He's stalking and begging for reconciliation

The next morning, Lu Xingzhou woke up early from the bed. He didn't sleep well all night, always dreaming about the past years.

Lu Xingzhou smiled bitterly. Although he was very firm in what he said in front of Zheng Qian, he might not be able to truly forget it in his life.

At six o'clock, he put on his clothes and couldn't help looking outside through the peephole of the gate, but there was no one.

Lu Xingzhou slowly returned to the room, his mood was a little delicate, maybe it was too early, Zheng Qian didn't come.

After some persuasion yesterday, he should have figured it out, so he won't come to deliver breakfast to himself again.

Lu Xingzhou lay down on the bed, closed his eyes and prepared to go back to sleep, but somehow, he couldn't fall asleep.

At seven o'clock, Lu Xingzhou really wanted to get up again to see if Zheng Qian was standing in front of the door.

But reason told him not to think about Zheng Qian any more, Lu Xingzhou struggled to get out of bed after some ideological struggle.

What if?What if Zheng Qian stood at the door again and waited for hours?He was still injured on his hand, after all, it had nothing to do with him.

Thinking of this, Lu Xingzhou suddenly became more confident, and he walked to the door again, but there was still no one in the cat's eyes.

Unable to tell what kind of emotion it was, Lu Xingzhou felt a little blocked in his heart. Although he talked and persuaded Zheng Qian to give up on himself, it was assumed that Zheng Qian had really left.

He seemed a little uncomfortable again, as if you were angry and hoped that your lover would come to coax you, so you said no, but he really left.

"It's so hypocritical."

Lu Xingzhou disliked his own mentality, and he went to the kitchen to make breakfast while still suppressing the disappointment in his heart.

After taking care of everything at home, he went out, and there was still no one at the door today, and there was no breakfast.

Lu Xingzhou thought: Forget it, it's good to figure it out.

Ye Jia's shop is not far from the community, Lu Xingzhou walks there every day, but today he just walked out of the community a few steps, when someone called him from behind.

"Lu Xingzhou!"

Lu Xingzhou turned his head in response. Du Yunfan was wearing sportswear, with sweat still dripping from his forehead, as if he had just finished a run.

"What a coincidence? Where are you going?" Lu Xingzhou asked in surprise, "I haven't seen you since I lived here before. It's a coincidence these days."

Du Yunfan smiled embarrassingly: "No, I got up to exercise in the morning, so I walked around here, and I happened to meet you."

He looked up at Lu Xingzhou's reaction, and then carefully added: "Maybe it's fate."

Lu Xingzhou nodded: "Where are you going now?"

Du Yunfan explained: "I work in three shifts. I have nothing to do this morning, so I ran out to exercise. Where are you going?"

"I'm going to help Ye Jia's shop."

Du Yunfan's eyes lit up: "Brother Lu, let me go with you, I just happen to be on my way wherever I go now."

Lu Xingzhou nodded. To be honest, he really likes this Du Yunfan.

When he was in college, he rejected Du Yunfan once, but Du Yunfan did not stalk him.

Later, the two gradually became able to talk. Although they hadn't contacted each other after graduation, it seems that the two of them get along comfortably.

There's nothing awkward about it, and sometimes it's easy.

Du Yunfan was obviously tired and sweaty, but he was still full of energy. When chatting with Lu Xingzhou, he was talking endlessly.

Lu Xingzhou envied him from the bottom of his heart, he still had hope for life, unlike himself, he had already lost hope for the world.

Although he looks like an ordinary person, in fact, his heart has long been dead in the past countless days and nights.

No one can save him...

Pretending to be very tired from meeting by chance, propping up the body with weak legs and pretending not to be tired is even more tiring!But meeting Lu Xingzhou was very happy.

Du Yunfan endured the physical fatigue, but his heart was full of joy.

A few days ago, Lu Xingzhou asked him where he lived. He lied to Lu Xingzhou that he lived in Jingxiu Garden. What Jingxiu Garden?That's all bullshit.

Ye Jia asked him to take Lu Xingzhou home, so he went there excitedly, without even thinking about words, but when Lu Xingzhou asked where he lived, he hurriedly said a nearby address.

As it turns out, it takes an infinite number of lies to cover one lie.

Just like this morning, his home is obviously far away from here, but in order to meet Lu Xingzhou by chance, he can only get up early, put on sports clothes and sneakers, and pretend to be exercising.

In fact, he had been running for more than an hour, and he was so tired that he was about to collapse, so he rushed to Lu Xingzhou's compound.

Not long after waiting at the door, Lu Xingzhou went out, and then they met perfectly by chance.

There is no chance encounter, it is just a seemingly "perfect" plan.

When they arrived at Ye Jia's cake shop, Du Yunfan lowered his head and secretly covered the reluctance in his eyes. After saying hello, he left silently.

Ye Jia saw the cake shop where the two of them came together, and immediately put on a gossip expression: "Xing Zhou, tell me what's going on? Why did you come with Dr. Du?"

As soon as the words fell, he began to guess again: "My God, didn't you sleep together last night?"

Lu Xingzhou was angry and funny, he tapped Ye Jia's head lightly: "What are you talking about here, be careful I will tear your mouth apart."

After Lu Xingzhou finished speaking, he deliberately lowered his face.

Ye Jia stuck out her tongue and said, "You're not willing to part with it."

Lu Xingzhou also laughed, he really didn't want to treat his good friend like this, so he just talked about it.

Ye Jia straightened his face and lowered his voice: "By the way, why did you come here together?"

"It's just that I met him on the road. He happened to be running in the morning."

With a gossiping smirk, Ye Jia teased him: "Maybe they are waiting for you?"

"How is it possible? When I saw him, he had already been running for a long time. It was just a coincidence."

Ye Jia secretly sweated for Du Yunfan in his heart: Comrade, he doesn't know how to sail a boat, so I can only help you here.

He was cruel and reminded: "Xing Zhou, do you feel anything?"

Lu Xingzhou looked blank: "What?"

"He likes you? Don't you feel it?"

"How is it possible?" Lu Xingzhou frowned and denied, "You must be thinking too much."

"Oh, how could it be? My premonition has never been wrong." Ye Jia was so anxious that he almost slapped his thigh.

"Let me tell you this. When I was in school, I said that whoever likes someone can't be wrong. My eyes are so piercing." Ye Jia tried hard to find evidence to convince Lu Xingzhou.

"Then you must be delusional this time, I didn't feel anything."

Lu Xingzhou's heart dropped when he heard Ye Jia's words.

It's not that he didn't think about whether Du Yunfan was still interested in him, but he personally denied these thoughts.

He didn't want to believe that this was true, but after all, he hadn't seen her for many years, and they chatted so well as soon as they met.

So Ye Jia's words made him think about it, could everyone around him see it?

Only you haven't noticed yet?

But if I was thinking too much and others didn't mean it, how embarrassing would it be?

What's more, I am not ready to love someone again.

He absolutely can't have anything to do with Du Yunfan, at least not yet.

Ye Jia carefully observed his face: "What's wrong? Don't you like him?"

Lu Xingzhou wondered: "There is no dislike..."

After hearing this, Ye Jia became excited, and hurriedly interrupted Lu Xingzhou: "Then give it a try?"

"Are you a matchmaker?" Lu Xingzhou had no choice but to listen to me.

"it is good."

"Although I don't dislike him, it's just a liking between friends. There are no distracting thoughts. I'm not surprised if you say he likes me."

"Why?" Ye Jia asked curiously.

"Because we are college classmates, he confessed to me before."

After hearing this, Ye Jia became excited again: "I didn't expect you to have such a relationship. Isn't that just right? I think others are also very good, very reliable."

"After so many years, I don't know what he thinks now. It would be embarrassing if I acted passionately. Ye Jia, I don't want to make the same mistakes again." After saying this, Lu Xingzhou's voice dropped.

He fell into deep thought: the former self once thought that he could impress Zheng Qian, but the facts proved that it was all his own wishful thinking and self-indulgence.

He was afraid that it would be the same this time, as time would dilute everything, how long could the initial goodwill last?

Even if Du Yunfan really likes him, there is no guarantee that he will not change his mind in the future.

After being injured once, his worries became more and more, and he was afraid of being hurt again.

Ye Jia also knew that there was no need to rush this matter. Although he was willing to help Du Yunfan as a lobbyist, the decision on this matter was still in Lu Xingzhou's hands. After some probing, he saw it clearly.

Lu Xingzhou was worried that Du Yunfan had no interest in him at all, and it was because he hadn't completely let go of the previous hurt in his heart.

Ye Jia secretly sighed: Du Yunfan, you can't let me do the confession, can you?You have to do it yourself, I can only help here.

Thinking in his heart, he put his hand on Lu Xingzhou's back and comforted him: "Those dark pasts will pass away one day. You will definitely be able to get rid of those unbearable things and live a good life again."

Lu Xingzhou lowered his head and covered his eyes, his voice was so confused at this moment: "I hope so."

Inexplicably, Ye Jia's heart ached, and he didn't know what kind of grievances Lu Xingzhou had suffered in the past.

Because he only knew some things about Lu Xingzhou's past from Lu Xingzhou's usual words.

But just those little details made him feel heartbroken and uncomfortable, let alone Lu Xingzhou who was in it?

Ye Jia couldn't imagine how desperate he was.

They once met in a ward. At that time, Jiang Ming was by his side, and Lu Xingzhou was alone from the beginning to the end.

At that time, he still looked strong, but now he is so fragile.

What made Lu Xingzhou such a strong person show such a helpless look.

"Did something happen to you?" In this way, Lu Xingzhou's abnormal behavior and performance today also had an explanation.