordinary appearance, there is no need to change anything."

"Not the same thing."

Ren Zhaoyuan raised his hand to pick it himself, and Tan Zheng immediately took over: "I'll pick it for you."

The removed earrings were empty, so Tan Zheng folded them in a tissue and put them in his pocket.

"I used to wrap jewelry in paper towels many times before throwing away," Ren Zhaoyuan threw the paper towels to wipe his hands into the wastebasket. "It's not just me. Put it in your pocket or bag, and then throw it away as garbage, and you can’t find it when you think about it.”

Tan Zheng reached out and touched his pocket subconsciously: "I remember, I won't throw it away as garbage."

"Well," Ren Zhaoyuan paused for a moment, "I'm actually not worried about this."

"what happened?"

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't speak for a few seconds.

At this age, and it wasn't the first time, Ren Zhaoyuan didn't know how to say it.

Tan Zheng put his hand on his lower back worriedly: "Is it uncomfortable?"

"No," Ren Zhaoyuan looked at him and smiled helplessly, "I seem a little nervous."

Ren Zhaoyuan, nervous?

He was always calm, gentle, calm, always able to do things with ease, and always calm, but now he told Tan Zheng that he was nervous.

Who can associate Ren Zhaoyuan with this word?

At least Tan Zheng never put the two together.

When he went to see Ren Zhaoyuan's uncle and aunt, he wasn't really nervous, it was more appropriate to say that he paid special attention to it.

The only one who can make Tan Zheng nervous is Ren Zhaoyuan.

It's not that I can't understand the nervousness when meeting my partner's parents for the first time. This is perfectly normal, but it's unimaginable for Ren Zhaoyuan.

A few days ago, Ren Zhaoyuan also called his parents to check on the recent situation and explained the time of the visit, including choosing gifts and arranging work. Everything was in order.Tan Zheng was used to his way of doing things, and he didn't feel that going home to see his parents together would have any special impact on Ren Zhaoyuan's emotions.

There are only a few reasons why he would be nervous when he saw his lover's parents, but his parents did not object, he would not be influenced by others, and Ren Zhaoyuan was beyond reproach.

What's more, this is too far from Ren Zhaoyuan's usual style.

The sky is hanging between the earth and the earth.

However, Tan Zheng held Ren Zhaoyuan's hand in a momentary stunned moment, asked him why in a soft voice, and explained that it was just a meeting, and if Ren Zhaoyuan felt any discomfort, they would return to City S immediately.

Ren Zhaoyuan couldn't help smiling: "It's not that serious, just a little."

Tan Zheng was sure he was fine, so he laughed lightly: "It turns out that I am so good that I made Teacher Ren nervous."

"Yes," Ren Zhaoyuan approached him with a smile and said softly, "Whoever is better than President Tan is better."

As soon as Tan Zheng was in a trance, Ren Zhaoyuan had already walked around him and was about to leave.

"Don't wait for me."

"You have long legs, don't wait."

"Who says no need, if you lose it, you still need to look for it."

"Go to the radio to find it? Tan Zheng kid, Tan Zheng kid, after hearing the radio, please—ah...don't make trouble with me, I'm outside..."

It happened to be a holiday, and Tan Xuqing was also at home. Since yesterday, he has been sending messages non-stop, and today he has not stopped sending messages every 10 minutes.

Tan Zheng and the others were already waiting downstairs before they arrived. When they saw the car approaching, they turned their heads and shouted upstairs, "Dad! You're back!"

"Hey!" Father Tan poked his head out from the window sill on the second floor to answer, and then said to Mother Tan who was busy in the kitchen, "Tan Zheng and the others are here!"

Tan Xuqing bounced to meet the approaching car, called out to Tan Zheng who got off from the other side, and then pulled Ren Zhaoyuan who got off on his side to look at his hand.

"It's okay, everything is fine," Ren Zhaoyuan spread his hands to show her, "Is the injury on your hand healed? Does it affect your homework?"

Tan Xuqing nodded and shook his head again.

Ren Zhaoyuan supported Tan Xuqing's shoulders and bent down to look at her: "What's wrong?"

Tan Xuqing's eyes were red.

Ren Zhaoyuan's hands were the most beautiful hands she had ever seen.

The ten fingers are slender, white and flawless, flexible and powerful, especially such beautiful hands can design many amazing jewelry.

She adores Ren Zhaoyuan, likes Ren Zhaoyuan, and the more she contacts her, the more she admires and likes him.

Seeing the countless scars on these hands from the fingers to the palms, I have not figured out what I am feeling and already feel so uncomfortable that I want to cry.

"Don't cry," Ren Zhaoyuan smiled gently, "It doesn't affect your hands, it's the same as before except it's ugly."

Tan Xuqing shook her head like a rattle, and spoke with a slight nasal voice: "It's not ugly, but it's still pretty."

"I thought it was too ugly for you to accept."

"No!"

Ren Zhaoyuan smiled and stroked her hair, and looked at her palm.

The scar left by the wound is very clear, and it seems that it will not disappear. Fortunately, it is only the length of a knuckle.

"Have you used the scar removal ointment your brother bought on time?"

"It's used, but it's not very punctual." Tan Xuqing withdrew his hand a little embarrassedly, "I usually don't notice it, and it's easy to forget if it doesn't hurt."

The driver took things out of the trunk, Tan Zheng took down the luggage of the two, and called Tan Xuqing: "Tan Qing, come and help."

"Oh!"

When the four of them were walking into the building with their belongings, Tan's father just came down and went to get the things in Tan Xuqing's hand. Tan Xuqing hid himself and said "no" and ran to the front to press the elevator.

"It's Zhaoyuan." Father Tan came over to take over the gift from Zhaoyuan, "It's been a hard journey."

"Uncle, don't worry, I can take it."

"Hey, I'll take it and I'll take it."

Ren Zhaoyuan didn't refuse again: "Thank you uncle."

Tan Zheng handed the one in his hand to Ren Zhaoyuan: "Then help me get it."

Tan's father said "Hey" when he heard the words: "This child."

Ren Zhaoyuan took it with a smile, Tan Zheng lagged behind and reached out to the driver, who gave him the things and bowed and said that he would go back first.

The first floor is only a blink of an eye away, and Tan Xuqing usually doesn't bother to take the elevator up and down the stairs.

Tan's mother was standing at the door looking this way, and when she saw a few people coming out, she immediately stepped forward to greet them: "Why do you bring so many things, Tan Zheng doesn't know how to persuade them."

Tan Zheng said, "He wants to buy it."

"Hello, Auntie," Ren Zhaoyuan copied Tan Zheng's previous lines, "Not much, just a little heart."

From the corner of my eye, I saw Tan Zheng's lips curled up.

It was almost noon, and Tan's mother packed up and prepared lunch early, and asked Ren Zhaoyuan to sit first.

"There are planes and cars on the road, are you tired? Take a break and eat later."

"Auntie, not tired," Ren Zhaoyuan asked, seeing Tan's mother wearing an apron and going to the kitchen, "Can I help?"

"No, you sit and chat, it will be fine soon."

Ren Zhaoyuan watched Tan's mother go to the kitchen by herself, then turned to look at Tan Zheng.

"My mother is not used to having people next to her when she is cooking, and she says it's in the way, it's okay, just sit and rest for a while."

Tan Zheng hired housekeepers for the family, but Tan's mother was unwilling to use them.She likes to be clean and quick to do things. She always feels uncomfortable watching others work, and she has never been used to others meddling in cooking. Every time Tan Xuqing enters the kitchen, she is said to be "a disservice".

This has always been the case in the family, Tan's mother cooks, Tan's father is responsible for cleaning up after meals, sweeping the floor and washing clothes does not necessarily have to be done by anyone, Tan Zheng and Tan Xuqing are only required to tidy up their clothes and rooms when they are at home.

The few people chatted for a long time, and Tan's mother took the dishes from the kitchen to the restaurant. When Tan's father saw it, he asked Ren Zhaoyuan and the others to wash their hands, and then got up and went to the kitchen to serve the dishes.

After washing his hands, when he arrived at the restaurant, the table was full of dishes. Tan Xuqing was in charge of pouring the juice and dividing the bowls and chopsticks. Tan Zheng opened a chair for Ren Zhaoyuan to sit on.

The dining table is long, with Tan's father and mother sitting on one side, Tan Zheng and Ren Zhaoyuan sitting opposite, and Tan Xuqing sitting next to Ren Zhaoyuan.

"I don't know if it suits your taste, give it a try."

"It smells delicious," Ren Zhaoyuan picked up the nearest eggplant with his chopsticks, "It's delicious."

Mother Tan smiled and said, "Tan Zheng said you don't drink alcohol, and it just so happens that your uncle doesn't drink alcohol now, so let's eat more food."

"Okay, you must eat more."

Tan's mother cooked ten dishes, and Ren Zhaoyuan mostly put his chopsticks in the four or five dishes that were close to him. Tan Zheng didn't say much, and picked some of Ren Zhaoyuan's favorites for him every once in a while.

He was used to cooking, and Ren Zhaoyuan was also used to it. After speaking, he picked up the food on the plate and ate it without thinking about it for a while.

"Change the positions of these dishes, Zhaoyuan likes this?"

"No need for auntie, I love to eat, I can hold it."

When Tan Zheng was serving food for Ren Zhaoyuan again, Ren Zhaoyuan reached out his hand under the table and touched the side of Tan Zheng's leg, and Tan Zheng turned his head to look at him.

Ren Zhaoyuan said, "Eat more."

Tan Zheng responded, understanding.Although he thought it was nothing, but when he wanted to pick up food for Ren Zhaoyuan again, he turned abruptly and put it on the plate in front of him.

When Ren Zhaoyuan was clearing up after the meal, he put away the dishes in front of him, and Tan's mother saw that Tan Zheng had already picked them up just as she was about to say no.

Now Tan's father was washing dishes in the kitchen, Tan's mother was chatting with Ren Zhaoyuan and the others, and Tan Xuqing was watching a teaching video on problem-solving with a tablet.

"Tan Qing, if you are studying, go back to your room and make noise for you."

Tan Xuqing wore an earphone, and couldn't concentrate on what they were talking about, but she still wanted to stay here: "It's okay, Mom, you can talk, don't worry about me."

Mother Tan asked about the work of Ren Zhaoyuan's parents, and Ren Zhaoyuan only said that they were doing scientific research.

Tan Zheng was afraid that Ren Zhaoyuan would feel uncomfortable, so he changed the topic.

"Go back to your room and rest, I'll pack it up."

Father Tan came over after washing his hands, and said, "Yes, take a nap to nourish your spirit."

Ren Zhaoyuan was indeed a little tired. After returning to the room, he looked at Tan Zheng's things with great interest, and fell asleep not long after lying down.

Tan Zheng originally wanted to hug him and sleep together, but the mosquitoes came from somewhere and kept circling around.Tan Zheng grabbed the mosquito a few times before twisting the mosquito in his hands, and watched Ren Zhaoyuan who had just fallen asleep gently get out of bed.

Tan's mother was still outside, when she saw Tan Zheng coming out, she asked him, "Why didn't you sleep?"

"Do you have electric mosquito coils at home?"

"Also, I'll get it for you. Are there mosquitoes in the house?"

"Saw one."

"Did you bite? Do you want Fengyoujing?"

"Probably not," Tan Zheng thought for a while, "take a bottle."

"Maybe I opened the door for too long in the morning and came in. The house has been using mosquito killer lamps, and mosquitoes are rarely seen."

Tan Zheng took his mobile phone and sent a message to the driver: "I'll ask someone to buy some mosquito nets."

"Your dad and I are not used to using it. It always feels boring to look at it. Tan Qing has it in the room, so you can just buy one."

"it is good."

Tan Zheng went back to the bedroom and put the electric mosquito coils on the bedside, and then went out to the kitchen. Mother Tan saw him open the cupboard to look for the water cup, and said, "Your cup is outside."

"I'll give it to Zhaoyuan."

"He hasn't slept yet?"

"Sleeping, prepare to wake up and drink, mom, go and rest."

"Oh," Mother Tan paused for two seconds, then replied again, "Okay."

Turning a corner, looking back, Tan Zheng was bowing and carefully washing the newly removed cup. After washing, he drank half a cup of drinking water to wash away the water droplets on the inner wall, and poured it out before drinking another cup.

In the room, Father Tan was already lying down, fanning himself with his eyes closed.

Mother Tan sat on the edge of the bed, and turned around to push him after a while.

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"What do you think of Ren Zhaoyuan?"

"I don't think it's good or bad. Tan Zheng thinks it's good. Don't you know how much he has ideas?"

Of course she knew.

When Tan Zheng took the college entrance examination one year in advance, he didn't discuss with his family at all. He copied the parent's signature and handed in the consent form. The admission notice was sent to the family and they, the parents, knew that the child had entered the university.

That was because the school teacher failed to contact Tan Zheng immediately, so he sent it over according to the address in the admission information.

From registration, exams, to checking grades, choosing schools, and choosing majors, Tan Zheng kept everything secret.

Not to mention after being admitted to university, they are far away, and they can't get in touch with anything except monthly remittances for living expenses. Tan Zheng will never need them to worry about it.Not long after, Tan Zheng didn't even need living expenses, and he could remit money to his family's bank card by paying the tuition fees by himself.

After graduating and working, they only know that Tan Zheng's career is getting better and better, making more and more money, and Tan Zheng bought all the new house, car and furniture at home, but they even know how Tan Zheng did this career. Do not know at all.

Parents and children are concerned about the relationship, and they don't have to worry about how close the relationship can be.

The older Tan Zheng is and the more capable he is, the farther away they are from Tan Zheng's life, and they can't even give them effective care, let alone interfere with his decisions.

Just like when the same-sex marriage law was just passed a few years ago, Tan's mother was still telling Tan's father that it was not a good thing and not orthodox the night before. The next day Tan Zheng directly told them that he was gay. They were stunned for a long time, but they couldn't say anything.

Gradually I forced myself to accept it.

Later, I saw a lot, and I thought, it’s just that I can’t have children, as long as I can live a stable life, it’s not impossible.

At the beginning, when she knew that Tan Zheng talked about a divorced man who was seven years older than her, she couldn't accept it, but she was used to accepting Tan Zheng's decision and explaining it to herself, so she thought, according to Tan Xuqing's reason for divorce, Ren Zhaoyuan would For those who mess around, stability is a good thing.There are advantages to being older, being mature and caring.

But when we saw each other today, even though we had only been together for half a day, it didn't take too long for Tan's mother to see clearly.

Where Ren Zhaoyuan took care of Tan Zheng, it was simply Tan Zheng who circled around Ren Zhaoyuan.

It feels unbalanced for Tan Zheng to take care of the older and divorced Ren Zhaoyuan in every detail, and also feels uncomfortable in his heart.

She loved Tan Zheng very much, but it was inevitable that she would be distracted by having Tan Xuqing later on. Tan Zheng was an older brother and sensible, while Tan Xuqing was in poor health, so she couldn't take care of both.

When Tan Zheng's admission letter was delivered to her home, she realized that she cared too little about Tan Zheng, and it was already too late.

Even though Tan Xuqing's health has recovered, she has the time and energy to realize her negligence, and wants to make up for it and pay, but she has no way to do it.

I can only explain that being a boy is different from a girl, and that Tan Zheng's personality has changed when he grows up.

But now she saw it with her own eyes, it wasn't that Tan Zheng was unkind.

"You think Ren Zhaoyuan is not good?"

Mother Tan was silent for a few seconds, and said, "It's not bad, but it's different from what I thought. I thought he was much older and divorced, and the two of them can take good care of Tan Zheng when they are together."

"Tan Zheng is so active with his tail stuck on the back. It's useless for us to think about it. I still want him to marry a daughter-in-law, so I can think about it. The child can't help his parents, he can live as he wants."

Mother Tan sighed, after all she was not in the mood to rest and got up from the bed.

"What are you going to do?"

"Not sleepy, you go to sleep."

The author says:

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