blood pot

(49)

"You love me? How do you deserve to say you love me?!" Zhang Xiaoyu raised her head from her arms, her face already full of turmoil, "You are just the young master who has nothing to do and spent a lot of attention on you It’s just a prey that you’ve worked so hard to catch. You don’t deserve to say that word! Jin Qian, I went around in circles, and finally fell on you. If it wasn’t for the blood on my body that caught your attention, Can you still say the word 'love'?! No! You can't! You are as selfish as Yan Xu, with the same hateful face!!! I only hate myself for falling in love with you when I was blind, you and Yan Xu Like Xu, you live with a mask, and you can’t take it off after wearing it for a long time, so you think the mask is you and your true thoughts! Don’t deceive yourself Jin Qian, you say you love me, I don’t believe it! I will never I don’t believe it!!!!!!”

Jin Qian closed his eyes slowly, two lines of teardrops ran across his face and hit the ground hard, "I know you hate me! I know you hate me for cheating and hiding things, but I...I also have unavoidable difficulties I can't breathe because of the burden of the Jin family. Only when I'm with you can I feel a different kind of life. You said I'm wearing a mask, and I can't take it off after wearing it for a long time, but you You know, you have to have an idea in your heart to put this mask on your face!!!!!! I'm not kidding myself, I just don't know what love is, and by the time I fully understand it, I've made a big mistake! I look so I have never begged anyone, even my grandfather!" Jin Qian knocked his knees to the ground with a "bang", "I beg you, give me another chance! You can't...you can't be so cruel!!! "

Zhang Xiaoyu walked to his side, knelt down slowly, her eyes were level with those of the man in front of her.He looked directly at Jin Qian's beautiful dark eyes, and said flatly but firmly: "Jin Qian, give up, there is no way between us." On the ground, Zhang Xiaoyu stood up and opened the door, "I have never begged anyone, now, I beg you...get out of my house." Jin Qian's beautiful eyes disappeared in just a short breath. Glossy, dry like dry land that hasn't been moistened for a long time.He knelt on the ground, looked up at Zhang Xiaoyu, then touched his head to the ground with sobs.

I'm sorry, Kohane, I still... hurt you...

Standing in the corner downstairs, Gao Heng watched Jin Qian leave in a daze, and couldn't help but sighed slowly.

It is said that "there is a couple for a lifetime, don't teach two places of ecstasy", but how can this world be full of fairy tales?Happiness is like a thief, it comes silently when it comes, and you don't realize that it has stolen the most important thing in your heart until it is gone, and it is too late to regret it.But it’s useless to repent, every repentance is to tear open the already scarred wound to see if there is any new flesh growing inside.

A pair of arms suddenly appeared on his waist, and Gao Heng didn't need to look back to know that it must be Zhang Xu. Thinking of the ups and downs he and Zhang Xu had experienced, Gao Heng sighed again.No matter how difficult and dangerous the front may be, I still have a lover who knows me well, but Xiao Yu...

Gao Heng sincerely made a wish in Zhang Xu's arms: I hope God will show mercy, and the pain I'm going through now will turn into sweetness in the end.

Zhang Xiaoyu's first love just died in the summer night.

The author has something to say:

Wangtian, when I originally wrote this article, I was listening to sad songs to find my feelings, and finally cut it from the original 2000 words to more than 1000.Because the codes are all dialogues, and they are repeated more than two times, I feel a little embarrassed to read them.So for the sake of the author's death of countless brain cells, let's let this short chapter go...

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