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Chen Wan didn't sleep well this time, and he had nightmares in the middle of the night.In the dream, Xu Kongshan stood in front of him covered in blood, and Chen Wan wanted to reach out to touch him, but he couldn't touch him no matter what.

He yelled Xu Kongshan's name heart-piercingly, his tone was sobbing.

"Xu Kongshan! Xu Kongshan!"

Sensing Chen Wan's movements, Xu Kongshan woke up from his deep sleep: "Liu'er, Liu'er..."

Chen Wan slowly opened his eyes, and Xu Kongshan leaned over him with his left hand supporting his body.

"Having a nightmare?" Xu Kongshan looked at Chen Wan nervously. He turned on the light, and the dim light illuminated the cold sweat on Chen Wan's face.

The scene in the dream is still vivid, Chen Wan stretched out her hands to hug Xu Kongshan.

Xu Kongshan's eyes widened, his arms lost strength in shock, and he threw himself on Chen Wan.

Chen Wan groaned under Xu Kongshan's pressure, and when the man panicked, he tightly wrapped his arms around his back, and buried his head in his neck.

Xu Kongshan froze completely, what... what's going on?

"Brother Shan, I dreamed that you were gone." Chen Wan's voice was so low that it was almost a whisper, but Xu Kongshan still clearly captured every word he said.

"I'm here, I'm here." Xu Kongshan tentatively held the back of Chen Wan's head, leaning his elbows against the bed so as not to crush him.

The posture of the two of them has far surpassed the intimacy of normal friends, and Chen Wan can feel Xu Kongshan's strong heartbeat and steady breathing.

Chen Wan hadn't been tempted in the first 23 years, and the handsome men and women in the fashion circle couldn't stir his heartstrings at all.A friend asked him what kind of food he likes before, but Chen Wan couldn't say one, two, three.

"Maybe I'll know what I like when that person shows up." Chen Wan said casually, if he really met such a person, it was his fate, and he can live a good life without meeting him .

After listening to his friend, he joked that his day was too boring, and he should watch more romantic things to stimulate worldly desires.

Then he recommended a bunch of novels to Chen Wan, and Chen Wan mostly skipped them uninterestedly until he saw the description about Xu Kongshan.

【Sweat fell into his eyes, causing Xu Kongshan to squint his eyes. His thick eyebrows were full of wildness, and his dark skin was full of the temperature of the sun, as if it could burn people.He straightened up, grabbed the handkerchief hanging around his neck and wiped his face, and when he raised his hand in the short clothes, he showed his tight and well-defined abdominal muscles. 】

Chen Wanzai sketched the image of Xu Kongshan in his mind with words, and the simple and hot male hormones rushing towards his face made his mouth dry.

Male models in the fashion circle do not lack muscles, but they always reveal an artificial aura that makes Chen Wan feel unimpressed.

Chen Wan trapped herself in it, and had several charming dreams in a row.

Sometimes Chen Wan couldn't help but wonder if his obsession with Xu Kongshan was so strong that he appeared in the world in the book.

Moreover, Chen Wan discovered that the real Xu Kongshan moved his heart far more than he imagined.

It's too uncomfortable to be in love secretly, and he doesn't want to be in love secretly anymore.

"Brother Shan, do you like me?" When Chen Wan asked this sentence, Chen Wan felt as if her face was burning like an egg.

Xu Kongshan was silent for a long time, and Chen Wan's question made him feel fear and expectation at the same time.

He found out.

Xu Kongshan has a feeling that his unknown secret has been exposed, what should he do, what should he say?

Chen Wan was sure that Xu Kongshan heard his voice, and felt Xu Kongshan's entanglement, but Chen Wan slowly calmed down.

He said everything, and today he will get an answer from Xu Kongshankou no matter what.

Chen Wan smashed the jar, and gently rubbed Xu Kongshan's neck with her face: "Brother Shan, do you like me?"

! ! ! !

Xu Kongshan was instantly stimulated so that his scalp went numb, his hairs stood on end, and he took a deep breath: "Hi... I like it, Liu'er is so good, of course I like it."

At such a time, Xu Kongshan is still pretending to be a brother with him.

"I like you too." Chen Wan raised her hand to cover Xu Kongshan's feverish ears, "So Brother Shan, do you want to have... a date with me?"

Chen Wan changed to a word that Xu Kongshan could understand. The simple and crude words "deal with the object" were like a thunderbolt exploding in Xu Kongshan's heart.

"I'm a man, how can a man..." Xu Kongshan wanted to escape in a panic.

Xu Kongshan's refusal of Zhou Mei's saying that he didn't want to marry a wife was not an excuse, he really had no such plan.

Chen Wan lived in his heart, and there was no room for other people.

He could like Chen Wan, and he would always like Chen Wan, but he never thought of picking it up.

Because Xu Kongshan thought he was not good enough for Chen Wan.

Chen Wan is the most beloved younger brother of the Chen family. He is the eldest son who is disliked by his parents; Chen Wan is smart and is a cultural person who is about to take the college entrance examination and enter the university, but he has never even attended elementary school; Chen Wan has a bright future , he has no place to stay.

As far as Xu Kongshan is concerned, Chen Wan's whole body is full of strengths, like a cloud in the sky, he can look up and follow, but he can't grab his hands and rub it into his body.

Most importantly, he is a man.

Xu Kongshan had heard about two men being together. For this kind of person, Murakami has an ugly word called Erzi.

They said that the second chair is sick and mentally ill, he should be sent to a lunatic asylum and locked up to prevent him from coming out to harm others.

Xu Kongshan was not afraid of being scolded, but he absolutely did not allow Chen Wan to suffer from those nasty rumors.

Under such circumstances, how dare Xu Kongshan express his heart, so he made up his mind to bury his feelings deep in his bones.

"It has nothing to do with men and women." Chen Wan hugged Xu Kongshan to prevent him from leaving, "You like me, I like you, that's all."

Love has nothing to do with gender, it just so happens that I am a man, and the person I like is also a man.

Chen Wan raised her head to look into Xu Kongshan's eyes, and cupped his face with her hands: "This is our own business, you don't need to care about outsiders' opinions."

"Brother Shan, you can date me, okay?"

Xu Kongshan was almost drowning in Chen Wan's eyes, he looked away with difficulty: "Not good."

"Why?" Chen Wan asked, Xu Kongshan would not lie or hide his emotions, his every move was telling Chen Wan that the man in front of him liked him.

Xu Kongshan lowered his eyebrows, with a disappointed expression: "I can't have children, Uncle Chen and the others will definitely object."

Chen Wan couldn't help laughing because of Xu Kongshan's reason for not being able to have children, why is he so sincere.

"You make it sound like I can have a baby." Chen Wan grinned, "Let's do it secretly, without letting my elder brother and the others know."

Now is indeed not the time to confess to Chen Qianjin and the others. Simply because he has to go to college for four years, he has enough time to prepare for it.

When Yuanchen died suddenly, he did not leave behind a son and a half daughter, so he did not delay the Chen family's incense.

"That's not what I meant." Xu Kongshan hurriedly defended, his mouth was stupid, he didn't know what to say, and his eyes almost turned red.

Chen Wan understood that in Xu Kongshan's view, if she was with him, she would undoubtedly go astray and destroy her own future.In order to alleviate Xu Kongshan's sense of guilt, he said softly: "Brother Shan, I like men innately, and I can't change it."

"Or do you want me to marry another woman, sleep in the same bed with another woman, and then we have a baby and call you Uncle Dashan?"

Chen Wan took a strong dose of medicine and successfully stunned Xu Kongshan.

Xu Kongshan wanted to say he was willing.

He is willing to fuck!

Xu Kongshan felt very sad just thinking about it. If it was really like what Chen Wan said, he would probably spend his whole life in pain.

"Are you willing?" Chen Wan repeated, his tone light and light, as if coaxing.

"I can't bear it." Xu Kongshan's hands were shaking, "I can't bear it."

Chen Wan's smile was like a clear sky after the rain, and he kissed Xu Kongshan on the cheek: "I can't bear it either."

Chen Wan's kiss made Xu Kongshan stop his eyes on his lips. The unbelievably soft touch made Xu Kongshan think of the marshmallows on the New Year's Fair.

He ate it once when he was a child, and it melted as soon as he opened his mouth to bite, and the sweet aroma made him feel tired.

Chen Wan's lips seemed softer than cotton candy.

Xu Kongshan was like a blank sheet of paper, and Chen Wan couldn't help but want to paint it with his favorite color.

Chen Wan leaned forward to kiss him again, but suddenly there was a rustling sound in the room, the guilty two quickly separated and lay flat on the bed, and the lights went out in an instant.

Only then did Chen Wan realize that it was the rat who made the noise just now, and he grabbed Xu Kongshan's hand under the covers: "Brother Shan."

"En." Xu Kongshan held him back.

"Come with me." Chen Wan turned to look at him in the dark.

"Okay." Xu Kongshan also turned his head towards Chen Wan, "Liu'er, I will always be nice to you."

The strength of the grip conveyed Xu Kongshan's firmness. Even if there was a bloody storm ahead, Xu Kongshan would stand in front of Chen Wan without hesitation and prevent him from being hurt in the slightest.

The same is true of Chen Wan.

In fact, Chen Wan had seriously thought about it. With Xu Kongshan living at home, as long as they pay attention to it, no one will be suspicious.

After all, it is the 70s, and everyone's thinking is relatively simple.

After expressing his heart and getting the answer he wanted to hear, Chen Wan slept very peacefully in the second half of the night.

Xu Kongshan never let go of Chen Wan's hand, turning his head to look at him from time to time to confirm that what happened tonight was not his fantasy.

"Liu'er and Dashan haven't gotten up yet?" Zhou Mei made breakfast, and peeked at Chen Wan's closed door.

"No, maybe I was tired last night." Chen Qianjin listened carefully to the movement inside, "Dashan beat such a big wild boar yesterday, he should take a good rest."

"Then let's eat first and let them sleep more." Zhou Mei thought for a while before calling Chen Wan and the two, "What about that wild boar?"

"It's troublesome to send such a big one to the town. I told Dashan to sell it in the village. I'll call someone after dinner." Chen Qianjin sat down with chopsticks, scooped up two spoonfuls of rice soup to make rice.

The situation has loosened in the past two years, and the rules in Ping'an Village are not as strict as other places. The things that are hit on the mountain do not need to be transported to the public, and they can be handled by themselves.

"Dad, what does a wild boar look like?" Chen Yongyang asked curiously. He had discovered the threshing bucket in the yard a long time ago, but he couldn't lift it up because of his strength, so he couldn't see what was inside.

"You'll know later." Chen Qianjin couldn't describe it, "It's similar to the pigs we raise in the pen."

Chen Yongyang speeded up his meal, and decided not to go there in the morning, but to stay at home and watch wild boars.

The wild boar's blood was completely drained when Xu Kongshan dragged it down from the mountain. After leaving it in the yard overnight, the cracks on the edge of the threshing bucket were still clean.

When Xu Kongshan got up, Chen Qianjin was just about to go out, and when he saw Xu Kongshan, he paused: "Dashan, come here and uncle to tell you something."

"What's the matter, Uncle Chen?" Xu Kongshan approached in two steps, he was full of sleep, and he didn't look tired at all.

"I went to Uncle Chen yesterday to help you choose a homestead, just the one next to our house, do you think it's okay?" Chen Qianjin led Xu Kongshan out of the yard, pointing to the open space on the left.

"Okay, thank you, Uncle Chen!" Xu Kongshan was full of surprise, there was no place he liked more than next to Chen's house.

Anticipating that he would not refuse, Chen Qian smiled and told Chen Qianjin about the plan of building the house, with the main room in the middle, the kitchen on the left, and the bedroom on the right.

"You don't need to worry about the money. I discussed it with your aunt. We still have some money on hand. You can use it to build the house first." Chen Qianjin said earnestly, "Don't do such a dangerous thing next time. is the most important."

"Uncle Chen, how can I use your money to build a house?" Xu Kongshan was poor and ambitious, and he never thought of borrowing money.

Xu Kongshan's refusal was expected by Chen Qianjin, Zhou Mei was right, he was willing to borrow it, but Xu Kongshan was still unwilling to take it.

"Why can't it, is it possible that you will not pay it back?" Chen Qianjin asked him, "Who doesn't have a difficult time, maybe in the future, uncle will ask you for something. How can you tell uncle in the future?"

"I estimate that this wild boar can be sold for about a hundred yuan, and with the one you have, it can be four hundred. First lay the foundation and see how much money is left." Building a house is done step by step, and it doesn't have to be After getting all the money in place at once, Chen Qianjin patted Xu Kongshan on the shoulder, "Listen to Uncle."

Of course Xu Kongshan would not refuse to pay back, he clenched his fists: "Uncle, I'll write you an IOU, and I'll pay you back twice as much as I borrowed."

Chen Qianjin understood Xu Kongshan's temperament. If he disagreed, Xu Kongshan would definitely not even borrow money. He nodded and agreed, anyway, he would not charge more.

"You go into the house to eat. After eating, I will take you to register the homestead, and then notify everyone to come and buy meat."

Xu Kongshan moved quickly, washing and eating took less than 10 minutes, if Chen Wan saw it, he would have to tell him to eat more slowly.

Chen Wan got up after Xu Kongshan left, and Chen Yongyang threw down the stinky wild boar hair he picked up next to the threshing bucket, and ran to Chen Wan.

Zhou Mei boiled an egg for Chen Wan and the three children each. Chen Wan didn't like egg yolks and felt choked, so after eating the egg whites, he fed the rest to Chen Yongyang.

"Little uncle, what are you laughing at?" Chen Yongyang swallowed hard, he was full, but his eyes were still greedy.

"Am I laughing?" Chen Wan touched the corner of her mouth unconsciously, and changed her face in a second, "You read it wrong."

"I'm not mistaken!" Chen Yongyang hooked his mouth with his index fingers, "You were like this just now."

Chen Wan didn't argue with Chen Yongyang, he was in a good mood, what's wrong with Xiaoxiao.

When Xu Kongshan came back from registering the homestead, his thumb was still stained with red ink. The moment he looked at Chen Wan, his smile was so bright that he couldn't hide it.

Chen Wan glanced at the fussy Chen Yongyang, and mouthed Xu Kongshan to remind him to pay attention to the situation.

Xu Kongshan put away his smile, and the corners of his mouth turned up automatically after a while, he couldn't help it.

Xu Kongshan knew how to restrain himself, and after a few words with Chen Wan, he went to the kitchen to get the machete, lifted the threshing bucket and turned it upside down on the ground, and lifted the wild boar underneath with both hands to the threshing bucket.

"Wow!" Chen Yongyang took two steps back in fright when he saw the wild boar for the first time, "My dad is lying, it doesn't look like the pig at home at all!"

The upturned fangs looked even more terrifying during the day, and the hideous wounds criss-crossed on the back of the wild boar. One can imagine how much effort Xu Kongshan had to kill it at that time.

The blood condensed on the black mane, forming different shades of brown. Zhou Mei boiled boiling water, took it out with a tin pot and poured it on the wild boar. The dirty water flowed to the ground, and the steaming mist carried a stench.

The Chen Xing sisters were not interested in such a bloody scene, so Chen Yongyang went to Xu Kongshan's side and pulled out his mane vigorously, it was so hard.

"Be careful with boiling water." Xu Kongshan reminded Chen Yongyang that when the pig's skin was scalded, he scraped off the mane with a knife.

The wild boar with its mane shaved looked a little more pleasing to the eye than before. Xu Kongshan split it in half with all his strength, and the sound of the knife hitting the bone was heard in the next yard.

"What are you doing here?" she asked loudly while pushing open the door, "Hey, where did such a big wild boar come from!"

Xu Kongshan didn't remove the fangs from the pig's head, so Wang Cui wouldn't admit his mistake.

"Dashan was beaten in the mountains yesterday." Zhou Mei helped Xu Kongshan put the chopped pig's trotters into baskets, "I'm going to inform other people in the village. I'm about to call you when I'm done. Do you want to buy some?"

It's been a while since the last time I ate meat, Wang Cui was a little moved: "Why did you sell it?"

"It depends on what kind of meat you want. This kind of meat with bones is sixty cents a catty, seven cents without bones, and the best eight cents for the stomach." The wild boar has never been fried, and the taste of the meat is not as good as that of domestic pigs, so Zhou Mei Everything is [-] cents lower than in the town, plus there is no ticket, the price is quite suitable.

Eight cents a catty was full of fat. Wang Cui wanted to buy it but thought it was too expensive, so she asked Zhou Mei if it could be cheaper, so everyone could have a meal.

The wild boar was hunted by Xu Kongshan, and the money from selling the meat was used by Xu Kongshan to build a house. Zhou Mei couldn't help Wang Cui, so she offered to give her two bones as extra heads if she bought it.

The bones are shaved, so it is not easy to sell them alone.

"You are the first one to come. I will pick two good ones for you. It's too late, but I don't even have any extras."

"Then give me this one."

Wang Cui chose Qimao, and Zhou Mei weighed it, one and a half catties, one yuan and five cents, five cents were erased, and Zhou Mei took her one piece.

After buying the meat, Wang Cui was not in a hurry to leave, but stayed and waited to watch the excitement.

I didn't know that Xu Kongshan had the ability to hunt wild boars before, but if Sun Dahua found out, I'm afraid she would regret it, and she couldn't wait to see Sun Dahua's reaction.

Murakami only distributed the money, and the households were relatively well-off. After receiving the notice from Chen Jinjin, many people walked towards Chen's house in groups.

Some bought meat, and some wanted to watch the excitement just like Wang Cui.

When the news reached the old house, Sun Dahua was hunched over to fetch water from the well, and her life without Xu Kongshan became much more difficult.The water tank in the kitchen was empty, Xu Laiqian and Xu Youcai were lazier than the other, and Sun Dahua couldn't do anything about them.

She hadn't done heavy work for a long time, and she was panting heavily after carrying two buckets of water.

"Sun Dahua, Dashan beat a wild boar to sell pork at Chen's house, why don't you go and have a look?" Someone stood outside the yard and shouted, and Sun Dahua straightened up.

What?Xu Kongshan beat the wild boar!

After hearing what she said clearly, Sun Dahua immediately threw away the bucket, and went to Chen's house with arrogance.

Seeing that the situation was wrong, Liu Qiang's mother hurriedly followed, this crazy woman, she won't go to trouble Dashan, will she?

There were more and more people standing in the courtyard of the Chen family, and almost none of them left after shopping, and they all had nothing to say.

Xu Kongshan answered their questions tirelessly and repeated the wild boar hunting process several times.

He obviously has no talent for storytelling. The several hours of fighting came out of his mouth dryly, without any sense of pictures or thrills.

Feelings when they are watching a play?

Chen Wan was so quarreled that she couldn't read the book, so she came out of the room and stood next to Xu Kongshan.

Most of the meat on the threshing bucket was missing, and it was scattered in the hands of everyone.

"Xu Kongshan, you beheaded!" The courtyard door opened, and Sun Dahua rushed in aggressively, "Don't tell me if you beat a wild boar!"

Sun Dahua looked greedily at the boar meat, and reached out to get it.

Xu Kongshan grabbed Sun Dahua's arm: "Six cents a catty with bones, seven cents without bones, and the best eight cents for the stomach."

Whoa!Dashan is tough enough to leave the Xu family, he dares to shake face with Sun Dahua!

The onlookers gasped in unison, surprised by Xu Kongshan's aura.

Sun Dahua's eyes widened, and she looked at Xu Kongshan in disbelief: "Bah! I'm your mother, how dare you ask me for money?"

She relentlessly went to grab the meat, but Xu Kongshan refused to give an inch, forcing Sun Dahua to raise his hand and try to slap him across the face.

How could Xu Kongshan let her succeed? He exerted force on his hand, and Sun Dahua stepped back three steps, almost falling off his ass.

"I'm going to kill you!" Sun Dahua was so angry that she blushed and bit Xu Kongshan repeatedly.

Xu Kongshan frowned and avoided, Zhou Mei quickly took the cleaning handle leaning against the eaves, and hit Sun Dahua.

Sun Dahua dodged in embarrassment: "Zhou Mei, are you crazy?"

"Am I crazy? I think you are the one who is crazy! Come grab something from my Chen family's yard." Zhou Mei held up a broom and frightened Sun Dahua.

"Your Chen's yard? That's the wild boar my son killed. Why can't I take it as a mother?" When it comes to quarrels, Sun Dahua has never been afraid of anyone.

Zhou Mei had expected that Sun Dahua would not be peaceful, and discussed with Xu Kongshan in advance how to deal with it.

Since Sun Dahua's wild boar was shot by Xu Kongshan, she is eligible to share the meat, so it's fine to make the wild boar not belong to Xu Kongshan.

Zhou Mei threw the broom on the ground and said, "Xu Kongshan sold this wild boar to me to cover his accommodation and living expenses. It has nothing to do with you, Sun Dahua!"

Sun Dahua's chest heaved violently, she did not accept Zhou Mei's statement.

"Sun Dahua, Dashan has already separated from you. If you are not convinced, we can go to the police station to ask the police to help judge." Chen Qianjin had a serious face, and the words of the police station hit Sun Dahua's Achilles heel, and she trembled For a moment, he lost his prestige just now.

"I'm his mother!" Sun Dahua didn't let go of this point, no matter whether she separated or moved to a new residence, the mother-child relationship between her and Xu Kongshan could not be changed.

It was precisely this relationship that made it impossible for Xu Kongshan to get rid of the brown candy of the Xu family.

The scene seemed to be at a stalemate, and Sun Dahua had already begun to figure out how to get rid of Xu Kongshan's body.

The author has something to say: Chen Wan: Are you in love?

Xu Kongshan: Office!