you're not straight

My name is Bai Yiran and my younger sister is Yiguo.

I was born in a well-to-do family. I used to live a happy and happy life, but misfortune fell from the sky, and my family was destroyed. In one night, only me and my sister who was three years younger than me were left.All relatives are shirking responsibility, because...we have nothing but burdens.

In front of my cousin's house, I knelt down and begged them. After I was rejected, I realized deeply that the world is so cold and human beings are so cold.Those relatives separated the household registration books of me and my sister.Other than that, just ignore us.Even so, it was better than being ridiculed by those people and making trouble.

With my younger sister, I lived in the cheapest rental area in the city. There are mixed people and snakes here. Most of the people living here are outsiders, migrant workers, of all kinds, and there are all kinds of things. Even so, it is my sister and I. place.

It's okay, the family is gone, people are gone, everything is gone, don't you still have a pair of hands?You don't follow me and I go to the head office every day, right?If I don’t have money to eat, I’ll make money, it’s no big deal.

Later, I found a job that paid fairly well as a tea boy in a nightclub.Living expenses, tuition fees... are all earned by me working alone.Nobody knows, not even my sister.In the past, I lived a carefree life. I didn’t even do housework, and I didn’t even receive a harsh word. On such occasions, I relied on laughing and humiliation, and even occasionally I was beaten or molested by drunks... …

It doesn't matter, if you want to be beaten, you can be beaten, if you want to be beaten, you can be beaten, as long as you have a salary, just pay me.However, in the first month of persistence, when I was paid 4000 yuan in salary, I found a corner and cried a lot.Even when my parents passed away, my family was broken, and I had nothing... I never cried, but looking at the dozens of red papers in my hand, I cried so heartbroken that I couldn't help it.

No matter how strong labor and capital are, they are still just teenagers who have just started school, and it is not a crime to cry.

Doing this will last half a year.I have learned how to grit my teeth and endure what I should bear, and how to endure what I should suffer. No matter how painful my heart is, I have to put a smile on my face. No matter how difficult it is, hasn’t it been more than half a year?

Really, how can there be a hurdle that cannot be overcome?

This semester, I am a freshman; my sister is a freshman in the next-door college, separated by a high wall.In the school, except for a few people who knew about the change in our family, no one else knew about it, so my sister and I could not become influential figures in this school of thousands of people.

My life has also improved. The most important thing is that I finally went to university, and I should have my own way to go, so I have plans to stop doing this industry. , will make my sister feel nervous when she finds out, and even more afraid that she will feel guilty because of it.

No matter how big the world is, I only have my sister as a relative; and my sister has only my brother.

After dealing with tonight, I can completely escape from this place, from the extravagance and darkness here.

There are the most luxurious nightclubs, bars, entertainment city.Before I came here, I didn't even know what real luxury is. When I first appeared here, my uneasiness, my hesitation and panic, and even my despair were all overwhelmed by the word "luxury". Completely subverted.This place even changed my view of the world in just half a year. This world is not my original world. Although I stepped in, I don't want to be assimilated by this place.

Now, when it's time to get out of here, there's nothing but peace in my mind.

"Yi Meiren, are you here? It's a little late today." Today, I came late, and when I entered the backstage, someone greeted me with a smile.

This ordinary-looking but strong man is a support worker named Chen Hoshou.On the surface, he is a support staff, but in fact... he is an internal security officer, the kind who specializes in fighting.In night shows, there are always many accidents. I was beaten up and beaten by guests several times, but he was the first to rush to save me. I am very grateful to him.

"Yeah." I replied simply, disapproving of the title 'Yimeiren'.

Seeing me pass through the spare room in the backstage, Chen Huoshou couldn't help asking: "Yi Meiren, aren't you going to change clothes?"

I looked back at him, then looked down at my sympathetic denim, was stunned, and smiled: "I almost forgot." Today is the last night, I don't know if I am too happy, or what, but I forgot up.

How to distinguish between the 'son' and the waiter here can only be identified through work clothes.For those who have work clothes, there is a sign with a number on the chest, which is convenient for customers to call and complain. They are all waiters, and I am one of them; but the 'gongzi' is different, you can wear it outstandingly and special , can be seductive and seductive, or can be dressed in ordinary clothes.When he regards himself as a "gentleman", he will dress up very seductively and try his best to seduce the guests. When he doesn't want to be a "gentleman", he will dress himself like passerby A and B, and he is very free.

To be honest, my world view has been changed, in fact, a large part of it is because of the 'gongzi' here.They almost let me know the deepest thing in my heart that is unknown, the thing that is mixed with pain and indifference.

"You." Chen Huoshou smiled and pushed me into the logistics room, "Hurry up, I will help you, and your team leader will not make things difficult for you." Like a big brother, he took great care of him.I smiled at him and went into the room to change clothes.

After changing into my overalls, I went to [You Long Xi Feng] with a plate first. This is a large private room, which is specially used to wait for the guests to choose a small hall. It can seat dozens of "gentlemen". They are all as beautiful as flowers, with enchanting bodies.Dimly lit, without the ambiguous atmosphere of the colorful front hall, it seemed a little more elegant and quiet.There are people here that I know, but they don't know me.The 'gentlemen' here are very proud, because they are 'noble', they are the most expensive 'gentlemen' in this city, they have different status, how can we compare with those who serve dishes?

I smiled lightly, it doesn't matter, it's fine if they don't know me.

From time to time, there will be guests who come to pick people with cross-eyed eyebrows, and sometimes they will let the "gongzi" go to the guest room to let the guests choose.I hid in the corner to clean up, pretended I didn’t see anything, wiped here, wiped there, and then went out of the small hall to the bag I was in charge of. Today’s business doesn’t seem to be very good, at least the one I manage seems to be There are only two or three rooms occupied.I don't have to wait for anyone, after all, I am not the only waiter in this area, and everyone is playing in their own territory.There are fewer customers, and I don’t serve the dishes a few times. Whenever I have free time, I squat in a corner and play with my broken mobile phone with hard keys. An old cell phone that can only send messages and make calls, and the keys are as hard as rocks.Still, the phone can play extremely small games like Tetris...

Check the time on your phone, it's past one o'clock.

At this time, a manager came over, and I was so scared that I stood up from the corner and stuffed my bricks back into my pocket.Just kidding, although it is impossible for the manager not to confiscate my mobile phone, if he deducts my salary, it will not be worth the loss.I pulled my clothes and quickly laughed, "Manager, why are you here? It's not busy here." There is only one private room left, is it to change the 'Master' for the guests inside?

This manager is not in charge of our waiters, but the big manager of the entire upstairs and down "Young Master". All the livelihood of the "Young Master" is controlled by him alone. Whoever offends him will not be able to make money here.

Of course, it refers to the 'sons' and has nothing to do with me.

Regardless of my accompaniment, the manager pointed at me with a rigid expression on his face: "You, come with me." I guess the manager must not remember my alias, so he just replaced it with 'you'.I'm not in his charge, and it doesn't matter if I don't remember my job number.

I was taken aback, what did a big manager in charge of the 'son' come to me for?He smiled flatteringly, but couldn't ask, so he got up and followed.There happened to be a 'Master' who was finishing work passing by, and after seeing this situation, he took a little breath and began to discuss in whispers.

I pretended not to hear, and sighed silently. I guess, this must not be a good thing. If there is a good thing, where will it be my turn?

Sure enough, the manager took me outside the most luxurious VIP private room in the venue, and still stared at me with a cold face, and confessed very seriously, "There is a customer in there who doesn't want 'Master', even though I am asked to pick someone who looks similar." Just give birth. I think you are the only one who looks good among the waiters. And your manager Wang said that you are usually diligent in doing things and know how to advance and retreat. It is reassuring to entrust this good thing to you. Go in and help take a look , you don’t need to do anything, just wait carefully, just pour wine and talk, I have already told the 'son' inside will cooperate with you more, and won't go out of your way."

Whoops, listening to this instantly made me feel like I was going to be a spy, and my heart sank all of a sudden. "...Manager, I'm not..." Before I could finish saying that I'm not a 'son', the manager glared at me and silenced me.

"I won't eat you, just go in and pretend, you know, the seat fee in this VIP room is quite a lot, you should be happy." The manager was very righteous, regardless of other people's feelings.

Well, for the sake of money, finally, he nodded and followed the manager in.

It was a very luxurious and extravagant VIP room. It didn't look like a normal KTV, but rather like the legendary presidential suite of a star hotel, with everything you need.There were six or seven people sitting inside, half of them were guests and half of them were the 'gentlemen' here. Some were singing, some were drinking, some... had already started flirting there, and the atmosphere was very harmonious and lethargic.

As soon as he saw us entering the room, the man singing looked at me twice, his eyes were soon stained with satisfaction, and he smiled and shouted into the microphone, "Arthur, your little beauty is here!" The human voice is quite loud, and with the help of the microphone, the whole house was shaken, so everyone stopped and looked at me.

"Yo, she is really a little beauty, look at this pure appearance..."

"It looks like a water spirit, why didn't I see it before..."

"Isn't that right? I've picked it so many times. I don't think I've seen it before. Is it a newcomer?" Some people have already gathered around me curiously.

The pain in my heart, Laozi is not a giant panda, what a fart you all are watching, take that wretched look away from Laozi!

Trying to keep a smile on my face, I'll be full of compliments, but I won't open my mouth.

At this time, someone came out of the bathroom, and I think it was probably the rightful owner.Then he raised his eyes and looked at the past, if he didn't look at it, he was startled.My dima, the tall one is estimated to be more than 180, and it is fine to be tall and straight, and he has long hair that is as smooth as a waterfall, which made me fly in my mind for a moment'Three thousand blue silk complexes, one hair Lingering for the rest of my life' quite vulgar words, and then I became messy first, shaking myself to stop myself from being distracted.Look again, this man's looks are really unbearable, his exquisite facial features, as if carved by a magic axe, are resolute and handsome, making him look very handsome!

If these people call me a little beauty, then this man is definitely a great beauty.I guess if this person does public relations, he must be popular in the industry...

The coldness emanating from the eyebrows of this great beauty is very obvious, although she is evil, she is not feminine.Probably because this person is too glamorous, too sharp, and too resolute.There is absolutely no way for people to get involved with those upstarts who are full of money, and they really are tall, rich and handsome.

Walking back to the sofa, he sat down on his buttocks, his actions were obviously rude, but this person did it extremely gracefully and beautifully... He raised his handsome and heroic eyebrows, and this person cast his eyes lazily, and looked at him for less than three seconds. Then she moved her sexy thin lips: "You, what's your name?"

Well, the tone is a master.

The manager next to him was tense from the moment he came in, shaking his flattering smile, and when he heard the man's question, the manager quickly bowed and answered with a smile: "President Yang, his name is..."

"I'm asking him." The long-haired man called 'Mr. Yang' interrupted the manager coldly, frightened the manager into silence with a single look, and left me unjustly bowing Then escaped from the private room.

I sighed secretly in my heart, and cursed the manager who ran away without loyalty a hundred times. Looking at this situation, my heart trembled and I felt that the chance of going back safely tonight was very slim.

"What are you thinking, I want to ask you something." The evildoer surnamed Yang stared over, successfully making my spirit tremble.

Trying to squeeze out a smiling face that I think is okay, "In response to Mr. Yang, everyone calls me Xiaoyi, and you can call me that if you want." In fact, I really want to say, 'Didn't you see that I have a badge on my chest ?It has my work number on it'.It's just that before entering the room, the manager took it away, and even took off my work clothes, leaving me only the white shirt inside, saying that it was more like a 'son'.

At that time, I really wanted to yell at the manager, your whole family is a son.

When I was about to go on a fugue again, the man didn't make any more noise, he just waved at me domineeringly, then kicked and kicked the people around him, and said coldly: "Stop what are you doing? Hurry up and sing your song. "He kicked the man holding the mic and smiling brightly.

I walked over obediently, and sat beside him along his hand, without questioning or flattering.

"Aren't I singing? Why are you kicking, save some face for me in front of the little beauty!" The person holding the mic was dissatisfied and waved the microphone to protest. He seemed a little drunk, but I was actually a little worried If he accidentally swung the super-heavy microphone in his hand, he would either die or bleed.

I was worried that I was worried, but the people around were happy, and started to make fun of him with a big laugh: "Little Ye Zi, you should give up your heart, you dare to flirt with the person Arthur likes." Eye, kicking you is still light."

"That's right, I clearly have a cutie in my arms." Others booed and echoed.

Looking at it this way, the man who was holding the wheat and called Xiao Yezi was indeed nestled in his arms with a well-behaved, pink and cute boy.Hearing others mentioning him, that little face immediately turned red even more charmingly, making the man who was hugging him laugh twice, dropped Mai and kissed him fiercely on his little face.

Look away, this kind of thing has long been commonplace in this night scene.I lowered my head slightly, trying to keep my face from getting hot so easily, at least it's not the first time I've seen her, and it's too delicate to blush or something.Moreover, this kind is already considered to be relatively high-quality, and there are countless people who strip boys naked in public.With such a comfort, I found that my face was getting hotter, and I refused to let it go.

"You don't talk much." My guest suddenly pinched my chin, forcing me to look back at him.

"What are you doing?" This pinch made me jump up instinctively, the movement was too big, and the hilarious people in the private room all stared over, even the monster surnamed Yang stared at me. I, those long and narrow eyes narrowed for some reason, stretched into two terrible slits, and I came back to my senses in an instant. After cursing myself for being stupid, I managed to pull a smile out of my frozen face. "Then... what, Mr. Yang, you are so handsome that I am ashamed to sit next to you, heh, hehe..." I smiled hard, laughed hard, but I knew what I looked like now Must be very stupid.

"..." Silently, I sat back again, crying in my heart: Manager, can I change someone?i want to go home...

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