[Comprehensive] First Love Trainee

After Atobe and Tokiwa were sent away, the duty room returned to silence, and Maki fell asleep in a daze, half asleep and half awake, full of the scenes he experienced during the first aid.

When she is awake, there are people around her. She is not willing to appear very low and vulnerable in front of others, and it is not easy to leave others alone without talking. She seldom thinks when her attention is distracted.Now that it is quiet, people's will will inevitably be weak under the attack of sleepiness, Maki seems to have returned to that narrow gap.The cold asphalt road, the small space so narrow that it is difficult to turn around, Yuki's pale face, and the warm blood gurgling from the hole in his chest.

The headache was unbearable and she opened her eyes. The needle had been pulled out some time ago, and the quilt on her body was tightly covered, and she even felt a little hot.

Sitting up from the bed in a daze, there was her water glass beside the bed. She unscrewed the lid, and the water was warm and cold, just right for drinking.

The forehead was still a little swollen, Maki took the phone to check the time, she slept for an hour.

The light sleep didn't restore much energy to her, and now she still feels a little tired.Fatigue made her thinking slow, and it was only now that she realized that someone had muted her mobile phone, and she didn't know who poured the water in the glass.It was obviously not there before the infusion.

It's getting late.Today was supposed to be off duty, but ended up staying in the hospital for another day. Zhen Ji lamented helplessly that this is the fate of emergency doctors, while getting out of bed to look for shoes.

After several hours of ignoring the muscles that were overly tense during the first aid, they are now beginning to show bad results. Her whole body is sore and unbearable when she moves up and down.

It was at this moment that the door opened.

Maki met Tezuka's eyes with a strange awkward posture and Tezuka who was wearing a long black British style coat.

"woke up?"

"How did you come?"

The two spoke in unison, and then Maki realized that she was acting a bit weird, and hurriedly put down her raised arms and straightened her clothes.

Calculating the time, even if he departed immediately after the game, Tezuka should have just got off the plane not long ago.

"I saw the news at the terminal, so I came directly from the airport." I didn't know that Maki was rehydrating in the duty room because of dehydration when I arrived at the hospital. Her colleagues seemed to know their relationship, so they let him into the lounge with confidence. .

I just don't know what Maki dreamed about, she didn't sleep very peacefully, her brows were furrowed, and her expression looked a little uncomfortable.

During the meal, Maki behaved normally, and the effects of lack of sleep seemed to have disappeared, and he joked with Tezuka about gossip about Atobe and Tokiwa, but after entering the house, Tezuka quickly noticed that To her anomaly.

Not that there's been a noticeable change, it might be a welcome state between lovers - she's become clingy.Wherever Tezuka went, Maki followed, as if he didn't want him out of his sight.

This was an unprecedented performance for Maki Asai, Tezuka felt strange within 2 minutes, but Maki seemed not aware of his unusual behavior, he hesitated for a while, and finally did not ask.

Maki's whole body was sore from the tense first aid in the middle of the morning, even after taking a hot bath, it didn't get much better.Although Tezuka is not a medical student with a professional background, he himself has received the cooperation of protective guards and physical therapists all year round, and he is still good at relaxing massage. His hands are strong, and the strength of pressing acupuncture points and meridians can easily be transmitted to the deep layer Muscle with great results.Maki soon felt a lot lighter in his body.

She lay down on the yoga mat and sighed contentedly, and suddenly asked, "What is the goal you set for yourself when you play professional games?"

"In the past, there were only points and rankings." Pulling the lazy Maki up from the cushion and carrying him back to the sofa, Tezuka didn't know why Maki asked this question, but he still gave the answer seriously, "At that time, I just started professional training, and I didn't think about how far I could go. All I could do was play well in the game in front of me and win points."

The international tennis world is dominated by European and American players. When Tezuka first switched to the senior team 9 years ago, Calkin and Nadik had absolute dominance in the ATP.Culkin is good at grass courts, while Nadik has an absolute advantage in clay courts. In high-level ATP events, more than 90% of the championships are contracted by the two of them, and other players are overshadowed by the two kings.

The 18-year-old Tezuka, a fledgling player, is full of vigor. He passed through the qualifying rounds and finally reached the world's No. [-] Calkin in the Australian Open men's singles semi-finals.

In that game, he experienced Culkin's comprehensive technology and mature deployment at close range, and even felt the fans' support and love for the Swiss king.

The entire audience seemed to be Culkin's supporters. Tezuka, who stood on the Grand Slam venue for the first time, could not find a trace of his own support in the support of more than [-] spectators.

At that moment, he clearly felt the admiration and longing for Calkin in his heart.

I want to surpass him, become the new number one in the world, and start my own era.

This was the expectation that Tezuka at the time could call "wild hope".

"You are number one in the world now." Maki reminded him.

Tezuka nodded and sat next to Maki.

"There is still a big gap between me and Culkin's record."

The failure of the semi-finals of the Australian Open at the age of 18, the first Grand Slam champion at the age of 19, the victory of Wimbledon at the age of 23 and the men's singles world No. [-] throne, Tezuka realized his original dream bit by bit , but also bit by bit to catch up with the footsteps of the predecessors.

Before starting the professional game, his thoughts were very general. As the ranking rose, he gradually had clearer goals.Victory after victory gave him confidence, allowing him to break the long-standing structure of the men's singles tennis world and launch an impact on the king.

"Now, it's the French Open."

Nadiq is overwhelmingly dominant on the clay court, has a terrifying record of 12 consecutive championships, and there is even a joke in the men's tennis world-at the French Open, everyone tried their best to reach the final, and then lost to Nadiq at Roland Garros .Tezuka has achieved outstanding results in other competitions, but the French Open is the only piece of the puzzle that is missing on the record map to complete the grand slam.

After years of fighting, he has learned to set goals for each stage in time and solve problems in a targeted manner.

He will no longer be confused.

Maki gently took her boyfriend's hand.

It was not until last year that she began to pay attention to the dynamics of the tennis world again, and she probably has some understanding of the current men's tennis world.

When he was a student, Tezuka has always been a star player, attracting much attention and having many supporters.Only when playing against Atobe, may they face the opponent's massive support.

At that time, he was calm and calm, and he would never be influenced by the outside world.

Pro games are different.European and American athletes occupy the mainstream of the international tennis world. It turned out that the one who broke the two-point world and chased the record of the most popular champion at an astonishing speed is an Asian. This is almost unacceptable to European and American fans.So even though Tezuka has a very broad fan base in Asia, even though he has already conquered many audiences who were not optimistic about him with his superb technology, and even now, some foreign media can already write that he is attractive to reach the "global home", but In his games, there are always some radical audiences who sing bad news.

Want to win the French Open.Such a simple sentence requires not only the absolute strength to defeat the "God of Clay" Nadik, but also the need to eliminate those who do not welcome Asians to dominate the tennis world.

However, apart from Tezuka Kunimitsu, who can overcome the barriers of technology and solidarity and create miracles, except for a strong man like him who can always remain calm, stay firm in his goals, and not be moved by any external factors?

"Today, I took over a victim of an accident." The more I can understand the hardships of Tezuka's road, the more I will love his strong soul. Maki let herself be weak and sad for a moment, and gently closed her eyes.

"He said he was your fan, and when the injury was too severe and had to be amputated, he also said that even if he had to wear a prosthetic, even if the rehabilitation would be very hard, he would work hard to recover one day earlier, and once again picked up the racket and stood on the court. , look up to you.” Emergency doctors have to face too many life and death every day, but there are few people like Yong Shu, who make people feel so sorry and sympathetic. "He also recognized me and said thank you and said he was lucky to be saved."

Tears welled out from the corners of his eyes and soaked into the clothes on Tezuka's chest. Maki wrapped his arms around Tezuka's waist sadly, his throat sore: "But I failed to respond to his thanks, I failed. I promised him at first, if If he gets better, I'll ask you to be his coach." Mingming is only 15 years old, he is so eager to survive, and he is such an optimistic and sensible child.

The last time I was sad because I didn't save the patient was because of the child who was drowning in hypothermia. At that time, Maki was very depressed, and she talked about her depressed mood in front of Tezuka.

After practicing medicine for so long, every time there is a major accident, there are more or less seriously injured patients. Yuki is not the first patient who died in an accident, and it is not even the only death case Maki faced.But it may be because of the dialogue with this child, the establishment of an emotional connection, and understanding of his inner world, Maki cannot regard him as a cold case.

Abandoned by his father selfishly, suffered unimaginable harm, but was always grateful, with kindness and hope until the last moment.With such a child, she could only watch him leave.

Maki felt more heartbroken for Yuki than regret for her powerlessness.

Tezuka almost never saw Maki cry.

She is always patient and restrained, and while easily empathetic, she is also very good at self-regulation.

In my memory, the only time Maki cried so disregarding his image was when he was at the flower bed in the tennis park after his match with Atobe in his third year of junior high school.

He knew the preciousness of tears for a person who is used to being brave and patient, and he also understood Maki's feelings for this patient very well.

At this time, any words are superfluous, he didn't make a sound, and quietly hugged his girlfriend's trembling shoulders, silently giving her comfort and strength.

Letting Maki, who is kind by nature and always considerate of others, face such regrets is really testing her limits.

In the past, Tezuka didn’t know who said that as a doctor, it’s best not to be so emotional, otherwise, if you have too much empathy with patients, your own burden will become heavy.

Once, he thought it was very reasonable, and he also thought about persuading Zhenji to let her not take other people's affairs too seriously.

But more often, watching Maki's work, Tezuka felt that he had no right to try to make Maki change.

She should have tasted the sadness caused by soft heart and empathy, and seen the calm and rational experience of colleagues or teachers, but in the end, she still chose to be what she is today, and never let go of the quality of being considerate of others. There is no refusal to walk into the heart of the patient.

Compassionate, yet strong and unyielding, it is Maki Asai who makes his heart move and cherish as always.

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The author has something to say:

The grief of patients is actually traumatic to doctors as well. This is the most primitive sympathy between the same kind for the same kind, as long as people with basic conscience will have it more or less.