He's stalking and begging for reconciliation

The feeling of being forcibly interrupted at the end of the progress was really uncomfortable, but Du Yunfan still stopped, there was still a trace of clarity in his eyes: "What's wrong?"

Lu Xingzhou didn't speak, and he didn't dare to look into Du Yunfan's eyes. How could he say it? He couldn't accept that he had no feelings for him from the beginning to the end.

His personality has always been gentle, and he can't do such a thing that hurts others.

There was a suffocating silence in the air, and the previous ambiguous atmosphere slowly dissipated in this sentence of "I'm sorry".

silent refusal...

Du Yunfan rolled down from his body with a wry smile: "Since you don't want to, then I won't force you." After speaking, he turned around and walked into the bathroom.

At this moment, Lu Xingzhou felt more uncomfortable than Du Yunfan, he asked: "What are you going to do?"

"Shower.

"Let me help you with my hands." After saying this, both of them were silent, and after a long time, Du Yunfan said: "No need."

The complex emotions in these words reached Lu Xingzhou's ears unreservedly. He knew that it was really disappointing for him to be like this, besides, Du Yunfan was already ready to shoot, but it was because he hadn't said it for a long time.

"I'm sorry..." He was guilty, and apologized softly.

"No need, you didn't do anything wrong." What did Lu Xingzhou do wrong again? He just didn't like himself. In fact, he had expected such a scene a long time ago.

When we were together back then, Lu Xingzhou reminded himself that he could only try, but he didn't give a definite answer, so he can accept everything now, but he still feels a little lost in his heart.

He thought that as long as he worked hard enough, he could win Lu Xingzhou's heart, but now that he thinks about it, his thinking is too simple.

He turned on the shower and poured icy cold water on his body. It was the season to wear a padded jacket. The biting cold made him shiver for a while. It was so cold that he shivered a little, but he still didn't feel cold in his heart. .

In fact, he had already felt that they lay together countless times, but never had a relationship. He tried his best to restrain his desire, but Lu Xingzhou never even had a thought.

The most recent clue was that during the day, when he finished singing and kissed Lu Xingzhou on stage, the atmosphere at that time was exceptionally perfect. He held Lu Xingzhou's face and wanted to kiss him and express his love.

But he could feel all of Lu Xingzhou's withdrawal and stiffness, his discomfort, his inappropriateness, his resistance...

He naively thought that it was because there were too many people in the audience and Lu Xingzhou was too shy. After what happened at night, he heard Lu Xingzhou's rejection with his own mouth. That "sorry" shattered all his fantasies and premonitions before. Not for nothing.

In fact, he was already on the verge of death. He could pretend that he didn't hear Lu Xingzhou's words because he was so in love, or he could take the opportunity to take Lu Xingzhou under the pretext of being drunk, but he really couldn't do such a thing.

What's the use if you get people but don't get hearts

Du Yunfan felt that he was a little hurt. He took a long cold shower to extinguish the fiery desire there.

After taking a shower, he couldn't feel his hands and feet, and his whole body felt cold. He put on his pajamas and went out. When he saw Lu Xingzhou lying on the other side of the bed, wrapped in a quilt, a hairy head popped out. , Du Yunfan's heart is forgotten again, who made him like Lu Xingzhou.

He was afraid that the cold air on his body would make Lu Xingzhou sick from the cold, so instead of lying down on the bed immediately, he put on a cotton jacket and sat alone at the table in a daze.

Lu Xingzhou heard the sound of Du Yunfan coming out of the bathroom, but he didn't feel the sound of going to bed for a long time. He didn't know the reason, but he was inexplicably more nervous than before, and he lay on the bed without moving.

After a long time, Du Yunfan finally felt that his body was not so cold. Seeing that Lu Xingzhou hadn't turned over for a long time, he thought that Lu Xingzhou had fallen asleep.

So, he tiptoed to the bed, gently lifted a corner of the quilt, and slowly lay down.

Involuntarily, he let out a comfortable sigh. He kept his voice extremely low, but Lu Xingzhou still caught it sensitively.

Du Yunfan's body was still a little cold, but it was much better than before. Lu Xingzhou suddenly understood that Du Yunfan hadn't intended to go to bed for a long time.

His eyes are a little wet, is he really sorry for Du Yunfan?

Du Yunfan's breathing gradually became calm, but Lu Xingzhou didn't feel sleepy at all. What happened today made it really difficult for him to fall asleep.

After lying down for a long time, even half of his body was numb, and he didn't dare to turn over, for fear of waking Du Yunfan.

And Du Yunfan on the other side thought the same way...

The two of them shared the same bed, but they both opened their eyes and waited for the dawn...

Before he knew it, Lu Xingzhou really fell asleep, but in his dream he only felt as if he was in a desert, his mouth was so dry and hot that he couldn't bear it, but no matter how hard he tried.But he couldn't get to the end. He tried hard to find a way out, but it seemed that he was getting closer and closer to the heat source.

Lu Xingzhou knew that he was in a dream.However, he desperately wanted to open his eyes and escape from this dream.

However, he felt something was wrong, why the temperature in the bed was so abnormally high, Lu Xingzhou woke up all of a sudden, and his first reaction was Du Yunfan.

Sure enough, Du Yunfan's face was flushed abnormally, and his lips were a little chapped. He seemed to have lost consciousness from the burn. Before Lu Xingzhou's hand could fully touch it, he already felt the scorching temperature.

He stretched out his hand and put it on Du Yunfan's forehead. Sure enough, it was terribly hot, and he shouted hastily: "Du Yunfan, Du Yunfan, wake up!"

Pu Yun framed, and slowly became conscious. He half-closed his eyes, looking at Lu Xingzhou with blurred eyes, as if he still hasn't figured out his current situation.

"I...why did I fall asleep?" Mingming didn't feel sleepy with his eyes open, why was he so sleepy now.

"How do you feel?" Lu Xingzhou's anxious face was imprinted in front of his eyes. Du Yunfan felt that he couldn't exert all his strength, and his movements were a little slow: "It's just... just feeling so tired..."

"You have a fever." Lu Xingzhou hurriedly tucked the quilt up for him, while blaming himself: "I should have known last night that I shouldn't have let you go to take a shower. I should have persisted to the end."

Lu Xingzhou regretted it very much, if he hadn't called a stop halfway, or insisted on using his hands...

Du Yunfan will not get sick because of him.

Du Yunfan smiled weakly: "It's okay, it's because my physical fitness is too poor, and I neglected to exercise when I came to the United States."

How could Lu Xingzhou believe his comforting words, he was a little moved in his heart, it was like this, Du Yunfan was still comforting himself, why couldn't he like him!

I feel that this kind of thing is too wonderful, and Lu Xingzhou is also very annoying. He is already trying hard to tell himself to like it quickly

Du Yunfan is gone.

As if seeing Lu Xingzhou's thoughts, Du Yunfan said: "It's okay, I don't care about you, we made an agreement at the beginning, didn't we?"

Lu Xingzhou didn't know what to say, he said at a loss: "Thank you." Thank you for understanding me, thank you for helping me so much..."

After Du Yunfan said a few words, he became dizzy with fever again. Lu Xingzhou quickly found a wet towel to rub on his forehead.

But burning like this is not an option, Lu Xingzhou thought about it, took Du Yunfan's car keys, and went to a nearby pharmacy to buy medicine for him.

After a lot of tossing, Du Yunfan finally took the antipyretics, and Lu Xingzhou was also drenched in sweat.

Lu Xingzhou thought, this is really a coincidence, remember that Du Yunfan took care of him when he got a fever in the rain, this time it was Du Yunfan who had a fever and took care of him himself.

Fortunately, his physique is not bad, he almost subsided after a long time of fever, and he spent more time awake.

Lu Xingzhou asked for leave and didn't go to work. He took care of Du Yunfan at home. What happened the night before was too embarrassing, which made the two of them a little embarrassed. Lu Xingzhou sat in front of the bed, not knowing what to say for a long time.

And Du Yunfan, who always likes to be active, didn't know what to say.

Seeing the atmosphere getting more and more strange, Lu Xingzhou finally gritted his teeth and spoke.

"I……"

"I……"

"You speak first."

"You speak first."

Uh... why does the atmosphere seem to be getting weirder.

Lu Xingzhou turned his head and said in a low voice, "You go ahead."

There is nothing to shirk in this kind of matter, Du Yunfan nodded and said: "Brother, I know you may still not be able to like me, it's okay, I won't blame you."

Lu Xingzhou bit his lip and gave a low "hmm".

"I'm sorry, I said clearly that I would try to like it...but I still haven't convinced myself."

Du Yunfan actually smiled: "You said sorry in the past two days, probably more than you said in this year." Lu Xingzhou also laughed.

"It's okay, I won't be angry, I understand what you said, maybe I'm not good enough, not good enough, that's why I didn't get your favor." Du Yunfan pretended to be relaxed.

"It's okay, you're already fine, it's me..." Lu Xingzhou's voice suddenly became deep, mixed with some unexplained frustration.

"It's because I'm too timid to give myself up easily..."

As soon as he finished speaking, Du Yunfan leaned forward and hugged Lu Xingzhou tightly.

How could he not know that it was Lu Xingzhou's failed marriage that caused permanent damage to his heart.

This made it extremely difficult for him to open Lu Xingzhou's heart again. It was not his fault, let alone Lu Xingzhou's.

The so-called being bitten by a snake once, ten years afraid of well rope.

Du Yunfan was really distressed, he patted Lu Xingzhou on the back: "It's okay, maybe I'm not the one you were destined for, I believe there will always be someone who will make you believe in love again."

Lu Xingzhou looked confused: "I hope so..."

His heart is already riddled with holes, medicine and stones are useless, can someone really awaken his heart that has been dead for a long time?