He's stalking and begging for reconciliation

After sweating all night, Lu Xingzhou was still feeling very uncomfortable. He got dressed and went out.

Zheng Qian had already left, and he didn't call him. He checked the time, and it was already nine o'clock. He simply took his wallet and mobile phone and went out, and stopped a taxi at the side of the road.

Along the way, he was so dazed that he didn't even know where he was.

"Young man, we're here." The driver pushed him: "Why is it so hot, do you have a fever?"

Lu Xingzhou rolled his eyes in confusion.

"If you have a fever, no one will accompany you to the hospital. How dangerous it is to be alone." The driver muttered.

Lu Xingzhou remained silent and didn't know how to answer the driver's words, but the driver didn't ask any more questions, and kindly told him, "Young man, slow down, don't bump into him."

Feeling the kindness from the stranger, Lu Xingzhou sincerely said, "Thank you." Then he walked into the hospital's gate.

It was just at the beginning of work that there were people coming and going in the hospital, and the smell of disinfectant filled the air. Lu Xingzhou didn't like this smell.

So he took out the mask from his pocket and went to the hospital registration office to queue up.

All kinds of people in the hospital shuttled in the hall, most of them were expressionless or discussing their illnesses.

It's just that few people come to the hospital alone like him. For a moment, Lu Xingzhou felt so lonely.

After getting the internal medicine number, he waited alone outside the department for the number to be called.

After a night of high fever, he was so depressed that he fell asleep sitting on a chair without knowing it. He didn't drag himself into the department until the nurse on duty woke him up.

It was a fever caused by a cold, and he was arranged to hang water in the infusion room.

There was a big boy lying on the bed next to him. He kept pushing into the arms of the man accompanying the bed. The man said nervously, "Cover it, or your cough will get worse."

The boy said indifferently: "Anyway, you will take care of me."

The man shook his head helplessly: "Fool, it's not you who feel uncomfortable."

Lu Xingzhou lay beside him, watching the joyous atmosphere in the bed next door, which was in stark contrast to his side.

There was a moment of sadness in my heart.

After lifting the water, he went to see the stomach disease again. Recently, the stomach seems to be getting weaker and weaker, and the re-examination has been delayed for a long time. Today, he came to the hospital and simply checked.

I used to come here often before, and the attending physician is already familiar with him.

After listening to Lu Xingzhou's self-report, the doctor simply hated iron and steel: "The doctor has ordered countless times not to drink alcohol, why don't you listen to it?"

Lu Xingzhou said weakly: "I need it for work."

The doctor said angrily: "You young people just don't pay attention to your health. Is money or life more important?"

Lu Xingzhou lowered his head guiltily.

The doctor sighed and said, "You already have a history of gastric ulcer and gastric bleeding. If you don't pay attention to recuperation, it is very likely that it will worsen!"

Lu Xingzhou knew that the doctor cared about him. Although he was yelled at, he was moved in his heart. He made sure that he would take good care of his body and never spoil his stomach again, so the doctor would let him go.

"Go for a gastroscopy pathological biopsy, and the report will be available in three to seven days."

Lu Xingzhou nodded obediently, and followed the nurse to do a gastroscopy.

It was already evening after hanging the water and having the gastroscopy done. It was really uncomfortable to do the gastroscopy. Lu Xingzhou retched while hugging the trash can by the roadside.

Lu Xingzhou wiped the corners of his mouth, ready to eat something on the side of the road.

There was a night market not far from the hospital. Lu Xingzhou walked to a porridge shop and ordered a bowl of porridge with preserved egg and lean meat.

He cooked for a while at the open-air table, and the boss brought a bowl of steaming porridge.

A scent came over his face, and Lu Xingzhou suddenly remembered that it was the porridge that Zheng Qian fed him the day he had acute stomach bleeding.

Lu Xingzhou stared blankly at the porridge in front of him in a daze. His eyes were moistened by the rising heat of the porridge. He mechanically picked up the spoon and took a sip, blew roughly a few times, and stuffed it into his mouth.

Although there are a lot of ingredients in this porridge, it tastes really good.But in Lu Xingzhou's heart, he still lost to the bowl of white rice porridge that Zheng Qian fed him.

The night in this city has just begun to fall, and people have put down the tiredness of the day and started the nightlife.

There were more and more people around, in groups of three or four, with a lot of voices, but there was no one around him, the porridge in the bowl suddenly lost its taste, and a sense of sadness surged in his heart, he raised his head, holding his mouth Tears, I took a few big mouthfuls of porridge, trying to swallow the uncontrollable sobs in my throat.

Living in a busy city, but experiencing extreme loneliness, it is really uncomfortable...

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The hospital is really not close to home. When Lu Xingzhou walked to the gate of the community, it was almost ten o'clock, and almost all the shops around were closed.

Only one flower shop is still lit, this flower shop is called "Selling Tenderness", the interior is warmly decorated, and the weak lights seem to tear a hole in the night.

The boss was a young girl in her twenties, and she was an acquaintance with Lu Xingzhou.

In the past six years, he has come to the flower shop to buy flowers every now and then, and every time he buys sunflowers.

This special guest quickly attracted the attention of the boss, and they would exchange a few words from time to time. Sometimes when Lu Xingzhou passed by the shop, the boss of the flower shop would say hello to him.

Over time, they became familiar with each other. Sometimes when he came to buy flowers, the little girl would give him an extra flower, so Lu Xingzhou put them in the vase in the living room until they withered, and then went to replace them.

Sunflower's words are: No one else is in sight, and you are everywhere.

The first time Lu Xingzhou saw the flower language of sunflowers, he fell in love with this flower.He felt that this flower was very similar to himself. The sunflower followed the sun, and he followed Zheng Qian, because Zheng Qian was also his sun.

Although the sun doesn't make him feel warm now.

Seeing Lu Xingzhou, the little girl walked out to greet him with a smile: "Mr. Lu, where did you come from? You came home so late."

Lu Xingzhou smiled: "I haven't felt well recently, so I went to the hospital for a check."

The little girl was very nervous when she heard this, and looked him over carefully and said, "Mr. Lu really lost a lot of weight, you should pay attention to your body."

Lu Xingzhou smiled gently: "Yes."

The little girl suddenly remembered something. She patted her head and ran back to the store. When she came back, she held a sunflower in her hand and said, "Mr. Lu, there is just one sunflower left in the store today, I will give it to you."

How could Lu Xingzhou let her give it away for nothing, so he quickly took out the money to give it to her, but the little girl insisted on not wanting it, and after a long time he had to give up.

Lu Xingzhou took the sunflower and said, "Thank you, but I probably won't come to buy flowers for a long time in the future."

The little girl was a little surprised: "Ah? Mr. Lu, are you moving?"

"Well, there are some changes in the family, and I probably won't be back for a long time."

The little girl was a little disappointed: "Well, if you come back, remember to take a look, and then I will send you another sunflower."

Lu Xingzhou thanked him, left the shop and went home.

On the way home, he thought a lot.

He wanted to move out, he couldn't hold on anymore in this house, he didn't want to see Lin Mo and Zheng Qian making love to each other in front of him every day, and he didn't want to be humiliated by Zheng Qian in front of Lin Mo.

With Lin Mo accompanying Zheng Qian, he would not think of himself. In Zheng Qian's eyes, leaving must be indifferent. Anyway, no one cares about his feelings. If he disappears, everyone will be happy. Why not? Why not?