goodbye my sweetheart

Observing him and being silent for a while, she knew she was wrong.She broke free from his arms and whispered, "I'm sorry, Stefan, I misunderstood."

"I don't understand, why do you think I want your bracelet! Women's things, what's the use of me?"

"Stop talking, anyway, I'm sorry." Katherine turned her face away, the wind at sea made her shiver and bewildered.

Stefan sighed and took her in his arms, but his embrace frightened her even more.

Her uncontrollable trembling made him understand her thoughts.

"...Do you think I'm going to take off your sun bracelet to burn you to death?"

"Don't talk about this topic again, okay?" Katherine screamed, "I know I was wrong. With your ability, if you want to kill me, you don't have to go to sea with such twists and turns."

Stefan vomited three liters of blood.

He didn't want to kill her because he loved her.

He took her to sea just because her Stefan list said: I want to go boating with Stefan!

■94■

Every day, she slept until dawn in Stefan's warm arms.

Stefan wasn't an alcoholic, he drank so much just to get warmer so she could lean more comfortably.

Katherine rubbed her eyes, she hadn't slept so peacefully for a long time, and she was so comfortable that she couldn't bear to wake up.But the bursts of sweet fragrance at the end of her nose challenged her again and again, and she opened her eyes.

I found that all the places where things could be placed were filled with all kinds of large and small crystal containers, which contained exquisite rubies. They exuded the attractive sweet fragrance of fruits, ah, it was pomegranate.

"Don't you want to try it? I'm peeling my nails off." Stefan shook his hand.

"Why?" She stared at him.

"You told Taylor that Klaus was willing to peel grapefruits for Caroline out of love. I think peeling pomegranates is more proof of my feelings."

"But, I'm Katherine!" she screamed and rushed out.

After going around and running back to the room, she randomly picked up a magazine and started to read, but the words in the book were floating in the air, and Katherine didn't read a single word. She dropped the magazine and paced restlessly in the room.

She hated herself to death, looking at Stefan's affectionate eyes like the sea, sometimes she would be in a daze uncontrollably, and she would have the illusion, as if the person "looking" in Stefan's heart was not Elena but Katherine.Sometimes, she doesn't even want to wake up from such hallucinations.Sometimes, she would be jealous in her heart with the invisible Elena.

This kind of her is worse than death, she doesn't want to be like this herself!

Katherine thought of the pain in her heart, grabbed something on the table and smashed it out.

It was the diamond necklace, and it flew straight out and landed on Stefan's face as he walked in.

The diamond scratched his face, and there were several bloodstains on his handsome face. The blood flowed out all at once, which looked really shocking, but also a little strangely beautiful, like red roses suddenly blooming on the pine tree.

She was a little flustered, a little scared, she didn't know how he would punish her.She walked over awkwardly, trying to wipe the blood off his face, but she felt a little awkward, and a word of sorry didn't seem to carry enough weight.

Stefan picked up the necklace on the floor, and just because he gave it to her, was she going to destroy it?

He got closer and closer, she looked at him vigilantly, he reached out to touch her face, but she subconsciously turned her face away, with an expression of waiting for punishment.

Did she think he was going to beat her?This discovery simply made him intolerable, his heart suffocated, and his tone became more gentle, "Don't be nervous, it's just a necklace, if you don't like this one, just buy something else."

His attitude made her slightly relaxed, and she asked, "Why don't you hide?"

He smiled a little sadly, "You want to hurt me, how can I avoid it?"

■95■

Stefan's heart wanted to be one with her, he had to see her all the time, but she didn't, she needed the space to be alone.

So he always tries to give her some personal space.He wanted her to take this opportunity to catch her breath, and when she thought he had really left, he went back and sat in the next room, looking at her through the one-way mirror.

"Bastard! Dumbasshole! Stupidass!" She jumped on the bed and kicked his pillow away, punched the place where he slept, and yelled loudly as she hit, "Controlfreak! StupidAss! Ihateyou!"

Stefan finds it amusing, how alive she looks at the moment.

The bottle of bubble water that he left behind on purpose was quietly placed on the coffee table.

From time to time, she squinted at the pink and sky blue plastic bottle, showing disdain, "Cut, bubble water, do you think I'm a three-year-old?"

Stefan thinks she is like a cat, she looks cool on the surface, she looks like the sky is falling and has nothing to do with me, as if she doesn't care about everything, but inside she has an uncontrollable curiosity like an urchin.

When she looked at it for the Nth time, she picked it up.

The sieve-shaped spoon was stained with bubble water, and when she blew air over it, a series of light bubbles flew out of the small hole in an endless stream, just like the most unscrupulous person who has no hindrance. stagnant silver bell-like laughter.

She opened her palms to welcome the bright and gorgeous bubbles, and they fell on her face in circles. The light touch was like a timid child offering his superficial kiss.

There was a look of surprise on her face, "It turns out that blowing bubbles is so fun."

She had a great time alone, like a child.

She looked at the flying bubbles, and he looked at her.

Suddenly, a mosquito flew by, and she slapped it to death without hesitation.

She looked at the corpse of the mosquito on her palm, and suddenly smiled. She pretended to be talking to herself, "Katherine, you are so evil and cruel, you actually killed an innocent mosquito! Elena would not, she is so kind So caring, she used to help pregnant cockroaches across the road!"

After all, she rolled on the bed laughing, but Stefan couldn't help but know that she was imitating him.

She picked up the pillow and punched it again, "Fuck Stefan, he's an idiot." Another round of scolding began.

"Hey—" A paper airplane flew to her feet.

It's Stefan.He leaned against the door, winked at her, and said, "If you want to scold me, you don't have to wait until I go out. You are my wife, you can scold me in person."

She was so taken aback by his sudden appearance that Katherine coughed.

"Bubble water is for blowing, not for drinking—" He glanced at the wrapping paper of bubble water on the table, teasing her deliberately.

"I didn't drink it!" She became angry with embarrassment, her face was flushed, did he think she was a bitch?

"You obviously have to drink!"

"I do not have!"

"I'll know after I've verified it—" He hugged her violently, and quickly pressed a kiss on her lips, "It turns out that the taste of bubble water is so sweet."

"You!" She pushed him away fiercely, stared at him angrily, her chest heaved but she couldn't think of what to scold for a moment.

He raised an eyebrow and looked at her, with a small hooligan smile on his face, as if he dared to meet her full of anger.

She stared at him, but the anger in her heart couldn't accumulate for a long time.

Because under his ruffian-like demeanor, there is something that makes her feel soft: a little tiredness, a little helplessness, a little bit of bitterness, but more tenderness, care and patience.

It was as if the wind had blown a cloud of invisible spider silk onto Katherine's body, no matter how much she wiped and washed, she could still feel the entanglement of the spider silk.

She panicked, and this entanglement seemed to last forever.

■96■

Actually, Katherine and Stefan, both of them are control freaks.

They want to take the development of all things into their own hands.

including the manner in which it was injured.

She snuffed out all the feelings for Stefan deep in her heart, and she brutally suppressed all her heart for him.She begins to repeat what Stefan has been doing for over 100 years: self-deception.

She brainwashed herself day after day, she told herself: The lover Stefan Salvatore really wants is not you, but Elena. It's not true that Stefan married you, you're just an actor he hired to play Elena to relieve his lovesickness.You have turned over that paragraph a long time ago, and it is best to forget it forever.Because Katherine and Stefan are the greatest shame in each other's love history.

She was bruised to pieces by her own warning, and her soul ached.

However, such harm was within her control and expectation.She chose this way of injury, she was the one who committed the crime, she was the one who judged, and she was the one who executed the sentence.Such damage is less embarrassing.

Yes.

She was very persistent in her approach.

She thought: Is there anything sadder in this world than falling in love with a man who doesn't love you?

Is there anything sadder in this world than falling in love with a man who once betrayed you?

She will never lose control again, and she will never encounter love that is like a joke: knowing that St