He said he would come next spring

"Alai, were we too loud last night?" Yang Nian said with a hoarse voice, turning over on the bed.

"No, the house is soundproof."

Shen Yilai groped for a piece of clothing from the bed and put it on.

"I'm going to wash first, and you can sleep for a while."

Shen Yilai wrapped his arms around Yang Nian's waist, pressed his face close to Yang Nian's red ears, and kissed lightly.

The fiery breath sprayed on the neck, leaving the love that did not fade last night.

"Alai, I seem to fall in love with you." He felt the strength on his waist increase.

Shen Yilai deliberately didn't open the curtains, the room was drowsy and dark.

He pressed his lips and tongue together again, and took a sip of milk.

Someone knocked on the door.

"Alai, who is it?" Yang Nian said, licking the milk off the corner of his mouth.

Li Chunnian stood outside the door, but what made Shen Yilai's heart tremble was that she had brought a child.

Li Chunnian saw that the close-fitting clothes were strewn randomly on the bed, and they belonged to men.Hearing Yang Nian's voice, he slightly tucked the child behind him.

"Scrap collection, I'll be right back." Shen Yilai responded.

Li Chunnian's eyes filled with tears instantly, he took the child's hand, and walked to the end of the corridor with Shen Yilai.

"You have a good time with that man, don't come to me." He lit a cigarette.

"Shen Yilai, I know you hate me...but you can't...how do you make people outside think of you?" Li Chunnian's voice trembled.

"What I do now is my own choice, does it have anything to do with you?"

His decibel was doubled, and he was afraid of waking Yang Nian and said, lowering his voice: "Don't bother me anymore, I'm doing well."

"Wait!"

"Be quiet!"

The child poked out half of his head from the shadows and looked at Shen Yilai.

"Xuanxuan, go, call Dad." Li Chunnian burst into tears and pushed the child in front of Shen Yilai.

Shen Yilai stopped, the cigarette was sandwiched between his index finger and middle finger, and a few strands of white smoke drifted out.

His face was full of astonishment, and suddenly his eyes slowly opened wide.

He could not speak, nor did he have the strength to speak.

"I know what you want to ask. This is the child I was born in high school and has been taken care of by my parents in my hometown. But it can't work now. I'm going abroad. Can you...?"

"No! Who cares about him and whoever loves him, don't tell me!"

"Alai, the child is poor, please accept it."

"It has nothing to do with you, go back."

"Do you just want to throw him on the street, no matter what? Be a person like me before?"

"This child is not mine, and I have no obligation."

"Shen Yilai, this child belongs to you."

Li Chunnian's tears drew two bright streamers on his face: "This is your child. I was pregnant when I disappeared in high school."

March 1992, 8, heavy rain

Li Chunnian wrote two sentences in his diary:

"I can't bear it any longer, and the morning sickness is getting worse day by day. I shut myself in the house, ignoring those noisy instructions, Shen Yilai, forgive me for not telling you the truth."

Li Chunnian stretched out his hand and ruthlessly broke a branch of the green radish on the window sill.Green tissue fluid flowed all over his hands, and the smell of grass mixed with soil filled the room.

"My mother broke the door lock, so I had no choice but to flee. I didn't have much money on me, so I stayed in a hotel tonight. The room was small and musty, but fortunately the bed was clean enough to last a few nights. Boss Ask me if I need help, I said no, my husband will come later. But will you really come? Everyone knows it well."

"I'm leaving, I wish you happiness.

Xuanxuan, live well with Dad. "