Hehe, the beggars still want to find love??

Qin Suran walked in front of Bai Ze with a cold face, and never took his eyes off him. The two of them had a tacit understanding and did not speak, just looking at each other in silence.

Qin Suran imagined the situation when Bai Ze came back, but he couldn't think of his own reaction.But now, Bai Ze appeared in front of him so unexpectedly, he was really at a loss.There were joy, surprise, heartache, and anger. Many emotions were mixed together, which made him speechless for a long time.

Bai Ze was leaning against the door, but when he saw Qin Suan, he straightened up, his movements were indescribably stiff.It was still cold winter, and he was wrapped in a thick overcoat, but his figure looked thinner than before.Bai Ze's whole body was wrapped in darkness, Qin Suanran couldn't see clearly, but his heart throbbed for no reason.

It seems that Bai Ze is not having a good time, but Qin Suanran still can't help the manic resentment in his heart.It's not that he didn't think that Bai Ze was forced to leave the country by his family, but even so, it's impossible not to make a single call these days!Don't you know how anxious he is when he can't find anyone!What does it mean to disappear for so long without warning and then suddenly appear again? !

The resentment during this time has become a wild beast, dormant in the bottom of my heart, ready to move but has been suppressed all the time, just waiting for this moment to explode.

Qin Suran stared at Bai Ze firmly, clenched his fist with one hand, and wanted to hit him hard, so that this person could also taste the pain.Bai Ze saw Qin Suran raising his hand, but he just closed his eyes silently, without dodging.As a result, there was a loud noise, but the expected pain did not come. Qin Suran's fist hit the door behind Bai Ze, and he still clenched his fist tightly, with the veins on the back of his hand protruding.

Bai Ze glanced at him with a complicated expression, then lowered his eyes, and shouted softly: "Qin Suanran, I..." He was stuck as soon as he uttered a few words, as if being silenced.

Qin Suran panted heavily, and when he heard Bai Ze's voice, his tense body suddenly relaxed as if he had lost all strength.He buried his head into Bai Ze's neck, and said in a hoarse voice, "You fucking know how to come back..."

Qin Suran suddenly felt wronged, obviously hated Bai Ze for disappearing without saying a word for so long, but when the man really appeared in front of him, he couldn't even beat him up.

Love and hate are intertwined, but they don't want him to suffer even a little harm, let alone that the harm is caused by himself.

There was dim light coming in from outside the building, and various noises from downstairs could be heard, but the place where Qin Suran and Bai Ze were located seemed to form a strange space, which was extraordinarily quiet.Bai Ze leaned against the door, Qin Suanran's head rested on his neck, the two were so close that they seemed to be able to hear each other's heartbeat, but neither of them knew what the other was thinking.

Bai Ze's body was trembling all the time, and he didn't know whether it was because of the cold or something else.Qin Suran comforted himself with hypnosis in his heart: Damn, he is a civilized person, if he doesn't do anything, it's not because he doesn't want to. If he doesn't do it, he can solve the problem, but he can't lose in momentum!After a while, Qin Suran regained his composure, and his breathing calmed down. He got up and opened the door, and said indifferently, "Let's talk in the room first."

After turning on the light, Qin Suran looked at Bai Ze, only to see his current appearance clearly.It's only been a month, but it seems like a long time.Bai Ze lost a lot of weight, with a sharp chin, pale face, ghost-like, ugly to death.Qin Suran was even more displeased, he frowned, and said in a deep voice, "Please explain to me clearly what's going on."

Bai Ze didn't answer the question, and asked with difficulty: "Is there any water?" Although Bai Ze's tone of voice was always cold, his original voice was very pleasant, like a cold spring.But listening to it today, there is an unspeakable weird feeling, the pronunciation is slow and jerky, as if it has not been spoken for a long time.

Qin Suran glanced at him in surprise when he heard the words, only to see that Bai Ze's lips were black and blue, it seemed that he was indeed frozen.Qin Suran took a cup of hot water for Bai Ze, and after taking it, Bai Ze drank a few sips before his expression eased a little.Bai Ze was sitting on the sofa, and Qin Suran was standing beside him, looking at him coldly.Sensing the sharp gaze from above, Bai Ze didn't seem to notice it, and didn't look at him. After drinking a few more sips of water, he put the cup on the side of the coffee table, and then slowly said, "Actually, I haven't gone abroad."

Qin Suran's eyes narrowed, and a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Oh? What's going on? Could it be that you want to say that you've been locked up?"

Bai Ze was stunned for a few seconds, then replied with a wry smile, "Yes, I was locked up by my father." The so-called going abroad was of course just a cover.

"..." Qin Suran's face turned cold, but he didn't speak.Looking at Bai Ze's calm expression, he was inexplicably unhappy.He violently pulled Bai Ze's hair, forcing him to look at him, then knelt down on the sofa with one knee, bent down and bit Bai Ze's shoulder fiercely, as if he wanted to bite off a piece of meat.Bai Ze grunted in pain, Qin Suran slowly loosened his jaw and said harshly, "Why..."

It is very rare to be imprisoned by family members, but for some reason, Qin Suran didn't even have any doubts, and just believed Bai Ze's words.It wasn't until one day later, when Qin Suran recalled this question, that he suddenly realized that he was actually just looking for an excuse to forgive Bai Ze.

Just now Bai Ze was bitten by Qin Suanran, and he still didn't recover for a moment, but he hugged Qin Suran without fear of death, and whispered in his ear: "I came out to my family, and I have already prepared for a long-term battle. I was prepared, but I didn’t expect them to be so angry, I was locked up for a month, and I was cut off from all contact with the outside world.”

A few words are spoken lightly, but only the person involved can appreciate the pain.Bai Ze closed his eyes, what happened during this period was still vivid in his mind.

That day he resolutely came out to his family, saying that he liked men and that he would not get married in the future.Bai's father and Bai's mother were naturally furious. They rarely cared about their son because of their work, but Bai Ze hadn't had any major problems since he was a child, except for his withdrawn personality, which was very worry-free.Unexpectedly, it was the first time that Bai Ze had a confrontation with his family, and such a big incident happened.

In fact, Bai Ze's personality is a big problem.

Bai Ze guessed that the road to coming out would be very difficult, and he was ready to move out to live alone. In fact, he didn't need to prepare anything at all, because he had always lived such a life.It's just that he didn't expect that Bai's father was more ruthless than him, even his own son would not show mercy, and Bai Ze was caught off guard when he was killed.

The Bai family is a big family, confinement is a method left by the ancestors, but it is rarely used now.Bai Ze was imprisoned like a prisoner, cutting off all contact with the outside world.There is also a special person to take care of it, and only one meal is delivered every day.During this period, Bai Ze had nothing to do and no one to accompany him to talk. Even though he was indifferent by nature and used to living alone, he still found it very difficult.

The father and son were at a stalemate, and in the end it was Bai's father who conceded first. It seemed that his heart had softened as he got old.

In fact, it's not that Bai Ze never thought of giving up. He didn't intend to tell Qin Suanran about coming out from the closet at the beginning, and wanted to bear the pressure alone, but unexpectedly, things developed in an uncontrollable direction.He could bear the pain of being imprisoned, but he was afraid that Qin Suran would not wait for him.Bai Ze struggled for a day, and due to various reasons, finally decided to take a gamble.

These things have passed, but now, Bai Ze can see that Qin Suran still likes him, even more than before, he won the bet, but the damage caused is real, all explanations seem pale.After Bai Ze briefly explained the matter, he couldn't help sighing softly, "I'm sorry."

After listening to Bai Ze's explanation, Qin Suran felt very uncomfortable—it was for coming out?He remembered that he had mentioned something to his mother very secretly, but quickly changed the subject, and then didn't want to mention it again.He felt that it was too early to say these things now, maybe he and Bai Ze would not be able to take that step at all, so why take the initiative to bear so much pressure prematurely.

But now that he heard that Bai Ze came out to his family, he didn't feel any pressure, on the contrary, he was a little happy. Bai Ze really wanted to spend the rest of his life with him, so he shouldn't have doubted it.

Qin Suran was a little happy in his heart, the resentment had dissipated a lot, but his face was still dark, and he even sneered, "Come out? Are you so sure that the two of us can get to that step?" The meaning of it is self-evident: you can come out!I won't follow you anymore!Let you toss for nothing!Why did you make me so worried by disappearing without a word for so long!

Bai Ze's eyes darkened, and he said in a low voice, "It's just asking for benevolence to get benevolence." But even though he said this, there was a sense of loneliness in his tone that couldn't be concealed.And when Bai Ze said this, his body trembled uncontrollably and his movements were slight, but Qin Suran still noticed it.

Qin Suran's heart softened, and he didn't want to embarrass Bai Ze anymore.He tilted his head and bit Bai Ze's neck, and snorted coldly: "Then why didn't you tell me in advance, I'm so untrustworthy?"

It was supposed to be shared by two people, but Bai Ze had to bear it alone. Qin Suran felt that his self-esteem as a man had been greatly hurt.

Bai Ze trembled again, but hugged Qin Suran even tighter, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm afraid my father will take his anger out on you."

Qin Suran was stunned for two seconds, and then realized - yes, the old man of the Bai Ze family is so cruel to his son, and he will definitely not have a good face towards him.But so what if you don't look good!It's impossible to really do anything to him!Of course, this was just Qin Suanran's thoughts when he didn't know about Bai Ze's family background.

So Qin Suanran cursed fiercely, "Fuck! You are definitely not his biological child!" How could a biological child be treated like this? In just one month, Bai Ze's whole body has lost a lot of weight, and he has lost all his bones!

Qin Suanran scolded and pushed Bai Ze down on the sofa. Bai Ze didn't expect Qin Suran to make a sudden movement, and couldn't help but let out a low cry. In the next second, all words were blocked by Qin Suran.

It was not the first time Qin Suran and Bai Ze kissed, but the previous kisses were all shallow and casual, but this time they were extremely aggressive.Qin Suran pressed the back of Bai Ze's head, making the two stick closer.Qin Suran didn't have much experience, and just followed his instinct to sweep through Bai Ze's mouth, sucking vigorously, but without any rules, as if venting his anger.

And Bai Ze is like a dehydrated fish, with difficulty breathing and blurred eyes, but it seems that he has obtained great satisfaction, even in pain, he still indulges in it, actively entangles and responds, hugs the person on his body tightly with both hands, unwilling to let go.

Bai Ze involuntarily closed his eyes, sinking the pain and joy in his eyes into the bottom of his heart.

He suddenly remembered that when he was in confinement, he struggled several times to compromise, but finally decided to persevere.One of the reasons, maybe one day in the future, he will tell Qin Suanran to show his heart that is not kind and beautiful - it is said that after losing it, he will know how to cherish it more. He bet on Qin Suanran's feelings for him, but fortunately, he did not have a full set All lose.

He knows that he is selfish, and he will continue to be selfish, and there is no turning back.

The author has something to say: Bai Zeda is not white in the first place, so I won’t wash it...tvt

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