Savior? No!I just want to stay home

Lucius looked in surprise at the eleven or twelve-year-old Harry, who was wearing a Gryffindor uniform, clumsily cutting nettle stems. It looked like he was brewing a low-grade anesthetic?Looking at the gray-brown, viscous liquid in the cauldron, he was a little uncertain.

"Oh, this is the Potions class of the third grade." At some point, Harry also came in. He stroked his chin and watched the other Harry's movements with great interest. "Looks stupid, doesn't it?" he asked with a smile. "Madam Pomfrey won't take the anesthetic in such a horrible way, it will definitely make the injury worse."

"You... did it on purpose?" Lucius felt that his brain was not enough.

"Oh no, of course not." The smile deepened in Harry's eyes. "Believe me, I definitely did my best at that time." He pointed to the forehead of the person who was stirring the potion, which was covered with fine beads of sweat, but... he added it in an inappropriate way. After removing the nettle stems, the color of the liquid in the pot became even weirder, so the credibility of this "effort" was greatly discounted.

"Harry Potter!" A deep and slippery voice sounded beside the two, "Sure enough, I shouldn't expect the trolls of Gryffindor to be able to take good potions lessons with heart, then, please tell our great golden boy Me, when adding the moonstone, should I stir clockwise a few times? Do you have to relearn counting in the third grade? Your brain is not filled with brains, but Achnatherum splendens?"

Lucius stared dumbfounded at the enlarged version of Severus Snape spraying the venom to Harry in his memory, and it took him a while to recover from the voice that seemed to be whispering in his ears.

"Are you... role-playing? But, this is too similar..."

Lucius swept his gaze across Severus' face again, those dark eyes were full of ridicule, disgust, and even hatred for the boy with the bird's nest head in front of him.

Harry pursed his lips, but said nothing.

When the scene changed, Harry was still wearing the Gryffindor uniform, but he seemed to have grown up a bit.He was walking down the school corridor, and then, he met... Severus Snape head-on.

This was the part where Severus in the fourth grade found out that the gillsweed had been stolen and questioned Harry secretly. It was still dark and filled with endless hatred.

Then there was Severus mocking Harry for being conceited after practicing Occlumency in fifth grade, Severus escaping Hogwarts and Harry's confrontation in sixth grade, and the short "" lookatme", and then Lucius saw that Harry also got a copy of the memory.

"Below, what you see is the memory of Severus himself. I played it again by recalling it." Harry turned his head and explained to Lucius who was already stupefied.

The little boy with black hair and black eyes approached the little girl with red hair and blue eyes cautiously. They had a happy childhood and entered the best magic school in the world together.However, one went to Gryffindor and the other went to Slytherin.As a result, the contradictions became bigger and bigger until they split.The girl married the person the boy hated most and gave birth to a son, and the boy joined the Death Eaters to pursue his ideals.Then comes prophecy, seeking help, betrayal, death, endless confession...

The boy promised to protect the girl's son, but the request was not to let the other party know... The boy asked the old principal helplessly: "Where is my soul? What about my soul?"

……

Lucius and Harry were sent out.

Lucius looked at the Pensieve, then at Harry, hesitating to speak.

"It's true that James and I are direct blood relatives, but it's not what you thought before." Harry smiled.

"You shouldn't have let me see it." Lucius buried his face in his hands and sighed deeply.

"It's okay, Lucius." Harry gently hugged him into his arms and kissed his platinum blonde hair. "I just want to tell you that I have removed the important parts of the entanglement between me and Severus. Besides, you should also be aware that because of my intervention, the ending of the story has changed, hasn't it?"

"How can it be okay!" Lucius clutched Harry's sleeve tightly, expressing his anger at Harry's carelessness. "You're from the future—that's enough to say too much. Even though the future has changed, many things can still be prepared in advance. Oh, of course you know that, so Sis just keeps saying nothing. And I actually... ...Oh no, what a bastard I am, to get mad at you and force you to show me this..."

"Lucius, Lucius!"

Harry looked helplessly at his lover who was caught in self-blame and unable to extricate himself, and interrupted the other party's muttering.He stretched out his hand, cupped Lucius' face, forcing him to meet his gaze.

"There is no persecution, Lucius, I insisted on letting you see it. I have wanted to do this for a long time, but I have always had such and such concerns. But it is actually not a big deal. In the final analysis, I am afraid of trouble. But those things that have nothing to do with you It’s nothing compared to it! And we’ve already taken precautions, as long as you don’t tell me, or others don’t give you Legilimency, this secret will not be leaked out. Moreover, I didn’t let you see them to make you become A husband complaining." He squeezed his smooth and tender face, "Calm down, you can figure it out, right?"

Lucius closed his eyes hard, and it took him a while to open them.His gray-blue eyes regained a little clarity, but the anxiety in his heart remained undiminished.

"Yes, I won't say, but there's no guarantee that I won't be Legilimency. Father... no! But Godfather and Dumbledore... no, I'm going to learn Occlumency, oh no, It's too late, the Fidelity Curse, no, I can't find a witness...Harry, what are you doing...uh..."

Finding that the persuasion was fruitless, Harry decisively broke off the other's head and kissed him.

At first, I just wanted to taste it, but after touching it, I suddenly felt that the sweetness in my mouth was really hard to let go.So Harry followed his wish, stretched out a hand and inserted it into Lucius' long hair, gently pried open the other's white teeth with the tip of his tongue, bit and sucked slowly, deepening the kiss bit by bit.It wasn't until the limbs that kissed Lucius were weak, and his body was so limp that he needed Harry's support to barely stand still, and his eyes gradually lost focus, that Harry reluctantly let go of his restraint, and then freed up a hand to gently Brush his back to bring him back to his senses.

"Harry! You..."

Lucius leaned into Harry's arms with a red face and panted lightly, gritted his teeth resentfully.It's really annoying, why is he unable to control it every time?Obviously Harry is the one to marry!Sure enough, I am still too slack, special training or something, I will increase the amount starting tomorrow!

"Calm down?" Seeing that Lucius was already awake, Harry asked with a smile, but the flicking of his hand still kept on - he liked this intimate feeling more and more.

"Yes, calm down." Lucius breathed a sigh of relief. "It should be fine in the short term, but Occlumency must be put on the agenda, starting from tomorrow, you teach me!" He fixedly looked at Harry, his eyes were firm, and he could not refuse.

"My pleasure." The corners of Harry's lips twitched slightly. "I assume you know the learning process of Occlumency?" Feeling the person in his arms stiffen, the corners of his lips became more curved. "I shall be delighted to be able to use Legilimency on you, and to be fully informed of your life's history - all, my dear Lucius."

Lucius gritted his teeth and remained silent.Otherwise what can he do?Full of secrets, he can only find Harry if he wants to learn Occlumency, and no one else.

"So, let's talk about Severus now." Harry adjusted his posture to make them more comfortable. "My feelings for him are more complicated..." He thought for a while, and said: "At first I didn't like it, but later I hated it, and after he hated me for no reason and found fault with me, the hatred increased. He shrugged, "I have been hating for six years like this, and in the end it turned into full of guilt. What a godlike ending, right? Our whole family—me, my father, and my mother, We all owe him, and he died irresponsibly, when the victory was about to come. When I buried him, I really wanted to go up and shake him hard a few times, and try to shake him Wake up, and tell him I really, really hate him, and… thank him so much."

Lucius had been silent all this time, and when he heard this, he put his arms around Harry, silently comforting his lover.

"I'm fine." Harry smiled back at the other party and continued. "So, can you imagine when I came here and saw that the time was 1969 on the display -- you and Abramovich were there -- and suddenly realized that people I thought I'd never see again were alive and well. Is it still possible for me to see that subtle mood?" He put his chin on his lover's shoulder and rubbed it lightly, as if seeking comfort, Lucius, who felt his lover's movement, immediately reached out and patted his head , and printed a light kiss on the cheek.

Harry squinted his eyes in satisfaction, and said, "Actually, I didn't intend to intervene in this - after all, I'm an out-and-out outsider. I just want to stay honest, and then make a move at the right time. Let's see if we can redeem something. But... I met you, and more importantly, I met you." He tilted his head and kissed the pink earlobe in front of him lightly, his warm breath on the sensitive part The successful swat made the opponent's body stiff.He snickered, but his tone was extremely serious: "You know what happened later. I started a business with Malfoy, met the Dark Lord, came to Hogwarts, and changed from a Gryffindor to a A Slytherin. So, I can have all kinds of feelings for Severus, but there is no love. I care about him because I feel owed, maybe a little sympathy and sympathy - not every little wizard His childhood was so dark, right? So I want to make him as good as possible. Maybe I paid too much attention to him, I will reflect on it, and promise to take care of it in the future, but I swear I Didn't really see him. You read those memories too, can you imagine me falling in love with a gloomy, dark old bat that sprays venom on itself all the time? I'm not masochistic! That's scary !" He rolled his eyes, then looked at the other side seriously.

"Sorry!" Lucius apologized earnestly, "I'm really sorry, Harry, I shouldn't have mistrusted you." He pursed his lips, his pale cheeks turned red. "I'm angry because...you never take the initiative. I mean, the relationship between us is that after you discovered my love, you decided to give it a try, and then responded. But, it has always been a response. In the relationship During the process, you have always been the passive one. You accommodated me, took care of me, and centered everything on me. You never refused what I said, and always tried to do everything to perfection, but you never asked me anything. Requests, anything...not to mention taking the initiative to care about me in life, whether I am cold, whether I am hungry, whether I will be tired...nor during the special summer training." He raised his eyes and quickly looked at Harry's face. The expression, "Do you think it's strange? I didn't expect that I would...act like a baby? Even I think I am very strange." He sighed lowly. "I thought you didn't understand this, so I just told myself to get used to it. But before I got used to it, you..." He bit his lower lip and stopped talking.

"You should have told me directly." Harry sighed, flicking the other's lower lip with his index finger, making him let go of his torment. "I haven't lived a normal life, so I really don't understand it. Severus... After all, he has taught me for 6 years, and the cellar snake king's power is still there, so I respect him subconsciously, thinking To please him. To put it bluntly, there is a purpose, although I know that there will be no such opportunity, but I still think that if I please him now, he will be able to spray less venom on me in the future..." He showed an embarrassment God's expression.

"As for feelings..." Harry looked at Lucius seriously, his green eyes full of solemnity. "As I said, I have very few feelings. It is difficult for me to fall in love with one person, and it is even more difficult to fall in love with two people. Maybe I am not good at expressing and it is easy to cause misunderstandings, but please believe me, from beginning to end , I only love you and no one else. It was before, it is now, and it will definitely be in the future."

Lucius didn't say anything like "I believe in you".At this time, all languages ​​seem redundant.He tightened his grip on Harry's arm, letting him completely fit into his arms.Then, the two sat quietly hugging each other for a while, neither of them spoke, but they felt that they were much closer to each other.In the end, the two who were addicted to hugging and were reluctant to let go of each other simply gave the robe a "torn apart", covered each other with the quilt and fell asleep on the bed. After saying good night to each other, they fell asleep until the two fell asleep. Not a single cent has been reduced.