He's just a stand-in

"He's so stubborn that he's going to die, just like your father, if you like him, you must be that guy."

"At the beginning when your father fell in love with me, the parents of our two families looked down on each other and disagreed. It was he who had been working hard to fight for it, and the two of us came together."

When Grandma Gu recalled the past, she couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth and smiling softly.

Gu's mother didn't dare to talk nonsense, for fear of making the old man angry, she could only follow Grandma Gu's words, "Yes, our Gu's family is full of infatuated species."

"Not only my uncle, but even Chuanchuan..."

Gu Ma subconsciously mentioned Gu Lichuan, but when she realized something was wrong, she quickly stopped talking.

Fortunately, Grandma Gu was missing her youngest son who had been away from home for many years, so she didn't notice anything unusual about Gu Mama.

Gu Ma stopped talking, pretending to be attracted by the plot in the TV series, and stared at the TV intently.

Grandma Gu sat aside, recalling the past.

There was a sudden silence between the two, only the voice of Liu Huaiqiu talking to Wei Hongyu came from the TV.

After staying for a while, Grandma Gu said hesitantly, "Xiang Jing, do you have Xiao Xu's contact information?"

"I, I want to know how he is doing now."

"I'm getting old now and my health is not good. I don't know when I will leave. I just want to know if he is living happily now."

Gu Ma hurriedly persuaded: "Mom, don't say that, you are in good health, and you will definitely be able to wait until the day when uncle comes home."

Grandma Gu shook her head and said self-consciously: "I was already an advanced mother when I gave birth to him. Your father loved him since he was a child. I don't ask for anything else. As long as I know that he is doing well, I can feel at ease." .”

"I'll go down when the time comes so I can do business with your dad, otherwise, I'll force his baby to run away from home, and in the end, I won't live happily ever after. I really don't have the face to see your dad."

Grandma Gu's face was very serious, and Mama Gu hurriedly said, "Mom, don't worry, I remember my uncle's phone number at home, I'll look for it for you."

"If I can't find it, I'll call Gu Rong and ask him to contact me. I'm sure I can get in touch with my uncle."

After Gu Ma finished speaking, she got up and went into the bedroom.

Grandma Gu nodded, looking thoughtfully at the back of Gu Ma leaving.

Grandma Gu is getting old, and she has never been exposed to Weibo before.

It was because of Uncle Gu Lichuan's problem that he never paid attention to the issue of homosexuality.

But in the past year, she fell in love with Liu Huaiqiu. Because of star chasing, she knew about the Weibo software, so she asked Gu Ma to teach her how to play Weibo.

Unexpectedly, just after learning how to play Weibo recently, I saw the hot search of Liu Huaiqiu and Wei Hongyu living together.

I also saw the comments of netizens below.

The moment Grandma Gu saw the trending search, she subconsciously thought of her youngest son who had been away from home for many years.

She used Weibo to search many topics about homosexuality, and it took her three days to really understand homosexuality.

Only then did she realize that the times are different now.

Homosexuality has been accepted by the secular world, not to mention that liking the same sex is crazy as she thought.

When Gu Xufeng was found by her family to be with a man, she couldn't accept it, and even felt that her son was sick, so she sent her son to JTS, hoping that her son would return to normal.

But when Gu Xufeng came back from JTS, the first thing he said to her was, "I won't break up with him."

She was directly ill by Gu Xu's wind.

Grandma Gu locked Gu Xufeng at home, forbidding Gu Xufeng to go out, and even confiscated all of Gu Xufeng's electronic devices that could communicate with the outside world.

She thought that as long as it took a long time, she could stop Gu Xufeng's thoughts and become a normal person.

After being locked up for a week, Gu Xufeng finally let go, saying that he no longer likes men.

Grandma Gu was overjoyed and released Gu Xufeng from the small dark room.

After Gu Xufeng was released, he changed from his usual dull personality.

He cooked a sumptuous dinner himself, and when everyone was eating together, he showed enthusiasm that he didn't have before.

Everyone thought that Gu Xufeng had figured it out, and Grandma Gu felt that her choice was not wrong.

In the past, her son was not talkative and was shy because of his illness. Now that the illness has been cured, he has also become talkative, just like her elder son.

The meal that Grandma Gu ate was the happiest meal after she found out that Gu Xufeng liked men.

But before Grandma Gu had a happy night, the next morning, when the servant called Gu Xufeng to get up for breakfast, he found that there was no one in the room.

At first, Grandma Gu thought that Gu Xufeng just got up early and went out for a run, but when they waited until noon, they didn't see Gu Xufeng.

Grandma Gu went to Gu Xufeng's room in fear, only to find that Gu Xufeng's clothes were still there, only some important documents were missing.

Moreover, Gu Xufeng also left a letter for Grandma Gu.

The letter is very simple, only a few words,

【Mom, I'm sorry, I have to leave. 】

【I was born stubborn, I am your son, but only your son. 】

[I have my persistence, he, I really can't give up. 】

【I think, my mission in this life is probably to be with him. 】

[I know you can't understand, and I don't expect you to understand, I'm just doing what I want to do, you don't have to worry about it. 】

[I know I'm leaving, I'm sorry for you, but I don't want to be sorry for myself. 】

【Brother will take good care of you for me, you, just pretend that you never had my son, or that I'm dead. 】

【Love your son forever, Gu Xufeng! 】

[Don't read. 】

In fact, Grandma Gu had already guessed the result when she saw that Gu Xufeng's ID in the drawer was missing.

But when she saw the letter left by Gu Xufeng, she really broke down.

Angrily, she tore up the letter left by Gu Xufeng and told everyone that Gu Xufeng was dead.

No one is allowed to go out to find Gu Xufeng, let alone mention Gu Xufeng's name.

She did what Gu Xufeng wanted, as long as she never had a son like Gu Xufeng.

As time passed day by day, the original anger and anger all turned into longing.

She knew that her elder son was secretly looking for her younger son.

But whenever she wanted to ask about Gu Xufeng, she thought of Gu Xufeng's resoluteness when he left.

Gu Xufeng actually abandoned their family for a man. As a mother, she was abandoned just like that, and she couldn't do it anyway if she was asked to take the initiative to contact her son.

In this way, going back and forth was delayed like this.

She wondered if Gu Xufeng hadn't left back then, would she have felt that there was nothing wrong with her son liking men in the end.

But now she knows.

It was true that she did something wrong at the beginning. Her son hasn't contacted her for so many years. He must still hate her. She doesn't want to leave any regrets. She wants to see her son.

Even if her son was at fault, it was she who conceived in October and gave birth through hard work.

It was the flesh that fell from her body.

Grandma Gu sat on the sofa, staring at the TV in a daze.

After a while, Gu's mother came out with her mobile phone, sat next to Gu's grandmother and said, "Mom, I don't know if I can contact my uncle."

"To tell you the truth, when my uncle left, Gu Rong tried to find him, but to no avail."

The Gu family back then was not as powerful as it is now, it could only be regarded as a small family, besides, Gu Xufeng ran away from home, so he would not want to be found by Gu Rong.

Gu Rong didn't really get in touch with Gu Xufeng either. It was only in the past two years that there was vague news about Gu Xufeng, but he didn't really see anyone.

The only time that Gu Xufeng could be contacted was the mobile phone number given to Gu Rong by someone else a few days ago.

Gu Ma and Gu Rong made this call, but no one answered every time they called.

After playing several times, I gave up.

In this world, as long as one person insists on disappearing, others will not be able to find it.

"If no one answers the call, don't be sad. Gu Rong has news of his uncle now, and the day to find him is just around the corner."

After Mama Gu vaccinated Grandma Gu, she called the mobile phone number.

The bell rang and no one answered the phone until it automatically hung up.

Mama Gu raised her head, glanced at Grandma Gu secretly, and dialed a second time.

But it was still the same as before, still no one answered.

Gu Ma wanted to call a third time, but Grandma Gu stopped her, "Xiang Jing, stop calling, Xiao Xu probably doesn't want to answer our calls."

"I just saw Jiujiu and Wei Hongyu suddenly think of him. Since he doesn't want to come back, let him go."

"Let's keep watching TV."

After Grandma Gu finished speaking, she turned her gaze to the TV, but the tears in her eyes still betrayed her current mood.

Gu Ma sighed softly, glanced at the call log, and tried to send a message to that phone number,

【Excuse me, excuse me, are you Gu Xufeng?I am Xiang Jing. 】

Gu's mother was afraid that the other party was not Gu Xufeng, so she only dared to ask tentatively.

*

In the office of the Chinese Department of a well-known international university in Country M, a handsome middle-aged man was staring absently at the lesson plan in his hand.

From time to time, he aimed at the mobile phone placed in the upper right corner of his desk.

This person is Gu Lichuan's uncle - Gu Xufeng.

After Gu Xufeng ran away from home, he followed his current lover to country M. He came to this international university with his own strength and became a Chinese teacher.

This stay lasted for more than ten years, and he was promoted from a Chinese teacher to a professor.

During this period, he went home and secretly visited his mother and the family he missed.

It's just that the reaction of his family members and the shadow left by jts on him are too great. He is very satisfied with his current life. He doesn't want to destroy the stability he finally stole, so he never shows up.

He just needs to know that they are doing well, and he is content.

He knew that his family was looking for him, and this mobile phone number was always called by domestic mobile phone numbers recently.

But he dared not take it.

He wanted to, wanted to, but didn't dare.

Just today, when he was preparing for the afternoon class, another mobile phone number in China called.

In order to avoid that he couldn't help answering the call, he put the phone on silent and put it aside.

But it was still useless, his heart was still on the phone.

Gu Xufeng gave up resisting, picked up the mobile phone on the table, and was going to see how many calls he had made over there.

Gu Xufenggang picked up the phone, and the text message from Xiang Jing jumped in front of his eyes.

[Is it Xiaoxu?I'm sister-in-law, mom, she misses you very much, after so many years, she wants to know if you are living happily now. 】