From Zhen Huan

Happy, but I'm still getting weaker every day.But in just one month, my energy and energy were completely exhausted.

When I was dying, I seemed to see that gentle and handsome young man again, and I muttered: "Shichu, the luckiest thing for me is to meet you."

The man smiled and held out his hand to me, and said, "Huanhuan, I know, I've always known, I never doubted you."

3. Years in the palace

It seems that it was just a moment, the last moment I was still very old, lying on the big bed in Wen Zhai, surrounded by children and grandchildren.However, when I closed my eyes and opened them again, the experience of those decades was like a dream, leaving no trace.

At this moment, I was already in the carriage for the palace draft, wearing a thin layer of makeup, and the light green dress on my body made me look like the first touch of fresh green on the willow branches in early spring, pitiful and lovely.

The carriage went smoothly and arrived soon. When I got out of the carriage, I saw the sky was full of blue, the sky was clear, and wild geese were flying high.I felt depressed about my situation, and I didn't have any intention of appreciating it. I followed the beautiful women from all over the place and stood up, and was led by the eunuch to the East and West Nuan Pavilion in Changchun Palace.

There were already many beautiful women in the East and West Warm Pavilions. The first time I saw it, I saw Shen Meizhuang standing in the crowd, wearing a peach red dress, with a happy face.At this time, Shen Meizhuang was still a young girl with dreams in her arms, not the empress dowager who had been in the harem for more than [-] years and finally became the winner in her previous life.

I watched Shen Meizhuang walking towards me, and my mind was in a trance for a while. Wen Shichu's voice and smile still remained in my heart, and it never faded at all, but I was already about to start another life.

However, Mei Zhuang had already walked in front of me, held my hand, and said with worried expression: "Why is your face so pale, did you not rest well last night? Or is your body unwell?"

Holding her hand back, I urgently need her pure care without impurities.

Smiling slightly, I shook my head and said, "It's not that serious, it's just that I stayed up late after studying yesterday."

Different from the anxiety of being completely unfamiliar in the previous life, I have already been familiar with this world, the Zhen family, and Meizhuang in the decades of my previous life.So they calmly laughed and joked with Mei Zhuang, talking about the little daughter's family, with the reservedness of the daughters of the girls in this era, it was nothing more than complimenting each other, joking and so on.

We were talking on one side, but the other side gradually became noisy.I knew in my heart that this was the scene where An Lingrong and Zhen Huan got acquainted.But I didn't want to participate in the cooperation, and Mei Zhuang didn't like to cause trouble, so at this moment, the stalemate continued until the aunt in charge of the palace came out to suppress the matter.Then the crowd dispersed, and I saw a girl with ordinary clothes and delicate features, this is An Lingrong.

At dusk, when the willows were on the moon, it was my turn for me and Meizhuang to enter the main hall of Changchun Palace, Yunyi Hall, to face the saint.

Naturally, Mei Zhuang was selected as no surprise. After the eunuchs called the names, I took two steps forward and bowed down, saying: "My daughter Zhen Huan sees the emperor and the empress. May the emperor live forever and the empress a thousand years auspicious."

The emperor asked like in a book: "Zhen Huan? Which 'Huan' is it?

I bowed my head and replied: "The 'Huan' of the girl."

The emperor smiled and said: "It's a good name, but I don't know if you can afford it, so raise your head."

I raised my head in a regular manner, accepting the unknown fate calmly.

I remember that in the book, the emperor regarded Zhen Huan as the substitute of Queen Chunyuan, and Zhen Huan also asked the queen in doubt whether the two were similar, but the queen's answer was three points of appearance and seven points of charm.

With the same body apart from appearance, Zhen Huan interprets the innocence, intelligence and passion of a girl.And if it were me, it would be calm, soft, and safe after the storm.Without the charm of the seven-point girl, you may feel a little similar to me at first glance, but if you look closely, you will find that I am completely different from Queen Chunyuan.

In fact, in the harem, Empress Chunyuan is really a good card to invite pets and save life, but although I am easy-going, I am not willing to be someone else's substitute.

The emperor was stunned at first when he saw my appearance, but the queen said with a smile: "I seem to be a well-behaved person, and I am well-dressed, why don't I write down my name."

The emperor nodded, and said to the eunuch in charge of ceremonies: "Listen to the queen."

I was easily determined by the two most honorable people in the world, and started another completely different, more tortuous and difficult life.

After returning home, after a day of decree, I was still named as the sixth-rank nobleman just like in the book, but the title was no longer 'Wan', but 'Jing'.This change made me feel a lot better inside.

In the days that followed, I followed Aunt Fangruo to learn the rules of the palace, and I also prepared some body parts to bring into the palace, mostly jewelry and clothing, and some non-taboo medicinal materials that I designated.In addition, I also asked my brother to help me choose a good family in the outskirts of the capital, and married Huanbi, leaving only Liuzhu.With the help of my mother, I chose an honest and careful maid from among the children at home, and brought her with me for Liu Zhu to teach me well.

Huanbi has a special status, I can't kill her to avoid trouble, but I can't accept bringing such a time bomb into the palace either.

In the decades of my previous life, I have formed a deep friendship with my parents, brothers and sisters in the Zhen family. What's more, after entering the palace, my relationship with the Zhen family is even more like "everyone prospers, every one loses."Therefore, I advised my parents that Yuyao is gentle and weak, and that in the future, she must choose an honest, kind, simple and innocent family.He also persuaded his father and elder brother to obey the emperor's orders in the court and never form cliques for personal gain.For such a daughter who has been smart since she was a child and has been doted on until now, the last persuasion before entering the palace, my father Zhen Yuandao and brother Zhen Yan accepted without any grievances, which made me breathe a sigh of relief.

On September 22, I bid farewell to my parents and relatives with tears in my eyes. I left the sedan chair and entered the palace with only two little maids by my side.I changed Liu Zhu's name to Ping An on the grounds that it was unlucky, and hoped that she would live in peace in the palace as she was named, and the other name was Ruyi.

After entering the palace, I stayed in Yingxin Hall of Tangli Palace as in the book, tidied up the house according to my preferences, and finally settled down safely after meeting the queen and other concubines.

A few days later, I contracted a cold because of the cold. The empress sent an imperial doctor to come over for diagnosis and treatment, but my body was weak, and after taking the medicine for several months, I still didn't get better.Gradually, I faded out of everyone's sight and became a silent and nameless concubine without favor in the deep palace.

I couldn't sleep while I was sick, so some of the palace servants who waited on me found another way out. Except for Ping An and Ruyi, there were only five young maids and two young eunuchs left in Jinxi.I re-divided their duties, not only enough, but also very clean.

After I had been ill for a long time, I was often deducted from the subsidy. Fortunately, with Meizhuang's help from time to time, I didn't suffer much.

Since I got sick, I seldom go out, and no one invites me to any gatherings, and it is even more impossible to attend various festival banquets.But I am not bored. Every day I wake up and eat breakfast, I exercise, read ancient books, copy Buddhist scriptures in the afternoon, and beauty and skin care in the evening.After a day like this, my schedule is full, and I don't have to go out to avoid bumping into other high-ranking concubines.

In this way, when I was ill for two months, I finally copied and played the first Buddhist scriptures.I copied this Buddhist scripture with great care. I copied it all in correct regular script. The font is a little bigger, so that people can read it without being sore. I also used simple punctuation marks to make sentence breaks, making it more convenient for readers.

After binding the Buddhist scriptures, I asked Jin Xi to send them to the Empress Dowager's palace for me.Since entering the palace, the queen mother has refused all the new concubines' requests to see her on the grounds that she was unwell.This time was no exception. Although the queen mother accepted the Buddhist scriptures I copied, she didn't take much care of me, and my life still remained unchanged.

But I was not discouraged. Although I had been ill all the time, I insisted on copying Buddhist scriptures every day. Every time I finished copying a book, I sent Jin Xi to the Empress Dowager's palace. I persisted for a whole year.

And half a year after my illness, Wen Shichu finally came to Tangli Palace for the reason of treating me.I have been ill for a long time and have no favors, even the imperial physician is unwilling to come, so Wen Shichu naturally snatched up this job without any effort.

My medical skills were originally passed down from Wen Shichu, so he realized something was wrong as soon as he checked my pulse, so I had no choice but to beg him not to reveal it.Afterwards, Wen Shichu took over the care of me, who had been ill for a long time. Under his treatment, my condition improved a little, and it took another year for me to finally recover from my illness.At this time, I have been in the palace for a year and a half, except for Meizhuang, I am already an invisible person in this deep palace, and I have already copied ten scriptures for the Empress Dowager.

After I recovered from my illness, although I reported to the empress and got the green card again, I, who had long been forgotten by the emperor, would naturally not have the opportunity to serve the bed.

At this time, Mei Zhuang had already been promoted from the fifth-rank Xiaoyi to the fourth-rank Fenyi when he first entered the palace, and the structure of the harem was very different because of the absence of Zhen Huan.

I don't expect grace, and I am not yet seventeen, and it is not a blessing to be conceived at this time.I'm not a weak girl who can't hold back anymore, I have a heart strong enough to face the ups and downs of this harem.

It's just that the time has not come, the time has not come.

4. In the Palace Years

It didn't make me wait too long after all.

Half a year after I recovered from my illness, at the end of the second year and the beginning of the third year after I entered the palace, when I sent the No.13 scriptures I copied, I finally got the news that the Queen Mother wanted to summon me.

And at this time, even if I have Mei Zhuang's occasional care, I can't hide my downfall.When they received the news that the Queen Mother had summoned them, Ping An and Ruyi almost hugged their heads