Imprisoned by the devil

"Then tell me, how should I face life and death?" How can I pass by with a light smile on the day he left.

Li Yan smiled, quite jokingly, "If you think about what I hate, you won't be sad, and you can face it calmly."

Mu Li raised his face from his palm, but he didn't expect him to comfort himself in this way. When it comes to annoying things, there are really many.

For example, domineering, rogue, hooligan, who once hurt himself for his own selfish desires, he can survive to this day because of his tenacious willpower to fight against him.

Thinking of this, Mu Li really felt better. At that time, he cursed this person to go to the [-]th floor of hell, and he cursed everything with the energy he had when he was struck by lightning.

But now that this person has really come to this end, besides not being so sad at the moment, he also thinks that every day in the future he will face four cold walls, no one talks to him, and he feels terrible about those days.

"It's nothing to hate, but now I feel better, and it can't replace forever. I wish I could hate you more, but unfortunately, I don't hate you anymore in my heart."

Maybe inadvertently, in the process of getting along with him day and night, he was touched by his later goodness. When that hatred disappeared, he was ready to go back to the past with him openly, but time did not give him little chance.

Sometimes, he would complain that fate was unfair to them. Could it be that he must torture them like this just because it was a forbidden love?

"It turns out that in Xiaoli's heart, he has already forgiven me." Li Yan grabbed the back of his neck, and then brought it to his shoulder, buried half of his face in his shoulder and neck, and murmured vaguely, " Thank you Xiaoli, thank you for forgiving me, I really want to be with you for the rest of my life, I really want to..."

I really want to hold hands with him and spend the rest of my life together. He is even willing to take off Ronghua's plain clothes and live an ordinary life with him.

It seems that it will be realized in the next life.

"Little Li, I want to go home."

A sudden murmur from the shoulder made Mu Li let go of his embrace in a second, staring at him with both eyes, "What did you say? Go home?!"

"Go home, I know I don't have much time left, Xiaoli, you just agreed to me, this is my last request. I know it's irresponsible for me to say this, but I really don't want me to continue I spent my days in the hospital, and every minute and every second here will make me suffocate. After dealing with the company's affairs, daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, and simple food, I just want this kind of life... Just promise me, please... "

"Perhaps, this is my last request to you." He begged bitterly with tears, tearing Mu Li's heart in two.

As far as Mu Li is concerned, he does feel that this man is selfish, but seeing him getting haggard and suffering from chemotherapy, his heart hurts, but if he wants to give up treatment now, he is angry at him and at the same time can't bear him. so painful.

This is undoubtedly a difficult choice for him, but not only him, but the doctor probably will not agree.

So he said: "I don't care if you go home or not. Ask your doctor in charge. If he agrees, I have nothing to say."

But Mu Li felt that this possibility was not great.

"If the doctor agrees, can we go home?"

Mu Li looked at him for a while, and finally nodded.

"Okay, we'll ask tomorrow."

"Then you go to bed first, and we will ask him when the doctor makes his ward rounds tomorrow morning."

"Xiao Li, you will stay with me." Seeing Mu Li's tendency to get up, he quickly grabbed the corner of his clothes.

"Of course I'll be with you, what are you thinking?" Mu Li sighed, the sick Li Yan was really getting more and more childish.

Sometimes, Mu Li also thinks that it's good for him to be like a docile kitten, but sometimes he hopes that he will go back to the past and have the strength to pester him domineeringly and unreasonably, to prove that he is healthy.

I am really a contradiction.

But for the two of them, tonight passed extremely long.

After finally surviving until the next day, Li Yan had a pair of faint dark circles under his eyes, obviously he hadn't slept all night, but during this time, the quality of his sleep was not very high.

Afterwards, the doctor came to make rounds, and after asking around, Li Yan couldn't wait to put forward his own idea. In an accident, the doctor didn't strongly stop him, but frowned and pondered for a while.

"Actually, your condition is indeed not very optimistic. As doctors, it is our duty to treat patients and save lives, but if the patient is not motivated, or has reached the point where there is no need for further treatment, what you said can also be considered, but chemotherapy does not matter. Everything has to be done, you can come to the hospital for chemotherapy, and then you can rest at home at other times, this is the best solution, and it is also your responsibility."

These words made Li Yan and Mu Li fall into deep thought, thinking that no matter who they are for, it can not only meet Li Yan's need to go home, but also achieve the goal of chemotherapy.

Li Yan lowered his head and frowned for a while, then gritted his teeth and nodded firmly: "Okay, then I will listen to the doctor, but I want to go home and stay at home today, and come back when I am undergoing chemotherapy, okay?"

Seeing that he was so eager, the doctor hesitated for a while before agreeing, and gave Mu Li some instructions.

"Now you're happy." Mu Li packed his things while looking at the man who was so happy that he was almost dancing.

"Hey, I can finally take a step forward, Xiaoli, why don't we go out to eat tonight, I haven't eaten hot pot for a long time." Li Yan is like a prison bird flying out of a cage, spreading its wings and preparing to soar .

"You still want to eat hot pot like this?! You don't want to die, you. From now on, I have the final say on your diet. You can eat whatever I do. Now you can't let me go."

Mu Li got angry when he heard these irresponsible words, and he didn't know how to take care of his body at all.

"Then you have to feed me. You can see how the food in the hospital has tortured me during this period of time. I have lost a lot of weight." Li Yan opened his clothes. Lost some weight, and my abs are not as attractive as before.

Thinking of this, he added another goal, "I have decided, I will pick up fitness when I go back, and I can't let my figure get out of shape."

"Look at your skinny virtues, you're fine if you're not as thin as a bamboo pole, and you're still in the gym, you're pretty much the same after exercising every day." Mu Li rolled his eyes at him again, this time he was released from the hospital, he really let himself go.

Li Yan frowned unhappily, thinking that this was no different from being out of the hospital, "This will not work and that will not work, then what do you want from me?"

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