goodbye my sweetheart

——" I began to feel that something was wrong, he was too serious, although he was still a child, but when he looked at me and said those words, the firmness in his eyes was like an adult.

"I've verified it over and over again, whether it's in a casino or a luxury cruise ship, whether I'm facing a supermodel or a sexy beauty...my heart is always only thinking of you, and I used to think that my love for you Love is just a child's crush, but, no, I really love you, Katherine."

"That's not true. It's just because you haven't found someone more to your liking." I interrupted him.

He gritted his teeth and said, "God, I really hate that Stefan, he destroyed all your faith and courage in love. What did he do to you?"

"He didn't do anything, he just chose better because he thought he deserved better. And I was never the better one."

"Because Stefan is like that, so you think I'll be like him?" He crossed his hips, huffing.

"Hey, Ethan, you're too young, you don't even know what you want."

"I'm not young anymore!" he roared, "I'm seventeen!"

I watched him getting closer and closer, and suddenly felt a huge sense of oppression.

No matter how much I pretend, I can no longer regard Ethan, who is 1.8 meters tall, as the 1.2 meters child in a wheelchair.

I called Taylor's cell phone, "Taylor, can you do me a favor—"

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I do one last thing for Ethan.

I killed Ethan's lawyer, the one who tried to embezzle his property.

I'm as weak as ever, but I have absolutely no problem planning to kill a lot of mortals.

It took a lot of risk, it took a lot of effort, and I almost put myself in it, but in the end I got it done.

On the surface, I thought it was an accident, but in essence it was my careful arrangement.

No amount of weakness will make me a woman. Katherine will always be Katherine.

Ethan, live well, live happily, I will watch you behind you and support you.

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I quit my job as a warehouse clerk.

Taylor did me a huge favor by hiring a black-haired Mexican woman also named Katherine to replace me and erasing Ethan's memory and everyone in his house's memory of me.

However, a year later, Ethan reappeared, and he actually moved to our block, because he felt that this place was familiar and had a feeling of déjà vu.

Of course he will feel familiar, because he has accompanied me home several times.

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★☆Katherine's diary:

"Theres something about Ethan"☆09★

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I bought a super high power telescope.

I watch Ethan through the binoculars.

He was on the balcony, watering the pot of freesia.

That packet of seeds was my gift to Ethan.

To be exact, it was Ethan who forced me to buy it for his birthday.

Because he just won't forget my "Stefan List".

Since there were no horses in the city, he took me on a merry-go-round, he took me fishing, he took me ice skating, he took me camping...he wanted to replace everything I ever wanted to do with Stefan .

He won't forget that there's another item on the list: I want to plant a tree with Stefan.

Ethan has his own style, he wanted me to see the flowering and fruiting faster, so he forced me to go to the supermarket to buy flower seeds for him.

He said, "I'm going to create good memories for the two of us that have nothing to do with Stefan. Katherine, you just cooperate."

I don't know what kind of mood it was based on, I obeyed Ethan, took a bag of flower seeds from the shelf, and buried the seeds in the flower pot with him.

Ethan, whose memory has been erased, always looks at the pot of freesia thoughtfully and puzzled when standing on the balcony, as if he doesn't understand why he, who loves sports, suddenly has a passion for planting flowers.

I watch him, through the binoculars.

I watched him clumsily knock over the flower pot, and hurriedly grabbed the soil into the flower pot.

I watched him sometimes water the flowers with beer ^_^.

I watched him pick up weeds one by one with tweezers like a surgical operation.

I watched him fertilize flowers, catch insects, and shade.

And his expression is always full of confusion, he will never understand why he has to take care of a grass-like flower that has not bloomed yet.

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I have tried my best to avoid meeting him, but we live in the same neighborhood, and we have encountered each other several times.

He sees me again and again and falls in love with me.

Taylor wiped his memory again and again.

I start to pray.

Pray Ethan doesn't turn into an idiot.

Erasing his memory so frequently would be harmful to him.

It's like rubbing repeatedly on paper with an eraser, it will eventually break the paper.

I should move.

But Taylor was just getting his start in the movie prop world, and his studio was just starting to make a name for himself, so it wasn't a good time to move.

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Ethan said, "Katherine, don't die, I don't want you to die."

Ethan said, "Don't be afraid, I will take care of you."

Ethan said, "Katherine, you will always be my only choice."

Ethan said, "I will always love you."

Ethan said, "Wait until I grow up and be my wife."

……

God is really crazy, there are people in the world who don't want me to die, will protect me, only choose me, and are willing to marry me... It's so good, I'm so touched and warm, but it's a pity: it's a few hundred years late.

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Katherine came out with two cups of mint tea.

When she saw "Taylor" reading her diary, she was a little surprised, but she finally said indifferently, "You didn't even read this diary when it was on the table before, because you think there are too many words. What happened today? "

"I want to know you better."

"What aspects do you want to know more about?" She put the teacup in front of him, picked up the chopsticks in the pen holder and neatly tied up her hair.

It's that half of chopsticks again.

He glanced at the glaring chopsticks and asked, "For example, why do you use chopsticks to tie up your hair?"

Katherine smiled and sighed, "It's not chopsticks, it's a gift to be precise."

"From Ethan?" Stefan guessed when she had that doting smile on her face.

"...well, that chopstick was used by him to tie my hair when I was a child." When she mentioned Ethan, there was an extremely gentle smile on her face, "He was the first one to give me a present." man."

Stefan felt a pain in his heart. He gave Elena a verbena necklace, and even Jeremy, Bonnie, and Caroline wore verbena ornaments he gave.But he never gave any gift to Katherine.

He didn't even send her a single flower.

He was so mean to her.

But Ethan kept filling the place that originally belonged to Stefan.

Does Katherine still have a place for Stefan in her heart?

When he watched Two or Three Things About Ethan, he felt everything Katherine felt, and he knew all of her pain and sourness.

At that time, Katherine watched him and Elena under the Ferris wheel;

At this moment, it's Stefan looking at Katherine and Ethan in her writing;

He couldn't help feeling the power, mystery and unreasonableness of fate. It seemed that the only reason for him to exist as Stefan was to understand what Katherine had experienced. If so, why did fate give him a separate life?

After he wasted more than 100 years, after he went around in a big circle, he finally felt and understood her feelings thoroughly and deeply