Savior? No!I just want to stay home

"Lucius, I've also thought a lot about us this month."

Harry organized his words, looked up at the other party seriously and said:

"Of course I hope you can grow up, because this is what you must do as the sole heir of an ancient and noble wizard family. But I want you to be happy more, this is the most basic expectation I have for my beloved , everything must be built on this foundation. I like your happy smile, your gentle eyes, your slightly raised eyebrows, and the hooked corners of your mouth. I like to see you deal with your classmates in a reserved and polite way I like to see you proudly and indifferently saying 'Stupid Gryffindor Lions', I like to see your reckless appearance on the Quidditch field, I like to see your strategizing when facing several chiefs..."

Under Lucius' surprised and moved eyes, he reached out to caress the other's cheek and said:

"I never said this to you, did I? I'm sorry, I ignored your feelings too much. I used to think that two people don't need too many words when they are together, just be happy. But I forgot that love also needs management ~I even serve as a love counselor to my classmates, and I don’t even remember to consult myself first. Moreover,” he blinked narrowly, “you have to understand the embarrassment of a psychologically ‘old man’~ After all, these words It makes me blush..."

Lucius rolled his eyes and was speechless at Harry's reference to 'the elderly'.

Harry smiled "hee hee" amused by the other party's expression, and said:

"I will pay attention in the future, Lucius. When you grow up, I will try my best to express myself and tell you what I think. So, please grow up as soon as possible, but don't rush it—as soon as possible but It's also the best, do you understand what I mean? If I'm bored in the cocoon again during this period, as my lover, you have the obligation and must remind me, can you?"

"Of course! I really understand this time, Harry!"

Lucius gave Harry a deep hug.

"I promise I won't go into a dead end again in the future, and I won't make random guesses. I will also try my best to enrich myself and keep up with your pace. But... To be honest, I'm really not reconciled! I even sometimes think, if I wish I could meet you a few years later. At that time, maybe I will be mature enough, wise enough, noble enough, and elegant enough—just like my father and godfather. Then, maybe I can get along with you calmly Now, not like before...sometimes I really hate myself."

"Oh, that's not right, my dear." Harry hugged Lucius back, and kissed his face by the way, "I knew you and Abu at the same time, and I met Voldy after a while. They have always been mature, wise, noble, elegant, but I have not fallen in love with any of them."

"Yeah, it's me you love, always 'me'." Lucius rolled his eyes and smiled.

Harry stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly asked:

"Don't you ask me how I spent my month over there?"

"...It's good that you come back. You are thinking about me, every day, every night, all the time, as you said."

Harry stretched out his hands and straightened Lucius' head, forcing him to meet his gaze.

"It's the third time, Lucius. This is the third time you've avoided my sight since I woke up. I'm glad you didn't use the aristocrat's way of thinking different things on the outside. Deal with me, but when I was ready to be honest, did you start to avoid it again?"

"No, it's not avoidance, I'm just... jealous. Harry, I don't want you to see my ugly appearance, I'm afraid to see your disgust. Because, I'm jealous of myself, I'm going crazy with jealousy!"

"Fool, who says you're ugly? I'm glad you're jealous for me~~~" Harry rubbed his handsome face vigorously with both hands.

Lucius buried his head deeply in Harry's neck, and said in a muffled voice:

"I noticed when you mentioned Draco, you became mutual friends with him - you always see him for a month, don't you? You live at Malfoy Manor, yes Right? Well, there's someone else besides Draco, right? You said it: he got Sissy's eyes, and... me."

He tightened his arms around Harry again, and continued:

"I know we are the same person, even though we are not in the same space. However, I just can't help being jealous. You have changed a lot after waking up, you have carefully reviewed and thought carefully, and you have found the crux of the problem between us But, how did you do this? When I think of the answer to this question, my mind is in a mess, and I can't help but want to destroy something. You figured it out before you communicated with me, But with your personality, it is absolutely impossible to do this without help. So, who will help you, and who can help you?——Who else but me? It is the one I tell you These, and help you analyze clearly, right?"

"As you said, Draco has become an adult. Hearing this news, I couldn't help but start thinking, am I very mature and perfect who already has a son? I can understand you without explanation." His thoughts and thinking can completely keep up with your rhythm, he can get along with you equally and calmly, and even give you proper help at the right time. Is he... the way you and I hope to become. Then? He What? What does he think of you?"

He paused, took a deep breath, and continued:

"...Did you know, Harry! I fell in love with you almost from the first moment I saw you—though I didn't know it then. And what about the other me? Could he be the same? If He...he is so nice, will you..."

Having said that, Lucius stopped talking and did not continue to speak.

"You idiot~" Harry sighed. "If I don't ask, are you still not going to say it?" He stretched out his hand and rubbed Lucius' hair, "Should I say that you are too narcissistic when you praise yourself so much? I told you Draco just now When talking about things, I thought you would guess something, but I didn't expect you to figure out so much——Sure enough, mutual honesty is very necessary." He stroked Lucius' back and said softly with. "You in that world once asked me, what would I do if I was forced to stay and stuffed into a body? He also asked, if after I have a body, he forces me and him to [go up] ] bed, what should I do? My answer is 'Whatever, I won't fight'."

Harry nudged Lucius on the shoulder, trying to get him to let go so he could see his eyes, but it didn't work.So he went on to say:

"However, he didn't do it - I came back, this is the best proof. He said that he knew very well that even if it is the same person, he is not my 'he', not in the past, not now, and in the future It can't be either. Yes, he fell in love with me, fell in love at first sight, just like you. So he treated me wholeheartedly, and when he found out that my attitude towards him was wrong, he guessed us—the relationship between you and me There was a problem with getting along with each other, and he forced Draco to talk to me a lot. Lucius, he wanted me to be happy, and with you. Since he can understand, then you should be able to, after all, you are The same person, isn't it?"

Harry pushed Lucius again, still no push.He sighed helplessly and said:

"Are you still jealous after I say this? It's him who should be jealous, fool! You just need to thank him. And I'm sorry, very very sorry. How much I love you, So sorry for him."

His green eyes darkened a bit, but he quickly put those emotions away.His eyes curled up beautifully, and he said in a voice full of smiles:

"I said...Lucius, are you going to suffocate yourself in my neck? Are you shy?"

"Who is shy!"

Lucius then raised his head and glared at Harry.How could he have such a ignorant lover!It was rare that Harry had said so much frankly to himself, and he was being moved, so why couldn't he be hugged for a little longer?The good atmosphere was ruined by him!He didn't admit that he was really a little shy before - he was actually jealous of himself, how childish it was!Even if Harry didn't say anything, he still had to strengthen his training—how could it go on like this?He still has "another self" as his love rival to defeat!

I raised my hand to draw out the time and looked at it, [-]:[-].Lucius got up and straightened the robe on his body, stroked his long hair again, and said:

"It's almost time for extra meals. Master Boer said, your stomach is not good, so you can only eat some very mild things, and you have to eat small meals. I will go get it, and invite Master Boer by the way. You still have to Check it out."

The result of Master Ball's examination was the same as what Lucius said. The magic damage has been fully recovered, but the stomach disease still needs to be treated properly. Until the physical and mental strength grow to a certain strength, one's own magic cannot be used.After some conversation, Harry agreed to learn how to use the Holy Light Circle from Master Ball—of course, when he was able to use magic power.During the period when he was forced to become a Squib, Master Ball would guide him to learn the basics of the magic circle.

After seeing off the elated Master Ball, Harry looked at the grey-black, sticky mass on the plate in front of him with a sad face.

"what is this?"

"Your extra meals, and... the three recent meals. The ingredients are the ground bamboo rice you gave Dad before, a small amount of juice and roots of dukila fruit, and, uh, a small amount of Mott Rat juice..."

Lucius hesitated to mention the last ingredient, knowing that Harry hated eating weird things.Sure enough, Harry frowned severely when he heard Mortra Juice.So he hastened to add:

"This is the most suitable thing that Master Boer can make for you. Although it does look... not very good, but after all, your stomach can't bear any more burden, so..." He Pursing her lips, she said distressedly: "Until the stomach medicine suitable for you is made, you can only take this."

"So serious?" Harry was a little surprised. "Okay then, the ingredients shouldn't be too bad to eat."

He picked up a spoon and took some, put it in his mouth and tasted it.

"Hmm... probably like burnt black sesame paste, acceptable."

After speaking, he began to put it into his mouth one mouthful after another.

Lucius turned his head with a look of annoyance.What burnt black sesame paste?Harry was so kind!It’s not that he hasn’t tasted it before, it’s not only disgusting to look at, but even worse to eat: it’s like the weird sweetness of unrefined stevia, plus the astringency like biting a green banana peel with his teeth, Coupled with the smell of something burnt that Harry had just mentioned, just one mouthful made his hairs stand on end.But Harry ate the whole bowl without changing his expression~

"I'm done." Harry put down the bowl, reached out and poked Lucius who had been staring at the window, signaling him to clean up. "Can you give me a glass of water? It feels like eating a mouthful of ashes, it's astringent~"

Lucius took the bowl, put away the small table on the bed, silently poured a glass of water and handed it over, saying.

"It takes about 10 minutes for the feeling in your mouth to go away, and it doesn't help if you eat anything."

"Have you tasted it?" Harry took the water glass with an interested look on his face. "How does it feel?"

"I swear I must protect my stomach!"

As Lucius said, he made a trembling look and made Harry laugh out loud.

After laughing for a while, Harry turned to other concerns.

"Okay, problem solved, I'm full. Maybe you can tell me the whole story now? I still can't figure out why you reacted so badly after that day? I just passed out for a while That's all."

"You definitely didn't pass out 'for a while'." Lucius sighed. "Actually, I probably left you alone in the bathroom for at least an hour, maybe longer. What time did you wake up that day?"

Harry thought for a while, then said uncertainly:

"I didn't pay much attention. Looking at the sun outside the window, it should be around one o'clock in the afternoon, probably."

"..."

"What's wrong?" Harry wondered.

"I made you lie on the cold bathroom floor for 5 full hours! After you've just been ... by me, and only wearing a robe."

Harry reached out and pulled Lucius, and gently parted his clenched fingers to prevent him from being hurt by his nails, and said:

"I can't blame you. You don't know that there is follow-up work to do after [sexing] with a boy. I forgot to tell you before. Later, because we were too tired, I didn't have time to talk. In fact, even myself I didn't even think about it, I was planning to go to the bathroom to eat something, you know, because I was afraid of disturbing you, after all, you were the one who did the most work that night~" He blinked at Lucius and smiled. "After eating, I was a little tired and took a rest. By the way, I thought about how to comfort you when you woke up-you understand why I want to comfort you, right? Who would have thought that he would just fall asleep like that, and even pass out directly from sleep."

Lucius nodded and said:

"When I woke up, I thought back on everything from the Halloween dinner to the dance, and felt..." At this point, he stopped, looking at Harry with some embarrassment—he ate up Harry and told others Losing his temper, is he taking advantage of it and acting like a good boy?

"Very angry." Harry took his words. "With your personality, this is certain. But it is precisely this that shows your preciousness—under the influence of Abu and Voldy, it is really a miracle that you can emerge from the mud like a lotus flower without being stained." I know your character very well, but I still try to induce you to do enough tricks step by step~" He smiled playfully, "Although there was some confusion due to insufficient preparation, I don't regret it. But, what about after that? I clearly Apologize when you wake up, why are you so excited, and even said you want, you want to be with me...uh..."

Thinking of the way Lucius said he wanted to break up with him, Harry suddenly felt his heart twitch, and as a result, his stomach shrank at the same time, and the pain in his body made him curl up again.

Lucius suddenly panicked, he stepped forward at a loss, and held Harry's hand tightly.

"Harry, how are you? Do you have a stomachache again?"

Harry bit his lip hard to keep himself from [groaning].Pulling Lucius's hand with both hands and pressing it hard against his stomach, he looked at Lucius and shook his head, signaling him not to worry, it will be fine in a while, then closed his eyes and waited for the pain to pass.

Lucius looked distressed at Harry's head sweating profusely in pain, maintaining a stiff pressing position, and took out a handkerchief with his other free hand to gently wipe his forehead.

After a few minutes, Harry finally gradually relaxed his body, let out a long breath, and smiled at Lucius.

"Okay, it's alright."

"You..." Lucius frowned tightly, and he opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

"Don't frown like that, it's ugly." Harry wanted to reach out to smooth Lucius's brow, but unfortunately, his hand was too tightly grasped by the other party, so he couldn't move. "Don't say that kind of thing in the future, you don't know, when I heard you say that you want to separate from me, I feel like I was hit hard by a huge hammer and shattered into pieces One piece."

"Not again, never again, I promise! I swear..."

Lucius let go, but held Harry tightly in his arms the next second.He regretted it, regretted it!Those who regret it can no longer regret it!What did he do? !Why should Harry be responsible for his mistakes?Several years of squibs, and endless stomach pains... If he could, he wished he could suffer instead of Harry, and don't watch him bear it while distracted to comfort himself, his heart ached like he was about to die sad.

"You haven't finished talking~~" Harry patted the other person on the back, trying to divert his attention.

……

After listening to Lucius' narration, Harry had an understanding of the whole process.then……

"Pfft~~~" Harry laughed. "Severus was going to deliver my medicine?! At that time? Haha! I knew it, he was definitely a bore [sao]! Puff haha~~"

"That's not the point..." The expression on Lucius' face became helpless.Isn't the point that I don't know anything about his condition?Or they know his physical condition and still quarrel with him.But...forget it!Looking at Harry who was about to shed tears of laughter, Lucius couldn't help but smile, Harry didn't care about it anyway.Because, he clearly knew that the little person in front of him, who was becoming more and more beautiful day by day, and full of [temptation] day by day, really loved him.

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Parents said that the number of words is small, so a new chapter is issued,

Xiaoyu doesn't take a nap at noon, so he can write for about an hour after coaxing the baby, and then write for about 8 hours after the baby falls asleep at 30:3 in the evening. Sometimes he can write at work, but sometimes he can't take care of it when he is busy.

This chapter was written with all my might in the morning, and I have been very busy lately~

At 7 o'clock in the evening, Xiaoyu will organize a work meeting (ah haha, revealing her age all of a sudden, the little girl who just started work does not "organize" a work meeting...), I don't know when the meeting will end.Don’t be angry if it breaks one day, it won’t last more than one day...