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What's the meaning?What do you mean you won't live long? " Gu Zheng asked with a serious face.

At this time their car was almost at the door of their house, but Gu Zheng stopped on the side of the road after listening to Gu En's words.

Gu En's tears kept falling.

"Originally... I didn't want to tell you, but... I couldn't bear it anymore. I can't bear you, I can't bear the child, I can't bear that you and the child become someone else's. "

"I... As soon as I think of this picture, my heart throbs and hurts. Before when you were a child, you said that you would marry me when you grow up and give me a home. I believed it and waited for it, but six What happened a few years ago changed everything."

"Brother Zheng, shouldn't I come back? What happened six years ago made me dirty, right? You don't like me anymore, right? You dislike me too, don't you?"

"Don't talk nonsense!" Gu Zheng said coldly, and when he heard Gu En say what happened six years ago, his expression also changed.

"You are not dirty, you are good, I have never disliked you, be obedient, don't talk nonsense."

Gu Zheng raised his hand to wipe away the tears for Gu En, with a burst of self-blame on his face.

"What happened back then was my fault. You were... because of me. Stop crying. Do you want to make me feel worse if you keep crying?"

Seeing that Gu En was crying so hard, Gu Zheng could only unbuckle his seat belt and hug him into his arms to comfort him.

Gu En nestled in Gu Zheng's arms, tears were still falling, but he was already very proud.

He knew that Gu Zheng would soften his heart as long as he told what happened back then.

"Brother Zheng, why didn't you divorce that Xia Ran? I... I have suffered from severe physical loss over the years, and I have another disease. The doctor said that I will only have a few years at most. In the time I spent, marrying you and fulfilling my childhood dream."

"Then you can have a period of time to be with the child in an open and honest manner. Brother Zheng, I just want to have this request. Besides, you married Xia Ran at that time only because Xia Ran looks like me. Now that I am back, Are you ready to divorce him?"

"What do you mean you don't have a few years?" Gu Zheng didn't answer Gu En's question, but just looked at Gu En, "What's going on? Why do you keep saying that you don't have much time? What is the disease? You tell me, and I'll help you find a doctor."

"It's useless." Gu En raised his head from Gu Zheng's arms, his eyes were flushed.

"I have seen many doctors, and every doctor said that there is no way to save it. They only said that if you are in a good mood and maintain a happy mood, you can live for a few more years."

"Brother Zheng, I...I just want to live a good life with you and your children in the last days, even if it's just a month, I'm satisfied."

Hearing Gu En's words, Gu Zheng couldn't answer for a while.

He squirmed his lips, but in the end he could only look at Gu En in silence.

Gu En's heart sank, but the tears fell even more fiercely.

"I understand, Brother Zheng...you...let me get out of the car. If I watch you and your children and others live happily as a younger brother, I'm afraid I won't even be able to survive the last days."

He pushed Gu Zheng away and wanted to get out of the car. Gu Zheng pressed Gu En's shoulder almost subconsciously.

"Xiao En, don't make trouble."

"Brother Zheng, I didn't make trouble, what I said is true." Gu En looked back at him, "Brother Zheng, have you fallen in love with that Xia Ran?"

"No!" Gu Zheng blurted out, "How could I like him, I... Didn't I say that it was just for the sake of the child."

"It's just... Now that I'm married to him, I can't just divorce him for no reason. It's not fair to him. "

"Unfair? But Brother Zheng, I just want to marry you in the last days, so that I can be with my children in an open and honest manner."

Gu En's heart sank little by little following Gu Zheng's words.

Now he understood that Brother Zheng already had Xia Ran's place in his heart, but Brother Zheng didn't realize it himself.

He bit his lip, making the sadness on his face a little heavier.

"Brother Zheng, if... if you think it's unfair to him, then you can remarry him after I'm dead, and I don't want to see you and your children become lonely."

Gu En lowered his head, suppressing the jealousy in his eyes.

Anyway, as long as he married Gu Zheng, he would not allow Gu Zheng and Xia Ran to remarry, but what he has to do now is to divorce Gu Zheng.

When the time comes, he will go to a doctor again, and he will say that a miracle has happened to his body, and he is gradually recovering, or that he may have been misdiagnosed before.

At that time, it is impossible for Brother Zheng to divorce him. He thought that even if Brother Zheng had Xia Ran's place in his heart, he would still be unique in Gu Zheng's heart.

Gu En's words gave Gu Zheng a pause, and he thought of his original intention of marrying Xia Ran at that time.

In the beginning, I really wanted to find someone to accompany the child, but a large part of choosing Xia Ran was because of Xia Ran's face.

Gu En had lived with Gu Zheng for so many years before, and he had already understood some of Gu Zheng's micro-expression reactions.

Just like now, he could see that Gu Zheng was already hesitating.

"Brother Zheng, if you find it too embarrassing, then...it's okay, but you can send me back to the apartment, I don't want to go back, I really really can't face the happiness of you and your child and others look."

Gu Zheng pressed Gu En's shoulder all the time, and did not answer immediately after hearing Gu En's words, but was thinking about something in silence.

"Okay, I promise you." Gu Zheng heard himself say, "but you have to give me a little time, I need to talk to Xia Ran slowly, after all... no matter what, the child's recovery is because of him."

A light flashed quickly in Gu En's eyes, but his face showed a look of understanding.

"I know, Brother Zheng, if you separate from him at that time, you must give him more compensation. This is what we owe him."

"En." Gu Zheng replied in a low voice, "Sit down and don't move around. Let's go back first, and I'll see a doctor for you."

Gu Zheng restarted the car, he didn't know what kind of situation he was thinking now.

He couldn't accept the fact that Gu En had just returned and would not have many days left.

He...doesn't know how to file for a divorce with Xia Ran.

Gu En nodded, "Thank you, Brother Zheng, but I know my body, it doesn't matter whether you look at it or not."

"What nonsense!" Gu Zheng scolded Gu En, "Don't worry, nothing will happen to you if I'm here, trust me."