He's just a stand-in

Liu Huaiqiu froze for a moment, then stared at the face of the girl who was exactly like him, a "buzz" sounded in his mind, and a string broke.

If he hadn't been sure that he had never taken such a photo with Gu Lichuan, he would have thought it was a photo taken with Gu Lichuan.

In addition to the group photo, there are many things that a discerning eye can tell belong to girls in the box.

Liu Huaiqiu knelt down slowly, picked up the plain notebook under the photo and flipped through it a few times.

is a diary.

Liu Huaiqiu knows that it is immoral to peek at other people's diaries, but now he has no other choice.

A questioning voice kept ringing in his ears, urging him to move forward with difficulty.

[October [-]nd, Lichuan, today our teacher asked us to write lyrics, arrange music, and compose a song. I thought of the story between us. I am already writing lyrics. When I finish writing lyrics, I miss you Come to compose, I'm not being lazy, I'm leaving some love testimony for the two of us...]

When Liu Huaiqiu saw this page, his heart skipped a beat, and a bad premonition followed.

He has always been good at dancing, but after he got together with Gu Lichuan, Gu Lichuan insisted on letting him learn to sing, and even hired a teacher to teach him for a long time.

But after he learned it, Gu Lichuan only asked him to sing one song, which was a song that he couldn't find on the Internet. Sometimes Gu Lichuan would hum along with him when he was interested.

If the lyrics of this song are the same as the one Gu Lichuan asked him to learn...

Liu Huaiqiu didn't dare to think about it anymore, and began to search for clues to the lyrics with trembling hands. During the frantic search, a piece of paper fell from the diary.

Although it was only a first draft, Liu Huaiqiu could also recognize that this song was the one that Gu Lichuan asked him to learn.

Liu Huaiqiu looked at the lyrics of the two different notes on the paper, his wide eyes filled with disbelief.

But in an instant, a pair of invisible hands pinched Liu Huaiqiu's neck, and then gradually increased the force until he was suffocated.

Then he lost strength and fell to the ground, panting heavily, trembling uncontrollably.

After waiting for a long time, I desperately suppressed the severe pain in my heart, trembling my fingertips, and continued flipping through the diary.

[October [-]th, Xiao Chuanchuan ~ I really like the white dress you gave me today!I will reward you with one~ Do you like the watch I gave you?I guess you must like it very much, after all, our two aesthetics have always been on the same level...]

white dress.

Liu Huaiqiu thought of the white dress that Gu Lichuan had prepared for him in a room closet, and couldn't help but feel a chill in his heart, then a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and the hand holding the diary tightened and tightened.

Just a few words drove him into the abyss, and it was useless to let him try his best, so he could only drown on the isolated island with no one to rescue him.

So Gu Lichuan forced him to wear women's clothes and wigs at home, so he pretended to be the owner of this diary?

So Gu Lichuan won't be angry or jealous when he sees him gossip with others or film intimate scenes. Is it because Gu Lichuan doesn't love him at all?

So Gu Lichuan doesn't like to call him because his voice doesn't resemble the voice of the owner of the diary?

So Gu Lichuan has always loved him as someone else?

But he is a man.

Since Gu Lichuan wanted to find a substitute, why didn't he find a woman?He just wanted to find a man like him to be a substitute for a woman.

Why do you insult him like that?Why?

Liu Huaiqiu let out his strength and sat paralyzed on the ground, two lines of clear tears rolled down his reddened eye sockets.

Then it dripped on the somewhat yellowed diary, and the black handwriting smudged, like a black lotus blooming in Liu Huaiqiu's heart.

Even though Liu Huaiqiu's heart was riddled with many holes in the diary, the diary continued to urge him to scroll down like a reminder.

[December [-]st, Li Chuan, you are so indifferent today, I asked you and you didn't answer, it's disgusting. 】

[November [-]rd, for the sake of taking me to eat such delicious Ma Xiao, I will forgive you, but I think the taste of their house is average, not very spicy at all, not enjoyable at all , next time I will take you to the super spicy one, I promise you will have a good time! 】

[December NO.19, ah, ah, it’s snowing, Xiao Chuanchuan, we watched Chuxue together, do you know what Chuxue means?I guess you don't know, you straight man, if I don't know that your personality is cold, I suspect that you don't like me at all. 】

[February NO.14, today is our first Valentine's Day together, although I want to send roses on Valentine's Day, but I don't really like roses, I prefer lilies, but as long as it is sent by you I like it all. 】

[May [-]st, Xiao Chuanchuan, I'm going on a trip. I wanted you to accompany me. I know you don't like going to crowded places, so I'll let you go. I'm considerate. 】

[I won’t bring this little book about love affairs, it’s inconvenient to take it out for fun, I’ll send you everything I’ve seen and heard on WeChat, don’t worry, I won’t miss anything memorable of. 】

The diary came to an abrupt end at this page.

It is enough to see from the diary that the owner of the diary is a lively and lovely girl.

But those things in the diary, the songs they collaborated with, the white dress, heavy flavors, and lilies, all turned into sharp knives and pierced into Liu Huaiqiu's chest, piercing his fresh heart. Devastated.

Liu Huaiqiu couldn't suppress the collapse of his heart anymore, leaned against the wall, hugged his legs, and burst into tears.

The diary slipped from Liu Huaiqiu's hand and fell to the ground, revealing Gu Lichuan's slightly chic words on the title page, 【Qiuqiu, I miss you. 】

Without thinking about it, he knew that the word "Qiuqiu" written by Gu Lichuan was not him.

Under such circumstances, it is undoubtedly that Liu Huaiqiu has sprinkled a handful of salt on Liu Huaiqiu's dilapidated wound.

Liu Huaiqiu recalled the word Qiuqiu that Gu Lichuan softly called out to him, at the time he thought it was him that Gu Lichuan called, but in the end he realized that it was Gu Lichuan who loved other people through him.

Gu Lichuan, how could you lie to me like this?how come?

Liu Huaiqiu thought of every little thing he had with Gu Lichuan, and felt his heart ache even more.

The beautiful memories are in sharp contrast with the cruel reality.

For a moment, he didn't know whether he should believe in the Gu Lichuan in his memory or the Gu Lichuan in his diary.

As night fell gradually, the whole villa became dark, and the quietness was a bit scary.

Liu Huaiqiu was a little tired from crying, and curled up in the corner with his legs weakly hugged, his eyes lost his focus, and he couldn't extricate himself from the memories with Gu Lichuan.