He said he would come next spring

"Xuanxuan, don't run around anymore, or it will be very dangerous, and it will be difficult for my brother to find you." Yang Nian said, leaning down and patting the child on the back.

"Understood, Brother Yang!" Shen Chengxuan pulled the two strands of hair on Yang Nian's forehead.

Half an hour ago, Yang Nian said he would take Xuanxuan out for a walk.Tonight's dinner is really a little too much, if it continues like this, it will have to wait until it is digested.

"It's strange...A Lai should be back, what happened today?" Yang Nian murmured in his heart, unable to resist Xuanxuan wanting to go out to play with the children.

Now at the age of kindergarten, Yang Nian didn't let Yang Nian say less to worry about at home.Fortunately, Yang Nian said that he is not young, and has his own plan for the lifestyle of the blind, which does not affect taking care of children at home.Shen Yilai resolutely did not allow himself to have any contact with the people in the alley that day, so he deleted all their contact information.

"Brother Nian said, I really want to go out to play, can you take me there? I can hold your hand, and I won't lose you." Yang Nian joked, and he rubbed Xuanxuan's head.

It's just the children's clamor, how could it disturb Yang Nian's first-line sense of hearing when he said he was holding Xuanxuan.

"Little friend, is Shen Chengxuan still here?"

"No, he's gone."

Yang Nian said he was a little flustered, and the little girl continued to add: "Go to the stone bridge."

Yang Nian fumbled and took out his mobile phone, and quickly walked towards a familiar direction, calling Xuanxuan's name.

"Hi, Lai, Xuanxuan is gone."

Yang Nian said he was facing the wind, and he shouted in confusion. He couldn't remember how many times he apologized after bumping into a pedestrian, and even felt that the branches scratched his clothes.

For the first time in the dark world in which he was at home, he lost his balance and direction.

Shen Yilai spit into the dating agency and ran out.

Xuanxuan ran over and hugged Yang Nian's thigh, and Yang Nian said that he was almost tripped by the sudden restraint on his calf.

He squatted down, heard Shen Chengxuan's babbling whispers, first educated him a few words, heard that he was about to cry, then hurriedly embraced him again, changed his gentle tone, and asked, "Where did you run off to?"

Xuanxuan snotted and burst into tears: "Mom's house."

Mother?

Yang Nian was stunned, and then responded to Li Chunnian.

"I'm here to find my mother. I see that all the children play with their mothers. I miss my mother too..."

"Can't brother play with you? It's so cool, the other kids don't have brother to accompany them." Yang Nian said that his eyes were a little sour, and he hugged Xuan Xuan even tighter.

"A brother can't replace a mother."

A brother cannot replace a mother.

Yang Nian said that he could not replace Li Chunnian.

Yang Nian said that no matter how many years later, he would still think of that night. Besides the smell of wine, the smell of perfume poured into Yang Nian's sense of smell more actively, smashing the last wall of his city.

He couldn't forget the lipstick he took out of Shen Yilai's pocket. Tears were useless to him—at least not even to blur his vision.

That night, Yang Nian said that he curled up on the sofa and buried his red eyes between his knees.

He could feel that Shen Yilai's hand was pressed on his shoulder, and then he took it away, falling behind what he couldn't see.

He wept bitterly, but not because of the evidence of guilt, but because—

Some things cannot be transferred or replaced.

The dragonfly landed on the edge, flapping its translucent wings.

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I don't really want to write today... just write