What to do if you are too obsessed with Natsume

When I was in kindergarten, the teacher would ask the children what kind of person they want to be. The children chattered about scientists, Candy Candy Superman, and superstars...the children had strange ideas in their mouths.

When it was Qiuzi's turn, Qiuzi thought about it, blushed, and said softly: "I want to be like my father, who has a warm smile like the sun, who will gently hold my hand and play with me , will cook a lot of delicious food, and has the smell of bread on her body.”

"Dad is the best man in the world."

"Qiuzi likes it the most!"

The pink-haired kid next to him showed a confused expression, and asked Qiuzi via voice transmission, "Will your father lick your boss's leather shoes?"

"Eh?"

Kid Qiuzi showed even more puzzled look, is there any connection between father and licking leather shoes?unless……

"Are leather shoes made of ice cream?"

"No."

"Dogs can lick leather shoes, but my father can't lick leather shoes!"

Qiuzi blinked her big eyes, thinking about all kinds of delicious desserts made by her father, and a sweet expression appeared on her little face.

【Qiuzi's father who can make coffee jelly】

【Kind of like】

The pink kid also showed a little yearning expression on his face.

A child came over and asked Qiuzi, "Why does your father smell like bread?"

"Because my father opened a dessert shop, I can eat a lot of delicious desserts every day." Qiuzi said brightly.

"Your father is so nice, will he spank your ass when you wet the bed?" asked another child with a snotty nose.

"would not!"

Qiuzi blushed and said in a low voice, "And I, I don't know how to wet the bed, even if I wet the bed, I can wash the quilt..."

The voice of speaking is getting smaller and smaller.

【Ah, ah, ah, I won't wet the bed after one month of birth】

The pink-haired kid thought without expression.

When it was time to leave school, a group of children wearing yellow hats stood at the school gate waiting for their parents to pick them up. A child suddenly shouted in surprise, "Look! There is a big fat cat on the tree!"

"Ah, isn't it too fat to get stuck in a tree branch!"

"Hurry up and find Uncle Police!"

The chirping voices of the children caught Qiuzi's attention, and when she raised her head, she saw the familiar cat on the tree, "Teacher Cat—"

When he stepped forward, there was a "click", and his left foot was tripped by his right foot. Although he didn't cry, when he raised his head, his brown pupils were already covered with a layer of moist mist, which was pitiful.

The pink-haired kid silently helped Qiuzi up.

By the way, I used superpowers to restore the place where I fell.

"Hey...thank you, Xiao Nan."

Qiuzi didn't notice anything strange about him at all.

【Sister Qiuzi seems to be an idiot】

Hmph, Qiuzi is an idiot, the cat teacher on the tree sighed the same as Qi Mu, but he still held back his voice in the public, so as not to scare these fragile little radish heads.

Get out of the way, my uncle is coming down!

The cat teacher jumped down from the tree with a light movement that didn't fit his figure, but before he came to Qiuzi, he was surrounded by a group of curious children, who stretched out many hands to touch the cat teacher's body, "So soft~" "What a cute cat sauce!" "Like cotton."

"Mr. Cat belongs to my family. Don't pull Mr. Cat's fur too hard, it will hurt."

Qiuzi hugged Teacher Mao and exhaled a few times with her mouth, but because Teacher Mao was too fat, the child even exerted herself to feed her when she hugged her.

"Okay, okay, kids, don't tease the cat anymore, your parents are here." The kindergarten teacher spoke to a group of children in a soft voice, directing them to line up one by one and not to run around.

"Qiuzi, is your dessert dad coming to pick you up from school today?"

Qiuzi's speech in class left a deep impression on the children, so after school, I also want to see what Qiuzi's father looks like.

Kid Qiuzi nodded without thinking too much, "My father usually picks me up, and my mother is on a business trip."

"So you can see my dad later."

However, Qiuzi was soon slapped in the face. A few steps away, the mother with silver hair and long hair strode to the door. After taking off the black sunglasses, she showed a beautiful face and hooked her fingers at the child.

"Ah!" Qiuzi exclaimed happily, "It's mom!" She happily ran over and hugged her mother's trouser legs.

The mother who hadn't seen her for a few days came back from a business trip, and the child who was born full of coquettish skills raised her head, her eyes were shining, and she said softly, "Mom, I miss you every day."

After getting tired of my dear mother for a while, the little guy suddenly remembered what he said in front of the children just now, and he wanted to explain why his father didn't come today, when he saw the children neatly raised their faces and looked at him with bright eyes. Mom, "Wow, what a beautiful sister!"

"It's not my sister, it's my mother!"

Kid Qiuzi retorted loudly.

"its mine!"

Qiuzi's mother is the most beautiful mother in the world.

After saying goodbye to the teacher and other children, Qiuzi was led by her mother on the way home. Teacher Mao told the embarrassing things that happened to the children just now, Qiuzi puffed up angrily, and decided not to take Give my own snacks to the cat teacher.

Halfway through the journey, the child belatedly said, "Mom, this doesn't seem to be the way home."

"Let's go to the dessert house to find Dad first, and then go to the newly opened Japanese restaurant on Xingfu Street for dinner."

"Great!"

Some children with insufficient physical strength who were led by their mother all the way were panting, thinking that they would be able to eat delicious food later, and instantly revived with full blood.

For Qiuzi, there is a difference between walking with her father and walking with her mother. Her father will hug herself with strong arms, ask her in a gentle voice what fun things happened today, and give her Introduce the flowers and plants on the roadside.

But my mother is different, even if she says that she is tired and doesn’t want to walk like a baby, her mother will only hold her hand and slow down her pace, instead of picking her up like her father, and her mother will not introduce flowers and plants to her, but will Said in a very relaxed tone, "Look, Qiuzi—"

When she looked in her mother's direction and was frightened by the strange things and tears fell down, her mother would add slowly, "This one is a fly, and that one is a ghost."

Because of this, Qiuzi ranked her mother as her second favorite.

But in order to prevent her mother from being sad, she wants to keep this secret in her heart and never tell anyone, the child hooked the adult's finger with a bud-like tender hand, thinking empathetically.

It seems to have walked a long, long way. When the children were so tired that they were about to cheat, the brick-red roof of the dessert house finally came into sight. Under the setting sun, it was covered with a layer of golden light.

“Papa's Dessert House!”

The child stood up in an instant, opened his hands, and flew towards the dessert house like a cute little yellow bird, full of joy.

"dad--"

As if in response to a child's call, the glass door was pushed open, and a young man with warm eyebrows stood at the door. The light and shadow of the setting sun enveloped his figure in a layer of golden light. He smiled and looked at the person walking towards him. people.

The child opened his hands, ready to fall into his father's warm embrace.But in the next second, it was empty.

Ah, what happened—

When she raised her head in doubt, she saw her father and mother hugging each other. Qiuzi pursed her lips and began to doubt her life.

Am I not Papa's little angel?

Could it be that he, as a little angel, can only rank second in dad's favorite ranking?

The little friend Qiuzi grabbed his father's trouser legs crying, but this angry emotion quickly melted into his father's gentle eyes, "Qiuzi is also very good today." When he was lifted up, the little friend quickly revealed Sweet smile.

"Dad, I've grown up a little recently, can you still hug me?"

"Yeah, Dad can let you fly a little higher."

It seems that I am still my father's favorite little angel.

In love and protection, the child has always believed so firmly, until the year when the kindergarten course ended, the child solemnly announced to the whole family wearing a small red flower after the graduation ceremony that she was already a big child who graduated from kindergarten up.

"Really?" Mom looked at her tenderly, "But I heard that older children don't sleep with their parents."

"Then from today, I can sleep by myself!"

The little one who can't wait to prove that he has grown up said cutely.

So at the age of 6, the child had his own independent room. The child who was only 6 years old at that time did not find anything wrong. Children won't ask their parents for kisses all day long," he refused on the grounds.

At that time, the child who had no heart at all was completely convinced, and he didn't even think that his parents were the ones who often made stickers.

It wasn't until the children grew up into slim girls that they gradually recovered from the accumulated life traces. Even Qiuzi, who was often called a fool by her own children, came to an irrefutable fact that mother loves father, And under the seemingly peaceful sea of ​​love, there is a crazy and raging possessive desire hidden.

For ordinary people, this kind of love may make people breathless, but Dad is really too gentle. Facing the surging love, he just wondered if he didn't give enough sense of security, So that I can't fill the emptiness in my heart with love.

Under this two-way love, Qiuzi has never seen her parents quarrel, because her mother is a complete "Supreme Natsume", and her father's gentle and tolerant personality can't quarrel at all.

At that time, 15-year-old Qiuzi naively believed that there was no power in this world that could separate her parents.

Even death.

I don't know from that day on, when Qiuzi noticed it, the atmosphere at home suddenly changed. Obviously, my father was still as gentle as usual, and he would smile and ask her when he came back from school, "Did you have a good time today?"

"There's your favorite cherry blossom jelly in the refrigerator, shhh, don't let Mr. Kitty find out."

Mom was also laughing, but as long as Qiuzi turned her head, she could see her mother's eyes staring at Dad all the time, the sadness in her eyes was almost overflowing, Qiuzi had never seen such a fragile mother.

Now my mother is so sad that she is about to cry.

Some kind of great panic froze Qiuzi's mind. She stared at her father's pale face when he smiled, and asked with a sob, "Dad...are you..."

"It's okay, it's just a small problem."

Dad's warm hands fell on Qiuzi's hair, soothing him with the most gentle tone in the world.

Later, Qiuzi learned from his uncle that his father had a very serious disease and needed an operation, and the success rate was only 20.00%.

After Qiuzi found out, he fell on his uncle's shoulder and wept uncontrollably.

"It's bound to work? Right?"

She wanted over and over again to get an answer in the affirmative.

The night before the operation, Qiuzi stood outside the ward and listened to his father's last remonstrance to his mother. There seemed to be infinite nostalgia in the words, "I only have one thing, and I want you to promise me."

"Live well."

Qiuzi covered her mouth, her eyes fell on her mother through the gap in the door, her face was pale but full of broken beauty, but under the expectant eyes of her lover, she shook her head, shattering his hope word by word, "I will never agree."

"Live together, or die together."

That was the first time Qiuzi heard her mother refute her father's request with such merciless words. She opened her eyes wide, and big and big tears silently slid down her clean face.

really--

Some kind of premonition in my heart was experienced.

God please bless me, I don't want to lose my parents overnight.

The helpless girl can only pray to the gods.

Fortunately, the gods answered the girl's prayers, and the operation was a success. Even the doctor praised the patient's tenacious willpower.

And Qiuzi feels that this is largely due to her mother's "threat theory."

Although Qiuzi thought of what her mother said that night, she still felt very, very sad, and couldn't help but ask her mother aggrievedly, "Mom, is what you said that night true?"

"Do you really have the heart to leave me?"

"It will not happen."

The girl's eyes lit up, "I knew that mom still loves me."

Dad, who had just recovered from a serious illness, seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

"At least I will raise you until you are an adult and save some property for you before going." Later, my mother added seriously.

The girl ran away crying.

Xuezhi pushed Natsume, who was sitting in a wheelchair, down the sunny greenway, and spent a long and cold winter. When spring came, the vegetation that had been silent for a season sprouted new green branches.

The joyful chirping of birds came from my ears, but it didn't seem to affect the people under the tree.

"Xuezhi, are you a little unhappy today?"

Yukie knelt down, stared at Natsume's still pale face, and answered irrelevant questions, "Takashi, let's move back to Kumamoto."

Sensing the sadness in his wife's eyes, Natsume stretched out his hand and gently placed it on the back of her hand, "Why?"

"Just want to go back to the place where we first met, only there can make me feel at ease."

When she said that, her eyes seemed to lose focus.

But when Natsume fell gently on her face, the emotions that had been suppressed for a while suddenly had an excuse to vent.

Tears flowed down my face unconsciously.

"Okay, I'll listen to you, don't cry."

Natsume gently wiped away the hot tears that fell from his wife's eyes with his fingertips, "Sorry, it must have been a hard time, I have been depressed since the diagnosis, I assure you, there will never be such a thing in the future." It happened."

"From now on, let's grow old together slowly."

Natsume held up Xuezhi's tear-filled face and solemnly promised.