The entire carriage was very quiet, and those small rustling sounds seemed to melt into the silence and become the background.
The two looked at each other quietly in this square inch of land isolated from the outside world.
After a long time, Jiang Chi opened his hand lightly, and the blindfold covered Sheng Jianan's sight again.
He couldn't see Jiang Chi, he could only vaguely feel that Jiang Chi seemed to be moving, followed by his breath, and leaned to his side.
"Sheng Nannan." Jiang Chi whispered in his ear, with a slight smile in his voice, "You are not allowed to have any opinions."
It was still the same as his previous speaking style.
Sheng Jianan's lips moved slightly, but she didn't speak.
Jiang Chi looked at his beautiful lips slightly opened, as if he wanted to speak, but didn't say it, smiled, and said: "It's not like we never kissed when we were young."
Sheng Jianan: "..."
When I was young, a five or six-year-old child was ignorant, just kissed him casually, and spat him with a mouthful of saliva, can he be the same as 20 years old?
Jiang Chi leaned sideways beside Sheng Jianan, looking at half of his face exposed outside.
Seeing that he was silent, after a while, the corners of Jiang Chi's lips curled up, and he said triumphantly, "Our first kiss is gone."
Let's see who dares to laugh at him for still having his first kiss.
It's such a big deal, Jiang Chi was ridiculed almost from high school to university, as if they had been in love, how glorious and amazing.
Even if they have been in love, it's great, do they have Sheng Jianan?These people are not jealous of him.
After a while, Sheng Jianan pursed her lips, feeling that there still seemed to be the warmth left by Jiang Chi on her lips.
He was silent, and said: "...This is not a first kiss."
"Why doesn't it count?" Jiang Chi stopped doing it as soon as he heard it, and retorted, "Of course it counts, and we haven't kissed anyone else."
"...A kiss between lovers is the first kiss." Sheng Jianan said.
Hearing this, Jiang Chi suddenly fell silent, staring quietly at Sheng Jianan's black eyepatch, as if trying to get something through the eyepatch.
After a while, the eyes couldn't help but cast down again, and landed on those plump and moist lips.After looking at Xu for a while, he looked away, swallowed, and took out mineral water from the bag.
Seeing that he didn't speak, there was another rustling noise. After a while, Sheng Jianan said again: "We are at best a kiss between friends."
After taking two sips of water to moisturize his dry throat, Jiang Chi suddenly laughed when he heard this.
While twisting the bottle cap, he said, "Sheng Nannan, think about what you said last time. Didn't you say that friends can't kiss? Now that the first kiss is gone, you say it's a kiss between friends, it doesn't count. What? ? Do you want to keep your first kiss?"
He had just moistened his mouth, and his voice was much clearer.
Seeing that Sheng Jianan had nothing to say, Jiang Chi continued: "Since this is not considered a first kiss, it is a kiss between friends anyway, so why didn't you let me kiss before?"
"...Jiang Chi, you're really unreasonable." Sheng Jianan couldn't say anything about his fallacious reasoning, but he was reasonable anyway, "Didn't you kiss first?"
"I kissed you first." Jiang Chi was very confident, leaned over and put his arm around him, "Why can't I kiss you? Why is this not a first kiss?"
Sheng Jianan: "..."
"Why are you just a couple? Isn't our relationship better and more intimate than a couple?" Jiang Chi said, "Sheng Nannan, don't even think about it, you can only do all the intimate things with me, and others don't even think about it. We must be the only closest."
In order to consider that most people came to play, the club discussed in advance, and after getting everyone's consent, they booked a hot spring hotel in Midwinter Mountain.
Because the winter is too cold and the winter in Midwinter Mountain is snowy, some people are not happy to go out. The hot spring hotel is equipped with a series of entertainment facilities.There are computer rooms, game halls, private rooms for singing, etc., which are exclusively used by holiday tourists for a fee.
After arriving at Midwinter Mountain and checking in, the group had some food first, and then rested or had free activities in the hotel.
In this kind of weather, the most comfortable thing is to soak in hot springs. As soon as they arrive at the hotel, a few boys make an appointment to go to the public hot spring pool together.Ling Mo was also among them.
During the period, a boy said to call Jiang Chi to join Sheng Jianan and asked Ling Mo to make a call.
Although Ling Mo knew [-]% that Jiang Chi would refuse, he still didn't spoil everyone's interest and slapped them in front of them.As he expected, when Jiang Chi heard that he was going to the public hot spring soup, he refused without saying a word.
Ling Mo had this kind of experience a long time ago, not to mention soaking in such a narrow and crowded hot spring pool together, Jiang Chi wished that no one would even touch the water that Sheng Jianan had stepped on.
Sometimes Ling Mo thinks that reincarnation is really a skill, some people's personalities are destined to be cast in rich families, and he can't live without money.
Such as Jiang Chi.
With Sheng Jianan's physique, Jiang Chi was not willing to put him in the cold water even in summer.Not to mention a public swimming pool crowded with men and not even the water clean.Fortunately, his family is rich, has a villa, and has a private heated swimming pool.In summer, if Jianan Sheng wants to swim, they can go to the swimming pool at home.
Ling Mo was very lucky and never went there once.
The rooms reserved by the club did not include private soup, and Sheng Jianan was a bit of a clean freak, and it was impossible for Jiang Chi to let Sheng Jianan go to the public soup pool, so after check-in, they upgraded to a snow-view private soup room.
Entering the room, Sheng Jianan took off his thick coat, went into the bathroom, and washed his hands with hand sanitizer.
Jiang Chi followed him in and hugged him: "Do you want to soak in the hot spring?"
Sheng Jianan shook her head, wiped her hands with a towel, and removed the hands around his waist.
"Not now." Sheng Jianan said flatly, and walked around him.
"Okay." Jiang Chi had no objection.
As long as this kind of trivial matter in life has nothing to do with Sheng Jianan's health problems, he is willing to listen to Sheng Jianan.
Jiang Chi took another hand from him, and walked out together: "What do you want to play in the afternoon? I'll accompany you."
Sheng Jianan did not speak, but took his hand away from him, walked into the glass room of the hot spring pool, and stood in front of the transparent glass to look at the snow scene outside the mountain forest.
Jiang Chi walked over, just about to reach out to hug him from behind, when Sheng Jianan grabbed his hand and pulled him away.
As long as he is in a private space, Jiang Chi wants to cling to him almost all the time.
"Jiang Chi." Sheng Jianan said quietly, "Don't hold me all the time."
Sheng Jianan could feel that Jiang Chi behind him suddenly paused, and for a moment he couldn't bear it.But thinking of what Jiang Chi said in the car, he became ruthless again.
After all, their relationship will have to break through sooner or later.
Even if he is willing to maintain the closest relationship with Jiang Chi in such a ambiguous manner, after work, they will still be like this, so what is it in the eyes of others?
He knew Jiang Chi's feelings for him, and he almost regarded him as everything. In comparison, the title "couple" seemed a bit light.But others will not understand, they will only think that they have done everything, and they are unwilling to admit the relationship to the outside world.
Taking a step back, Sheng Jianan was also very curious, whether there was any element of love in Jiang Chi's feelings for him, and how much it accounted for.
In fact, it's not that he didn't think about taking the initiative to confess his feelings.But I couldn't help but think, what if?What if Jiang Chi really only has strong affection for him?
After all, no matter whether it is in the novel or in the past ten years when they got along in real life, Jiang Chi really doesn't seem to have the idea of falling in love with him, and the proportion of family affection should be very large.
If he fails to confess, even if Jiang Chi won't stay away from him because of this, he is afraid that it will cause a rift in their future relationship.
To be on the safe side, Sheng Jianan felt that it was necessary to test his attitude first.
"It's not good for you to keep hugging me like this." Sheng Jianan said, "Others will think our relationship is strange when they see it."
There was no sound behind him, and Sheng Jianan didn't know what Jiang Chi was thinking.
Both of them were quiet for a while, before Sheng Jianan heard Jiang Chi say, "Who is the other person? Isn't it just the two of us here?"
"But you are not like this in the room." Sheng Jianan said, "In the car, in the hotel lobby, you are like this. Many students are looking at us with strange eyes."
After another long silence, Jiang Chi said, "We've been like this all along, who doesn't know?"
After a slight pause, he said again: "Besides, why haven't I heard you say that before."
This time it was Sheng Jianan's turn to be silent.
Habits are a terrible thing, and they've maintained these intimate little habits for more than a decade.
Sometimes Sheng Jianan feels a little scary when recalling their past ten years.Because he knew the ending of the novel and his own ending, he has been trying his best to restrain his response to Jiang Chi's feelings, and he has survived for more than ten years.It wasn't until the stage of the spring heart sprouting in high school that he finally couldn't resist and fell into Jiang Chi's meticulous love and care for more than ten years.
If there is no support for the plot, Sheng Jianan thought, he might really be adopted by Jiang Chi, until his heart and eyes are full of him.
Like the poor little cannon fodder in the book.He has no prophet. He has been loved wholeheartedly by someone for more than ten years, and then he is abandoned for no reason. This kind of feeling should be unbearable for normal people.Just thinking about it makes me suffocate.
Occasionally looking back, Sheng Jianan still feels scared and fortunate.
The room was quiet for a while, neither of them spoke until the door was knocked.
Sheng Jianan turned around and was about to open the door, but Jiang Chi was one step faster than him: "I'll open the door."
Outside the door was Gu Panyu and a girl.
Seeing that it was Jiang Chi, Gu Panyu was a little cautious: "Excuse me, I have something to do with my junior."
As she spoke, she clicked on the inside of the room: "By the way, can you visit your snow scene room, it is said that the scenery is very beautiful."
Wen Yan Jiang Chi smiled, opened the door, and said generously: "Yes, visit as you like."
"Thank you." The two girls nodded politely and walked into the room.
Hearing Gu Panyu's voice, Sheng Jianan also came out: "Sister."
Looking around the high-end snow scene room, Gu Panyu said to Sheng Jianan who was coming: "We are going to sketch later, and I want to ask you if you can go. But there are not many people, and many people go to the hot springs and take pictures together. "
When Sheng Jianan heard this, he felt that this was a very good opportunity, and he could take this opportunity to show his attitude coldly to Jiang Chi.
"Okay." Sheng Jianan smiled, "I'll go with you."
Jiang Chi looked at him for two seconds and said, "Me too..."
"You stay here." Sheng Jianan looked sideways and interrupted him, "Let's go to sketch, you were bored in the past, why don't you find Ling Mo and the others to play."
Jiang Chi didn't speak, just stared at him for a moment, Sheng Jianan looked back frankly.
The keen sixth sense told Gu Panyu that the state between the two was not right, at least not the same as their usual relationship.
Gu Panyu looked at Sheng Jianan, then at Jiang Chi, and couldn't help but twitch his temples.What crime did she do? She obviously didn't get along with them a few times, but every time she met it was the Shura field.
Is she having an affair with a handsome guy?Doomed not to make friends with handsome guys.
"Eh—let's go first..." Gu Panyu wanted to find an excuse to leave here.
Considering that Jiang Chi would not let him go once they left, Sheng Jianan said in time: "I'll go down with you."
The moment the words fell, Gu Panyu felt that the temperature in a radius of three kilometers around Jiang Chi suddenly dropped, making her scalp tingle.
"Wait for me." Sheng Jianan turned around to get the schoolbag on the sofa.
Jiang Chi stood at the door and stared at him.
Putting on her clothes, carrying her schoolbag, and passing Jiang Chi, Sheng Jianan stopped and said, "Have fun."
Then he turned to Gu Panyu and the others, and said, "Sister, let's go."
As soon as she walked out the door, Sheng Jianan was grabbed by Jiang Chi with one hand, and immediately heard him say: "Sister, you go down first, I have something to say to him."
Gu Panyu looked at Jiang Chi and then at Sheng Jianan, feeling a little embarrassed for a moment.
After all, the atmosphere between the two of them seems to be tense. If there is a dispute, she is a little worried about Sheng Jianan.But after thinking about it, she felt that with Jiang Chi's care for Sheng Jianan, she would definitely not bully Sheng Jianan.She felt that she had nothing to worry about, but she just couldn't help being a little worried.
"Jiang Chi." Sheng Jianan brushed his hand away, with a firm yet gentle tone, "I'm going to sketch, and I'll come back to have dinner with you later."
Jiang Chi shrugged his Adam's apple twice, opened his lips slightly, and said after a while, "It's a bit boring here, I'll go with you."
"It's more boring there." Sheng Jianan said, "And you will disturb me."
After a slight pause, he said seriously: "Jiang Chi, I'm here to study."
Seeing that Jiang Chi didn't speak, Sheng Jianan glanced at him, took a deep breath, turned cruelly, and said, "Sister, let's go."
Sheng Jianan thought that they were probably the only couple in the whole world who had only been away from each other for a few hours, as if they were about to say goodbye forever.
There were about ten people who went to sketch this time, and the location was not far away, but they still needed the accompanying bus master to take them there.
Walking to the hotel entrance, Sheng Jianan knew that Jiang Chi had also gone downstairs, but he held back and didn't look back.Walking all the way to the side of the car, before getting into the car, a scarf was handed over from the side.
"Cold." Jiang Chi said.
After a pause of two seconds, Sheng Jianan took the scarf slowly, thanked her, and walked up the ladder.
After getting into the car, Sheng Jianan sat by the window, looked at the scarf in his hand, and stared blankly for a while.He could feel that Jiang Chi was looking at him from under the car at this moment, probably looking pitiful again.In fact, Jiang Chi also knew how to make him feel bad.
Sheng Jianan resisted not looking out.
Until the car started slowly and drove farther and farther, and when he was sure that Jiang Chi couldn't see him clearly, Sheng Jianan took out his mobile phone to take a picture. Jiang Chi stood still, his figure shrinking and shrinking on the spot.
Sheng Jianan lowered her eyes and let out a heavy breath.
In the afternoon, a group of people who stayed in the hotel opened a private singing room.
After singing a song, Ling Mo sat next to Jiang Chi and handed him a bottle of beer: "I've been in a daze, what are you thinking?"
After receiving the beer, Jiang Chi still sat motionless, seemingly without energy at all.
On such a private occasion, Jiang Chi would not be willing to part with Sheng Jianan at all, and even Ling Mo knew that something was wrong with them.
However, according to what he knew since he was a child, Jiang Chi and Sheng Jianan seemed to have never quarreled, and he had never seen anyone in this world who could get along as well as they did.
After all, no matter how loving a couple is, there will be quarrels. In all interpersonal relationships, it is estimated that no one can have no complaints against each other.But they can.
One is that they have a good temper, and the other is that they treat the other party as a treasure, and they are reluctant to have a loud voice.The baby doesn't hurt, he loves it.
Not to mention quarreling or something.
This is full of love!Ling Mo sighed silently, and at the same time couldn't help wondering, what is the problem that can separate these two people?
The only possibility he could think of for Jiang Chi to be angry with Sheng Jianan was that Sheng Jianan was leaving him.
This was the question he had assumed with Sheng Jianan before. If Sheng Jianan wanted to fall in love, it would basically mean leaving Jiang Chi for the rest of his life.
In this situation, Jiang Chi really went crazy.
"Alas." Ling Mo sighed worriedly at his own assumptions.
Both of them are his good friends. After all, they grew up together. If this happened, he didn't know what to do with them.Who can stand who.
Ling Mo touched Jiang Chi's beer bottle with beer: "Have a drink?"
Hearing the sound, Jiang Chi raised the beer bottle, raised his head and filled half of the bottle.
He is really a little confused now, not knowing what to do.Why did Sheng Jianan suddenly change in the past two months, as if he had been separated from him by a barrier, he had never rejected him so coldly before.
There have been too many problems between them recently, Jiang Chi's heart has been ups and downs almost all the time, and he never let go.Neither he nor Sheng Jianan had so many problems in the past ten years.
Ever since Sheng Jianan first went to dinner with her senior without telling him, everything seemed to be out of control.He would start to hide many things from him, saving money, going to Rong Town, not wanting him to accompany him to sketch, making friends with Mi He, and so on.
Everything seemed to be an attempt to keep him at a distance.
But he is obviously already trying to give Sheng Jianan freedom.
He wanted to make friends, and he didn't stop them from chatting on WeChat.Someone spoke to him on the road, but he didn't make a sound to interrupt.He wanted to go out to sketch with his senior sister, but he accompanied him silently.He had already listened to what the fuck was saying and gave Sheng Jianan enough space to make friends, isn't that enough?
What else do you want him to do?
Like today, let him go out alone, let him make other friends, let others replace him?Let him fall in love?Why?Why can others casually take away from him the baby he raised since he was a child?
Why?
Sheng Jianan is his.
Jiang Chi tightly held the beer bottle in his hand, almost crushing it.
Sure enough, he shouldn't have let Sheng Jianan out just now!
And he is clearly aware of his physical condition, and he has to be outside alone in this kind of weather, what if he gets sick and catches a cold?
In an instant, all kinds of complicated thoughts flooded Jiang Chi's mind. He was so annoyed that he couldn't restrain himself, and he downed the remaining beer in one gulp.
"Damn." Seeing this, Ling Mo couldn't help cursing, "I don't remember you drinking from a bar much? Drink less, don't get drunk, and Sheng Jianan won't be found by then, I'm afraid you won't know where to cry. "
After drinking, Jiang Chi put the beer bottle heavily on the table, stood up expressionlessly, and walked out.
"What are you going to do?" Ling Mo called out from behind.
Seeing that Jiang Chi didn't respond, Ling Mo thought about it, and followed him out of safety concerns.
After all, Jiang Chi, who had an unpleasant affair with Sheng Jianan, was probably irrational, especially since he drank a bottle of fast wine just now.If you can't drink enough, where will you die drunk? This day might freeze to death.
However, Jiang Chi seemed to be quite organized. As soon as he arrived at the front desk of the hotel, he asked them to call a car for him to go to the place where Sheng Jianan was sketching.
The car stopped at the door, and Ling Mo watched Jiang Chi get in the car and leave. After thinking about it, he sent a WeChat message to Sheng Jianan.
It was snowing again on the mountain, and the vast white snow covered the earth. Looking from a distance, the whole midwinter mountain was covered in silver, which was too beautiful to behold.
In the past, Jiang Chi was never willing to let Sheng Jianan out in this kind of weather.
But he likes this kind of snow scene very much, and likes the fluttering and falling snowflakes, which can make him feel and grasp the ever-changing nature better.
Sheng Jianan was wearing a thick white down jacket wrapped up like a polar bear, and around his neck was the khaki scarf that Jiang Chi handed him just now.
At this time, they were standing in front of the easel and discussing something with Gu Panyu. The two talked and laughed at Yanyan, chatting very happily.
After chatting for a while, Gu Panyu raised his head while talking and laughing, noticed the figure not far away, and was suddenly taken aback.
Sheng Jianan was still talking about the changes in the color and tone of the sky and white snow, Gu Panyu bumped his arm and gestured to him in a certain direction.
Sheng Jianan turned his head to look, and saw Jiang Chi standing not far away. His clothes, shoulders, and hair tips had been covered in snow, and he seemed to have stood there for a while.
After a pause for a few seconds, Sheng Jianan sighed silently and walked over.
Jiang Chi had no emotion on his face.
Walking in front of him, Sheng Jianan said, "Why are you here? Why didn't you call me."
As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone, there was no missed call from Jiang Chi, but two messages from Ling Mo.
【Ling Mo: Jiang Chi is looking for you】
【Ling Mo: He drank a little wine, he must be in a bad mood, you should pay attention】
【Sheng Jianan: OK】
After sending the message, Sheng Jianan picked up his phone, and when he looked up, he saw Jiang Chi's eyes were red.
Sheng Jianan's heart suddenly softened.
"Sheng Jianan." Jiang Chi called out in a low voice, his voice hoarse, his chest rising and falling. "I can't stand you doing this to me."
Sheng Jianan was startled.
Jiang Chi's lips parted slightly, and his voice was a little dry when he spoke: "You said you were afraid of me making friends. I don't know if you are real. But I am real."
"Jiang Chi..." Sheng Jianan murmured.
Jiang Chi couldn't listen to anything now, and didn't want to hear anything, so he interrupted him directly: "Can I hug you?"
Jiang Chi felt that he was like a tree, and Sheng Jianan was his soil and nutrient. Once he left Sheng Jianan, he began to wither, frantically wanting to absorb his breath.
Sheng Jianan took two steps towards him, and was pulled into his arms by Jiang Chi. He seemed to be addicted, desperately trying to draw breath from Sheng Jianan.
Like a wild man in the desert, absorb the nectar of life-saving.
In the icy snow, the two tall young men hugged each other tightly.
Feeling the rising and falling breath in Jiang Chi's chest, Sheng Jianan really felt distressed, and patted him on the back comfortingly: "Don't be sad, I won't drive you away."
He felt that Jiang Chi was about to cry in grievance.
If it continues like this, after bottoming out and rebounding, it is estimated that it will go berserk.
Sure enough, he shouldn't think about Jiang Chi with the brain circuit of a normal person.If he was like a normal person, their relationship would not be what it is today.
Or give some direct hints.
Sometimes when I think about it, Sheng Jianan wonders if Jiang Chi really raised him as a child.
After all, although the plot is derailed, it doesn't mean that Jiang Chi will definitely bend for him.
What if this is the case?
That, to him, is equivalent to Plato.
But everyone has desires.
It was icy and snowy outside, it was too cold, after dinner, Sheng Jianan went back to the room and took a hot shower first.After taking a shower, he sneezed, faintly showing signs of a cold.
Usually when this sign comes, Sheng Jianan will probably catch a cold, so Jiang Chi hurriedly contacted the hotel and asked them to prepare ginger soup.
Sheng Jianan has a problem, she doesn't like to turn on the heater.Especially in winter when they catch a cold and have a fever, when the heating is turned on, breathing becomes difficult, so they seldom turn on the heating at home in winter.
In order to avoid his physical discomfort, Jiang Chi turned off the heating early, and asked Sheng Jianan to cover him under the quilt after drinking the ginger soup.
A better way to warm up than heating in winter is natural body temperature, which is also the natural heater that Sheng Jianan has been sick since childhood.
After taking a hot shower and raising his body temperature, Jiang Chi climbed onto the bed and hugged Sheng Jianan: "I knew you would catch a cold."
The cold brought a chill to the body. Sheng Jianan shrank back into Jiang Chi's arms, sniffed, and said, "But today's experience is good."
He likes nature and snow scenes. He has lived a very restrained life since he was a child, and occasionally wants to be willful once in a while.
Jiang Chi didn't know what he was thinking, and remained silent.
Sheng Jianan looked out the window and meditated quietly.
There was silence in the room for a long time, until both of them seemed to be asleep, Sheng Jianan slowly called out: "Jiang Chi."
Jiang Chi hummed lightly.
"Have you never thought about falling in love?" Sheng Jianan asked.
Jiang Chi didn't speak, but the strength around him became tighter, and his head seemed to be buried in the back of his neck.
Feeling the warmth coming from his back, Sheng Jianan looked at the snowflakes flying outside the glass house: "I thought about it."
There is a bit of nasality in the voice when speaking
Another moment of silence.
"Jiang Chi, people have desires, and I also want to be intimate with people." Sheng Jianan said lightly, "One day, I will want to fall in love."
The two looked at each other quietly in this square inch of land isolated from the outside world.
After a long time, Jiang Chi opened his hand lightly, and the blindfold covered Sheng Jianan's sight again.
He couldn't see Jiang Chi, he could only vaguely feel that Jiang Chi seemed to be moving, followed by his breath, and leaned to his side.
"Sheng Nannan." Jiang Chi whispered in his ear, with a slight smile in his voice, "You are not allowed to have any opinions."
It was still the same as his previous speaking style.
Sheng Jianan's lips moved slightly, but she didn't speak.
Jiang Chi looked at his beautiful lips slightly opened, as if he wanted to speak, but didn't say it, smiled, and said: "It's not like we never kissed when we were young."
Sheng Jianan: "..."
When I was young, a five or six-year-old child was ignorant, just kissed him casually, and spat him with a mouthful of saliva, can he be the same as 20 years old?
Jiang Chi leaned sideways beside Sheng Jianan, looking at half of his face exposed outside.
Seeing that he was silent, after a while, the corners of Jiang Chi's lips curled up, and he said triumphantly, "Our first kiss is gone."
Let's see who dares to laugh at him for still having his first kiss.
It's such a big deal, Jiang Chi was ridiculed almost from high school to university, as if they had been in love, how glorious and amazing.
Even if they have been in love, it's great, do they have Sheng Jianan?These people are not jealous of him.
After a while, Sheng Jianan pursed her lips, feeling that there still seemed to be the warmth left by Jiang Chi on her lips.
He was silent, and said: "...This is not a first kiss."
"Why doesn't it count?" Jiang Chi stopped doing it as soon as he heard it, and retorted, "Of course it counts, and we haven't kissed anyone else."
"...A kiss between lovers is the first kiss." Sheng Jianan said.
Hearing this, Jiang Chi suddenly fell silent, staring quietly at Sheng Jianan's black eyepatch, as if trying to get something through the eyepatch.
After a while, the eyes couldn't help but cast down again, and landed on those plump and moist lips.After looking at Xu for a while, he looked away, swallowed, and took out mineral water from the bag.
Seeing that he didn't speak, there was another rustling noise. After a while, Sheng Jianan said again: "We are at best a kiss between friends."
After taking two sips of water to moisturize his dry throat, Jiang Chi suddenly laughed when he heard this.
While twisting the bottle cap, he said, "Sheng Nannan, think about what you said last time. Didn't you say that friends can't kiss? Now that the first kiss is gone, you say it's a kiss between friends, it doesn't count. What? ? Do you want to keep your first kiss?"
He had just moistened his mouth, and his voice was much clearer.
Seeing that Sheng Jianan had nothing to say, Jiang Chi continued: "Since this is not considered a first kiss, it is a kiss between friends anyway, so why didn't you let me kiss before?"
"...Jiang Chi, you're really unreasonable." Sheng Jianan couldn't say anything about his fallacious reasoning, but he was reasonable anyway, "Didn't you kiss first?"
"I kissed you first." Jiang Chi was very confident, leaned over and put his arm around him, "Why can't I kiss you? Why is this not a first kiss?"
Sheng Jianan: "..."
"Why are you just a couple? Isn't our relationship better and more intimate than a couple?" Jiang Chi said, "Sheng Nannan, don't even think about it, you can only do all the intimate things with me, and others don't even think about it. We must be the only closest."
In order to consider that most people came to play, the club discussed in advance, and after getting everyone's consent, they booked a hot spring hotel in Midwinter Mountain.
Because the winter is too cold and the winter in Midwinter Mountain is snowy, some people are not happy to go out. The hot spring hotel is equipped with a series of entertainment facilities.There are computer rooms, game halls, private rooms for singing, etc., which are exclusively used by holiday tourists for a fee.
After arriving at Midwinter Mountain and checking in, the group had some food first, and then rested or had free activities in the hotel.
In this kind of weather, the most comfortable thing is to soak in hot springs. As soon as they arrive at the hotel, a few boys make an appointment to go to the public hot spring pool together.Ling Mo was also among them.
During the period, a boy said to call Jiang Chi to join Sheng Jianan and asked Ling Mo to make a call.
Although Ling Mo knew [-]% that Jiang Chi would refuse, he still didn't spoil everyone's interest and slapped them in front of them.As he expected, when Jiang Chi heard that he was going to the public hot spring soup, he refused without saying a word.
Ling Mo had this kind of experience a long time ago, not to mention soaking in such a narrow and crowded hot spring pool together, Jiang Chi wished that no one would even touch the water that Sheng Jianan had stepped on.
Sometimes Ling Mo thinks that reincarnation is really a skill, some people's personalities are destined to be cast in rich families, and he can't live without money.
Such as Jiang Chi.
With Sheng Jianan's physique, Jiang Chi was not willing to put him in the cold water even in summer.Not to mention a public swimming pool crowded with men and not even the water clean.Fortunately, his family is rich, has a villa, and has a private heated swimming pool.In summer, if Jianan Sheng wants to swim, they can go to the swimming pool at home.
Ling Mo was very lucky and never went there once.
The rooms reserved by the club did not include private soup, and Sheng Jianan was a bit of a clean freak, and it was impossible for Jiang Chi to let Sheng Jianan go to the public soup pool, so after check-in, they upgraded to a snow-view private soup room.
Entering the room, Sheng Jianan took off his thick coat, went into the bathroom, and washed his hands with hand sanitizer.
Jiang Chi followed him in and hugged him: "Do you want to soak in the hot spring?"
Sheng Jianan shook her head, wiped her hands with a towel, and removed the hands around his waist.
"Not now." Sheng Jianan said flatly, and walked around him.
"Okay." Jiang Chi had no objection.
As long as this kind of trivial matter in life has nothing to do with Sheng Jianan's health problems, he is willing to listen to Sheng Jianan.
Jiang Chi took another hand from him, and walked out together: "What do you want to play in the afternoon? I'll accompany you."
Sheng Jianan did not speak, but took his hand away from him, walked into the glass room of the hot spring pool, and stood in front of the transparent glass to look at the snow scene outside the mountain forest.
Jiang Chi walked over, just about to reach out to hug him from behind, when Sheng Jianan grabbed his hand and pulled him away.
As long as he is in a private space, Jiang Chi wants to cling to him almost all the time.
"Jiang Chi." Sheng Jianan said quietly, "Don't hold me all the time."
Sheng Jianan could feel that Jiang Chi behind him suddenly paused, and for a moment he couldn't bear it.But thinking of what Jiang Chi said in the car, he became ruthless again.
After all, their relationship will have to break through sooner or later.
Even if he is willing to maintain the closest relationship with Jiang Chi in such a ambiguous manner, after work, they will still be like this, so what is it in the eyes of others?
He knew Jiang Chi's feelings for him, and he almost regarded him as everything. In comparison, the title "couple" seemed a bit light.But others will not understand, they will only think that they have done everything, and they are unwilling to admit the relationship to the outside world.
Taking a step back, Sheng Jianan was also very curious, whether there was any element of love in Jiang Chi's feelings for him, and how much it accounted for.
In fact, it's not that he didn't think about taking the initiative to confess his feelings.But I couldn't help but think, what if?What if Jiang Chi really only has strong affection for him?
After all, no matter whether it is in the novel or in the past ten years when they got along in real life, Jiang Chi really doesn't seem to have the idea of falling in love with him, and the proportion of family affection should be very large.
If he fails to confess, even if Jiang Chi won't stay away from him because of this, he is afraid that it will cause a rift in their future relationship.
To be on the safe side, Sheng Jianan felt that it was necessary to test his attitude first.
"It's not good for you to keep hugging me like this." Sheng Jianan said, "Others will think our relationship is strange when they see it."
There was no sound behind him, and Sheng Jianan didn't know what Jiang Chi was thinking.
Both of them were quiet for a while, before Sheng Jianan heard Jiang Chi say, "Who is the other person? Isn't it just the two of us here?"
"But you are not like this in the room." Sheng Jianan said, "In the car, in the hotel lobby, you are like this. Many students are looking at us with strange eyes."
After another long silence, Jiang Chi said, "We've been like this all along, who doesn't know?"
After a slight pause, he said again: "Besides, why haven't I heard you say that before."
This time it was Sheng Jianan's turn to be silent.
Habits are a terrible thing, and they've maintained these intimate little habits for more than a decade.
Sometimes Sheng Jianan feels a little scary when recalling their past ten years.Because he knew the ending of the novel and his own ending, he has been trying his best to restrain his response to Jiang Chi's feelings, and he has survived for more than ten years.It wasn't until the stage of the spring heart sprouting in high school that he finally couldn't resist and fell into Jiang Chi's meticulous love and care for more than ten years.
If there is no support for the plot, Sheng Jianan thought, he might really be adopted by Jiang Chi, until his heart and eyes are full of him.
Like the poor little cannon fodder in the book.He has no prophet. He has been loved wholeheartedly by someone for more than ten years, and then he is abandoned for no reason. This kind of feeling should be unbearable for normal people.Just thinking about it makes me suffocate.
Occasionally looking back, Sheng Jianan still feels scared and fortunate.
The room was quiet for a while, neither of them spoke until the door was knocked.
Sheng Jianan turned around and was about to open the door, but Jiang Chi was one step faster than him: "I'll open the door."
Outside the door was Gu Panyu and a girl.
Seeing that it was Jiang Chi, Gu Panyu was a little cautious: "Excuse me, I have something to do with my junior."
As she spoke, she clicked on the inside of the room: "By the way, can you visit your snow scene room, it is said that the scenery is very beautiful."
Wen Yan Jiang Chi smiled, opened the door, and said generously: "Yes, visit as you like."
"Thank you." The two girls nodded politely and walked into the room.
Hearing Gu Panyu's voice, Sheng Jianan also came out: "Sister."
Looking around the high-end snow scene room, Gu Panyu said to Sheng Jianan who was coming: "We are going to sketch later, and I want to ask you if you can go. But there are not many people, and many people go to the hot springs and take pictures together. "
When Sheng Jianan heard this, he felt that this was a very good opportunity, and he could take this opportunity to show his attitude coldly to Jiang Chi.
"Okay." Sheng Jianan smiled, "I'll go with you."
Jiang Chi looked at him for two seconds and said, "Me too..."
"You stay here." Sheng Jianan looked sideways and interrupted him, "Let's go to sketch, you were bored in the past, why don't you find Ling Mo and the others to play."
Jiang Chi didn't speak, just stared at him for a moment, Sheng Jianan looked back frankly.
The keen sixth sense told Gu Panyu that the state between the two was not right, at least not the same as their usual relationship.
Gu Panyu looked at Sheng Jianan, then at Jiang Chi, and couldn't help but twitch his temples.What crime did she do? She obviously didn't get along with them a few times, but every time she met it was the Shura field.
Is she having an affair with a handsome guy?Doomed not to make friends with handsome guys.
"Eh—let's go first..." Gu Panyu wanted to find an excuse to leave here.
Considering that Jiang Chi would not let him go once they left, Sheng Jianan said in time: "I'll go down with you."
The moment the words fell, Gu Panyu felt that the temperature in a radius of three kilometers around Jiang Chi suddenly dropped, making her scalp tingle.
"Wait for me." Sheng Jianan turned around to get the schoolbag on the sofa.
Jiang Chi stood at the door and stared at him.
Putting on her clothes, carrying her schoolbag, and passing Jiang Chi, Sheng Jianan stopped and said, "Have fun."
Then he turned to Gu Panyu and the others, and said, "Sister, let's go."
As soon as she walked out the door, Sheng Jianan was grabbed by Jiang Chi with one hand, and immediately heard him say: "Sister, you go down first, I have something to say to him."
Gu Panyu looked at Jiang Chi and then at Sheng Jianan, feeling a little embarrassed for a moment.
After all, the atmosphere between the two of them seems to be tense. If there is a dispute, she is a little worried about Sheng Jianan.But after thinking about it, she felt that with Jiang Chi's care for Sheng Jianan, she would definitely not bully Sheng Jianan.She felt that she had nothing to worry about, but she just couldn't help being a little worried.
"Jiang Chi." Sheng Jianan brushed his hand away, with a firm yet gentle tone, "I'm going to sketch, and I'll come back to have dinner with you later."
Jiang Chi shrugged his Adam's apple twice, opened his lips slightly, and said after a while, "It's a bit boring here, I'll go with you."
"It's more boring there." Sheng Jianan said, "And you will disturb me."
After a slight pause, he said seriously: "Jiang Chi, I'm here to study."
Seeing that Jiang Chi didn't speak, Sheng Jianan glanced at him, took a deep breath, turned cruelly, and said, "Sister, let's go."
Sheng Jianan thought that they were probably the only couple in the whole world who had only been away from each other for a few hours, as if they were about to say goodbye forever.
There were about ten people who went to sketch this time, and the location was not far away, but they still needed the accompanying bus master to take them there.
Walking to the hotel entrance, Sheng Jianan knew that Jiang Chi had also gone downstairs, but he held back and didn't look back.Walking all the way to the side of the car, before getting into the car, a scarf was handed over from the side.
"Cold." Jiang Chi said.
After a pause of two seconds, Sheng Jianan took the scarf slowly, thanked her, and walked up the ladder.
After getting into the car, Sheng Jianan sat by the window, looked at the scarf in his hand, and stared blankly for a while.He could feel that Jiang Chi was looking at him from under the car at this moment, probably looking pitiful again.In fact, Jiang Chi also knew how to make him feel bad.
Sheng Jianan resisted not looking out.
Until the car started slowly and drove farther and farther, and when he was sure that Jiang Chi couldn't see him clearly, Sheng Jianan took out his mobile phone to take a picture. Jiang Chi stood still, his figure shrinking and shrinking on the spot.
Sheng Jianan lowered her eyes and let out a heavy breath.
In the afternoon, a group of people who stayed in the hotel opened a private singing room.
After singing a song, Ling Mo sat next to Jiang Chi and handed him a bottle of beer: "I've been in a daze, what are you thinking?"
After receiving the beer, Jiang Chi still sat motionless, seemingly without energy at all.
On such a private occasion, Jiang Chi would not be willing to part with Sheng Jianan at all, and even Ling Mo knew that something was wrong with them.
However, according to what he knew since he was a child, Jiang Chi and Sheng Jianan seemed to have never quarreled, and he had never seen anyone in this world who could get along as well as they did.
After all, no matter how loving a couple is, there will be quarrels. In all interpersonal relationships, it is estimated that no one can have no complaints against each other.But they can.
One is that they have a good temper, and the other is that they treat the other party as a treasure, and they are reluctant to have a loud voice.The baby doesn't hurt, he loves it.
Not to mention quarreling or something.
This is full of love!Ling Mo sighed silently, and at the same time couldn't help wondering, what is the problem that can separate these two people?
The only possibility he could think of for Jiang Chi to be angry with Sheng Jianan was that Sheng Jianan was leaving him.
This was the question he had assumed with Sheng Jianan before. If Sheng Jianan wanted to fall in love, it would basically mean leaving Jiang Chi for the rest of his life.
In this situation, Jiang Chi really went crazy.
"Alas." Ling Mo sighed worriedly at his own assumptions.
Both of them are his good friends. After all, they grew up together. If this happened, he didn't know what to do with them.Who can stand who.
Ling Mo touched Jiang Chi's beer bottle with beer: "Have a drink?"
Hearing the sound, Jiang Chi raised the beer bottle, raised his head and filled half of the bottle.
He is really a little confused now, not knowing what to do.Why did Sheng Jianan suddenly change in the past two months, as if he had been separated from him by a barrier, he had never rejected him so coldly before.
There have been too many problems between them recently, Jiang Chi's heart has been ups and downs almost all the time, and he never let go.Neither he nor Sheng Jianan had so many problems in the past ten years.
Ever since Sheng Jianan first went to dinner with her senior without telling him, everything seemed to be out of control.He would start to hide many things from him, saving money, going to Rong Town, not wanting him to accompany him to sketch, making friends with Mi He, and so on.
Everything seemed to be an attempt to keep him at a distance.
But he is obviously already trying to give Sheng Jianan freedom.
He wanted to make friends, and he didn't stop them from chatting on WeChat.Someone spoke to him on the road, but he didn't make a sound to interrupt.He wanted to go out to sketch with his senior sister, but he accompanied him silently.He had already listened to what the fuck was saying and gave Sheng Jianan enough space to make friends, isn't that enough?
What else do you want him to do?
Like today, let him go out alone, let him make other friends, let others replace him?Let him fall in love?Why?Why can others casually take away from him the baby he raised since he was a child?
Why?
Sheng Jianan is his.
Jiang Chi tightly held the beer bottle in his hand, almost crushing it.
Sure enough, he shouldn't have let Sheng Jianan out just now!
And he is clearly aware of his physical condition, and he has to be outside alone in this kind of weather, what if he gets sick and catches a cold?
In an instant, all kinds of complicated thoughts flooded Jiang Chi's mind. He was so annoyed that he couldn't restrain himself, and he downed the remaining beer in one gulp.
"Damn." Seeing this, Ling Mo couldn't help cursing, "I don't remember you drinking from a bar much? Drink less, don't get drunk, and Sheng Jianan won't be found by then, I'm afraid you won't know where to cry. "
After drinking, Jiang Chi put the beer bottle heavily on the table, stood up expressionlessly, and walked out.
"What are you going to do?" Ling Mo called out from behind.
Seeing that Jiang Chi didn't respond, Ling Mo thought about it, and followed him out of safety concerns.
After all, Jiang Chi, who had an unpleasant affair with Sheng Jianan, was probably irrational, especially since he drank a bottle of fast wine just now.If you can't drink enough, where will you die drunk? This day might freeze to death.
However, Jiang Chi seemed to be quite organized. As soon as he arrived at the front desk of the hotel, he asked them to call a car for him to go to the place where Sheng Jianan was sketching.
The car stopped at the door, and Ling Mo watched Jiang Chi get in the car and leave. After thinking about it, he sent a WeChat message to Sheng Jianan.
It was snowing again on the mountain, and the vast white snow covered the earth. Looking from a distance, the whole midwinter mountain was covered in silver, which was too beautiful to behold.
In the past, Jiang Chi was never willing to let Sheng Jianan out in this kind of weather.
But he likes this kind of snow scene very much, and likes the fluttering and falling snowflakes, which can make him feel and grasp the ever-changing nature better.
Sheng Jianan was wearing a thick white down jacket wrapped up like a polar bear, and around his neck was the khaki scarf that Jiang Chi handed him just now.
At this time, they were standing in front of the easel and discussing something with Gu Panyu. The two talked and laughed at Yanyan, chatting very happily.
After chatting for a while, Gu Panyu raised his head while talking and laughing, noticed the figure not far away, and was suddenly taken aback.
Sheng Jianan was still talking about the changes in the color and tone of the sky and white snow, Gu Panyu bumped his arm and gestured to him in a certain direction.
Sheng Jianan turned his head to look, and saw Jiang Chi standing not far away. His clothes, shoulders, and hair tips had been covered in snow, and he seemed to have stood there for a while.
After a pause for a few seconds, Sheng Jianan sighed silently and walked over.
Jiang Chi had no emotion on his face.
Walking in front of him, Sheng Jianan said, "Why are you here? Why didn't you call me."
As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone, there was no missed call from Jiang Chi, but two messages from Ling Mo.
【Ling Mo: Jiang Chi is looking for you】
【Ling Mo: He drank a little wine, he must be in a bad mood, you should pay attention】
【Sheng Jianan: OK】
After sending the message, Sheng Jianan picked up his phone, and when he looked up, he saw Jiang Chi's eyes were red.
Sheng Jianan's heart suddenly softened.
"Sheng Jianan." Jiang Chi called out in a low voice, his voice hoarse, his chest rising and falling. "I can't stand you doing this to me."
Sheng Jianan was startled.
Jiang Chi's lips parted slightly, and his voice was a little dry when he spoke: "You said you were afraid of me making friends. I don't know if you are real. But I am real."
"Jiang Chi..." Sheng Jianan murmured.
Jiang Chi couldn't listen to anything now, and didn't want to hear anything, so he interrupted him directly: "Can I hug you?"
Jiang Chi felt that he was like a tree, and Sheng Jianan was his soil and nutrient. Once he left Sheng Jianan, he began to wither, frantically wanting to absorb his breath.
Sheng Jianan took two steps towards him, and was pulled into his arms by Jiang Chi. He seemed to be addicted, desperately trying to draw breath from Sheng Jianan.
Like a wild man in the desert, absorb the nectar of life-saving.
In the icy snow, the two tall young men hugged each other tightly.
Feeling the rising and falling breath in Jiang Chi's chest, Sheng Jianan really felt distressed, and patted him on the back comfortingly: "Don't be sad, I won't drive you away."
He felt that Jiang Chi was about to cry in grievance.
If it continues like this, after bottoming out and rebounding, it is estimated that it will go berserk.
Sure enough, he shouldn't think about Jiang Chi with the brain circuit of a normal person.If he was like a normal person, their relationship would not be what it is today.
Or give some direct hints.
Sometimes when I think about it, Sheng Jianan wonders if Jiang Chi really raised him as a child.
After all, although the plot is derailed, it doesn't mean that Jiang Chi will definitely bend for him.
What if this is the case?
That, to him, is equivalent to Plato.
But everyone has desires.
It was icy and snowy outside, it was too cold, after dinner, Sheng Jianan went back to the room and took a hot shower first.After taking a shower, he sneezed, faintly showing signs of a cold.
Usually when this sign comes, Sheng Jianan will probably catch a cold, so Jiang Chi hurriedly contacted the hotel and asked them to prepare ginger soup.
Sheng Jianan has a problem, she doesn't like to turn on the heater.Especially in winter when they catch a cold and have a fever, when the heating is turned on, breathing becomes difficult, so they seldom turn on the heating at home in winter.
In order to avoid his physical discomfort, Jiang Chi turned off the heating early, and asked Sheng Jianan to cover him under the quilt after drinking the ginger soup.
A better way to warm up than heating in winter is natural body temperature, which is also the natural heater that Sheng Jianan has been sick since childhood.
After taking a hot shower and raising his body temperature, Jiang Chi climbed onto the bed and hugged Sheng Jianan: "I knew you would catch a cold."
The cold brought a chill to the body. Sheng Jianan shrank back into Jiang Chi's arms, sniffed, and said, "But today's experience is good."
He likes nature and snow scenes. He has lived a very restrained life since he was a child, and occasionally wants to be willful once in a while.
Jiang Chi didn't know what he was thinking, and remained silent.
Sheng Jianan looked out the window and meditated quietly.
There was silence in the room for a long time, until both of them seemed to be asleep, Sheng Jianan slowly called out: "Jiang Chi."
Jiang Chi hummed lightly.
"Have you never thought about falling in love?" Sheng Jianan asked.
Jiang Chi didn't speak, but the strength around him became tighter, and his head seemed to be buried in the back of his neck.
Feeling the warmth coming from his back, Sheng Jianan looked at the snowflakes flying outside the glass house: "I thought about it."
There is a bit of nasality in the voice when speaking
Another moment of silence.
"Jiang Chi, people have desires, and I also want to be intimate with people." Sheng Jianan said lightly, "One day, I will want to fall in love."
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