actor, he refuses to remarry

He felt that he was going crazy, he was not that generous at all, jealousy and grievances were intertwined, like an intricate net, tightly strung around his heart, it was so uncomfortable, it really hurt...

It turns out that this is what it feels like to love but not get it.

He hugged his head and squatted like this for about ten minutes before standing up slowly while leaning against the wall. He sucked his nose and rubbed his sore and hot eye sockets, and then put on an appearance of nothing to do, slowly Walked out slowly.

He helped Yan Wenyu change a ward, a superior single room, with a special bed for family members next to it, which was much more comfortable than a few patients downstairs crowded together.

Yan Wenyu thanked him repeatedly, while Su Wanfeng quietly folded the clothes beside him.

Zhan Juzhou went to Yan Wenyu's attending doctor again and asked about his illness.

The doctor sighed: "His disease is relatively serious, and it is already a second recurrence. The specific situation depends on the follow-up treatment."

As soon as Zhan Juzhou heard it, he knew that Yan Wenyu was not well, so he frowned: "Is there anything I can do?"

"Three days after the operation, if the postoperative recovery is good, it is not life-threatening for the time being. We have told the patients and their families about this. In addition, a new drug has been released abroad, and the clinical treatment effect is very good. Basically, the patients who have used it Life has been extended for a few years, it's just..."

The doctor was helpless: "The price of the new medicine is a bit higher. I have also told the patients, but they think the price is too high, so they still use the current medicine."

Zhan Juzhou: "How much?"

Doctor: "A course of treatment is a little more than 3 yuan, one course of treatment a month."

Zhan Juzhou didn't hesitate: "Give it to him, I'll pay for it."

After chatting with the doctor, Zhan Juzhou turned around and went back to the ward. The two of them were eating lunch. Su Wanfeng sat on the edge of the bed and lowered his head to pick rice into his mouth. A little bit of fried bean sprouts, a few pieces of tofu, not much rice, clear soup with little water, no meat at all.

Anyway, he is also a grown man, how can he be full with just such a little food.

Compared to Su Wanfeng, Yan Wenyu ate slightly better. Vegetables were potatoes, vegetables, and chicken.

When Zhan Juzhou saw the picture of Su Wanfeng drooping his head and quietly picking bean sprouts into his mouth, his heart ached.

"Hold the wind."

He walked over and said gently: "You take care of the patients, you have to eat better, this kind of lunch is not nutritious."

Su Wanfeng shook his head: "It's okay, it's quite nutritious."

Zhan Juzhou's heart ached, he glanced at Yan Wenyu, and said, "What about Yan Wenyu, just feed him these?"

Sure enough, Su Wanfeng showed a bit of guilt and embarrassment: "...Now we need to save some money."

He also wanted to give brother Wenyu some good food, but he really didn't have that much money. The money he borrowed from Zhanjuzhou had paid for the operation fee and there was not much left. The medicine was not enough, and he was too embarrassed to ask Zhan Juzhou again, so he could only wrong Brother Wenyu to eat these things.

He just wanted to wait for Brother Wenyu to finish his operation and leave the hospital, and then he would go to work quickly, one during the day and one at night.

Make a lot of money, and pay back Zhan Juzhou's money as soon as possible.

Zhan Juzhou shook his head: "You can't just eat these, no meat at all..."

Su Wanfeng explained hastily: "I'll buy some ribs on weekends."

Zhan Juzhou frowned even tighter.

At the beginning, he decided to withdraw from Su Wanfeng's world and fulfill Su Wanfeng's choice because he felt that Yan Wenyu could give Su Wanfeng the happiness he wanted, and this bastard couldn't even eat enough to eat, and he was talking about the happiness of nothing.

Zhan Juzhou clenched his fists and breathed a sigh of relief: "I'll ask someone to deliver food to you. Don't eat these in the future."

Su Wanfeng stood up very anxiously: "No need! Really... no need!"

Zhan Juzhou: "Even if you owe me the food expenses, you already owe me so much money, so it's not bad. Just pay it back when you have more money."

Su Wanfeng looked troubled.

Yan Wenyu laughed, "Wan Feng, just listen to him. When I recover, we'll make money and pay him back."

Su Wanfeng finally nodded, "Then... thank you."

Zhan Juzhou: "Then you guys have a good rest, I'm leaving a bit earlier."

"Ah."

After Zhan Juzhou left, Su Wanfeng was stunned for a long time, then ran to the window and looked down from the window sill.He felt that Zhan Juzhou seemed to be getting thinner, and the figure in his vision stood downstairs for a long time, then Zhan Juzhou took out the cigarette case from his pocket and gradually walked away.

Su Wanfeng breathed a sigh of relief, closed the window, turned around and sat by the bed.

Yan Wenyu smiled: "You are such a nice friend, such a big star, I thought you would be airy.

Su Wanfeng was in a daze, and when he heard his voice, he suddenly came back to his senses, and said somewhat unnaturally: "...Well, he has always been very good."

"Such a good man, why did you break up with him?"

Su Wanfeng was dumbfounded: "Huh?"

Yan Wenyu curled his lips weakly: "Do you think I can't see it? The relationship between the two of you is definitely not as simple as friends. Why did you break up in the first place?"

Su Wanfeng was silent for a while, then smiled unnaturally, and explained: "It's just that the personality is not suitable, so we broke up peacefully."

After he finished speaking, he was a little nervous: "Brother Wenyu, are you angry? I didn't want to hide it from you. I... just don't want to mention the past. It's not a good thing anyway. I think he and I If they are divided, they will be divided, and there will definitely be no intersection, so I didn't tell you..."

Yan Wenyu sighed: "I'm not angry, hold on to the wind."

Su Wanfeng breathed a sigh of relief.

Yan Wenyu said again: "Just, are you sure you won't have any contact with him in the future? Lend you money, help me transfer to the ward, bring us meals, hold the wind, you owe him a lot."

He looked at Su Wanfeng's face, feeling a little helpless: "Besides, he likes you."

He could see the forbearable love in Zhan Juzhou's eyes, especially when he held Su Wanfeng's hand, the man's expression would become very interesting, silent jealousy, jealousy, in his beautiful eyes Intertwined and twisted into a raging fire, but they dare not show the slightest... In the end, they can only find excuses and run away.

Yan Wenyu: "He likes you, Wan Feng."

Su Wanfeng looked at Yan Wenyu quietly, scratched his hair, a bit embarrassed: "Brother Wenyu, I'm sorry."

"He likes you, why do you apologize to me?"

Su Wanfeng: "Because you will be unhappy, I don't want you to be unhappy."

Yan Wenyu sighed in his heart: "Is it important to you whether I am happy or not?"

Su Wanfeng: "Of course it's important. Brother Wenyu, if you are in a good mood, your health will also get better. We can watch movies together, eat barbecue together, and go play together as before."

"Brother Wenyu, don't leave me..."

He likes that life.

That kind of real and tangible life made him feel alive.

Yan Wenyu showed a helpless smile: "Wan Feng, have you ever thought that maybe all you need is someone who can accompany you, and that person may not be me."

Su Wanfeng: "What?"

Yan Wenyu shook his head and smiled: "Forget it, the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. One day you will understand."

Su Wanfeng looked at the deep look in Yan Wenyu's eyes, and after a long silence, he said: "The person I like is you, Brother Wenyu, I don't like him anymore."

When he said this, his heart was beating fast and flustered, and his palms were full of sweat. He was afraid that Brother Wenyu would be unhappy, and he was afraid that Brother Wenyu would suddenly treat him badly like everyone else before.

Yan Wenyu was the only one who didn't hurt him due to sudden changes in his young family.

He likes Yan Wenyu, he must...he likes it.

……

Zhan Juzhou skipped the team training at night and cooked two meals at home.

One sick meal is for Yan Wenyu, and one is for Su Wanfeng's favorite food.

After Su Wanfeng left, he almost never cooked. When handling the shrimp, his fingers were pricked by the sharp shrimp whiskers, causing some blood to flow.

It's getting more and more useless.

If he can't even do such a small thing well, he doesn't know what else he can do to help Su Wanfeng.

He packed two meals in an insulated box and drove to the hospital.

Su Wanfeng obviously hasn't had such a sumptuous dinner for a long time, he lowered his head and gnawed on the ribs.

Yan Wenyu saw that he had cared for Su Wanfeng to peel the shrimp in advance, and the corners of his lips could not help but tick up, "Wanfeng."

Su Wanfeng raised his head, with a grain of rice sticking to the corner of his mouth: "Brother Wenyu?"

Yan Wenyu said softly, "I want to eat shrimp." Like a baby.

Su Wanfeng immediately put all the shrimps in his bowl into Yan Wenyu's bowl, and Yan Wenyu smiled and gave the fish to Su Wanfeng: "Eat some fish, be careful of the thorns."

Su Wanfeng smiled softly and sweetly: "Yes."

Looking at them talking and laughing, Zhan Juzhou couldn't help but his eyes turned red. He quickly lowered his head and pretended to look at his mobile phone, "Wan Feng, I have something to do in the team, let's go first."

Su Wanfeng: "Okay, then be careful on the road, thank you for bringing us food."

"fine."

Zhan Juzhou turned his head and left.

He almost escaped from the hospital. The night breeze was cool, but he felt a little out of breath. He took a taxi and went directly to the training base. Xiao Sun and the others were still training. Seeing his pale face, Xiao Sun came over: "Brother Zhan, are you okay..."

Zhan Juzhou lit a cigarette impatiently: "Go to practice."

Xiaosun shrank his neck, hey, Brother Zhan is in a bad mood today.

No, ever since his sister-in-law ran away, Zhan Juzhou has been in a fucking bad mood for more than a year.

After smoking a cigarette, Zhan Juzhou felt even more out of breath, and felt dizzy when looking at the computer. He pushed the keyboard and mouse and stood up: "I'm going to take a breath..."

His head was dizzy, and his body shook twice.

Xiao Sun was startled, hurriedly supported him, and widened his eyes: "Fuck, Brother Zhan, why is your neck so red? Brother Zhan? Brother Zhan?!"

He shook Zhan Juzhou twice, but unexpectedly Zhan Juzhou fell on the chair and passed out.