He's just a stand-in

Gu Lichuan hugged the man who couldn't stop trembling because of fear, and felt that his heart was about to break.

Emotions that have been suppressed for a long time have found a breakthrough. In addition to touching love, there is also self-deception and regret that has nowhere to vent.

All those unbearable memories of the past rushed into Gu Lichuan's mind following that breakthrough.

It was him, he personally destroyed Liu Huaiqiu bit by bit.

It was his cowardice that ruined Liu Huaiqiu, and also ruined Liu Huaiqiu's feelings for him.

He obviously knows everything.

I know Liu Huaiqiu likes red roses.

I know that Liu Huaiqiu has a bad stomach and can't eat spicy food.

Knowing that Liu Huaiqiu felt insecure with him.

I know Liu Huaiqiu doesn't like wearing skirts and wigs.

Knowing that Liu Huaiqiu lacks love, she wants to love him more and love him more.

That's why Liu Huaiqiu wanted to cling to him all the time, calling and sending messages to him.

Confirm to yourself over and over again whether you like him or not.

But what did he do?

In order to avoid falling into this relationship and falling in love with men, he treated Liu Huaiqiu as a woman.

Forcing Liu Huaiqiu to wear skirts and wigs.

Give Liu Huaiqiu the most hated lily.

In front of Liu Huaiqiu, he threw Liu Huaiqiu's favorite rose into the trash can.

Let Liu Huaiqiu go back to his hometown wearing a skirt and wearing another person's identity.

He even insulted Liu Huaiqiu with those ugly words.

He became the person he hated the most when he was a child.

He scolded his favorite person, liking the same sex is disgusting, and he is a pervert.

It hurt Liu Huaiqiu's heart again and again.

He clearly saw Liu Huaiqiu's abnormal state early on, but he never dared to face it, deceived himself, and finally pushed Liu Huaiqiu into the abyss step by step.

It was he who personally ruined the love between them, as well as his favorite person.

In the past, Gu Lichuan, the indifferent and superior president of Haiyue Entertainment, hugged the person he liked and cried like a child who couldn't get sugar.

"I'm sorry, Qiuqiu."

"Really sorry……"

"It's my fault, it's all my fault..."

"Come back, I beg you to come back, I really miss you, miss you so much."

"Looking at you like this every day for a month, my heart is so painful that I'm about to die of pain."

"I like you, I like you the most, from the first moment I saw you..."

"You are not a substitute, not anyone's substitute, you are just Liu Huaiqiu, just my Qiuqiu..."

Gu Lichuan's thoughts went back to the day when he met Liu Huaiqiu.

It was just a very ordinary working day, but because of Liu Huaiqiu, he felt that the air that day seemed to be much fresher than usual.

The first time he saw Liu Huaiqiu, he was amazed by Liu Huaiqiu's appearance.

It's not because Liu Huaiqiu and Ye Yuqiu look alike.

Just because Liu Huaiqiu accidentally bumped into him, he showed an embarrassing but slightly flustered and apologetic expression, which hit his heart.

It's a simple, even ridiculous reason.

But if that person is Liu Huaiqiu, it seems nothing strange.

He tried every means to get close to Liu Huaiqiu, to give Liu Huaiqiu the best resources, to make Liu Huaiqiu famous, just to make Liu Huaiqiu happy.

At first, he also thought he was like this, and he just regarded Liu Huaiqiu as Ye Yuqiu's substitute.

But he found out that he was wrong, he found a feeling of excitement in Liu Huaiqiu's place that he didn't have in Ye Yuqiu's.

The reason why he was with Ye Yuqiu back then was only because of Ye Yuqiu's face.

That face made him feel very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere before.

And every time I see it, there is always an indescribable emotion in my heart.

That feeling wasn't heartbeat, but sadness, unspeakable sadness, and he didn't know why he felt this way.

It was as if he had been badly hurt by the man with that face.

Until meeting Liu Huaiqiu, that sad feeling became more and more intense.

But he was uncontrollably attracted to Liu Huaiqiu.

Uncontrollable heartbeat.

Uncontrollably wanting to be nice to Liu Huaiqiu.

Uncontrollably falling in love with Liu Huaiqiu.

But Liu Huaiqiu is a man.

With what happened to his little uncle first, he couldn't accept that he fell in love with a man, so he could only deceive himself subconsciously, telling himself that he only regarded Liu Huaiqiu as Ye Yuqiu's substitute.

Unexpectedly, this feeling became more and more deeply rooted in his bone marrow, gradually out of his control.

He began to crazily force Liu Huaiqiu to imitate Ye Yuqiu's appearance, crazily proving to himself that he doesn't like men, he doesn't like Liu Huaiqiu.

All of this was caused by his cowardice and incompetence.

But in the end, his Qiuqiu had to bear the heavy consequences.

Gu Lichuan raised his hand and slapped himself hard, letting the tears of regret wet his clothes.

Then he lowered his head and looked at the pale Liu Huaiqiu in his arms with distress.

Liu Huaiqiu hadn't recovered from the hypnosis yet, he clutched Gu Lichuan's clothes loosely, and muttered to himself, "Li Chuan, can you let me go?"

"I don't like you anymore, I don't like you anymore, there are no disgusting homosexuals pestering you anymore, don't force me to wear skirts anymore, okay?"

"I don't like to wear skirts, I'm a man, and men don't wear skirts..."

Liu Huaiqiu's words were like sharp knives piercing Gu Lichuan's body, cutting his body and mind into a bloody mess.

"Like me, Qiuqiu, please like me..."

"I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, please give me another chance, okay?"

But no matter how humble Gu Lichuan begged, Liu Huaiqiu still kept saying, "Gu Lichuan, I don't like you anymore..."

Gu Lichuan felt as if he had swallowed a heavy weight, and the pain made him speechless.

In the end, he could only bend down and gently cover Liu Huaiqiu's mouth.

Dissipated between the lips and teeth of Liu Huaiqiu's words that made him so painful that he couldn't breathe.

When Gu Lichuan carried Liu Huaiqiu who had calmed down back to the counseling room, Lin Jiayi happened to see off the last patient this morning.

When he saw Gu Lichuan returning with Liu Huaiqiu in his arms, he quickly took off his white coat and hid it under the table.

Gu Lichuan thanked in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."

"It's nothing."

Lin Jiayi bent down, opened the drawer under the table, and took out a large bag of medicine.

Then he pushed it in front of Gu Lichuan, and said softly: "This is a medicine for depression. The list inside says how to take it. You take it home and let him eat it first."

"If you don't understand anything, you can call me and ask."

Gu Lichuan looked at the medicine in front of him, was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Is there so much?"

Lin Jiayi nodded, and began to explain to Gu Lichuan, "His condition is serious, not just because of depression and self-harm, he has reached the point of escaping from reality."

"Besides, the early stage of hypnosis will be very painful. I am afraid that it will amplify his inner world-weariness and self-mutilation again, so he must take a lot of drugs to regulate his emotions."

Gu Lichuan frowned, hugging Liu Huaiqiu without saying a word.

Then he took out his mobile phone and silently recorded what Lin Jiayi explained to him about Liu Huaiqiu's condition.

Lin Jiayi glanced at Gu Lichuan, and continued: "Now there are only two methods that are effective in treating his condition, but they are both quite painful for him."

Gu Lichuan's other hand holding Liu Huaiqiu tightened involuntarily, his eyes dimmed, and he asked in a deep voice: "What is it?"

Lin Jiayi listed the two plans he had just thought of, one by one,

"One is hypnosis, playing the scenes that cast a shadow over him in his mind over and over again, forcing him to return to reality."

"The second is that you must help him get out. As the saying goes, the person who untied the bell had to tie it."

Gu Lichuan gave a sudden pause, seeing that he could help, he immediately asked, "What do you need me to do?"

Lin Jiayi waved his hand, signaling Gu Lichuan not to be so excited.

Then he said slowly: "How did you let him force him into this step by step, how to get him back to the original one step by step."

"The first step, let's start by taking off the skirt on him."

Gu Lichuan's breathing was stagnant, and the familiar dull pain came again.

He looked at Liu Huaiqiu who was still wearing a white dress, his eyes were red, he put down his phone, and held Liu Huaiqiu's hand tightly, unable to speak for a long time.

Seeing that Gu Lichuan was silent, Lin Jiayi said, "Do you understand what I mean?"

"that is……"

Before Lin Jiayi finished speaking, Gu Lichuan suddenly said, "I know."

Lin Jiayi: "Okay, there are probably so many problems, you can take him back."

"Thank you."

Gu Lichuan got up and took the medicine and was about to leave. Lin Jiayi suddenly realized that he seemed to have forgotten an important thing, and quickly added: "By the way, remember to take him to do hypnosis once in half a month."

Gu Lichuan turned around, took out his phone again, and prepared to continue recording what Lin Jiayi said.

Seeing that Gu Lichuan was so serious, Lin Jiayi asked a few more words, "Although we all want him to get better as soon as possible, but with his personality, we can't act too hastily, we must be persuasive, and if we are not careful, it will backfire."

After Gu Lichuan recorded Lin Jiayi's last words on the note on his mobile phone, he suddenly said, "Thank you, Brother Jiayi."

Then, without giving Lin Jiayi a reaction, he hugged Liu Huaiqiu and walked out with the medicine.

Lin Jiayi was stunned for a moment, looking at Gu Lichuan's lonely back, he couldn't help shaking his head.

He had come into contact with Gu Lichuan when he was in college.

The whole person is very cold, he is indifferent to everything, and looks like he doesn't care.

Now because of Liu Huaiqiu's ability to be in front of him again and again, she couldn't help but her eyes were red.

Must have been really emotional.

Seeing that Liu Huaiqiu was forced to such a degree by Gu Lichuan who couldn't see his own heart clearly, the first choice Liu Huaiqiu made after he woke up was to escape from Gu Lichuan's side.

When the time comes, where will Gu Lichuan's sincerity go?

Thinking of this, Lin Jiayi couldn't help laughing at himself, he hadn't figured out his own feelings yet, so he started to worry about other people's feelings.

Thinking of the person in his heart, Lin Jiayi sighed softly, picked up the white coat in the drawer and hung it on the hanger beside him, and left the psychological consultation room.