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After recovering from a daze, I looked at Yiguo in the back seat, and took the second seat hesitantly.There are clusters of questions in my heart, but I don't know how to speak.Yang Jinse spoke first, "What do you want to eat?" He looked at me, then at Yiguo who was sitting in the back seat with a calm face, and asked.

"Brother Yang has decided, I'm not picky about food." From the words of Yiguo in the back seat, it was easy to hear that he was so familiar with Yang Jinse that he had an attitude of reverence.Yang Jinse smiled and ignored me, "Then let's eat hot pot, Yiran likes it." He said it very naturally, so naturally that he and I are relatives.

My face was slightly hot, and I lowered my eyes not to look at him, nor did I dare to look at Yiguo in the back seat.

We arrived at the hot pot city last time. Yang Jinse knew the way, and picked a good seat, where he could see a piece of the outside, but it was not easy for people outside to see this seat.Naturally, I was squeezed into a seat that I couldn't see at all, and I didn't even need to order food. Yang Jinse was very gentlemanly discussing with Yiguo what kind of food and meat is good, so I had to be idle and bored.

I wanted to take out my phone to play with, but when I thought that I was holding the one given by Yang Jinse, I had to tell Yiguo in a hurry that it would definitely not be suitable to take it out now, so I held back.

After the waiter finished ordering, Yang Jinse added one last sentence: "Do not put coriander in all dishes."

"Okay." The waiter smiled and walked away.

I felt that Yiguo looked back and forth between me and Yang Jinse several times with strange eyes, I lowered my eyes and pretended nothing happened.On the contrary, Yang Jinse smiled generously, "Your brother is picky eater, but he never took the initiative to say it. I only found out when we had dinner together last time."

Upon hearing those words, Yiguo answered immediately, "Brother Yang is really considerate, your girlfriend must be very happy!" Yiran smiled, and she didn't know if she said it as a joke or seriously, the intimacy between the words seemed to be that of Yang Jinse It's her brother.It made me a little depressed and a little uncomfortable.

"I think so too, but it's a pity that he doesn't appreciate it and refuses to associate with me." Yang Jinse spoke sincerely and affectionately, but glanced at me intentionally or unintentionally, and my head almost fell on the table.

"Huh? Haven't caught up yet? What kind of girl is she? The girl who has been rejected by the seniors of our Fengyun School for so many years must be very good? Brother Yang, tell me quickly." Yiguo is obviously interested in this kind of gossip The matter was very curious. He pulled Yang Jinse's clothes and begged me in a coquettish way that he would hardly do to me, "Brother Yang is a man of the hour in our school. Although he has graduated for so many years, no one will know. You all I don't know, the girls in our class know that I know you, Brother Yang, and I don't know how envious they are, they have been pestering me to give you a chance to meet you." Yiguo talked endlessly when he talked about Yang Jinse, completely Forgot about the existence of my own brother.

"Really? That's my honor." Yang Jinse smiled warmly and gracefully.

"Of course, if I give them this chance next time, Brother Yang, you won't be angry, right?" Yiguo saw the opportunity and climbed up, getting closer to the goal.

"If I'm angry with anyone, I can't be angry with Yiguo, or your brother will fight me hard." Yang Jinse cast his eyes on me again, and I was very uncomfortable being looked at by him.And I could only smile smirking at Shang Yiguo, Yiguo was taken aback, lowered her head, and said in a muffled voice: "I know, brother cares about me."

I looked at her, not knowing what to say for a moment.But the depression in my heart for the past few days has subsided, and although I am sad, I am still relieved a lot.

Looking at Yang Jinse, after winking at me, he said to Guo Yi solemnly, "Okay, I'll talk about other things later, let's eat first, the pot of soup is boiling through."

Yang Jinse said while putting the ingredients into the soup base, he didn't know whether to say he was careful or had ulterior motives, he knew that Yiguo liked it, and he knew what I liked.In front of us, there are materials that we like, but in front of him, I am not sure if it is his favorite.

"Why are you in a daze?" Yang Jinse who was beside me stopped the fiery conversation with Yiguo, and turned to me with concern.

Shaking his head dumbly, "It's nothing." They talked very deeply, but I didn't talk too much.I didn't dare to say anything more, for fear of offending Yiguo, she hasn't completely forgiven me yet.But, I never thought that Yiguo was angry with me, nor did I think about the matter of our two brothers and sisters, we need to rely on an outsider to make peace.

Turning my head back, I was still immersed in my own thoughts, which felt very strange and weird.Stuffy, slightly suffocated.

"elder brother……"

On the opposite side, Yiguo looked at me with a somewhat embarrassed expression. I was taken aback, and hid the foolishness on my face, showing a distressed expression. Seeing the compromised sadness and helplessness on her face, "If... if If my brother is not happy, then I won’t go.”

Startled, she glanced at Yang Jinse beside her, not knowing what to do.What I want is not her compromising compromise.

Feeling a big hand rubbing my head, Yang Jinse smiled, "Yiguo, your brother is just worried that you will work hard, and he doesn't really mean to stop you, nor does he have to stop you." Then he turned his head to look Me, "Really, Yiran?"

Lowering my eyes, I am really afraid that Yiguo has to take care of school and work at the same time, and my health will not be able to bear it... I can do things like earning money to support the family by myself.

"...I only have you as a younger sister. I only hope that you can go to school without any worries like ordinary girls." She was only 15 years old.

"Brother." Yi Guo looked at me very firmly, "I don't want my brother to work so hard by himself, I just want to share a little bit of worry for him...even if it's just a little bit."

"I..." I continued to be speechless and heavy.

After dinner, Yang Jinse sent us home, he chatted with Yiguo all the way, but I could only keep silent.

Back at the alley, he got out of the car and opened the rear door for Yiguo in a gentlemanly way, with a handsome smile, "Yiguo, you go back first, I'll talk to your brother later." That natural tone was really like a big brother next door Let us call the shots.

"Well, good." Yiguo looked at me a little uncomfortably, "Then, I'll go back first, you two talk slowly."

Yang Jinse watched Yiguo walk into the front alley before turning back to the car, glanced at me, "Where do you want to go?"

Shaking his head, the original bewilderment gradually calmed down, and he said sullenly: "...I know what you want to say to me, and I also understand Yiguo's thoughts. I just, just..."

"Just what?"

I just feel like I'm useless.He can't even be a big brother, and Yiguo, who is so young, has to bear such a burden.The car started, and Yang Jinse just left the alley. "It's just..." I looked out the car window, it was a familiar yet unfamiliar scenery, "...I'm really useless."

The car suddenly stopped on the side of the road. There were very few people on this road and there were not many vehicles, so I stopped suddenly on the side of the road. The only one who was frightened was me who had been absent-minded. "You, why did you stop all of a sudden?" Covering my aching head, I asked loudly, knocking all the frustration out of him.

Yang Jinse didn't talk, just looked at me from two seats away, those eyes were so deep that they could stare into people's souls.Covering my forehead, I withdrew my eyes and didn't dare to look at him again. I wondered in my heart what this man suddenly lost his mind, while secretly watching his actions.

After a while, he took a deep breath and said very solemnly: "I know why you rejected my offer at the beginning, although I was unwilling to be more than other emotions at the time, but later I gradually realized that I cared about you. "

"Pa-ta." I was dumbfounded.

While talking, he had already taken out a cigarette, lit it in a small space, and continued: "When I saw that you were willing to ask me for help, although it was very unkind, I was so happy at that time that I even thought it was my hallucination. .”

He exhaled a circle of smoke and turned to look at me, "Yiran, it's the first time I've been so serious about someone, especially when I know that you have me in your heart, I'm even more sure."

"Let's date." He whispered these words.

I was already dazed on the spot.

I don't understand that it was 'life and death' just now, but now it's this man... confessing affectionately?

"You, you...didn't go crazy, did you?" I clearly remembered that before we stopped the car, we were talking about Yiguo, about me... about myself.How can it become his and my business now?

"You've never seen me with a real cramp." Yang Jinse glared at me angrily, well, finally shed the gentle skin recently, and immediately revealed the domineering and unreasonable essence, "Are you agreeing or not? I've done this. If you dare to disagree, I'll..." He frowned, as if he was thinking about threats.

"I'll tell Yiguo what happened between us."

"..." I quickly opened the door and got out of the car, and when I was done, I slammed the door hard!

I'm out of my mind to ask this bastard for help!My brain was squeezed by the door to show my weakness in front of him!Annoyed, he walked back while cursing, he was so stupid to be moved by those tender feelings!

Yang Jinse chased him down, and the speed was so fast that I didn't even take ten steps away from the car before I was wrapped into his arms. This man is very strong, and he blocked my mouth tightly when he came up.Now I panic, this is on the main road, there will be people or cars passing by at any time!

"Hmm... let go!" After struggling desperately, I realized that the difference in physical strength between the two of us is more than a "big" word?

"If you don't want people to see, get in the car obediently." After kissing enough, Yang Jinse squeezed my wrists with one hand. The pain was so painful that I couldn't exert my strength at all, and threatened again.

Feeling wronged, staring at him but not seeing him let go, he had no choice but to succumb to his lust and get in the car again, this time he was smart, locked the door behind him as soon as he got in the car, and didn't Planning to drive, with an expression that forced me to make a result, domineering and leisurely.

"It's useless for you to force me!" He glared at me, and I glared at him. Although I seldom get angry, when I really get angry, my temper is also very bad.

Seeing that I was stubborn, I wondered if the grievance on my face had some effect, "I didn't force you, I will give you time to think about it." In the end, Yang Jinse softened first, and he turned back to his seat Come on, cover up the hostility.

"……"real or fake?I glanced at him suspiciously.

"I said this just to let you know that you are very good, so good that I can't let go, so good that I don't want to let go. So, don't belittle yourself." He started to take out a cigarette again, but he didn't hold it in his hand. A little bit, "I learned about your family from Yiguo, so I understand why you work there." He lightly exhaled smoke round after round, "...I'm sorry, I misunderstood you at that time. "

"..." He knew...our first time was...my first time?

Finally, he put the lighter back and continued: "I now know why you were so angry when I asked you to be my lover. You should be angry now. I will wait until your mentality is adjusted. Until you really accept me." Every word he said, so sincere, so sensational, every word easily stirred my heart, so that I almost blurted out my own mood several times.

"You are very good. For Yiguo, you have done a lot, so much that she may never know. But I know Yiguo's mood, and I know that her brother may have suffered a lot and suffered a lot of grievances for her. .All she can do now is to 'share the joys and sorrows' with you."

"In your heart, Yiguo is your only sister, the only family member you want to protect. And in her heart? You should know that she is in the same mood as you. If you deny yourself, you are denying her, right?"

I listened to every word Yang Jinse said, and every word I heard was carefully grasped.I know that he is not a person who likes to talk nonsense, every sentence will have his perception and interpretation.

In the small space, there were only the sound of the two of them breathing, and it was his puffing and puffing.The smoke was blown away by the open window, taking away part of the smell.

I don't know how long it took, Yang Jinse started the car and drove back, until I got out of the car, I didn't regain my senses and didn't make a sound.He measured his height and size, kissed my lips, and said in a low voice: "Think about it carefully."

Watching the car go away, I was still a little stupefied, I reached out and touched my still warm lips unconsciously, and walked into the alley with downcast eyes.It feels like Yiguo's problem seems to be resolved, but new troubles seem to be brought by that man again.

Back in the house, Yiguo was still sitting in the small living room, as if waiting for me.Seeing me coming back, she stood up, and after looking at me for a while, there was still embarrassment on her beautiful face.I walked over and hugged her in my arms.It's been almost a year, and at her parents' funeral, she cried so hard that she was paralyzed, and I just hugged her and told her there was me.

Now, I can't say a word.

Yiguo let me hold her, a little cautiously, not daring to speak.

Before going back to the room, I turned my head and smiled at her, "As long as Yiguo thinks it's right, just go ahead and do it." Don't care if I'm unhappy, don't care if I disagree.

Back in the room, I threw myself on the somewhat stiff bed, thinking of that man, and that... Confession?

"Is that a confession? That's robbery." I gritted my teeth and was dissatisfied, but suddenly I couldn't help laughing.For some reason, it was the first time for such a big man to be confessed by someone—even though the other party was a man.The heart is a little sweet, a little warm.Turning over, burying his face in the quilt, "...it's over, it's fallen..."

With some joy and some worry, I fell asleep. In the dreamland tonight, there is no hesitation or depression...

Since Yiguo's incident, the man who confessed to me vaguely hasn't shown up for two weeks, and he hasn't even made a phone call! "...Does anyone disappear after such a confession?" Staring at the villa next door, I muttered depressingly, and after looking for a long time, I didn't see anyone coming in or out.He's not here, so naturally I wouldn't go to his house for dinner by myself, my skin isn't that thick yet.

"Maybe...he regretted it? He felt...it wasn't the same thing at all. It was just a whim, and he realized that I was not as good as he imagined, so now I regret it..." Moreover, no matter how you look at it, he is a straightforward person. Yes, and he has a lover, a woman...

Damn, I suddenly remembered that that bastard has a lover!So which onion or garlic is it to confess to me, are you playing with me?asshole!

"...Actually, that wasn't a confession?" Recalling the scene at that time, he didn't even say the word 'like', "Probably... it was to comfort me who was depressed and self-denying at the time."

Gritting his teeth, he turned his head and entered the Chen family's house. After today's class, this week is over.

I don't know if it's my mood or what, the little guy Chen Hao seems to be a little absent-minded today.I don't want to ask because it's nothing to do with me.He is a rich man of the third generation, he can get what he wants, and it is not someone like me who can relieve his worries.

After finishing the class, I was still a little hesitant about whether I should go back straight away, carrying my schoolbag, after all, I also had my own concerns. "..." The corner of my clothes was pulled, I looked back silently, and saw the little guy who had been absent-minded all night was holding on to my clothes, and I didn't know where to look with his eyes.

"What's the matter, Little Rich Three Generations." I asked with a smile.

Chen Hao's face full of petty concerns immediately glared at me fiercely, "I'm not called the third generation of little rich!" After the fierceness was over, he changed back to that slightly sad look.I turned around and looked at him condescendingly, knowing that this was a stubborn kid who would not show weakness to someone like me unless he had to.

"If you don't tell me, I'm going back." I made a small threat, but this time it didn't work.The little guy withdrew his hand, hesitated for a while and then changed back to that little arrogant look.