Yin Yang ferry

When Li Qi was very young, a family moved into the community. The family had a child named Tang Fei, who was about the same age as him. He went to Li Qi's class and sat at the front and back tables with him. They are almost inseparable until they grow up, and they can be called a good brother who wears a pair of pants.

In my impression, Tang Fei often came to Li Qi's house to eat and do homework, but Tang Fei rarely invited Li Qi to his house. Li Qi occasionally went there once or twice, and never met Tang Fei's family. What did he even think of Tang Fei's mother? He didn't even have any impression of his appearance. Ever since he knew that Tang Fei was in a single-parent family, Li Qi was instructed by his mother to rarely ask about Tang Fei's family, intentionally or not.

However, it did not hinder the friendship between the two. Their very different temperaments complemented each other in the process of growing up. Li Qi could say that when he recalled the past, the person who appeared most frequently in his memories, besides his family, was Tang Fei.

There are always countless little troubles in adolescence. Teenagers don't like to confide in their family members. The only person to confide in must be Tang Fei.

Tang Fei always showed maturity beyond his age, patiently listened to him and enlightened him. Sometimes Li Qi didn't like to listen to what he said, and the two would quarrel and fall out, but they reconciled within a few days. Conflict is not uncommon among friends.

When I occasionally recalled it later, Li Qi was also a little strange, because Tang Fei never seemed to have any troubles to confide in. He was excellent in studies, even if he was not strong in sports, he was not easily depressed and sad like other children. He was young and mature. , although he is a few months younger than Li Qi, but in front of Li Qi, sometimes he looks more like an elder brother.

"After graduating from college……"

Li Qi suddenly couldn't continue, he shook his head, his face showed doubts, and he frowned again.

He suddenly couldn't remember anything related to Tang Fei after graduating from university.

Those memories seem to have always existed in the mind, never forgotten, and seem to be erased artificially, but there will be some traces after all. When a certain opportunity comes, these incomplete memories will be awakened again.

"I seem to remember something."

The year he graduated from university, Tang Fei came to attend his graduation ceremony. Li Qi was very happy to see his long-lost good friend. He rejected the dinner with his classmates and took Tang Fei to a restaurant he was familiar with. A large truck is speeding up——

"I was..."

He Shufu went to the heart, and used the magical technique of inviting God and the order of the king of Hades to infuse life into the seemingly invisible primordial spirit.

These vitality are actually the ghost energy in the order of the king of hell, so many souls have been taken in before, so it should play a role.

In the corner of the curtain, a human figure slowly emerged, but it was still very blurry, only the head and limbs could be vaguely seen, and even the facial features could not be seen clearly.

The other party seemed to be aware of He Shu Guanghan's identity, and was also grateful to He Shu for making him appear, so he bowed to them and performed an ancient ritual.

Li Qi murmured: "I was pushed away by you at that time, but you were directly hit by the big card."

Tang Fei, who was knocked out and landed heavily, was bloody and bloody on the spot, and died immediately. Li Qi looked dumbfounded, his whole body was numb, and the voices of the surrounding people couldn't get into his ears at all, until after a long time, he Only then did he walk over step by step, holding Tang Fei's body and crying bitterly.

"You're dead, right? Then why would I forget you? I shouldn't forget you! No, even if I forget you, those who knew you before shouldn't forget you too. Why would my mother Said she didn't know you? In your senior year, you said you liked Tong Ling from your school, and I'll contact you for you. Why did Tong Ling also forget about this? What happened?!"

"Yes, I am dead."

A strange voice sounded in the room.

Calm, gentle, like a 23-year-old youth.

From this voice, He Shu might be able to think of his appearance. He is handsome but not particularly handsome. He belongs to the boy next door, but he must be good at studying, and he has never been a concern since childhood.

Is this Tang Fei?

He Shu also had a lot of questions to be answered, but the ghost aura of Yan Wang Ling could only make the other party speak in a condensed form, no amount of it would be too much, and it would devour the only remaining soul.

"Li Qi, do you still remember the dying willow tree at the door when you went to your grandma's house in the countryside when you were young?"

Hearing Tang Fei's voice, Li Qi was a little excited and a little dazed, and he didn't have any special reaction to his question, just shook his head.

"Can not remember."

"In fact, it has lived for a long time, and it has gradually gained spiritual consciousness. It just couldn't survive the last thunder disaster. After being struck by lightning, it was dying. It was you who appeared, took care of it every day, watered and fertilized it, and let it grow a little bit. Get well. It is said in the world that a little kindness is reciprocated by a spring, and your kindness to that willow tree is no longer a little kindness, but a kindness of life, so from now on, you have an extra little friend named Tang Fei. "

Li Qi was stunned, as if he didn't realize it, as if he was listening to the Arabian Nights.

Tang Fei didn't need his response either, so he continued on.

"You are an ordinary and happy child. Except for some small troubles, there are no other stumbling blocks in life. All I can do is to grow up with you and make you happier and happier. All living beings, running around all day long, finally What is rare is that you are open-minded and optimistic, I am very happy, you have an open-minded and optimistic disposition, you are very popular, and you are full of hope in life, which is more valuable than fame and wealth."

"Unfortunately, I can't accompany you to grow old."

Even if he couldn't see the expression, He Shu could feel the deep regret in the other party's voice at this moment.

Although Tang Fei was transformed into a willow tree, it is not easy to cultivate a human form. He does not have the ability of the spirits in myths and legends to move mountains and fill the sea, which is often not something that ordinary spirits can achieve. He died on the spot in order to protect Li Qi from disaster. It will take a few years for the soul and primordial spirit to re-cultivate and recover its essence, and it will take a few more years if it wants to cultivate a human form.

Over the years, in order to accompany Li Qi's growth, Tang Fei fabricated a life experience, and used illusion to convince people around Li Qi that Tang Fei was a real person. one thing.

Tang Fei erased all the memories related to him, including Li Qi's own and everyone who had intersected with Tang Fei.

No one in this world would know that Tang Fei existed, nor would he know that Tang Fei had completely disappeared from this world. Even Li Qi would completely forget about this person and no longer feel sad for him.

This is the last thing he can do for Li Qi.

Li Qi listened in a daze, with tears streaming down his face as if he didn't notice it.

"So, the Tong Ling I added is also fake?"

"You were in college for four years, and you had a girlfriend. People disliked you for not knowing how to coax others. I broke up with you. I comforted you. On the other hand, you said that it was strange that I didn't have a girlfriend in college. I also felt that this situation was very strange for me. Strange, in order to make myself more human, I found a girl in college and used some tricks to make her feel that I was a classmate with me and that I was pursuing her. Let me tell you again, I dare not confess , I want you to help me." Tang Fei sighed, "In order to make you not feel that my existence is too thin, I can only lie again and again with blindfold methods to make people complete."

Li Qi: "Then why, after so long, you suddenly appeared again to visit the crew?"

The memory he had long forgotten, the moment he saw Tang Fei, seemed to press a switch, and he remembered this long-lost old friend. He forgot Tang Fei's death, forgot the blank period, and was filled with only the joy of reuniting after a long absence. I watched Tang Fei look around, but didn't notice whether the people in the crew could also see Tang Fei.

In other words, Tang Fei still used a blindfold to make Li Qi forget the past accident and ignore the reactions of the people around him.

"Because you were possessed by a ghost." Tang Fei said lightly, "My primordial spirit is getting weaker and weaker, but I have been following you around and watched you being possessed by a female ghost with my own eyes. Help, there is no danger, I am still a little worried, so I show up with the last bit of strength, I want you to take it around, I will check the abnormality, help you eliminate the danger, I did not expect to encounter a huge danger , Fortunately, they are here, otherwise, with my ability at the time, I would not be able to help you at all."

Li Qi shook his head and wiped away tears with the back of his hand.

"I remember now. Your blindfold is useless. I clearly remember that on the day of the graduation ceremony, you came to me. I just wanted to talk to you about our plans after graduation. I know you like gardening. I also saved a sum of money during college. We can go to the suburbs to contract a farm. Isn’t it popular for college students to start businesses in rural areas? ..."

Following his words, Tang Fei's breath seemed to become softer and his voice more helpless.

"I know, you once told me with great interest that you could start your own business by saving money, I already guessed it, but I don't know how long I can keep it a secret."

If there hadn't been that car accident, his blindness might have lasted for a while, but it's a pity that if things didn't happen in the world, Tang Fei accompanied him in order to repay his kindness, so he would naturally protect Li Qi with his body without hesitation.

"Sorry……"

Li Qi squatted down, hugging his head and crying.

He didn't even dare to look up at the blurry figure again.

Because the combination of reality and memory will make the heart feel like a knife, and it will be more cruel.

"It was I who killed you, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have died at all!"

"It has nothing to do with you, Li Qi."

Vaguely, Li Qi felt a hand on his hair, stroking gently.

"At first it was to repay your kindness, but later on, I have long regarded you as the only family member in the world. Even if we are a ghost like us, even if we are lucky enough to take shape, we are still alone, with no relatives and no reason. It is you who let me know what love is. What is warmth. I like this experience, I like growing up with you, I should thank you."

Li Qi raised his head with tears in his eyes, and reached out to hold the other's hand, but it was no surprise.

"Li Qi, don't feel sorry for me. Human beings are mortal, and all living things are no exception. I'm not special either. From now on, just live a good life."

"Don't go!"

Li Qi's expression changed, and he subconsciously reached out to grab it.

But it was empty, only grasping the coolness with one hand, very like the night wind at my grandma's house in the countryside in summer, blowing over the willow tree at the door, bringing the coolness of slightly drunk water vapor.

A touch of sweetness, refreshing.

Little Li Qi was rolling around on the mat. Grandma took out the watermelon in the well and cut it into several pieces, and told him not to eat too much. Talk about folk stories passed down orally in the countryside.

"It is said that a long time ago, a dragon lived in a well in our village..."

"Grandma! Grandma!"

Xiao Li Qi interrupted, he didn't want to hear the story of the dragon, he had heard it many times, his eyes rolled around, looking at the willow leaves blown by the wind outside the door.

"I want to hear the story of the willow tree. The willow tree came back to life. Will he also become a person?"

"Silly boy……"

Li Qi regretted and hated again.

He thought to himself, if he knew this earlier, no matter what, he couldn't drag Tang Fei to that restaurant or cross that road.

But everything was doomed long before he saved the willow tree.

Even if there was no car accident, Tang Fei's cover-ups were spread too much, and his soul was exhausted, and the consequences were similar.

In the dark, the ending has already been written.

But Li Qi hated herself even more.

Even if Tang Fei used a cover-up, he shouldn't forget the other party.

That used to be one of the most important people in his life!

"Don't go..."

His pain turned into murmurs, and tears rolled down uncontrollably.

"he has gone."

It was He Shu who answered him.

This "going" is the real disappearance.

A ray of primordial spirit completely dissipated, and it was no longer visible between heaven and earth, and there would never be Tang Fei again.

There are tens of thousands of willow trees in the world, but there will never be that one again.

In order to help Li Qi find out the danger, Tang Fei gave up his last chance to practice again.

He seeks benevolence and obtains benevolence without any regrets, but he left Li Qi with endless regrets.

He Shu looked at Li Qi and remembered the scene when he almost missed the time.

Although it was fake at the time, the sense of reality is still unforgettable. As long as he thinks that he is the only one in the world who remembers Guanghan, he will shudder. It was at that time that he really realized the importance of Guanghan.

Some people often appear by your side. In daily life, people have long been used to the existence of the other party, and sometimes they even feel inconvenient. But when they are really lost, many people will understand that this person has already become a person for them. part of life.

Thinking of this, He Shu couldn't help but glance at Guang Han.

The other party seemed to have a feeling in his heart, and he just happened to look over.

Their eyes met, for some reason, at that moment He Shu suddenly forgot all the usual embarrassment and uneasiness, and couldn't help but stare at Guang Han several times, for fear that he, like Tang Fei, would end up in a dream.

Guanghan smiled, stretched out his hand actively, and squeezed his hand, as if to comfort him, but also to promise.

He Shu reacted, his old face blushed, and he turned his head to focus on Li Qi again.

Li Qi was still immersed in grief and couldn't extricate himself.

But how long can this grief last?

He Shu couldn't help thinking, some people's long-term love can last a lifetime, but there are many temptations in the world, and most people can't remember and commemorate for a lifetime, often after a few years or even a few months, then This sad feeling will gradually fade away, and finally when mentioning a certain old story, he will only say in a sudden tone: It is him!

He Shu can't control other people's temperament, and has no intention of interfering with Li Qi's life, all he can do is——

Cherish the people in front of you.