blood pot

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A little bit of water light gradually gathered in Zhang Xiaoyu's eye sockets, sparkling like a lotus pond under the moonlight.He turned over countless sheets full of shows

paper with beautiful handwriting, but finally saw the last diary entry written by Yan Shu the night before he left...

"On October 201, 10X, I was finally able to write the story of seeing that boy in my spiritual habitat. How should I describe

What about him?It's not like the innocence and cuteness of a teenager in everything in the dream, but like a snow-white cat in a strong tiger's skin.hard

Perhaps only in front of the one you love will you be willing to take off your appearance.I heard from my brother that his beloved is Jin Qian from the Jin family.

, and also the most superior child of the Jin family who had the same purpose as his brother back then.From the scales and half claws I found out, how many can I imagine?

Years after receiving a double blow, I was heartbroken, because I also experienced this feeling of being betrayed by my lover... The difference is,

He is very happy now, and I firmly believe that he will be very happy in the future! "

"When he stood in front of me alive, I even felt dizzy that my dream had come true, and I suppressed the shame that lasted nearly ten years in my heart.

Feelings of guilt bit my heart from time to time.I am afraid that the tragic scene in my dream will appear in reality, even whenever I see the tragic death of a teenager

Every bed would be shivering uncontrollably.It's like a lonely soul, sitting cross-legged in front of the bed every day, not making a sound or moving, just sitting

There, let the silence sweep the whole body.Fortunately, he didn't die because of me.We chatted happily and drank tea, and for a moment I thought

I returned to the dream scene for myself, tasting scented tea under the warm sunshine.It can be seen that he does not have the obsession with his brother in his dream.

There is nothing but trust and love for another person.I'm a little sad. Although my brother doesn't say anything, I can understand the details from the details.

I found his thoughts in the room, just like the densely packed things about teenagers in the secret room. "

"I always think, is my appearance a blessing or a curse? If there is no me, my brother will have no worries. Believe that

The elder brother at that time will definitely be able to bring the Yan family to a new peak.But if it weren't for me, my brother might not have met the boy,

She will not taste the taste of love in the world, but like a puppet, she will marry a woman of the right family and spread the branches and leaves for the Yan family.like

If it weren't for me, my brother wouldn't have hurt this innocent boy, and guilt would have burned my heart deeply.but if not

My... brother will be happy..."

"Perhaps everything would be better without me..."

"Clap!"

The liquid splashed on the paper, causing a soft sound.Zhang Xiaoyu sat there, her heart was in a state of confusion, as if she had been emptied and poured into thick lead water, even

I don't even know... I don't know what to say to express my mood at this time.Jin Qian was uncomfortable watching, sitting on the armrest of the sofa and leaning over

He was in his arms.Zhang Xiaoyu sniffed the familiar clear fragrance, and burst into tears uncontrollably, "I hate her, I hate her

You have spent half your life!But, when I, when Yan Shu left, I didn't even gloat in my heart, I just regretted that she

Just left in my 20s.At such a golden age, I haven't seen the world well, so I just left without a sound

It's..."

Yan Xu lowered his head, and a muffled voice came slowly: "I only saw it when I was packing up her belongings... I never noticed

Tell her that you have actually come back from that world, back to where you started before this mistake started.Xiao Shu, she..." After

All the words on the face were buried under the suppressed choking sound.An indescribable haze permeated everyone's hearts.

Zhang Xiaoyu opened the front page of the diary and saw Yan Shu's self-signature in beautiful handwriting.They say words are like their own, so beautiful

Only someone like Yan Xu can match his handwriting.Zhang Xiaoyu touched the girl's photo on the front page with trembling hands, the golden sun

The light was full of warm smiles... He suddenly put the diary back into Yan Xu's hand, who hurriedly looked up, but saw Zhang Xiaoyu's face was full of tears

Standing in front of him with a trace, he said: "Yan Xu, Yan Shu has already left, I...I am very confused now, so please don't bother me any more

My life is gone.Now that I have a family and a lover, I don’t want to be forced by you to recall things I’m about to forget every time.at first

When I was in the hotel, I expressed my attitude to you, I don't want to die again.I don't want to have anything to do with your Yan family anymore, Yan

Shu died, I'm sorry, but please don't come here again... just take it as I beg you..."

The man stared blankly at the young man in front of him, no, the former young man has now bloomed, eye-catching like a delicate and blooming green lotus

head.He was trying his best to digest the words of the boy in the past and the man of today, but every time he thought about it, his heart ached.

First... So this should belong to his boy, his unique and radiant boy!

But......

Yan Xu lowered his head slowly, his dead voice seemed to lack the courage to survive, "Don't worry, I won't... I won't come again

I'm bothering you..." Zhang Xiaoyu turned his face away, letting tears wash his face over and over again, he ran back to the room with all his heart, and wiped out the dead man outside the room.

Silence and dull isolation.In the room where no one saw, he slowly stretched out his hands and hugged his knees leaning on the door, his low sobs swayed in the room

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The author has something to say:

The span shift is too large. .I'll face the wall first. . . .

(ps I was so tired today that my back hurts, I finally coded out the short chapter, the number of words is not many, only about [-] words, interested students can take a look)