This deity is handsome and splits the sky

Recently, Feng Cuixue has been frequently recalling the past, and the memories that have been buried for a long time suddenly return. Even though he knows that this is something he has experienced, there is always a sense of unreality, like another part of his life. .

"Cui Cui hasn't told me about your work in the Tianyan Sect yet." At that time, Xiao Jiu was leaning beside Feng Zuixue's knees, holding a plate of crystal clear grapes, and opened a pair of big round eyes innocently. Watching the wind make the snow.

Feng Cuixue lazily leaned on the beauty's couch, enjoying the service of another monster boy, without taking his eyes off the script, "How long has it been... Well, press lightly."

The puppet boy lightened his hand according to his words, Feng Cuixue sighed in satisfaction, and said to the monster on the other side: "Chestnut cake."

According to Feng Zuixue's kneeling shoulders, the monster girl took out a chestnut cake from the dessert plate and fed it to Feng Zuixue's lips.

Xiao Jiu blinked aggrievedly, "But we have been separated for so many years, I don't know what you have experienced, you have become so strange now, I almost don't know you, I want to get to know you."

Feng Cuixue finished eating the chestnut cake slowly, and then she turned her gaze to Xiao Jiu. Xiao Jiu sat up slightly, looking at Feng Cuixue expectantly with her round eyes.

Feng Cuixue rubbed her chin with her index finger, thought casually and said, "There are too many, I don't know where to start."

"Just say whatever you want." Xiao Jiu blinked.

Feng Cuixue also blinked, her light-colored eyes looked at the distant sky, and said lazily: "When I first went to the Tianyan Sect, I was actually very uneasy. None of the tasks Feng Qing gave me were easy to do. , I was... very anxious at that time."

"Are you in a hurry to complete the task? It's normal. What's the point in the human world? You can go home after you're done." Xiao Jiu said.

Feng Cuixue took a look at Xiao Jiu, and finally, he brought up a smile that was not salty, "Feng Qing put a heart-piercing butterfly in my body, if I don't follow his request, I will die. But if I complete the task, I may not be able to live."

Xiao Jiu was stunned, and said after a long time: "No, Your Majesty is not like this."

Feng Cuixue didn't want to argue with him, "Do you still want to listen?"

"If you want, you continue to talk." Xiao Jiu rubbed the arm of the wind and snow, like a little fox.

Feng Zhuxue withdrew his arm calmly, "But at that time, I didn't know what I was anxious about. I couldn't find the phoenix that Feng Qing mentioned, so I could only concentrate on cultivation, except for other necessary time to communicate with others. , I am practicing all the time, and when I sleep, I also meditate instead of sleeping."

"After a long time, I was discovered by the master. He said that it is not a good thing for me to be eager for success. If I am too aggressive, I will be backlashed. When necessary, I can stop and take a rest."

Xiao Jiu nodded half-understood, "It sounds reasonable."

"It's a pity that I didn't understand these principles at that time. I was just anxious to become stronger. I thought that was the only way I could survive." Feng Cuixue said: "About a few years later, the Tianyan Sect held a sect competition. , Feng Qing told me to take the first place in the big competition, so as to make a name for myself, so that I can climb to a high position in the future. Of course, even if he doesn't say so, I must take the first place."

It's a pity that God failed to fulfill his wish, he lost to Xie Wuchen in the Zongmen Grand Competition.

Xie Wuchen was as beautiful as ever, but he was defeated in embarrassment.Even though he was already losing the game, he had to fight again and again. Xie Wuchen noticed his abnormality and was unwilling to fight again, but he couldn't hold him back and made frequent moves. In the end, even the sword in his hand was cut off by Xie Wuchen during the competition. He was hit in the throat by the point of Xie Wuchen's sword.

He lost his composure for the first time, and he didn't even want to save face. He left Xie Wuchen who was still apologetic, turned around and left, letting the crowd gossip.

At that time, the five-year period had just passed, and the medicine he had taken to appease the heart-piercing butterfly had no effect. After that, he had to take it once a year to prevent the heart-piercing butterfly from gnawing his heart into pieces. Connect with him to deliver medicine.

It's just a little demon, the animal that saw him running away when he was in the western region.Now he can proudly hold up a small pill, mocking him for accomplishing nothing, failing to complete the task entrusted to him by the demon king, not even getting the first place in a competition, and being stepped on by a human monk.

Then he threw the pill on the muddy ground, stepped on it, and crushed it into pieces mixed with mud.

For the past five years, the heart-piercing butterfly has stayed in his heart well, except for the occasional flapping of its wings, there is no other feeling. As the previous five-year period is approaching, the frequency of the heart-piercing butterfly's wings has increased, and occasionally there will be some palpitations , but harmless.

But now, he had obviously just taken the medicine, why did he feel even more uncomfortable?

Da Bifeng Cuixue had suffered serious injuries before, and he went down the mountain and came back again, his body could no longer bear the burden.As if to torture himself, he only took some medicine hastily after returning home, and immediately began to practice.

"Then I was backlashed." Feng Cuixue wrote lightly.

Xiao Jiu let out an "ah" in disbelief.

Feng Cuixue touched his nose in embarrassment.

It's really embarrassing to think about it now. He was so obsessed with practicing kung fu that he vomited blood and fell into a coma. It was discovered by Xie Wuchen who hadn't seen him go out for a long time.

According to Shen Yupo later, when Xie Wuchen carried him out of the quiet room, his meridians were already retrograde, his seven orifices were bleeding, and his whole body was like a bloody man.

As soon as Xie Wuchen discovered his abnormality, he quickly brought him to Ye Hong's place, begging Ye Hong to save him.

In short, it will be three days before Feng Jixue wakes up again.

It took Ye Hong a lot of effort to smooth his retrograde meridians. It is said that if Xie Wuchen found him a moment later, he would be blasted by the retrograde spiritual energy and die.

Ye Hong, who was in front of the hospital bed, rescued him for three days without sleep, his detached eyes were also a little tired, but his eyes were full of worry when looking at him.

For the first time, Feng Cuixue felt ashamed.

Ye Hong just looked at him deeply, and finally sighed silently.

"Cui Ya, why are you making fun of yourself like this?"

Feng Zuixue lowered his eyes and said, "I want to practice swordplay well."

"That's all?"

"That's all." Feng Cuixue hesitated.

Ye Hong stood up, with snowy hair hanging over his shoulders, causing Feng Cuxue on the bed to look up at him.

"But Master didn't see your kendo." Ye Hong's indifferent words were like a bolt from the blue, hitting Feng Cuixue's head.

"From the time you stepped into Shoujian Peak, I can see that although you have always said that you are devoted to the Tao, in fact, you have no heart for the Tao. The sword is nothing more than a weapon to you. Xie Wuchen is reticent, but the heart of the Tao is as firm as a rock. "Ye Hongdao: "I told you earlier that practice cannot be accomplished overnight, not to mention that you have no heart for Taoism, your position is vacillating, and you have no ambition to become stronger, but you have no foundation for Taoism. How can this last for a long time?"

"Disciple knows his mistake." Feng Cuixue said on his lips, but he was a little confused in his heart.

"You said it was wrong, but you didn't feel it at all in your heart." Ye Hong said coldly: "Do you have any doubts?"

The wind urged the snow to "..." for a while, and had to be honest, "You said that I don't have the foundation of Taoism, and I can't practice for a long time. I really have doubts about this disciple. They are all practicing. They read the same books and read the same books. Why is it different to operate spiritual energy? My disciples believe that only perseverance and talent can distinguish whether a practice is long-term or not."

Ye Hong understated, "Oh, but I'm standing while you are lying down."

"..." Feng Cuixue decided to change the subject, "Master, what is your way?"

Ye Hongdao: "I want a peaceful and prosperous world, where all living beings are equal, and there is no more ordinary suffering."

"In the Tianyan sect, there are not many practitioners. Some people seek the way of life, some seek peace in the world, some seek to understand themselves, and some seek power and status... Everyone has something. What do you want?"

Feng Cuixue had never thought about this question.

All his life, he has been in a daze, following every step, and everything he thinks is coerced by others. He has been controlled by others for the first half of his life. If he wants anything, it seems to be nothing more than——

"I want to live."

Ye Hong said: "Aren't you alive now?"

"It's different... I want to live longer, I want to—" A trace of confusion appeared in Feng Cuixue's eyes.

He never seemed to think about what he was going to do with his life.

"Mayflies live and die at night, and cranes live for thousands of years. People can't live forever. Some people want to be safe and happy for a long time, and some people can die at night after hearing the Tao. What kind of life do you want, or why do you hold a sword?"

"I..." These words were like enlightenment, Feng Cuixue's mind suddenly cleared up, he finally understood what he wanted, he wanted to pursue his goals like the others in Tianyan Sect, and have something he loved, There are things you want to do and can do, and you want to... no longer be controlled by others.

"I want to live for myself!"

There was a burst of warmth from the top of his head, and it was Ye Hong who was caressing the top of his hair.

"This is your heart."

"And then?" Xiao Jiu asked blankly.

"Then it's gone." Feng Tuixue said.

Xiao Jiu's expression was blank for a moment, and he said in astonishment: "This is the end? Why didn't I understand? What does it mean to live for yourself?"

Feng Zhuxue picked up the script again and covered her face, "That's what it means."

Xiao Jiu thought brokenly: "But what exactly does this mean? It seems like you haven't said it. Could it be that you didn't live for yourself? Isn't everyone living for themselves? Can you help others live?"

"To live for oneself is to say...freedom."

"I don't understand." Xiao Jiu said, "I can move and jump, so am I free?"

Feng Cuixue hooked the corners of her lips, but did not explain further.

Feng Cuixue didn't listen to the following broken thoughts, and Xiao Jiu's noise passed by Feng Cuixue's ears like a cloud of smoke.

In fact, this matter is not over.

In order to save him, Ye Hong worked without sleep for three days, and went to retreat after he was out of danger.

Although the meridian was barely repaired, because of the previous insanity and the retrograde aura, it could not be restored for the time being, and it was even difficult to move.

Xie Wuchen checked his meridians and said that he must open them as soon as possible to let the aura flow through them, otherwise there will be a risk of stagnant meridians, which will affect his future practice.

Feng Cuixue didn't know this, but the aura could only operate by himself, and he was still injured, so he couldn't do these things at all.

Xie Wuchen also had a difficult time. After thinking for a long time, he came up with a wonderful idea, "There is another method that should be feasible, we can both cultivate."

Feng Cuixue froze, suspecting that he had heard wrong, "What?"

"Dual Cultivation." Xie Wuchen said earnestly: "Our two spiritual bodies are united, and I can assist you to run the spiritual energy, and it will not hurt your body."

But seeing Feng Cuixue's strange silence for a moment, the look in his eyes became more complicated, filled with 'I didn't expect you to be this kind of person', "This is not appropriate..."

"Why is it inappropriate?"

"...I'm still young." Feng urged Xuexin to ask, could there be a suitable place?While speechless, his eyes flickered left and right.

Xie Wuchen brutally revealed the truth, "You are already twenty-eight."

Feng Zuxue hesitated to speak, he didn't expect that Senior Brother Xie was so serious on the surface, but he spoke so...openly, which made him speechless for a while.

"We are all men..." Feng Cuixue began to look for reasons.

"What does it matter?" Xie Wuchen was even more inexplicable.

Feng Zuixue: "..."

Feng Zhuxue took a deep breath and decided to be honest, "Okay, to be honest, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it."

"Not really."

Feng Cuixue: "..." How can he answer this! ! !

Xie Wuchen finally sensed the complicated emotions in Feng Cuixue's heart, "What are you thinking about when you are hesitating? Although this exercise is mostly used between Taoist couples, it is nothing more than the unity of the souls of the two parties, using spiritual power to guide and assist each other Cultivation is just about letting other people's souls enter your inner palace, so it's risky, so people who practice dual cultivation must be close and reliable... Aren't you worried that I will harm you?"

Speaking of this, the light in Xie Wuchen's eyes dimmed, "If you really think so, then... forget it."

Feng Cuixue blinked, feeling that he seemed to have misunderstood something, and quickly grabbed Qingfeng's sleeve who was about to leave, "Wait, that's all you said about double cultivation?"

Xie Wuchen replied inexplicably, "Of course."

"..." Feng Yuxue choked, and at the same time he breathed a sigh of relief. He was silent for a moment, his eyes wandering around, "Then... okay, okay."

Given that Xie Wuchen was very pure and calm, Feng Cuixue was relieved after being embarrassed for a while.Isn't that double cultivation!Xie Wuchen doesn't care, why is he embarrassed!

This thought collapsed the moment Xie Wuchen pressed his forehead against his eyebrows!

A majestic spiritual energy suddenly swept into the body from the center of the eyebrows, bringing about an indescribable extreme tingling pleasure, surging like a wave from the forehead to the limbs, covering all the meridians in the body.

Feng Zhuxue was caught off guard by this strong strange feeling and his whole body went limp, his feet went limp suddenly, his eyes went limp out of focus, but luckily Xie Wuchen held him in his arms in time.

"Ugh..."

There was a buzzing in his ears, and for a long time, the wind and snow could hardly hear anything. This unprecedented pleasure made him lose all strength, and he collapsed softly in Xie Wuchen's arms, letting the other party's majestic aura flow in his chest. Walk in the meridians and gather in the dantian.

Feng Cuixue thought that he would be very repulsed by this kind of overly intimate feeling, but he did not expect that until the end of the practice, he would not feel any repulsion, but rather attached to this feeling of spiritual body fusion, as if it could fill all the emptiness in his heart , enrich to happiness.

The originally silent room was full of rapid and ambiguous panting sounds, and it was hard to tell who it was. The wind and snow could not hear anything, and the eyes were full of water vapor, panting hurriedly in Xie Wuchen's arms, so I didn't see it. Xie Wuchen also had a reddish face.

But Xie Wuchen had a panoramic view of his appearance at this moment.

In five years, the white-clothed boy was no longer the beautiful but immature face when he first entered the school. Now the other party's facial features have grown, showing a beautiful, sharp and handsome appearance. Those phoenix eyes are slightly narrowed, full of water vapor, and a delicate face. There are red clouds all over the body, it looks extremely wronged, it is a cute and fragile person that has never been seen before...

Xie Wuchen closed his eyes and dispelled the thoughts in his head.

After a long while, Feng Zuixue finally regained some strength and broke free from his embrace, "You..."

Feng Zuixue shut her mouth again in an instant, the voice was too...strange.

Xie Wuchen was also quite uncomfortable, but he didn't look as embarrassed as Feng Cuixue, "Do you feel better?"

Feng Yuxue stabilized her voice, as if the water vapor in her eyes was about to drip, "...you, why are you so good at this pair of cultivators."

Even though he tried his best to stabilize his voice, his voice was still a little soft after the numbness, and it sounded extremely wronged.Xie Wuchen was also a little at a loss, and listened to Feng Cuixue's suspicion: "Do you often... double cultivate with others?"

Xie Wuchen's ears turned red, and he quickly explained, "No, I only live like this with you... It's also the first time for me, I just read that it is said in the book that this is helpful for cultivation, I didn't expect it to be like this, sorry."

Xie Wuchen apologized again and again, and almost fled in despair.

That night, the wind prompted the snow to have a beautiful spring dream.

When I woke up, the mattress was slightly damp, and the wind forced the snow to cover my face. I was already desperate for this miraculous development.Whether it was the dream or the object of the dream, it was written in two large characters—outrageous.

The most important thing is, Xie Wuchen in the dream is so warm and tender, and he actually enjoys it?

It must be that the practice has gone crazy recently, and my mind is not right.